Beverley Mitchell reveals she miscarried twins this year in heartbreaking post

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Beverley Mitchell has revealed she suffered a miscarried of twins.

In a heartbreaking post on her blog Growing Up Hollywood, the 7th Heaven star described how she and husband Michael Cameron were delightfully surprised by the pregnancy news, only for their new dream to come crashing down.

'A few months back Michael and I were thrilled, we had just found out we were pregnant, and though we were surprised, we were excited,' she wrote on Friday. 'It didn’t take long before we began to prepare for a life filled with more little people in it.'

'And much to our surprise, we came to find out it was twins! After our shock, came acceptance and excitement.'

But a few weeks later, she said their new dream of growing their family came crashing down: 'We had a miscarriage. This was a shock.'

The 37-year-old — who is already mom to five-year-old daughter Kenzie, and three-year-old son Hutton — revealed her first instinct was to say she was fine.

'And to be honest; I was trying to be. I thought I had to be, for my family, for myself. I had to jump on a plane and go to work being surrounded by babies and kids while I was still miscarrying. That was interesting.'

She recalled how one of her best friends had told her during her first pregnancy that 'if the pregnancy is viable it will stick, if the baby (babies) are not viable they won’t.'

'Though this makes perfect sense and was something I even said when I shared the news of our pregnancy to our closest friends, this challenged me. Because though it made sense in my head, my heart could not make sense of it,' she admitted. 'I never really considered that I would miscarry being that I had already had two healthy pregnancies.

'This was my misconception, you see, I didn’t know much about miscarriages and I didn’t know many people who had miscarried, or so I thought.'

But upon sharing her story, Beverley discovered many people around her 'shared the same scars'.

'I was now part of a group, the unspoken and hidden group who mourn their losses in the shadows,' she wrote. 'This was the hardest part, suffering in silence.

'Every time I shared what we were going through I made people uncomfortable, no one ever knows what to say, and to be honest, there is nothing to say.'

She said that most people who share such stories and looking for anything in return; just the opportunity to share.

'It is with sharing it that the healing begins, the acceptance that it happened, it is when you ignore it or pretend that it never happened that you cause more pain,' she said. 'Dismissing it almost makes it worse.'

She went on to reveal that months had passed since the miscarriage, and that she had begun to heal, thanking her 'rock' of a husband and 'ride or die' friends for their help and support.

'It is crazy how quickly you can adopt the idea of a new life and how fast that can all go away,' she wrote.

'We still have dreams of growing our family but now more than ever, I look at Kenzie, Hutton, and Michael and just feel full,' she concluded. 'If we are blessed with more children they will fill us with more love, but for now, I look at my family and I am GRATEFUL, BLESSED, and THANKFUL.'

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I hate that for her.

God bless you and her and her family always!!!

Holly