Originally posted by Jenny
:lol:

I'm not sure the max # of characters. I'm not sure at all. I guess it's just one of those test it out deals.

Well, I'll just have to test it out in a few.

I feel like I'm never going to be at peace about anything.Damn. :mad:

Originally posted by Jenny
I've felt the same way too. Some days I can feel okay, but other times, I feel low about myself.

I have bad mood swings. One minute I'm the happiest person in the world and the next I'm the saddest. And the littlest things bring me down.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
I'm sorry. :(

Yeah, I've felt like that ever since I could remember. You try to fit in, but no matter how hard you try you just can't. It can eat you up inside if you're not careful. Being dejected is hard, but sometimes thats how it is and I still haven't learned that.

:nod: I tried fitting in when I was in middle school and like the first year of hs. Then I woke up and thought I don't give a **** what these people think of me. If they think I'm cool, that's okay. If they think I'm like geek girl, who cares. I won't change myself just to be a follower. I hope I don't have any followers. I'd rather have people being themselves and being their own leader.

Oh, damn and the littlest thing just brought me down. ****! Oh, well. I'm okay now.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
I'm sorry. :(

Yeah, I've felt like that ever since I could remember. You try to fit in, but no matter how hard you try you just can't. It can eat you up inside if you're not careful. Being dejected is hard, but sometimes thats how it is and I still haven't learned that.

Exactly,I mean I feel like I'm in a whole different world from everyone else.

Originally posted by Jenny
:nod: I tried fitting in when I was in middle school and like the first year of hs. Then I woke up and thought I don't give a **** what these people think of me. If they think I'm cool, that's okay. If they think I'm like geek girl, who cares. I won't change myself just to be a follower. I hope I don't have any followers. I'd rather have people being themselves and being their own leader.

Well, I usually kept to myself in school. I was always too busy daydreaming or reading. And I'm PROUD to be a GEEK! :D

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
I have bad mood swings. One minute I'm the happiest person in the world and the next I'm the saddest. And the littlest things bring me down.

:nod: It really depends on what day it is, no, I'm not talking that time of the month. I'm just saying some days I'll be okay, other days I'll be okay and then bawling my eyes out. Just depends on the days.

ok im done studing so now i have to go to bed. tomorrow is friday! good night

Originally posted by Jenny
:nod: I tried fitting in when I was in middle school and like the first year of hs. Then I woke up and thought I don't give a **** what these people think of me. If they think I'm cool, that's okay. If they think I'm like geek girl, who cares. I won't change myself just to be a follower. I hope I don't have any followers. I'd rather have people being themselves and being their own leader.

I'm definately not a follower,I hate being trendy. :barf:

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
Exactly,I mean I feel like I'm in a whole different world from everyone else.

Well, I know for a fact I'm in my own little world because this one just sucks too much for me. But I understand how you feel though. It really does suck to not know you're place in this world and feeling like no one cares or even knows you exist.

And,I take EVERYTHING personally,I always have.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
Well, I usually kept to myself in school. I was always too busy daydreaming or reading. And I'm PROUD to be a GEEK! :D

I was a big bookworm. I loved reading. Spent a lot of time in the library. It was peaceful, very peaceful.

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
And,I take EVERYTHING personally,I always have.

Yep, so do I. I have low self-esteem too, but what can I say if I could be someone else and had that chance I would. I'd rather be.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
Well, I know for a fact I'm in my own little world because this one just sucks too much for me. But I understand how you feel though. It really does suck to not know you're place in this world and feeling like no one cares or even knows you exist.

Yep,it's miserable.But,it wouldn't be so much that way,if people weren't so damn self-centered and uncaring.

Originally posted by Nirvana
ok im done studing so now i have to go to bed. tomorrow is friday! good night

Night, Tim. :bye:

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
I'm definately not a follower,I hate being trendy. :barf:

:nod:



Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
And,I take EVERYTHING personally,I always have.
Again, depends on the days for me. At times something will happen and I'll just think, well fock you too and just let the comment/whatever slide. Other days it really eats at me.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
Yep, so do I. I have low self-esteem too, but what can I say if I could be someone else and had that chance I would. I'd rather be.

I would love to be someone else.

Originally posted by Jenny
I was a big bookworm. I loved reading. Spent a lot of time in the library. It was peaceful, very peaceful.

Yeah, people would always be asking me why I was reading. At least, it impressed my teachers. :D I had better relationships with my teachers than I did with most of my classmates. At least, most of the teachers were in their 20s though so thats good. I wanna go back and ask one of them out. :lol:

Originally posted by Nirvana
ok im done studing so now i have to go to bed. tomorrow is friday! good night

I would've talked to you on AIM, but you got off too fast! :( Oh well, goodnight. :bye:

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
Yep,it's miserable.But,it wouldn't be so much that way,if people weren't so damn self-centered and uncaring.

Some people are very self centered and uncaring. No wonder I talk so much about baseball bats and hitting the ********s with the bat. It's because of people like that.

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
Yep,it's miserable.But,it wouldn't be so much that way,if people weren't so damn self-centered and uncaring.

:nod:

My problem is I care and get involved too much then I end up getting hurt.

I hate feeling unliked.

Those people need a sticker, don't you think Jenny?

Originally posted by Jenny
Some people are very self centered and uncaring. No wonder I talk so much about baseball bats and hitting the ********s with the bat. It's because of people like that.

Yes,a lot of people are so unwilling to reach out to others and it gets more that way as time goes by.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
Those people need a sticker, don't you think Jenny?

:nod: Indeed.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
:nod:

My problem is I care and get involved too much then I end up getting hurt.

Well,I tend to be cautious,but I'm still miserable.

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
Yes,a lot of people are so unwilling to reach out to others and it gets more that way as time goes by.

Yep. Whatever happened to that golden rule? You know, treat others the way you want to be treated. Guess someone threw it down the crapper.

Originally posted by Jenny
Yep. Whatever happened to that golden rule? You know, treat others the way you want to be treated. Guess someone threw it down the crapper.

Exactly.I hate how people are,these days.

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
Exactly.I hate how people are,these days.

Some people are absolute ****heads. I swear if people were different, I don't think I'd be so anti social. But since this town is surrounded with bitches, ********s, and ****heads, I guess I'll be happy with my anti social self.

Holly,I just wanted to say,if you would like to email me,feel free to. :)

Originally posted by Jenny
Some people are absolute ****heads. I swear if people were different, I don't think I'd be so anti social. But since this town is surrounded with bitches, ********s, and ****heads, I guess I'll be happy with my anti social self.

That's right,unfortunately.

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
That's right,unfortunately.

And if people are this bad now, god, just imagine how it'll be 10 years from now. It's sad, very sad in a way.

Am I alone now?

Originally posted by Jenny
And if people are this bad now, god, just imagine how it'll be 10 years from now. It's sad, very sad in a way.

I don't even want to think about how things will be years from now,the thought is scary. :eek:

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
Am I alone now?

I'm still here. The reply window focked up on me though.

Originally posted by Jenny
I'm still here. The reply window focked up on me though.

Doesn't it always.

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
I don't even want to think about how things will be years from now,the thought is scary. :eek:

It is a scary thought, very scary. Sorry if this submits 2-3 times.

Where did Chris go?

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
Holly,I just wanted to say,if you would like to email me,feel free to. :)

You can always talk to me on aim too. Just ask Jenny for my screen name she can pm it to you. :)

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
Doesn't it always.

:nod: I want to kick it now.

Holly, where did you go?

Originally posted by Jenny
:nod: I want to kick it now.

Holly, where did you go?

Sorry, I was kind of getting into the Golden Girls. :lol:

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
You can always talk to me on aim too. Just ask Jenny for my screen name she can pm it to you. :)

There you are. Ignore my other post.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
Sorry, I was kind of getting into the Golden Girls. :lol:

Oh okay lol

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
You can always talk to me on aim too. Just ask Jenny for my screen name she can pm it to you. :)

Well,as far as IMs go,I stopped using them,because there were so many rude people IMing me,eevrytime I turned around,so I said **** this. :mad: But,I'd be happy to email you.

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
Well,as far as IMs go,I stopped using them,because there were so many rude people IMing me,eevrytime I turned around,so I said **** this. :mad: But,I'd be happy to email you.

Well, okay then just ask Jenny for my email then. :lol: I don't like giving my info. out on this board. I'm paranoid.

Originally posted by Jenny
Oh okay lol

:lookaroun

yeah :D

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
Well,as far as IMs go,I stopped using them,because there were so many rude people IMing me,eevrytime I turned around,so I said **** this. :mad: But,I'd be happy to email you.

I hate Yahoo. I've only used it a few times, but that pervert IMing me the first night I had it, it kind of spoiled that messenger.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
Well, okay then just ask Jenny for my email then. :lol: I don't like giving my info. out on this board. I'm paranoid.

I understand,I'm paranoid,too.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
Well, okay then just ask Jenny for my email then. :lol: I don't like giving my info. out on this board. I'm paranoid.

K, I don't mind sending it to Cindy through emails. I wouldn't dream of posting it here.

Originally posted by Jenny
I hate Yahoo. I've only used it a few times, but that pervert IMing me the first night I had it, it kind of spoiled that messenger.

I never use Yahoo or MSN or anything else. I have no need for it.

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
I understand,I'm paranoid,too.

Yeah, these days you have to be paranoid otherwise you'll get hurt or something. Or maybe it's just me.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
I never use Yahoo or MSN or anything else. I have no need for it.

Before I got that Trillian program, I had the plain MSN. God, I got kicked off every 5 minutes. It sucked.

Originally posted by Jenny
Before I got that Trillian program, I had the plain MSN. God, I got kicked off every 5 minutes. It sucked.

I had Trillian before and never had a problem with it. I used MSN and Yahoo once, but I perfer AIM so I don't use those programs.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
I had Trillian before and never had a problem with it. I used MSN and Yahoo once, but I perfer AIM so I don't use those programs.

Trillian kicks ass. Mainly I'm on the AOL messenger in there. Rarely will I be on the MSN & Yahoo in there.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
Yeah, these days you have to be paranoid otherwise you'll get hurt or something. Or maybe it's just me.

Yeah,I think some paranoia is good,but I get obsessed about it,which probably isn't good.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
Yeah, these days you have to be paranoid otherwise you'll get hurt or something. Or maybe it's just me.

:( People are absolute shatheads.

Originally posted by Jenny
Trillian kicks ass. Mainly I'm on the AOL messenger in there. Rarely will I be on the MSN & Yahoo in there.

I loved it, but I decided to uninstall it and go back to regular aim.

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
Yeah,I think some paranoia is good,but I get obsessed about it,which probably isn't good.

I'm obsessed with a lot of things. Paranoia, depression, girls, Liz (which I like :D), and numerous other things.

Originally posted by Jenny
:( People are absolute shatheads.

I wish people could be like they were back in the 50's,I think they were a lot kinder and more caring.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
I loved it, but I decided to uninstall it and go back to regular aim.


I'm thinking about uninstalling Mail Washer. I d/led it mainly for my father's email. He gets a lot of spam. The MW was supposed to delete it and bounce it. Eh, it used to work but it's not working so great now. Can't control spam so I might as well get rid of it.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
I'm obsessed with a lot of things. Paranoia, depression, girls, Liz (which I like :D), and numerous other things.

I have an obsessive personality,always have.When I like something,I really get obssesed.When I fear things,I become obsessed,too.

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
I wish people could be like they were back in the 50's,I think they were a lot kinder and more caring.

What the hell happened? I realize nobody is perfect, but what the hell happened to everybody through the years? It gets worse with each passing year. jmo

Originally posted by Jenny
What the hell happened? I realize nobody is perfect, but what the hell happened to everybody through the years? It gets worse with each passing year. jmo

I know,I don't understand it,either.

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
I have an obsessive personality,always have.When I like something,I really get obssesed.When I fear things,I become obsessed,too.

Yeah, I know what you mean. When I fear things it's always in the back of my mind haunting me.

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
I know,I don't understand it,either.

It's a shame. People get crueler w/ each passing day. :(

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
Yeah, I know what you mean. When I fear things it's always in the back of my mind haunting me.

Yep,same here.

Originally posted by Jenny
It's a shame. People get crueler w/ each passing day. :(

I know,it's really awful. :(

Originally posted by Jenny
It's a shame. People get crueler w/ each passing day. :(

It's sad really I get angrier and more hurt the older I become. That's no way to live, but how can I stop it? My emotions are out of control and I can't stop feeling what I shouldn't be feeling.

Every day,I keep wishing I could go back to the early 80's,when I felt good and I was having a lot of fun.I miss those days so much. :crying:

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
Every day,I keep wishing I could go back to the early 80's,when I felt good and I was having a lot of fun.I miss those days so much. :crying:

:( You must have hope, Cindy. I hope you get much better and you're able to feel good and have a lot of fun. :bighug:

I always dream about when I was in school,then and about guys I liked and having lots of fun.I wish I could go back.

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
I always dream about when I was in school,then and about guys I liked and having lots of fun.I wish I could go back.

I wished my now self could travel back in time and knock the **** out of my past self.

Originally posted by Jenny
:( You must have hope, Cindy. I hope you get much better and you're able to feel good and have a lot of fun. :bighug:

Thanks,Jenny.:bighug: I doubt things will ever be the same for me. :(

Originally posted by Jenny
I wished my now self could travel back in time and knock the **** out of my past self.

Yeah,I wish that,too,because there are a lot of things I would love to do over.I had opportunities that I let slide by.

Cindy, do you have a bad case of depression like a lot of people on this board do? If so, maybe you should get some meds. I have depression, but I've never gotten meds or anything to handle it. I live and suffer in my depression.

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
Thanks,Jenny.:bighug: I doubt things will ever be the same for me. :(

Never say never. :bighug:

Well,I guess I'd better be getting to bed.Nite Jenny and Holly. :bye:

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
Yeah,I wish that,too,because there are a lot of things I would love to do over.I had opportunities that I let slide by.

:nod: I was a gd fool when I was younger. I really and truly was.

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
Well,I guess I'd better be getting to bed.Nite Jenny and Holly. :bye:


Night, Cindy :bye:

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
Well,I guess I'd better be getting to bed.Nite Jenny and Holly. :bye:

If you ever need to talk I'll be around. :bighug:

Night Cindy :bye:

Originally posted by Jenny
:nod: I was a gd fool when I was younger. I really and truly was.

I was a fool then and still am now.

:lol: I'm about to draw a stick figure. My stick figures looks much better than my shatty drawings. lol

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
Cindy, do you have a bad case of depression like a lot of people on this board do? If so, maybe you should get some meds. I have depression, but I've never gotten meds or anything to handle it. I live and suffer in my depression.

I sort of have depression,but I have anxiety and I've tried a lot of different antidepressants and I'm on Zoloft,now.I don't think it's that great.I think Prozac probably worked best for me.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
I was a fool then and still am now.

I don't consider you a fool now. :bighug:

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
If you ever need to talk I'll be around. :bighug:

Night Cindy :bye:

Thanks,Holly :bighug: And ask Jenny for my email,ok? :bye:

Ok,this time,I gotta get going.Nite. :) :bye:

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
I sort of have depression,but I have anxiety and I've tried a lot of different antidepressants and I'm on Zoloft,now.I don't think it's that great.I think Prozac probably worked best for me.

I've always wondered about Zoloft, everytime I see those commercials and they ask questions I'm always answering yes to them. So I problem have both depression and social anxiety. My doctor doesn't listen to me long enough to let me tell him that I have depression. I'm afriad of trying those antidepressants though they may have serious side effects.

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
Ok,this time,I gotta get going.Nite. :) :bye:


Night, Cindy :bye:

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
Thanks,Holly :bighug: And ask Jenny for my email,ok? :bye:

Welcome. :bighug: I will. :) Night :bye:

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
I've always wondered about Zoloft, everytime I see those commercials and they ask questions I'm always answering yes to them. So I problem have both depression and social anxiety. My doctor doesn't listen to me long enough to let me tell him that I have depression. I'm afriad of trying those antidepressants though they may have serious side effects.

If you can, I'd switch doctors. The doctor should be smart enough to listen, but if he isn't........I'd find another doctor.

Originally posted by Jenny
I don't consider you a fool now. :bighug:

I'm glad you sort of get me, not many people do. That's a hard thing to live with - not having people understand your pain.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
I'm glad you sort of get me, not many people do. That's a hard thing to live with - not having people understand your pain.

I understand some of the stuff you're going throught, I can really relate that way. But if I knew zip about what you were going through, I wouldn't say anything about knowing how you feel. I hate when people do that and they just don't have a clue about my feelings.

Originally posted by Jenny
If you can, I'd switch doctors. The doctor should be smart enough to listen, but if he isn't........I'd find another doctor.

I just have a hard time talking about it to anyone like that. What I really need to do is go see a shrink, but yet again I wouldn't be able to talk about anything like that. I'd put on my act and pretend nothing is wrong with me like I used to do in school.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
I just have a hard time talking about it to anyone like that. What I really need to do is go see a shrink, but yet again I wouldn't be able to talk about anything like that. I'd put on my act and pretend nothing is wrong with me like I used to do in school.

I can only open up to those I trust. If I had to go to a shrink tomorrow. I wouldn't say anything, so yep, basically just like you there.

Originally posted by Jenny
I understand some of the stuff you're going throught, I can really relate that way. But if I knew zip about what you were going through, I wouldn't say anything about knowing how you feel. I hate when people do that and they just don't have a clue about my feelings.

Yeah, but I never usually even got that. No one has even cared enough to even lie through their teeth about caring. It's no wonder I'm so pessimistic about everything.

Originally posted by Jenny
I can only open up to those I trust. If I had to go to a shrink tomorrow. I wouldn't say anything, so yep, basically just like you there.

I hardly open up to anyone. I keep it all bottled up inside for the most part or get myself stressed to the point I make myself sick and throw up.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
Yeah, but I never usually even got that. No one has even cared enough to even lie through their teeth about caring. It's no wonder I'm so pessimistic about everything.

Again, it's the people that are just so caught up in themselves. Who really gives a damn about anybody else. So basically it's just me,myself and I to some people.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
I hardly open up to anyone. I keep it all bottled up inside for the most part or get myself stressed to the point I make myself sick and throw up.

That's not good. I was a bottler too. Finally I started letting some of it out to my mom and I started to feel a bit better.

Originally posted by Jenny
Again, it's the people that are just so caught up in themselves. Who really gives a damn about anybody else. So basically it's just me,myself and I to some people.

I suppose people could say that I'm caught up with myself, but maybe thats because no one else really paid enough attention to care so I'm doing their share or something. I don't know, but sometimes when I'm happy I just bring myself down to be depressed. I don't really know why though. I just don't feel like myself without being depressed.

Originally posted by Jenny
That's not good. I was a bottler too. Finally I started letting some of it out to my mom and I started to feel a bit better.

I scream at my mom when I'm depressed or pissed, but then again she does the same to me when she's pissed off at my dad because I do know she'd be a lot happier if he wasn't around and who knows maybe I would be too.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
I suppose people could say that I'm caught up with myself, but maybe thats because no one else really paid enough attention to care so I'm doing their share or something. I don't know, but sometimes when I'm happy I just bring myself down to be depressed. I don't really know why though. I just don't feel like myself without being depressed.

Shat, I have very few happy moments. It's either okay or sad days for me. The only time I feel happy is buying something or seeing a celeb I like on tv. Yeah, big happy moments, eh?

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
I scream at my mom when I'm depressed or pissed, but then again she does the same to me when she's pissed off at my dad because I do know she'd be a lot happier if he wasn't around and who knows maybe I would be too.

I'm not much of a screamer. I mostly stay away from everybody when I'm having the sad days. I'd rather just be by myself and listening to cds or something.

Originally posted by Jenny
Shat, I have very few happy moments. It's either okay or sad days for me. The only time I feel happy is buying something or seeing a celeb I like on tv. Yeah, big happy moments, eh?

No, no I know exactly what you mean. I can be so damn depressed and crying that I'm ready to just go ahead and slit my wrist or something and the moment Liz comes on tv I feel better again. Liz is kind of like my savior. So yeah, I know what you mean about seeing a celeb you like on tv or buying something. I always become really happy when I buy something. It's shopping therapy.

Originally posted by Jenny
I'm not much of a screamer. I mostly stay away from everybody when I'm having the sad days. I'd rather just be by myself and listening to cds or something.

I scream or sing to let out my rage until I feel exhausted from it all. When I start to feel exhausted I become relieved because I vented my anger.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
No, no I know exactly what you mean. I can be so damn depressed and crying that I'm ready to just go ahead and slit my wrist or something and the moment Liz comes on tv I feel better again. Liz is kind of like my savior. So yeah, I know what you mean about seeing a celeb you like on tv or buying something. I always become really happy when I buy something. It's shopping therapy.

I'm glad you know what I mean. I think very few people would know what I meant.

Originally posted by Jenny
I'm glad you know what I mean. I think very few people would know what I meant.

I'm glad too. I suppose it's a release for us just a way to feel somewhat happy even if it's only for a minute or so.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
I scream or sing to let out my rage until I feel exhausted from it all. When I start to feel exhausted I become relieved because I vented my anger.

I used to be a diary writer. I'd write when I was okay, sad, pissed, it'd help me a bit. But Idk, haven't done the diary thing in a while.

Originally posted by Jenny
I used to be a diary writer. I'd write when I was okay, sad, pissed, it'd help me a bit. But Idk, haven't done the diary thing in a while.

I used to keep a diary, but my mom would find it and read it so I stopped with the diary thing. If I write I usually do it on my computer under a password protected program.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
I'm glad too. I suppose it's a release for us just a way to feel somewhat happy even if it's only for a minute or so.

Yep, and it's odd (not a bad odd) that we feel happy seeing somebody we've never met before.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
I used to keep a diary, but my mom would find it and read it so I stopped with the diary thing. If I write I usually do it on my computer under a password protected program.

My diary was secret. I had a diary when I was like 8 and my mom read it and it was just stupid crap, but I had some serious stuff in there too. I didn't appreciate her reading it, so I took precautions when I started writing in a diary again. I was around 15 when I started writing again.

Originally posted by Jenny
Yep, and it's odd (not a bad odd) that we feel happy seeing somebody we've never met before.

Well, and I know people are gonna think I'm strange for this (if they don't already :p ), but I don't care. I feel a connection when I see or think of her. I always get this feeling like I've known her somewhere before, but I can't remember where. When I learn new things about her it's like yeah for some weird reason I think I already knew that. I do believe in past lives so perhaps thats why I feel like that. I'm just glad I get whatever little bit of happiness from her that I do. At least, I'm not always depressed because when I think of her I become extremely happy.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
Well, and I know people are gonna think I'm strange for this (if they don't already :p ), but I don't care. I feel a connection when I see or think of her. I always get this feeling like I've known her somewhere before, but I can't remember where. When I learn new things about her it's like yeah for some weird reason I think I already knew that. I do believe in past lives so perhaps thats why I feel like that. I'm just glad I get whatever little bit of happiness from her that I do. At least, I'm not always depressed because when I think of her I become extremely happy.

I don't think it's strange. And ditto with your last statement.

Originally posted by Jenny
My diary was secret. I had a diary when I was like 8 and my mom read it and it was just stupid crap, but I had some serious stuff in there too. I didn't appreciate her reading it, so I took precautions when I started writing in a diary again. I was around 15 when I started writing again.

I don't even remember what I wrote in my diary and I don't have it anymore either so I can't look at it and remember. I just didn't like her reading something that was for my eyes only.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
I don't even remember what I wrote in my diary and I don't have it anymore either so I can't look at it and remember. I just didn't like her reading something that was for my eyes only.

I was messed up in some of those entries, very messed up. And I didn't like it either. Like what's an 8 year old gonna do? I wasn't exactly whoring around at that age, don't whore myself out now, but you know.

Originally posted by Jenny
I was messed up in some of those entries, very messed up. And I didn't like it either. Like what's an 8 year old gonna do? I wasn't exactly whoring around at that age, don't whore myself out now, but you know.

:lol: Yeah, I know. My mom had to watch me 24/7 because I was young and would be fooling around. I never went too far, but I just liked having someone around. It was always the same person too so you can't call me a whore or anything and yes it was a guy, but even then I liked girls. God, I've liked girls all of my life, but always thought it wasn't normal so I acted like everyone else.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
:lol: Yeah, I know. My mom had to watch me 24/7 because I was young and would be fooling around. I never went too far, but I just liked having someone around. It was always the same person too so you can't call me a whore or anything and yes it was a guy, but even then I liked girls. God, I've liked girls all of my life, but always thought it wasn't normal so I acted like everyone else.

And nothing is wrong with one person. Not at all.

Originally posted by Jenny
And nothing is wrong with one person. Not at all.

haha, yeah he's probably wondering why i don't hang with him anymore since he's right next door. i'd hate to tell him why. :lol: i just remember where my first kiss was it was in the woods. :D nothing like being in nature when you get your first kiss.

:eek: This is totally unexpected. I'm still getting used to the DSL. No wonder Chris got these Hulk eps so fast.

Originally posted by Jenny
:eek: This is totally unexpected. I'm still getting used to the DSL. No wonder Chris got these Hulk eps so fast.

Wish I had DSL, cable still sucks. :grr:

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
haha, yeah he's probably wondering why i don't hang with him anymore since he's right next door. i'd hate to tell him why. :lol: i just remember where my first kiss was it was in the woods. :D nothing like being in nature when you get your first kiss.

lol- The woods? It'd be kind of a romantic spot as long as nothing icky is around.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
Wish I had DSL, cable still sucks. :grr:

Maybe you can get DSL soon. :)

Originally posted by Jenny
lol- The woods? It'd be kind of a romantic spot as long as nothing icky is around.

Yep. :lol:
Well, I live pretty much in the woods so I have nice pretty woods behind me where the faeries dance late at night. Don't mind me my mom woke up one night looked out the window and said she saw a strange light. She said it was faeries and I said it was a ufo. :lol:

Originally posted by Jenny
Maybe you can get DSL soon. :)

Nope, my dad likes the cable modem.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
Yep. :lol:
Well, I live pretty much in the woods so I have nice pretty woods behind me where the faeries dance late at night. Don't mind me my mom woke up one night looked out the window and said she saw a strange light. She said it was faeries and I said it was a ufo. :lol:

:lol:

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
Nope, my dad likes the cable modem.

That's too bad. :( My mom never uses the computer, she doesn't know much about them. My dad uses it every now and again, so mainly I use it.

Originally posted by Jenny
:lol:

Hey, it could've been a ufo or a prisoner from the prison a few miles down the road. :eek:

Originally posted by Jenny
That's too bad. :( My mom never uses the computer, she doesn't know much about them. My dad uses it every now and again, so mainly I use it.

Everyone in my house has a computer. My dad has one and a laptop - which I sometimes use. My brother has one, my mom has one and I have two.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
Hey, it could've been a ufo or a prisoner from the prison a few miles down the road. :eek:

Hey, never know. I think if aliens exist, they'd look just like humans. They wouldn't be green or any of the other shat people say about aliens.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
Everyone in my house has a computer. My dad has one and a laptop - which I sometimes use. My brother has one, my mom has one and I have two.

Damn, that's cool you got so many computers. If one focks up, you got spares. I want a laptop.

Originally posted by Jenny
Hey, never know. I think if aliens exist, they'd look just like humans. They wouldn't be green or any of the other shat people say about aliens.

You mean sort of like in that movie, They Live?

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
You mean sort of like in that movie, They Live?

I've never saw that movie. But if they looked just like humans, than yeah.

Originally posted by Jenny
Damn, that's cool you got so many computers. If one focks up, you got spares. I want a laptop.

Not really, my old computer sucks. I only use it because I can't capture pics on my new computer. I'm working on that though I hope I can figure it out soon because I'm getting tired of uploading mpegs to my website then switching computers and downloading it onto my new computer. The cd-rw drive doesn't work and neither does the floppy drive.

Originally posted by Jenny
I've never saw that movie. But if they looked just like humans, than yeah.

Yeah, well they looked more like robots underneath the flesh, but damn I wanna find that gif I made.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
Not really, my old computer sucks. I only use it because I can't capture pics on my new computer. I'm working on that though I hope I can figure it out soon because I'm getting tired of uploading mpegs to my website then switching computers and downloading it onto my new computer. The cd-rw drive doesn't work and neither does the floppy drive.

You're a very smart person, you'll figure it out. I know you will.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
Yeah, well they looked more like robots underneath the flesh, but damn I wanna find that gif I made.

Oh. Was it a good movie? If it is, I'll try and catch it the next time it comes on.

Originally posted by Jenny
You're a very smart person, you'll figure it out. I know you will.

Thanks, I hope so. It's really aggravating doing things the way I am now.

Originally posted by Jenny
Oh. Was it a good movie? If it is, I'll try and catch it the next time it comes on.

Yeah, I love it. It has some good lines in it. My brother got me into this movie, he has the dvd so I can watch it whenever I want to. It has Roddy Piper in it too..you know the wrestler dude.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
Thanks, I hope so. It's really aggravating doing things the way I am now.

No hoping to it. You'll do it. :nod:

Originally posted by Jenny
No hoping to it. You'll do it. :nod:

:lol: thanks.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
Yeah, I love it. It has some good lines in it. My brother got me into this movie, he has the dvd so I can watch it whenever I want to. It has Roddy Piper in it too..you know the wrestler dude.

Yep, I know who Roddy is.

Remember, how you liked my first manipulation pic of StVS? Well, here's that same pic on you can see it better. I found it in the graphics thread. I'm still looking for that 'They Live' pic I made.

http://www.sitcomsonline.com/boards/attachment.php?postid=743417

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
Remember, how you liked my first manipulation pic of StVS? Well, here's that same pic on you can see it better. I found it in the graphics thread. I'm still looking for that 'They Live' pic I made.

http://www.sitcomsonline.com/boards/attachment.php?postid=743417

Yep. It looks great. Have you worked on your Big Daddy pic, j/w

Originally posted by Jenny
Yep. It looks great. Have you worked on your Big Daddy pic, j/w

No, after that whole thing went down I figured I'd just let it go. I can always put a whip in Liz's hand. :lol: :D j/k

And um one more. How about a Bewitched dvd cover? I never finished the back thats why there is none. :lol:
http://www.sitcomsonline.com/boards/attachment.php?postid=748616

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
No, after that whole thing went down I figured I'd just let it go. I can always put a whip in Liz's hand. :lol: :D j/k

Oh, okay. :lol: Hey, why not? I bet it'd look great in Liz's hand. :D lol

Originally posted by Jenny
Oh, okay. :lol: Hey, why not? I bet it'd look great in Liz's hand. :D lol

:rotflmao: Yeah, I think I'd like that better than having Big Daddy holding a whip. :D

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
And um one more. How about a Bewitched dvd cover? I never finished the back thats why there is none. :lol:
http://www.sitcomsonline.com/boards/attachment.php?postid=748616

That looks fantastic.

Originally posted by Jenny
That looks fantastic.

Thanks. I created it over a full-size Virgin Suicides dvd.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
:rotflmao: Yeah, I think I'd like that better than having Big Daddy holding a whip. :D

:lol: You must post it when you get it done. :nod:

Holly, you're back! :) :woohoo:

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
Thanks. I created it over a full-size Virgin Suicides dvd.

You're welcome.

Originally posted by Jenny
:lol: You must post it when you get it done. :nod:

I don't think I'm gonna really do it though. I'll just imagine her holding one. :D Or listen to her talking about whips on that cd I have. Yeah, that works.

Originally posted by Brian
Holly, you're back! :) :woohoo:

I didn't think anyone noticed or cared I was gone.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
I don't think I'm gonna really do it though. I'll just imagine her holding one. :D Or listen to her talking about whips on that cd I have. Yeah, that works.

Works just as good. lol

Originally posted by Jenny
Works just as good. lol

:nod:

I want pics back in our sigs so I can put my most favorite blend back in it.

http://www.sitcomsonline.com/boards/attachment.php?postid=817969

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
:nod:

I want pics back in our sigs so I can put my most favorite blend back in it.

http://www.sitcomsonline.com/boards/attachment.php?postid=817969

I hope this pic gallery rocks. I must admit, I'd love to have a sig now. I actually know how to make decent looking blends, so yeah, it'd be neat to have one as a sig.

Originally posted by Jenny
I hope this pic gallery rocks. I must admit, I'd love to have a sig now. I actually know how to make decent looking blends, so yeah, it'd be neat to have one as a sig.

This gallery I think is just gonna be a gallery full of tv show pics. At least, thats what I think it is. Yeah, it would be really nice to have pics in our sigs again. I miss having my blends in my sig. :( And now that you know how to make them too you can't show them off in your sig.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
I didn't think anyone noticed or cared I was gone.


:eek:


I cared. So did Chris. We need more people like you on these boards.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
This gallery I think is just gonna be a gallery full of tv show pics. At least, thats what I think it is. Yeah, it would be really nice to have pics in our sigs again. I miss having my blends in my sig. :( And now that you know how to make them too you can't show them off in your sig.

You can't too many images in that 150 x 150 spot. Shocked the hell out of me when I got 4 Bill pics in that tiny space.

Originally posted by Brian
:eek:


I cared. So did Chris. We need more people like you on these boards.

Eh, I just feel like I don't belong here.

Originally posted by Jenny
You can't too many images in that 150 x 150 spot. Shocked the hell out of me when I got 4 Bill pics in that tiny space.

I know. I can't even make a blend because I'm so used to having a bigger sized pic so I don't even bother trying to make a blend in 150x150.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
I know. I can't even make a blend because I'm so used to having a bigger sized pic so I don't even bother trying to make a blend in 150x150.

I know I'll really feel out of it if we get sigs back and I get to make bigger blends. lol

Damn, the computer clock ****ed up.

Originally posted by Jenny
I know I'll really feel out of it if we get sigs back and I get to make bigger blends. lol

lol

Too be honest, I haven't made a simple blend in a long time. I prefer working on collages now.

Have you ever seen my very first blend?

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
Have you ever seen my very first blend?

I'm not sure. Have you got it on your comp now?

Originally posted by Jenny
I'm not sure. Have you got it on your comp now?

Well, I just found it on the graphics board.

http://www.sitcomsonline.com/boards/attachment.php?postid=613763

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
Well, I just found it on the graphics board.

http://www.sitcomsonline.com/boards/attachment.php?postid=613763

That looks wonderful and it was your first try? Damn, pretty good first try if you ask me.

Originally posted by Jenny
That looks wonderful and it was your first try? Damn, pretty good first try if you ask me.

Thanks. Yep, it was my very first blend. It's very basic, but I like it. :)

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
Thanks. Yep, it was my very first blend. It's very basic, but I like it. :)

My first blend looks really, really, really crappy compared to your first.

Originally posted by Jenny
My first blend looks really, really, really crappy compared to your first.

:(

Well, I did that from a tutorial and surprisingly it came out good. Did you follow a tutorial on your first one?

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
:(

Well, I did that from a tutorial and surprisingly it came out good. Did you follow a tutorial on your first one?

Yep. Mine still didn't look all that great though. lol

Originally posted by Jenny
Yep. Mine still didn't look all that great though. lol

But I kept making them and they started looking a bit better with each blend.

Originally posted by Jenny
But I kept making them and they started looking a bit better with each blend.

Well, the more you make them the better you improve. I know I've certianly improved with all the blends and collages I've made. Yet, I'm still not satisfied with my work. Oh well, practice makes perfect.

Well, I'm off to bed because Bewitched is off and I'm sleepy. Thanks, for staying up and chatting with me. :)
Night Jenny :bye:

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
Well, the more you make them the better you improve. I know I've certianly improved with all the blends and collages I've made. Yet, I'm still not satisfied with my work. Oh well, practice makes perfect.

Well, I'm off to bed because Bewitched is off and I'm sleepy. Thanks, for staying up and chatting with me. :)
Night Jenny :bye:

Argh, damn computer froze up. It was nice talking to you, Holly. Night. :bye:

Good morning peoples :wave:

I hate Fridays :mumble:

I can't wait until it's 12 PM here. AMC is on :woohoo:

:(

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The top 4 posters in this thread :woohoo: I am number 1 again :D

I want my Evil Willow avatar back.

Originally posted by Christopher
I want my Evil Willow avatar back.




I like it.

:wave:

i'm so tired

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
i'm so tired





I'm not. I had a lot of hours of sleep last night.

Hi Holly :wave: Good morning :)

I feel weird with an Evil Willow avatar :lol: I love this Buffy avatar more, it is more like me. Sad. :)

Originally posted by Christopher
I'm not. I had a lot of hours of sleep last night.

I went to sleep a little around 2:30 right after Bewitched. I have to otherwise I feel sick.

My computer screen is dirty :lol:

Originally posted by Christopher
Hi Holly :wave: Good morning :)

Hi Chris :wave: Good morning to you too. :D

Originally posted by Christopher
My computer screen is dirty :lol:

not mine I can't stand a dirty screen. :lol:

I defragmented my computer last night while I was sleeping and now it's running so much faster! :yippee:

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
I went to sleep a little around 2:30 right after Bewitched. I have to otherwise I feel sick.





I went to sleep at 12 and woke up at 5:48 AM, which I was glad because I saw the Roseanne finale. It makes me cry everytime I see it. :lol:

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
I defragmented my computer last night while I was sleeping and now it's running so much faster! :yippee:





I did that to my brothers computer last week, and it still runs ****ty. So what does that do again? I also use the disk clean up. I guess Dell computers suck.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
not mine I can't stand a dirty screen. :lol:




I can't stand a dirty tv screen. That bothers me so much!

Originally posted by Christopher
I went to sleep at 12 and woke up at 5:48 AM, which I was glad because I saw the Roseanne finale. It makes me cry everytime I see it. :lol:

I got up around 11:30. Being lazy is what I do. :lol:

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
I got up around 11:30. Being lazy is what I do. :lol:




I'm lazy too. After Roseanne I went back to bed and woke up at 9 AM. I missed Dark Shadows :( But at least I get to see AMC :woohoo:

Originally posted by Christopher
But at least I get to see AMC :woohoo:




On todays episode, Kendall thought she killed the man that raped her sister and then stuck him in this freezer, but yesterday he moved looking at her. It was hilarious, she screamed and fainted :lol: Now she is in trouble if he stays alive.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
I got up around 11:30. Being lazy is what I do. :lol:




Did you go back to bed? :confused:

Am I really that boring? When ever I talk to people they fall asleep :( :lol: I guess thats a good thing to use on people :p

Originally posted by Christopher
I did that to my brothers computer last week, and it still runs ****ty. So what does that do again? I also use the disk clean up. I guess Dell computers suck.

Basically, it moves certain files to different folders so it can access them a lot quicker hence making your computer run faster. You should usually defragment your computer once a week or at least once a month. If you wait for a long period of time before doing defragmenting it then it will take even longer for the process because it will have a lot more files to sort through.

Originally posted by Christopher
Am I really that boring? When ever I talk to people they fall asleep :( :lol: I guess thats a good thing to use on people :p

Sorry, I was looking something up for IE because everytime I go to yahoo.com it closes down automatically. You're not boring me. :)

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
Sorry, I was looking something up for IE because everytime I go to yahoo.com it closes down automatically. You're not boring me. :)




Did you hear? Another celebrity death :( Robert Palmer. Never heard of him, but it's sad that these celebrities are dying :(

Originally posted by Christopher
Did you hear? Another celebrity death :( Robert Palmer. Never heard of him, but it's sad that these celebrities are dying :(

Nope. I guess this is the year for celebrity deaths.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
Basically, it moves certain files to different folders so it can access them a lot quicker hence making your computer run faster. You should usually defragment your computer once a week or at least once a month. If you wait for a long period of time before doing defragmenting it then it will take even longer for the process because it will have a lot more files to sort through.





I am doing that right now. I haven't done it at all on this computer.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
Nope. I guess this is the year for celebrity deaths.





I can't believe at how many celebrities are dying. Sylvia Brown should have said something about this at the beginning of the new year. But all she said was a comedian would die this year. I am guessing that was John Ritter she saw dead.

Originally posted by Christopher
I can't believe at how many celebrities are dying. Sylvia Brown should have said something about this at the beginning of the new year. But all she said was a comedian would die this year. I am guessing that was John Ritter she saw dead.

Perhaps, but she could've meant someone else still. There's a lot of comedians out there.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
Perhaps, but she could've meant someone else still. There's a lot of comedians out there.






True. Celebrities die in sets of 3, so that is 2 so far- Gordon Jump and Robert Palmer - so one more is left.

Originally posted by Christopher
True. Celebrities die in sets of 3, so that is 2 so far- Gordon Jump and Robert Palmer - so one more is left.

I may sound mean or something, but my favorite celebrity is already dead so I don't really care about the rest of the celebs out there.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
I may sound mean or something, but my favorite celebrity is already dead so I don't really care about the rest of the celebs out there.




:faint: Eliza is out there :( I don't want her or Sarah to die. But I understand what you're saying.

Originally posted by Christopher
:faint: Eliza is out there :( I don't want her or Sarah to die. But I understand what you're saying.

Yeah, I like them so we don't need them going and dying on us.

I'm trying to catch up on all of your old posts in my thread. brb.

Originally posted by Christopher
I am doing that right now. I haven't done it at all on this computer.




Only 5% done so far. This is going to take a while.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
Yeah, I like them so we don't need them going and dying on us.

I'm trying to catch up on all of your old posts in my thread. brb.



There is only one celebrity I have been wishing and hoping doesn't die, and that is Ellen DeGeneres. I love her, she is hilarious. I hate to see her go.


I posted a few times in your thread after you left. I was busy. Now I can talk :talk:

Originally posted by pandora_spocks


I'm trying to catch up on all of your old posts in my thread. brb.



While you are doing that, and there is no one else here yet, I am going to go check on other boards I post on here.

Originally posted by Christopher
There is only one celebrity I have been wishing and hoping doesn't die, and that is Ellen DeGeneres. I love her, she is hilarious. I hate to see her go.


I posted a few times in your thread after you left. I was busy. Now I can talk :talk:

Yeah, she's pretty cool. :)

Originally posted by Christopher
While you are doing that, and there is no one else here yet, I am going to go check on other boards I post on here.

Okay :)

I wonder if it would have ruined Buffy if Amber came back as a different character. They were going to do that, bring Amber back as Tara's cousin making it difficult for Willow, but contracts with FOX messed that up. But is it better to have the character and actor gone all together or just the character and bring the actor back as some one else? :confused:

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
Yeah, she's pretty cool. :)




Her talk show is getting 2 million viewers according to some one here. I wonder if that is good or bad.

Originally posted by Christopher
Only 5% done so far. This is going to take a while.




At least I have music to listen too while doing this :)

Originally posted by Christopher
I wonder if it would have ruined Buffy if Amber came back as a different character. They were going to do that, bring Amber back as Tara's cousin making it difficult for Willow, but contracts with FOX messed that up. But is it better to have the character and actor gone all together or just the character and bring the actor back as some one else? :confused:

I don't know I don't really like that idea. If Amber was coming back she should come back as Tara, perhaps in ghost form or something like that. I don't like the idea of a character getting killed off and then the actor coming back to play another part.

Originally posted by Christopher
Her talk show is getting 2 million viewers according to some one here. I wonder if that is good or bad.

I don't know, I haven't seen it yet. I think it comes on when I'm still sleeping.

Originally posted by Christopher
At least I have music to listen too while doing this :)

Music is good. :nod:

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
I don't know I don't really like that idea. If Amber was coming back she should come back as Tara, perhaps in ghost form or something like that. I don't like the idea of a character getting killed off and then the actor coming back to play another part.





Tara was supposed to come back in the final season, just one episode though in Conversations With Dead People. After that Amber was going to play Tara's cousin.


Right now that soap opera Days of Our Lives is firing a lot of actors just to kill their character off. I think it is a waste to lose a great actor, so why not bring them back as some one else?

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
I don't know, I haven't seen it yet. I think it comes on when I'm still sleeping.




Ellen's talk show comes on at 11 AM for me over here.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
Music is good. :nod:




I took a few of my CDs and downloaded the songs to my Windows Media Player play list. That way I don't have to take a CD out and put another one in just to hear the song :)

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
Music is good. :nod:




I notice you are listening to the same band right now by reading the 'What Song Are You Listening To?' thread. I like variety :lol:

Originally posted by Christopher
Tara was supposed to come back in the final season, just one episode though in Conversations With Dead People. After that Amber was going to play Tara's cousin.


Right now that soap opera Days of Our Lives is firing a lot of actors just to kill their character off. I think it is a waste to lose a great actor, so why not bring them back as some one else?

Yeah, when I first saw that episode I was waiting for her to come into that scene. Oh well, but I don't know I still think it depends on the show.

Never saw that, I think my mom watches that though. :lol:

Originally posted by Christopher
Ellen's talk show comes on at 11 AM for me over here.

I'm not one for talk shows though. I used to watch Good Day LA and Good Day Live, but not much anymore. Good Day LA is a lot better though. LA news is so much more entertaining. :lol:

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
Yeah, when I first saw that episode I was waiting for her to come into that scene. Oh well, but I don't know I still think it depends on the show.

Never saw that, I think my mom watches that though. :lol:




It would be weird to see Amber as a different character on Buffy. You know if they ever did a reunion movie, it is going to be one lonely movie. Tara and Anya are both gone :crying: It should have been Xander that died in the finale, not Anya.



This is the first time I have seen a soap fire so many actors just to do a serial killer story. It sucks, the actors are scared because they don't know who is next :lol:

Originally posted by Christopher
I took a few of my CDs and downloaded the songs to my Windows Media Player play list. That way I don't have to take a CD out and put another one in just to hear the song :)

Well, I have a system going on over here. Lets see I have my 3-disc cd player behind me. My computer cd player, and my dvd player which also plays music cds so I have speakers running from dvd player and speakers from my computer. I can listen to 3 things at once if I wanted to. :lol:

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
LA news is so much more entertaining. :lol:





Is it the traffic or the celebrities that interest you?

Originally posted by Christopher
I notice you are listening to the same band right now by reading the 'What Song Are You Listening To?' thread. I like variety :lol:

Yeah, I'm listening to a lot of rare and early Dave Matthews Band recordings that my brother has. He's got tons of live stuff from them too. When he's gone I usually listen to his stuff, he doesn't mind as long as I return it.

Originally posted by Christopher
It would be weird to see Amber as a different character on Buffy. You know if they ever did a reunion movie, it is going to be one lonely movie. Tara and Anya are both gone :crying: It should have been Xander that died in the finale, not Anya.



This is the first time I have seen a soap fire so many actors just to do a serial killer story. It sucks, the actors are scared because they don't know who is next :lol:

Yeah, I couldn't believe Anya died. :( I guess they had to kill somebody at the end.

:lol: I'm not much for soaps, just not my cup of tea.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
When he's gone I usually listen to his stuff, he doesn't mind as long as I return it.



When my brother leaves, I use his computer to scan pictures and email them to me. He has a printer that is also a scanner, fax, and copier. I wish I had one of those.

Originally posted by Christopher
Is it the traffic or the celebrities that interest you?

Celebrities and Dorothy, Steve, and Jillian's pure goofiness thats in every show they do. Why can't we have cool, fun people like them doing our news? And lets not forget Bo on Good Day Live..:lol:

Originally posted by Christopher
When my brother leaves, I use his computer to scan pictures and email them to me. He has a printer that is also a scanner, fax, and copier. I wish I had one of those.

Is it a lexmark? That's the kind my dad has. I have a regular scanner, but it's not hooked up to my new computer. I have to install the card if I want to use it, but I'm too lazy so I use the scanner on my dad's printer.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks

:lol: I'm not much for soaps, just not my cup of tea.



My great grandmother got me into them. Well just one, All My Children. You should have seen Sarah on there Holly, she was great as a bitch! :lol: I got myself into Passions until Josh Ryan Evans passed away. Juliet's character has never been the same with out Josh's character Timmy.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
Is it a lexmark?




No, it's a Dell. I have a Lemark printer but that is it. No copier or scanner. It sucks :lol:

I have to go now Holly. I am going to go get my hair cut. Maybe I can get my Aunt to bleach my hair some time this weekend. I can only hope since we don't get along :lol:

Bye Holly, it was nice talking to you :bye:

Originally posted by Christopher
I have to go now Holly. I am going to go get my hair cut. Maybe I can get my Aunt to bleach my hair some time this weekend. I can only hope since we don't get along :lol:

Cool. :) Okay, talk to you later. :bye:

It feels great to have short hair again. I hate long hair. Now I just need the color of my hair to change.

I love timer record, that way you never miss anything on the show you want to see if you miss it.

The third celebrity death:


Stanley Fafara -- Beaver's buddy 'Whitey' dies

PORTLAND - Stanley Fafara, the actor who played Beaver's buddy "Whitey" on "Leave It to Beaver" and later struggled with drugs and alcohol, died Saturday following complications from a surgery last month. He was 54.
Fafara had been admitted to the hospital in late August for surgery on an intestine constricted by a hernia. He suffered complications from the surgery, including a blood clot in his leg and underwent two more operations, which weakened an already frail body.

Years earlier, Fafara had contracted hepatitis C while using drugs. The surgeries strained his liver and kidneys, all of which shut down during the past several weeks. On Saturday, he slipped into a coma, and the life-support machines were removed.

"Leave it to Beaver" aired from 1957 to 1963 and made Fafara a celebrity.

In the early 1980s, Fafara started breaking into California pharmacies for drugs before he was arrested and sent to jail. When he got out, he worked as a roofer, waiter and janitor, but eventually Fafara began dealing drugs.

In the summer of 1995, Fafara checked in at a detox center, stayed for two weeks and graduated to a clean-and-sober house for addicts where he lived for two years.

This is the worst life ever. I hate it.

Originally posted by Christopher
The third celebrity death:


Stanley Fafara -- Beaver's buddy 'Whitey' dies

PORTLAND - Stanley Fafara, the actor who played Beaver's buddy "Whitey" on "Leave It to Beaver" and later struggled with drugs and alcohol, died Saturday following complications from a surgery last month. He was 54.
Fafara had been admitted to the hospital in late August for surgery on an intestine constricted by a hernia. He suffered complications from the surgery, including a blood clot in his leg and underwent two more operations, which weakened an already frail body.

Years earlier, Fafara had contracted hepatitis C while using drugs. The surgeries strained his liver and kidneys, all of which shut down during the past several weeks. On Saturday, he slipped into a coma, and the life-support machines were removed.

"Leave it to Beaver" aired from 1957 to 1963 and made Fafara a celebrity.

In the early 1980s, Fafara started breaking into California pharmacies for drugs before he was arrested and sent to jail. When he got out, he worked as a roofer, waiter and janitor, but eventually Fafara began dealing drugs.

In the summer of 1995, Fafara checked in at a detox center, stayed for two weeks and graduated to a clean-and-sober house for addicts where he lived for two years.

I want this death year to end. It's awful. :( Hey to anybody here, just a pop in appearance for me. It's almost time for the Hulk but I wanted to post something on the Hulk board, so that's why I popped in. :bye:

Hey everyone! :wave:

I would have been here earlier,but the ****ing,****ty phone acted up. :livid:

I sure hope it doesn't act up,again.

I'm really sorry to hear of Robert Palmer's death,I like him. :(

He had a lot of great songs.