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The next day Kate awaited Kevin's arrival while Nate was at work. Kate cleaned up around the house a bit. In between household chores, she fed the baby, changed his diaper, and played with him when she needed a break. As she sat on the couch looking at her baby boy. He was looking more and more like Nate every day. Justin made Kate happy. It was the happiest she'd in a while.

It was around noon and Kate was fixing herself some lunch. Then she heard the doorbell ring. Kate walked to the door and opened it. There stood Kevin, with all of his bags. "Kevin! Hi!" Kate exclaimed when she saw him. Kevin smiled brightly. "Hey Kate! How's it going?" Kevin said as he hauled his bags into the house. Kate nodded. "Great. Everything's just great." She told him as she closed the door. Kevin looked around the house. "Where's my nephew?" He asked. Kate smiled. "Oh, he's upstairs sleeping. You can go up and see him when you take your bags up." Kate suggested. Kevin nodded. "Uh, where will I be staying?" He asked. "Uh...I'll show you..." Kate said as she headed for the stairs. "Okay..." Kevin mumbled as he followed her with all of his bags in hand.

Kate lead Kevin to one of the spare rooms down the hall from the master bedroom. It wasnt the same room Jinny once stood in. Kate saved that room specifically for her, in the event that she needed a place to stay. "Um...you'll be staying in here." Kate flashed a smile. Kevin smiled back. "Okay. Thanks." He said as he walked into the room and threw his bags to the side. "Wanna see Justin?" Kate asked. "Yeah." He said, once again following Kate.

They walked into the nursery. "He's in the bassinet." Kate pointed out. Kevin walked over and took a peek at his nephew. He smiled. "Wow, he's gotten so big since I last saw him. Man, he looks just like Nate." Kevin commented. Kate nodded. "Yep, same big puppy dog eyes. And those pouty lips. Real charmer we got there." Kate chuckled. "I cant wait until he wakes up. I wanna play wth him." Kevin said. "I have to get him up pretty soon. I gotta feed him." Kate said. "Oh...well, I should go unpack. Thanks for everything." Kevin said as he started heading back to his room. "Hey Kev..." Kate started. Kevin turned around. "if you need anything, please dont hesitate to ask. Okay?" Kate finished. Kevin nodded and smiled. "Thanks." He said. With that said, Kevin went back to his room and Kate went back downstairs.

Half an hour later, Kate was feeding Justin in the nursery. Kevin had finished unpacking and decided to go and see Justin. He wasnt expecting to walk in on Kate breast feeding. Kevin walked into the nursery and then quickly walked out when he saw Kate sitting in a chair with Justin attatched to her chest. "I am SO sorry Kate. I didnt know you were in there." Kevin said from outside the room. Kate laughed as she grabbed a cloth to cover herself. "Its okay. You can come in now." She informed him. Kevin peeked into the room before entering. "You sure?" He asked. "Yeah." Kate nodded. Then Kevin walked into the room but he kept his distance. "So, you uh, breast feed, huh?" He asked. Kate nodded. "Yeah. I didnt breast feed my daughter so...I figured I'd try with him. Different experience." Kate shrugged. Kevin nodded. Kate noticed how uncomfortable he was with her breast feeding infront of him. She could tell by his nervousness. "Am I making you uncomfortble? I mean...I.." She began to ask. "No. No...I just uh...yeah. Its kind of...weird." Kevin explained as he sat down on the floor across the room. Kate smiled. "I understand. I uh...cant help it. My little guy needs to eat." Kate said. Kevin nodded. "Yeah..." Kevin's voice trailed off. "So, did you finish unpacking? Is there enough space in that room for you? I mean, everything's okay, right?" Kate asked. "Yeah. Everything's fine. The room is fine. Everything's just...fine." Kevin said with a smile. "Good." Kate smiled back. "How's Nate? He's working, right?" Kevin asked. Kate nodded. "Yeah. He's working. He's doing great. He's really happy too. I havent seen him this happy in a long time." kate explained with a smile. "Thats good. I cant wait to see him." Kevin commented. "Oh, well. He should be here in a few hours. He said he was coming home early and he's bringing dinner. So..." Kate explained. Kevin nodded. A few minutes of silence went by. Then Kate looked over at Kevin. "Kevin, could turn around for a second so I can button my shirt back up. Please?" Kate asked. Kevin did as he was told and Kate buttoned her shirt back up. "Thanks." She said. Kevin turned back around. "No problem." He smiled. Kate smirked. "You wanna hold him?" She asked. Kevin stood up and walked over to her. Kate stood up and placed Justin in Kevin's arms. "He's so light. Wow and just...wow." Kevin was amazed. Kate chuckled. "He looks just like Nate...and you." Kate said. Kevin nodded. "Yeah he does. I cant believe I'm an uncle." He laughed to himself. "And I cant believe I'm a mommy...again." Kate laughed.

That evening, Nate walked into the house finding Kevin and Kate sitting on the couch with Justin. "I cant believe how cute he is." Kevin said. "Yeah, just like his father." Kate commented. "Hey guys." Nate said. Kate and Kevin looked up. "Oh hey, honey." Kate stood up and carried Justin over to him. Nate took his coat off and took his son. Then he leaned in and kissed Kate. "Hey buddy." Nate said looking at Justin. Justin smiled at his dad. "Aww." Kate cooed. Then Kevin joined them. "Hey Nate." He said. Nate looked up and smiled immediately. "Kevin!" Nate exclaimed, "How ya been man?" He asked. Kevin nodded. "I've been alright. Hanging in there. You know." Kevin explained. Nate nodded. "Yeah I know. I'm glad to have you here though. Its gonna be great with you staying with us." Nate smiled. "Yeah. I just hope you guys dont mind." Kevin said. "We dont mind. Its fine. We've had people stay with us before. It'll be fine." Nate said. "Yeah. Dont worry about it." Kate chimed in. Kevin smiled. "Thanks." He said.

With that said, everyone went over by the kitchen. "So, what'd ya bring for dinner?" Kate asked as she took out some paper plates. "Uh...lets see what we got here..." Nate began searching through the bags of take out food, "We have some burgers and some fries and some more burgers and uh...some more fries." He finished. Kate chuckled. "Sounds um...great." Kate smirked at Nate as she brought everything to the table, "Here, let me take Justin." She said, taking him from Nate. She placed the baby in the carriage and brought it over by the table. "Alright....lets eat." Nate said, looking around at everyone. Everyone dug into their food. "Did you feed the baby?" Nate asked. Kate swallowed what she was chewing. "Yeah. Just a little while ago. He should be falling asleep pretty soon." kate explained. Nate nodded. "So what'd you guys do today?" He asked. "Well I unpacked. You know, fixed my room up a bit. Played with the baby." Kevin explained. "We took a drive around the neighborhood. I showed him a few places around here." Kate said. "Did you have fun while I was working long, hard, exhausting hours at work?" Nate joked. Kate nudged him with her elbow. "Oh come on. You like your job. And yes, we did have fun." She laughed. Kevin chuckled. Then silence fell over the table for a few minutes. Kevin had been wanting to ask a question all day but he couldnt find the right time. He figured now was as good a time as any so he asked. "So...when are you guys getting married?" Kate and Nate looked at each other then back at Kevin. Both let out a nervous chuckle. "We uh...we decided not to. Um...I guess...well....we're fine just the way we are." Kate tried to explain. Kevin nodded. "Sounds good to me. You guys seem like you live a pretty decent life just like this." Kevin smiled. Kate nodded at smiled back at him. "Yes, we do." She said as she reached for Nate's hand. "We're verry happy with the way things are. We dont wanna change anything." Nate explained. "Thats good. I'm happy for you. Now if only I could find myself a potential wife and start a family, I'd be all set." Kevin smirked. Kate smiled at him again. "Hope ya find her." Kate chuckled.

After dinner, Justin had fallen asleep and Kate was ready to call it a night. Kate piked Justin up and begn heading for the stairs. "Nate, I'm gonna put the baby in our room. Could you listen out for him while I take a shower?" kate asked. Nate nodded. Kate smiled and mouthed "Thanks." With that said, Kate headed upstairs.

"Man, I love her so much." Nate shook his head. Kevin looked over at him. "She's great. And she's really nice. I like her a lot." Kevin said. Nate nodded. "Yeah she is great." Nate smiled proudly. Then Nate stood up from the sofa. "Hey, could you listen out for the baby for a few minutes? I gotta go do something." Nate said. Kevin nodded. "Sure." He said. "Thanks." Nate smiled.

Nate walked upstairs and into the bathroom quietly. He removed his clothes and took Kate by surprise by stepping into the shower with her. "What are you doing?" Kate's eyes widened, "Who's watching the baby?" She asked. "Kevin's listening out for him." Nate smirked. "You're bad." Kate said with a sly grin. "I know." He said as he backed her up against the shower wall. They hadnt showered together in a long time. The couple kissed passionately. Then Kate pulled away. "We cant do this while your brother is here." She said. "We did it while Jinny was here." Nate said as he leaned in and kissed her again.

Downstairs, Kevin couldnt help but pay attention to the noises coming from upstairs. "That bastard." Kevin said with a smirk in reference to his brother. If this is what he had to deal with, he wasnt sure how long he'd be able to stay there with them.

"Shhh." Nate said as he continued. Kate smirked. "I cant help it." Kate said, breathing quite heavily. Finally Nate let out one last loud grunt before stopping. Kate was left breathless. They looked at each other and just smirked. "Babe, I love you." Nate said. "Love you too." She started, "Now get out." She finished. Nate stepped out of the shower and Kate turned the water off. "Go downstairs and make it seem like this never happened." Kate said. "Yeah. Yeah." Nate said as he got dressed.

"The baby's okay, right?" Nate said as he came down the stairs. Kevin nodded. "Your hair's a little wet there buddy. Did you take a shower too?" Kevin joked. "Oh man, you heard?" Nate asked. Kevin just laughed. "You have to pretend you didnt. She'll kill me if she knows you heard." Nate explained. "How could I not hear? You both are so loud." Kevin commented. "Shut up, Kev." Nate walked away. Kevin stood up and followed him. "I was just kidding. I didnt mean to..." Kevin started just before Nate cut him off. "Look, I know. But what me and Kate do in our home, in our bedroom or in our bathroom is our business. Whether we're loud or not. When Jinny, our friend, was living with us...I had to deal with her complaints almost every day about us. I'm not living like that. So I suggest that the next time you hear us you keep your mouth shut and..." Nate was explaining just as kate walked in. "What's going on?" She asked. Both brothers turned her and gave her that boyish smirk she loved about them. "Nothing....nothing. We were just talking. Thats all." Nate said. Kate nodded and walked to the refrigerator.

That night as Kate and Nate were in bed they talked. Kate made herself comfortable in Nate's arms. "What happened in the kitchen with Kevin before?" Kate asked. Nate shook his head. "Nothing. Really, it was nothing." Nate said. Kate placed her head on his chest. "Are you sure? You sounded kind of angry." She said. "Yeah...its fine. It was nothing. Just drop it, alright?" Nate insisted everything was fine. "Okay. Goodnight sweetie." She said as she turned around and faced the other way. "Goodnight." nate said as he did the same.

The next morning when Kate woke up, Nate had already left for work. Kevin was still sleeping and the baby was crying because he needed to eat. Kate tok him out of the bassinet. "How's my baby boy? You hungry? I bet you are. Come on. Let me feed you." Kate said looking at Justin as she seated herself in the chair that was in the corner of the room.

A while later, kate was making breakfast for herself and Kevin. Kevin was still sleeping but she figured she'd be nice and make him something to eat too. Kate stood by the stove making pancakes as Kevin walked in. "Morning." He said in a semi groggy voice. He was wearing shorts and a t-shirt and his hair was a mess. Kate turned around. "Morning. I thought you were still sleeping." She said. "Well, I was. I just got up a few minutes ago when I smelled the eggs and the bacon." Kevin explained. Kate chuckled, "You hungry?" She asked. Kevin smiled and nodded. "Yeah." He said.

A few minutes later, Kate set two plates on the table for the both of them. They both began eating. They werent really talking much. There wasnt much to actually talk about either. Silence fell over the table for long periods of time. Kate had finished eating and she was ready to talk to Kevin about the night before. She had wanted to talk to him since she walked in on him and Nate talking yesterday.

"Uh...Kevin?" Kate looked over at him. Kevin looked up at her. "Yeah?" He nodded. "About last night..." She started. Right away Kevin smirked. "I...uh...I know you heard us last night. And I'm really sorry that you had to. It wasnt my fault. Nate came up there and I didnt even know. But he has this complex...you know? He has to claim me as his territory all the time and its just--" Kate was interrupted by Kevin. "Its okay. Really. I uh...its okay. Nate already told me that its none of my business. Whatever you guys do is your business and I have to live with it. So I understand. Dont worry about it." Kevin explained. Kate's eyes widened. "He said that?" Kate asked. Kevin nodded. "Yeah. Thats what he was telling me last night just when you walked in." Kevin explained. Kate nodded. "I didnt know he told you that. I'm sorry that he told you that. I mean, you should be able to live comfortably too. You shouldnt have to "deal" with whatever crap he says you have to. I'm really sorry Kevin. I'll talk to him about that." kate said as she rubbed his arm. Kevin smiled. "Okay." He said.




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OMG!!!! The Bunnies are back!! Hahahahaaaaaaaaaa! That was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo funnnyyyyyy!!!!!:rotflmao: :rotflmao: :rotflmao: :rotflmao: :rotflmao:

POOR KEVIN! He and Jinny shud hangh out,they'd be good friends.
They have lots in common : Brother's who are cops...
roomates that are nymphos...
1 of whom is really insecure,and has 2 mark his territory,
and make sure ya hear it loud and clear...
and never use that shower again....
or go in their bedroom again....or the living room....
and make ya start 2 wonder about the kitchen
as ya think about this...

anyways yeah...POST MORE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNN

I love ya Emma. Dont hate me for this...

A month later, things had calmed down in the house. Kate was already back at work. She hated leaving Justin with a nanny but she had no choice. Kate and Nate had managed to get Kevin a job down at the division. He was just doing some filing and making phone calls. Kevin had gotten pretty close to everyone at the division and he seemed to fit in pretty well. He and Jinny often swapped stories of their nymphomaniac roommates and the best ways to deal with such a situation.

"Nate, did you call the house and check on the baby yet?" Kate asked as she stepped out of her office. Nate nodded. "How is he?" Kate asked. "He's okay. You know, the usual." Nate informed her.Kate nodded. Then Kate turned her attention over to Jinny and Magda. "Anything yet? Fingerprints? Suspects? Anything?" She asked. "Well, Johnson said he saw a tall, thin white male run from crime scene approximately a minute after he heard the gunshots. Then a girl called Magda just a few minutes ago. Kimberly Hogan. She also saw someone run from the scene. Seems like the same guy." Jinny explained. "You bringing the girl in?" Kate asked. Magda nodded. "She said she'd be here within an hours time. And we're gonna get Johnson in here too. And also the sketch artist. See if we can get a sketch and get it out there by noon at least." Magda further elaborated. Kate nodded. "Good. What about you guys?" Kate asked as she turned to CD and Nate. "Um...the house where the kidnapping took place...there was no sign of forced entry. It looks as though the window was opened from the inside to make it look like a break in. There were a couple of fingerprints. But most of them belonged to the family of the girl who was kidnapped. There were a few unidentified finger prints. They're looking into it though." CD explained. "Okay. Go and question the parents again. See if they can remember anything else that may have been out of the ordinary last night. We gotta nail this guy. Two girls in two weeks and no trace of them anywhere. Theres definitely something wrong here..." Kate said as she headed back to her office. Then she stopped. "How are you guys doing?" She looked over at Kevin and Raina who were busy organizing papers in order to file them. "We're doing okay. Its better than doing this by mysel. I can tell you that much." Raina said. Kate looked over at Kevin. "Yeah. Beats the hell out of any other job." He said with a smirk. Kate smiled at him and patted his shoulder.

Since having gone back to work, Kate had changed her hours so that she'd be out of work earlier. This way she'd be able to spend more time with Justin. She now had the same hours that Kevin did. So they drove back home together. Nate, unfortunately, still worked his regular hours. Kate and Kevin had gotten pretty close since he moved in with them. He was a great friend and a great listener. And she was very kind, gentle and caring human being. They found in each other a mutual friendship, similar to the one Kate had with Jinny.

"Hey sweetie. How's my baby boy? Huh? Did you miss me?" Kate cooed as she picked him up. "I was just getting him ready for bed. I gave him a bottle. He ate well. So..." The nanny explained. "Thanks Debbie. I appreciate it." Kate said with a smile. "No problem. I'll see you tomorrow Kate." Debbie said as she walked out the front door.

An hour and a half later, Justin was still asleep and Kate had already made dinner. She set two plates on the table for her and Kevin. They both seated themselves to lasagna. "This looks great." Kevin said with a smile as he picked up his fork. "Hmm, thanks." Kate said as she, too, picked up her fork.

Kevin and Kate were well into their meal and they were enjoying it very much. "So, how do you like working down at the division?" Kate asked. Kevin nodded. "Its great. I'm having a great time there with everybody. And Raina is something else. She keeps me on my toes." Kevin explained. Kate chuckled. "She keeps me on my toes too. They're all great people though. They all mean a lot to me." Kate said. "Yeah, I can tell. By the way you look at them. And by the way they look at you. They all have a great deal of respect for you." Kevin said. "And I have a great deal of respect for them. They're all great cops and they do their job really well. You should look into getting on the force. Its not too late for you, you know. All you have to do is take the test and given that you pass, then you go into the academy. It would be a good job for you, I think." Kate suggested. Kevin chuckled. " I dont know. I dont know if I'm cut out for that kind of stuff." Kevin said. "You never know until you try." Kate said with a smile as she stood up and brought her plate over to the sink.

A few minutes later, Kate was still washing all the dishes that were in the sink from before. Then Kevin brought his plate over to the sink. "You need help?" Kevin asked. Kate shook her head. "Not really." She said as she continued to wash dishes. "No, let me help you. You wash and I'll dry. How's that?" Kevin smirked. "Sounds good to me." Kate smiled back. Kevin had been harboring feelings deep, down inside for a long time. Feelings that he could never confess knowing what would happen if he did. He had developed an attraction for Kate. Not that it wasnt obvious. Kate had known all along. She tried hard to ignore it. But she never told Nate about it because if she did, she knew Nate would kick him out. And Kevin had nowhere to go.

Silence fell over the two adults as they washed and dried dishes. They would occasionally look over at each other and maybe crack a smile. Finally, Kevin stopped drying the dishes. Kate noticed and she stopped wahing the dishes. They both looked at each other. Kate knew what was coming and she could exactly fight it. And before she could even say no, she felt Kevin's lips press against hers.

Just as they kissed, Nate opened the front door. "I'm home guys!" He called out. Kate and Kevin quickly separated and went back to washing and drying dishes. Nate walked into the kitchen. "Hey guys." He said, taking off his coat and throwing it on one of the chairs. "Hey babe." Nate put his hand on Kate's hip, leaned in and kissed her cheek. Kate chuckled. "Hey sweetie." She said. "Hey Kev." Nate patted his brother's shouder. "Hey Nate." Kevin nodded. "Kate, I'm gonna go take a shower. I'll be out in a few minutes." Nate said. "Okay. Dinner will be on the table for you. When you get out." She said.

A few minutes later, Kate heard the shower go on. She went over to Kevin. She put her hand on his back. Kevin turned around and looked at her. Kate sighed. "We can never do that again. It was wrong. I...uh...I dont even know how that happened but it just cant happen again. I love your brother very much. I've hurt him enough in our relationship. I dont want to hurt him even more. So...we cant ever do that again." Kate explained. Kevin nodded. "I know. And I'm sorry. I dont even know why that happened. It just did. I'm sorry." Kevin apologized. Kate rubbed his arm. "Its okay. Dont apologize. Just dont let it happen again. Okay?" Kate said with a warm smile. Kevin smiled back. "Okay." He said. "Now help me finish up these dishes." Kate said jokingly. With that said, they finished up the dishes and that was that.


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Twinny....Like you I thot that that wud make me sumwut mad....but....I laffed...yeah i know...weird! I dunno...i just found it funny.....maybe coz it's a Sunday....or prob'ly coz i'm psychic,and i guessed thaz wut it was when u told me it wud make me mad.... Hahaha! Cap's just a guy magnet ain't she!? Louis...The *****... Nate...Haysbert blackmailed her 2 get sum...Nate....Now Kevin??Haha...


If Nate gets hurt,however...unless i've had a gallon of Rootbeer,or a few wine coolers...I don't think I'll laf about that....

Originally posted by MovieHuntress17
Hahaha! Cap's just a guy magnet ain't she!? Louis...The *****... Nate...Haysbert blackmailed her 2 get sum...Nate....Now Kevin??Haha...


If Nate gets hurt,however...unless i've had a gallon of Rootbeer,or a few wine coolers...I don't think I'll laf about that....


She's just a whore Emma. You know that. I mean...come on now. Guy magnet? Nah. All she has to do is have an OIAA and an OIAO on tv and thats it.;)

Originally posted by consentida
She's just a whore Emma. You know that. I mean...come on now. Guy magnet? Nah. All she has to do is have an OIAA and an OIAO on tv and thats it.;)

Well...She needed a guy 4 the OIAOs,and the OIAAs...well ok not neccisarily...OMG i just realized wut i just said!! AHHHHHHHH! :wallbang :wallbang :wallbang *grabs phone* Whats Dr. Phil's number? I'ma need a emergancy session!

Originally posted by MovieHuntress17
Well...She needed a guy 4 the OIAOs,and the OIAAs...well ok not neccisarily...OMG i just realized wut i just said!! AHHHHHHHH! :wallbang :wallbang :wallbang *grabs phone* Whats Dr. Phil's number? I'ma need a emergancy session!


OH MY GAWD. *points and laughs* BAHAHAHA.

LOL pooooooooor Nate! Anyway more please...I think I know what's next....heheheh MOREEEEEEEEEEEEEeee

Pooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooor Nate!!!!! I hope Kevin does get kicked out! THat was wrong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OMG!!!!!!!!! Okay, don't let Nate find out... :0 Alright!!!!!!!!!!!! THanks for listning tome blab ;)

Emma: Bwahahaha
Everyone else: Bwahahaha

Six months later, the tension was really building up between Kate and Kevin. The kiss they shared months before had brought about a whole different view of each other. Now all these different feelings existed. They were no longer just friends. And they werent quite lovers yet. All they did was share a kiss. But one kiss changes everything. It was hard for them to be alone together. And when they were, nothing but silence filled the air, for the most part. The car rides home became longer. The four hours at home by themselves were boring and quiet. They could no longer chum around with each other the way they used to. It was an awkward situation for both parties involved. Kevin would look at Kate with a lustful eye. She knew that look all too well and she tried hard to ignore it. The sexual tension between the two was definitely getting to them. Surprisingly, Nate hadnt notice a thing. He was too busy to notice it. Not to mention, he was always at work.

Kate and Nate's relationship had suffered in the last few months. They hadnt fought or anything, they just seemed to be too busy and too tired for each other. Nate would come home every night and go straight to bed. Nate helped with the baby in the best way he could, but it was still Kate that did most of the work. Kate was getting lonely, but she couldnt give in to Kevin's boyish charm that she so loved about him. It would hurt Nate was too much. It was enough that she cheated on him with Haysbert and Mike. But his own brother? She couldnt do such a thing. She had too much heart.

And Kevin, what was he thinking? How could he even think of doing such a thing to his only brother? Kate couldnt understand it. But Kevin was having a hard time on his own, trying to fight his feelings. It was getting to him. It really was. He couldnt take it anymore. Every pass he made at Kate, she rejected. It was frustrating for him, especially since he knew for a fact that Kate was weak in the fidelity department. She confided in him about the affairs she had behind Nate's back and how much it hurt him. Kevin wasnt surprised one bit.

"Why not? Just once Kate. Thats all I'm asking. He doesnt have to know." Kevin pleaded. "No." Kate said sternly as she kept her eyes on the road. "Why?" Kevin asked as he put his hand on her leg and squeezed it gently. Kate smirked and then removed his hand from her leg. "Because one time turns into two and before you know it, we'll be doing it all the time. And it'll affect us. It'll take over. It'll take over our jobs, my son, our whole lives. It will become our lives. And what about Nate? He's the father of my son and your nephew. We may not be married but I consider him my husband." Kate explained. Kevin sighed. "Kate, you've cheated on him before. What's one more time?" Kevin asked. Kate pulled over to the side of the road and looked at him. "I'm different now. I dont do those things anymore. I have an eight month old little boy that I have to think about. He needs his father. And his mother. He needs us to be together. He needs us to be there for him. And he needs you. HIs only uncle. He loves you Kev. And I know you love him. The same thing with Nate. He loves you very much and I know you love him. And we cant hurt them like that." Kate explained. Kevin sighed. He knew Kate was right. And he absolutely hated the fact that she was right. "You're right. And...I'm sorry for even trying to get you to do anything with me.It wasnt right and I'm really sorry." Kevin apologized. Kate smirked. "No you're not. Kevion, do you know how many times you've apologized to me for this? I know you're not sorry. And I know exactly what you want but you're not getting it. I'm not giving in so just give it up already." Kate said almost half laughing. Kevin just shrugged and slouched in his seat. Kate looked at him and patted his shoulder. "Dont worry about it Kev." Kate said as she started the car and began to drive off.

Kate and Kevin arrived home twenty minutes late. "Debbie, I am so sorry we're late. We hit traffic on the way back. I'm really sorry. I'll pay you extra." Kate apologized as she took her coat off. Debbie held her hands up. "Its okay Kate, really. Dont worry about it. Justin was playing peacefully while you were gone. Dont worry about it." Debbie explained as she begn putting her coat on and gathering her things. Kate smiled. "Thanks Deb." kate noddedd. Debbie returned the smile. "Anytime." Debbie said as she walked out the front door.

A little while later, Kate had put Justin down for the night. She hadnt even gotten a chance to change or take a shower or anything. But thats the way it always was. She was always so busy. She barely had time for herself anymore. Kate walked over to Kevin, who was sitting on the couch. She had the phone handy. She took a seat next to him. "Take out tonight? I really dont feel like cooking." Kate said. Kevin shrugged and smiled. "Sure. Whatcha got in mind?" He asked. "Uh...burgers and fries? Or pizza? Or I dont know. Whatever you feel like having." kate said. "Pizza sounds good." Kevin smirked. "Pizza it is then." Kate said as she dilaed the number.

Half hour later, the door bell rang. "I got it." Kevin said as he stood up from the couch. He opened the door. Kate stood up from the couch as well. Afterall, she was the one that had the money to pay for the pizza. Kate rubbed Kevin's back. "Here Kev." She smiled at him and gave him the money. She looked at the delivery boy and nodded.

The two adults ate their dinner in near silnce. There really wasnt much to be said after their conversation in the car. "So..." Kevin started. "So..." Kate mocked him. They both smiled. "Nate called. He said he's coming home late. He's going out to eat with everyone. I love how they make plans but completely exclude us..." kate said looking down at the floor in sadness. She missed those days when she and Nate were actually a couple and they did things together. Kevin put his hand on her arm and caressed it with his fingers. Kate jumped and pulled her arm away from him. "Sorry." Kevin whispered. Kate immediately stood up from her chair and went upstairs to the bathroom.

A few minutes later, Kevin went to the bathroom to apologize. He found Kate bent over the bathroom sink, splashing water on her face. Kevin squeezed by her to get into the bathroom. In doing so, he purposely rubbed against her. Just then Kate stopped what she was doing and she looked over at him. "I had to get a tissue." Kevin said as he grabbed a tissue from the tissue box. Kate stood up straight, took a towel and began drying her face. There was more than enough room for Kevin to get by but still he rubbed aganst her when he passed by. Kate's hand reached over and grabbed ahold of Kevin's hand. Kevin stopped and looked at Kate through the mirror in the bathroom. The two made eye contact.Then Kate turned around. They were now face to face with each other. What happened next was inevitable. They kissed. This kiss was a lot more than the first one they shared.

The kissing became intense as Kevin began unbuttoning Kate's blouse. Kate had no idea what she was getting herself into and at that moment she really didnt care. This was the kind of attention she had been wanting from Nate. But somehow, he was never around to give it to her. Kevin lifted Kate's skirt up. And then proceeded to lift Kate up so that she'd be seated on the bathroom sink. Kate unsnapped her bra from the front. Kevin kissed her neck and made his way down. Then Kate's hands made their way to the buckle of Kevin's belt. She unbuckled his belt and unzipped his pants. Things were definitely getting out of hand. How could they let it go that far?

Kevin and Kate were really going at it. They put whatever energy they had left into each other. Kate wrapped her legs around Kevin. "Harder." She whispered. Kevin looked at her questioningly. "Harder." She repeated herself. Kevin felt obligated to please Kate in any way he could. He thrusted as hard as physically possible. With each thrust came moans, groans, grunts and screams from both parties. They were both extremely loud when it came to situations like this. Kate leaned back on the sink and lost herself in the moment. She didnt know that it would be this way. Then Kevin lifted her up and somehow managed to bring her down the hall to his bedroom. They threw themselves on the bed and started going at it once more. Only this time, it was much more intense and much louder.

Neither of them were feeling guilty for what they were doing. As usual, Kate's guilt would come later. Both of them were just enjoying the moment. It was their first time and most likely their only time together. The two adults had definitely shown each other what the other was really about. This whole time they had been denying their lustful feelings all because of Nate. Nate was the barrier that was keeping them apart. However, Kate and Kevin were not in love.

As soon as they were finished, Kate was out of her nymphomaniac state of mind and she brought herself back to reality. What had she done? She looked at Kevin who was still on top of her. She kissed his neck gently. "Kevin," She whispered."I cant believe we just did that. I cant believe I just made love to you. It was so good." Kate said. "I've been waiting for this for a long time. I loved every second of it." Kevin explained. "But what did we just do? What the hell did we just do?" She asked him. Kevin looked at her. "I dont know but whatever it was....it was great." Kevin said as he rolled over on his side. Kate took a few deep breaths. Now she couldnt believe what she had done. Somehow, she knew it was going to happen but not the way it did. She wasnt prepared for the fact that there were going to be such intense feelings involved. "Kevin...I've gotta tell Nate. I cant keep this from him. I have to come clean. This was wrong. I shouldnt have even..." Kate started just as Kevin interrupted her. "No. Please. He'll kill me. Please..." Kevin lowered his voice down to a desperate whisper. "I have to. I have to..." Kate whispered back as she looked into Kevin's fearful eyes. Just then, Kevin kissed her. Kate of course returned the gesture. There was silence for a few moments. Then Kate got out of bed and grabbed her clothes. "Where are you going?" Kevin asked. "I need to go take a shower and I just...need to think. I cant believe we just...God." Kate mumbled as she walked out f the room.

What exactly HAD she done? And how would this affect her relationship with Nate? She had just cheated on Nate with his own brother. How could she do that? What was she thinking? She wasnt. Thats what happened. She wasnt thinking and she let everything get out of hand. "Damn it." She said as she stepped into the shower.

That night when Nate came home, Kate was calmly sitting in bed. "Hey." Nate said. Kate tried to crack a smile. Nate imediately knew something was wrong. He knew that look on her face. "Whats the matter Kate?" He asked as he took off his tie. Kate stood up and closed the door. "Nate, we need to talk." She said. "About what?" Nate asked. "Sit." Kate demanded. Nate took a seat on the bed. Kate stood infront of him. She took his hand. "Nate, please dont be angry. Dont hate me Nate please." Kate pleaded with him. Nate just stared up at Kate. "What happened?" He asked. Kate took a deep breath before bearing the news. "Nate...Nate." Kate couldnt say the words. She just wanted him to hold her. She began to sob. Nate stood up and embraced her. "What happened Kate?" Nate asked once again. Kate stepped away from Nate and wiped away her tears. She tried to calm herself down. She knew what she had to do.


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Okay....it's gonna take me a while
2 get that outta my head *slaps 4head over and over*
Thanks Twinny...I was sleepy till i read that...now i'm afraid
2 go 2 sleep...

anyways yeah......POST MORE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNN

You stopped there just 2 see if u cud rob me of wut
lil sanity i have left!! You admitted it! See I'M the good twin!!!

I knew that was gonna happen, the question is....DO I know more? (Emma it's just killing you isn't it?)

Tara awsom job!! And I think that kate need some kinda sex theipy or something...LOL any more please!

Originally posted by Irish_Rose_Kate
I knew that was gonna happen, the question is....DO I know more? (Emma it's just killing you isn't it?)



AHHHHHHH!!!!! DOyou know more!?!?! You say you might
Tara says you don't! But you're both sneaky! I mean there was that one chat with you know who,and "you know who" actuslly 2 chats...but anyways!......yeah...This is some sorta conspiracy,isn't it!?You're just tryin 2 see how much more it's gonna take to shove me on over that cliff into insanity!! Ain't ya?Admit it!

*ahem* I'm good...really...iz all kewl....and u r NOT succeeding.




Tara awsom job!! And I think that kate need some kinda sex theipy or something...LOL any more please!

Sex therapy?...like she might be addicted?...HAHAHAHAAAA:rotflmao: :rotflmao: ...hehehe...i found that funny....for 2 reasons...

Originally posted by MovieHuntress17
Sex therapy?...like she might be addicted?...HAHAHAHAAAA:rotflmao: :rotflmao: ...hehehe...i found that funny....for 2 reasons...


*sings* I'm addicted to you. Dont you know that you're toxic.

:D

Kate took a deep breath. "I slept with Kevin tonight." Kate said. Nate's blood began to boil. It was enough that she had slept with two other men, but his own brother? That was crossing the line. "Nate, I...I didnt meant to. It just happened..." She tried to explain. Nate just shook his head and walked out of the room and down the hall. He barged into his brother's room. He took Kevin by his shirt and threw him against the wall. "You ****ed her? Huh? You ****ed her?" Nate yelled. Kevin regained his balance and tried to explain, "It was an accident. It wasnt supposed to happen." Nate then pushed his brother and backed him up against the wall. "You ****ed my wife man. Thats my WIFE. The mother of my kid. And you go and **** her behind my back?" Nate kept on yelling. "No. No...its not like that. We just.." Kevin began. "No. I dont care HOW it happened. The fact is you ****ed my wife. You ****ed her. How could you do that to me?" Nate yelled in his brother's face."She's not your wife. You're not married Nate." Kevin calmly pointed out. Nate pushed his brother against the wall even harder this time. "I dont need a damn piece of paper to be married. She's my WIFE." Nate said through his teeth. Kate went over to the two brothers and tried to break them up. "It wasnt all his fault...I..." Kate began as Nate then turned to her. "And YOU. What havent I done for you? Havent I given you enough? Didnt I **** you enough Kate? At work, at home. Come on Kate. We did it everywhere. And you loved it. But NO, that wasnt enough for you. You had to go and screw Haysbert and that ******* Mike and now my own brother? WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?" Nate screamed louder than before. Kate shook in fear and she watched Nate get even more angry. "Nate, we can talk about this. We can make this work. Make us work." Kate pleaded with him once again. Nate shook his head. "No...no. This is done. Its over with. I've had enough of this. I'm leaving Kate. And I'm never coming back. I cant do this anymore." Nate said as he walked out of the room and headed downstairs.

Kate and Kevin followed him. "Nate, where are you going? You cant do this. Dont leave. Please." Kate cried as Nate put on his coat. "Dont go. Please. I need you. I need you...I need you Nate." Kate sobbed as she held onto Nate's coat. Nate broke away from Kate and walked out the door. Kate fell to floor, sobbing. Kevin crouched down next to her and tried to comfort her. Kevin embraced her and Kate just broke down in his arms. Kevin did what he could to comfort her. "Why did you tell him Kate?" Kevin asked. Kate looked up at him. "I had to. I had to Kevin. I couldnt keep something like that from him. I just couldnt. You dont understand." Kate explained. "But look what happened." Kevin said as he wiped away her tears with his thumb. "It was a risk I was willing to take. I'll talk to him. Eventually..." Kate explained. Kevin nodded. "Can I...can I still stay here? I dont have anywhere else to go." Kevin said. Kate nodded. "Yeah. You can still stay here. I know you dont have anywhere else to go. And Nate probably wont be back for a few weeks. That's what he does. He leaves for a little while and then he comes back. We were separated for nine months once. But we worked things out. I mean..." Kate's voice trailed off. Kevin pushed Kate's hair out of her face. He was so gentle with her, just like Nate.

Nate took a seat at the bar at Anchorside and ordered a drink. He needed to get drunk. Really drunk. As soon as he sat down, a tall, familiar blonde took a seat next to him. "What happened?" CD asked when she saw the redness in his face. She could tell he had been crying. "My brother ****ed her." Nate said point blankly. CD was in shock. "I told you Nate. I told you she wasnt gonna change. Why do you keep going back?" CD asked. Nate began to cry again. "Because I love her CD." Nate weeped. CD held his hand. "I'm sorry she did this to you. You can come stay with me if you need to get away from them." CD suggested. Nate looked at her. "Thanks CD. I cant go back home. I cant even look at them." Nate explained. "Well, you can sleep on my couch.Come on." She said as she stood up. Nate hadnt even taken a drink yet. "Alright." He said standing up. They left Anchorside.

Kevin had made coffee for the both of them. Kate was still crying. She was having a hard time composing herself. Kevin seated himself next to Kate at the table. "I'm really sorry about what happened. I didnt mean to cause you any harm." Kevin apologized. Kate nodded. "I know. I know you didnt mean to hurt anybody. Dont worry about it. It was all my fault. I've been fighting my feelings for so long. And then you just....I couldnt fight my feelings anymore..." Kate explained. Kevin took Kate's hand. Kate cracked a smile. "It was wrong though. I shouldnt have given into you. I cant believe I..." Kate's voice trailed off. "Kate, do you regret it? Do you regret what you did tonight?" Kevin asked. Kate looked at him. She took a sip of her coffee. Then she shook her head. "No. I dont. " Kate said.

CD had given Nate pillows and blankets so he'd be comfortable on the couch in her apartment. "Thanks CD." Nate said. CD nodded. She sat down next to him. "You can stay here for as long as you need to. You know I'm always here for you." CD explained. Nate took her hand and held it tightly. "Thanks CD." Nate said as he continued to stare at her. "You're welcome." CD said as she leaned in and kissed him on the lips. Nate pushed her away. "What are you doing?" He asked. CD looked at him. "I thought this is what you wanted." CD said. Nate shook his head. "No. No.." He said standing up. "I cant stay here." Nate put his coat on and left. CD sighed. What had she done wrong?

A while later, Nate found himself at another bar. He had a few drinks and was about to leave when a woman came up to him. He had noticed her earlier and she had been eyeing him all night. She was an older woman. Just a few years younger than Kate. She had dark hair and eyes and Nate was impressed. The woman smirked. Nate smiled back. He followed the woman outside to her car. The woman, whose name Nate didnt know, drove to an empty parking lot. The woman took off her seatbelt. Nate did the same. He took of his coat and threw it to the back of the vehicle. He leaned over and kissed the woman. The woman grabbed ahold of his collar and pulled him closer. As they kissed, the woman pulled off Nate's shirt. Nate then began removing her clothes. And kissed her body as he did so. Both of them breathing more heavily with each moment that passed by.

From the outside, the car was rocking back and forth as Nate and the woman devoured each other inside. The windows had now been all fogged up from the intense situation inside the car. Hearing the moans and screams from the car, people who were passing by then stopped. But then they realised what was happening and walked off. The scene in the parking lot was quite an attention grabber. And both Nate and the woman were enjoying it a great deal.

Nate began to go faster and harder just so he'd forget what had happened that night. The woman screamed and moaned until she was out of breath. Nate loved the sound that was coming out of her mouth. It drove him over the edge and made him want more.

Sooner or later, it came to an end. Nate looked at the woman and kissed her. She returned the favor. Nate smirked. "Nice to meet you." He said as removed himself from his place on top of her. The woman sat up. "Nice to meet you too. My name's Janine." She said. Nate nodded as he struggled to put his clothes back on. "Name's Nate." He said. The two exchanged numbers and that was that.

Kate slept in Kevin's bed that night. She couldnt bare the thought of sleeping alone. "Thanks for being there for me tonight. I dont know what I would have done if you had left too." Kate said. "You're welcome." Kevin said. He leaned in and kissed her forehead. "I just dont know what I'm going to do. Nate and I...we've been together for so long. And now we have a son. I dont want Justin to be without his father." Kate explained.

The next day at the division was kind of rough for Kate, Nate and Kevin. CD was the only one that knew what had happened. And frankly, she was surprised that they actually showed up for work.

Kate gave everyone their cases. But she and Nate never made eye contact and they never spoke a word to each other.

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Ooooohhhhh.....nate piiiiiiissed! Nate very very verrryyyyyyy PISSED!!!

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Over the next few months, Kate and Kevin continued their relationship. Kate wasnt happy. She desperately missed Nate. But Kevin was the closest thing to Nate she could get. Kate wasnt happy with her life or with herself at all. She couldnt believe how much sadness and despair had filled her life in the last few months. Kevin could definitely tell that Kate was sinking into a deep depression. He didnt want to see her go there. He wanted to see her the way she used to be; happy. Kevin really wanted Kate to seek help but she refused so he did the best he could with her.

"You wont even make love to me anymore, Kate. Thats...not like you. You've changed." Kevin said. Kate sighed. "Kevin...what do you want from me? The love of my life, the father of my son left me. I hurt him so bad that he wont even talk to me. And you expect me to make love to you and care for you the way I did with him?" Kate explained. "I'm sorry Kate. But we were doing fine before. We spent time together and were a couple for a while there. I thought we had something. I thought we could make it." Kevin explained. Kate shook her head. "Look at me. Is this what you want to be with? I'm 15 years your senior, I used to be engaged to your brother whom I have a child with, I'm unfaithful in the fullest degree and I'm pretty much a self proclaimed whore. Is that what you want?" Kate said. Kevin put his hand on Kate's arm. "You're not a whore." Was all Kevin coud spit out at the moment. "Thats all you can say, huh? I suppose you agree with all of my other flaws then. I'm no good for you or Nate or anybody. I never thought I'd end up this way. Never in my wildest dreams did I think my life would end up here." Kate explained. "Kate, you're a wonderful person. A beautiful person with a big heart. That why everyone loves you so much. You've got a heart of gold. Thats what makes you beautiful." Kevin said as he cupped her face. Kate smiled. "Thanks." Kate said. Kevin leaned in and kissed her lips gently. Kate licked her lips. "One more." She said. Kevin kissed her once more. "Thats the last kiss you're gonna get from me Kevin." Kate said. Kevin's eyes widened. "What?" He asked. Kate sighed. "I cant do this anymore. I miss Nate so much. He means the world to me. I need him. So...we...cant do this anymore." Kate explained. Kevin nodded. "I understand. I'm sure he misses you too. But I'll still be here if he doesnt come around." Kevin said. Kate nodded.

The next day at work, the atmosphere was very different now that Kate and Kevin were no longer an item. Nate noticed right away that the interaction between Kate and Kevin was different. Every once in a while Kevin would slip and put his hand on Kate's hip or arm. But Kate would retaliate and brush his hand off her. Nate watched their bodylanguage carefully. He figured now was the best time to approach Kate, now that she and Kevin obviously werent together anymore.

Later on that day, Nate did something he hadnt done in months. He went to Kate's office and knocked on the door. "Come in." Kate said. Nate walked in and closed the door behind him. "So what can I do for you?" Kate said. She hadnt looked up from the paper work on her desk yet. Nate cleared his throat. Then Kate looked up. She tried to hide her smile but it was nearly impossible. "Have a seat." She said. Nate took a seat in one of the chairs. "What can I do for you?" Kate asked. Nate cleared his throat once again. He was choking up. He couldnt help it. "I...I miss my son Kate." Nate said. Kate looked down. "And he misses you. He's getting so big Nate. He looks just like you." Kate explained. "Do you think I can see him?" Nate asked. Kate smiled. "Sure you can. I'll have Debbie bring him by. I'll call her right now." Kate said. "No. Wait. I was wondering if I could go by the house and see him. And maybe we can talk..." Nate's voice trailed off. Kate nodded. "I'd like that very much. I've been waiting for this." Kate said. Nate smiled. "Me too." He said.


meh. :confused: what'd ya think?

*holds on2 branch hanging from cliff,4 dear life* TWINNYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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A week later, Nate stopped by at Kate's house. They needed to settle some things. However, Nate had been seeing Janine since that night he and Kate had broken up. Nate's relationship with Janine had gotten quite serious but Nate would probably leave her in a heartbeat if Kate ever wanted him back.

Nate was amazed when he saw Justin. He was walking now. And talking. "I cant believe he's already a year old." Nate said as he watched his son play. Kate smiled. "He's so big now. He's my big boy." She said. Nate nodded.

A while later, the two adults sat at the kitchen table to talk. They both knew it was going to be an emotional conversation and neither was sure they could handle it.

"So..." Kate said. Nate sighed. "We need to talk." He said."Yeah, we do." Kate agreed. Nate looked down. "I miss Justin. My life isnt complete without him. I didnt know I would feel like this." nate explained. "He needs you. He needs his father. And I need you. And I miss you." Kate explained as tears streamed down her cheeks. Nate looked down at the floor. "I know he needs me. But you dont. You proved it that night. We're no good for each other. Our relationship has been a mess since it started." Nate explained. Kate shook her head. "No it hasnt. Dont you remember all the good things about our relationship? God, I've hurt you so much you dont remember." Kate said. What had she done to him? She had probably ruined his life. "I remember despite the fact that you did hurt me. But I cant do this anymore. I cant. I've gone back to you so many times and you keep messing things up. I cant. Besides, I'm seeing someone else." Nate explained. Kate looked him in the eye. "But I still love you." She whispered as she began to cry once again. Nate shook his head. Nate really did want her back, but all he could think about was how much she had hurt him."No. I...I cant. I cant go on like this. I've been happy these last three months." Nate said. "You werent happy when you were with me?" Kate asked through her tears. Nate sighed. "I was but in the back of my mind...there was always that thing where I had to worry about whether you were cheating on me or not. I dont have to worry about that with Janine." Nate explained. "Janine?" Kate questioned. Nate nodded. "My girlfriend. I met her that night." Nate said. "And you screwed her because you were upset. Am I right?" Kate asked. Nate nodded. "Figures....Do you love her?" Kate asked. Nate shrugged. "I like her. But I dont think I could ever love another woman the way I loved you. I gave you everything Kate. Everything that I had in me. My love. My honesty. My life. I gave you everything." Nate explained as he, too, began to cry. Kate grabbed ahold of his hand and held it tightly. They both sat there crying.

Nate soon wiped his tears. "I have to go. I have to meet Janine for lunch. I'm sorry." Nate said. "Dont go. Please. Please." Kate begged as she stood up and held onto his shirt. "I have to go. Sorry." Nate said as he grabbed his coat and put it on. "Nate...think about it. Please. I need you. And Justin needs you. We need you back." Kate said. Nate looked at Kate. He needed them back too. He missed his son and he missed Kate. But he couldnt go back. Not unless they went to counseling or something like that first. Their relationship would never be able to withstand any more struggles and painful breakups if they didnt seek help. But that was an entirely different conversation. "I'll think about it. I'll call you." Nate said as he walked out the door.

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:crying:Awwwwwwwwwwwwww!,that was sooooooooooooooo saaaaaad,and sweeeeet! and...poooor Slu- -i mean Kate!

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As time went on, Kate and Nate were becoming closer and closer. They had been talking a lot more and spending more time together. The talk they had had months before really helped their situation a great deal. And they felt that the closer they got the better off Justin would be.

Nate was still seeing Janine, but he had been spending a lot of time with Kate and Justin which had put a damper on Nate's relationship. He was ready to break it off with Janine so he could be with Kate and and his son. Kate and Nate had talked about counseling so that things could work between them. Kate agreed to go through with it. Not only did their relationship need help, but Kate needed some serious help herself. Her behavior had been spiraling out of control and she wasnt just going down, she was slipping under. Nate had noticed it a while back, but not until Kate cheated on him with Kevin did Nate decide that Kate needed help. He had spent the last six months apart from Kate. And in those six months he searched long and hard for the right counselor. A counselor that could provide them with guidance for their relationship and at the same time help Kate with her sexual behavior.Nate had been calling counselor after counselor, searching for the right one. And he finally did. He gave Dr.Weston a call and set up an appointment for the following month.

The next day at work Nate made a trip to Kate's office during his lunch break. He knocked on the door. "Come in." Kate said. Nate opened the door and walked in. He took a seat. "What up?" Kate asked. "I found a counselor for us. She seems really nice and helpful." Nate explained. Kate nodded. "Did you make an appointment?" Kate asked. "The 15th of next month." Nate said. "Good. What about Janine? What's gonna happen with her?" Kate asked. Nate sighed. "I have to break it off with her. I care for her, you know? But shes not you. I cant love anyone else the way I love you." Nate explained. Kate smiled. "I feel the same way. I cant live without knowing that you'll be there. Without knowing that I can turn to you." Kate said. Nate nodded. "How did we end up like this? How did it get this bad?" Nate questioned. Kate shook her head and sighed. "Its my fault. I did this to us. I didnt mean to but things happen. I'm so sorry Nate. I'm so sorry I did this to you. I dont know what's wrong with me. I wish I knew Nate." Kate explained. Nate looked down. "Kate, I think you have a problem..." He said. Kate looked at him questioningly. "Meaning?" She asked. "I dont know. An imbalance maybe. You cant control yourself sometimes...which is probably why you ended up sleeping with Kevin. I mean...I dont know." nate explained. Kate sighed. "I know. I was denial for such a long time. I have...fidelity issues." Kate chuckled to herself. "Its not funny Kate. Your behavior could be very dangerous. Especially if it gets any worse." Nate said. kate looked down. "I know. I know..." kate said. "The counselor that I made an appointment with...she can help you with that. I picked her specifically because she san help you with whatever it is you need." Nate explained. "If you think I'm going to sit with this therapist and let her give me a sex talk, you're out of your mind." kate said as she put her glasses on and went back to her paperwork. Nate stood up. "You need help Kate and you know it." He said. Then he walked out the door. Kate sighed and sat back in her chair. Nate was right. She did need help.

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"If you think I'm going to sit with this therapist and
let her give me a sex talk, you're out of your mind."
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On the fifteenth of the next month, Nate went to see Dr.Weston by himself. He was very upset that Kate had bailed out on him. But he knew she'd come around.

"She didnt want to come. She said she didnt need you to give her a sex talk." Nate said. Dr.Weston chuckled. "I see. So, you wanna tell me what's been going on?" Dr.Weston said. Nate took a deep breath. "Well, since she and I have been together which has been about three years now, she's cheated on me three times with three different guys. One was our boss, another was an old friend of hers and the last one was my brother." Nate explained. Dr.Weston's jaw dropped. "Your brother?" She asked. Nate nodded. "Wow. So anything else?' Nate thought for a moment. "We have a one year old son. Um...we were separated for nine months once. We were engaged. And the whole time she was pregnant, she had no idea who the father was. Anything else you wanna know?" Nate said. Dr.Weston shrugged. "Other than all that stuff, what were some of the positive things about your relationship?" Dr.Weston asked. Nate smirked. "I loved her. I still do. I'll always love her. She's such a beautiful person inside and out. I've never met a person like that. And shes just...amazing. Shes an amazing person. We had great times together. We laughed...we cried. We just had good times." Nate explained. Dr.Weston smiled. "How about your sex life? Was sex a very large part of your lives?" She asked. Nate shook his head. "What does our sex life have to do with anything?" Nate asked. "I'm just trying to identify the root of the problem Nate." Dr.Weston answered back. Nate sighed. "Our sex lives were pretty active, I guess." Nate said. "How many times a week did you...?" Dr.Weston's voice trailed off. "More than twice a week." Nate answered. Dr.Weston raised her eyebrows. "Hmm, thats more than most couples I've counseled. I dont see why this relationship went sour. Were there ant arguments or anything?" Dr.Weston asked. Nate shook his head. "Nothing major. But she has a hard time controlling herself when it comes to..." Before Nate could finish his sentence someone interrupted him. "Sex." Kate said as she entered the room. "I cant control myself when it comes to sex." She said as she took a seat next to Nate. Dr.Weston was surprised to see that Kate was an older woman. "Well, its nice of you to join us. I'm Dr.Diane Weston. You must be Kate." Dr.Weston extended her hand to shake Kate's. "Nice to meet you." Kate said. "So why do you think its hard for you to control yourself particularly when it comes to sex?" Diane asked. Kate shrugged. "It feels good. I like men. Maybe a little too much. I really dont know." Kate said. "Well, thats a good start. At least we're trying to figure it out." Diane explained.

A while later, Kate, Nate and Diane were well into their session. "What you're doing could potentially be very dangerous Kate. Sleeping with whoever, whenever....its very dangerous.The diseases. There are so many of them. Its so easy to contract a disease thses days. You have to be careful." Diane explained."Why do you do it?" Nate asked. Kate shook her head and looked down. "I dont know. I honestly dont know..." Kate's voice trailed off. Diane sighed. "Okay Kate. Tell me about your relationship with Nate. What's it been like? How has he treated you?" She said. Kate nodded as she thought for a few seconds. "Our relationship, for the most part, has been a good one I must say. We've had our rough times just like anybody else but other than that its been good. He's so good to me. He loves me. I know he does." Kate explained. "Is that maybe why you cheat on him? Because you know he loves you no matter what?" Diane asked. Kate's eyes narrowed. "No. No..."Kate's voice trailed off as if to think about her answer. "You know, I really dont know anymore. I cant even believe I'm talking to a complete stranger about this..." Kate said as she stood up. Nate grabbed her arm. Kate looked at him. "Dont go." Nate said. Kate sighed and sat back down. "Kate, I'm not here to judge you. I'm here to help." Diane reassured her. Kate cleared her throat.

"Tell me about your lives together. Your living arrangements." Dr.Weston looked at the couple. Nate sighed. "Well, at first...I moved out of my apartment to live with Kate. We were on our own for a while. Then our friend Jinny came to live with us. She was having problems so she stayed with us for a while. " Nate explained. "Was it difficult having a third person live with you?" Diane asked. Nate nodded. "Yeah. She would complain abbout certain things like the fact that she could hear us having sex." nate said. Kate hit Nate's arm. "Nate!" Kate whined. Nate shrugged. "What? Its true. She complained constantly about us. It got really annoying. I really had a hard time with it but Kate felt the need to help Jinny." Nate further explained. Kate looked at him. "You're blaming me?"Kate asked. "No. Not at all. I'm just saying....you felt the need to help her which caused a little bit of a conflict. Thats all." Nate said sternly. Kate just shook her head. "So Nate, you're saying that the problem was that this person...uh...Jinny was living with you? Was that the problem?" Dr. Weston asked. "No. I just...it took our private time away. And I missed being alone with Kate. I missed our alone time." Nate explained. Dr.Weston nodded. "And then Jinny was in and out of rehab and we were alone for a while again. And that was good. But of course Jinny would come back. And then Kate got pregnant the first time. Soon after, she had a miscarriage. And that was hard to deal with. It was hard on Kate. Kate was on bedrest and she wasnt really giving me any attention. So I started looking in other places, which isnt like me at all. I love Kate so much but I just needed to know that someone cared about me and my partner CD...we've always had a good relationship. And I knew she had feelings for me so I took advantage of that. When I came home the night I cheated on Kate...she knew right away. I guess she could read me like a book. She was so angry with me. We argued and then I left. I came back that night after being with CD and I found Kate in bed with another man. I was so hurt but I guess I deserved it...." Nate's voice trailed off. Kate sighed as she reached for Nate's hand. "About that night, Nate. I felt so alone after you left. I kept pushing you away after I had the miscarriage. I was a wreck...an emotional wreck. I needed to know that someone cared too. I needed to feel loved. I needed to be held. So I called Mike that night. We went out to dinner and then we went back to the house and one thing led to another. And all of a sudden you walked in. I couldnt believe what had just happened and I'm sorry it did." kate explained. Nate nodded. "But that wasnt the only time you hurt me, you know." Nate started as he looked back up at the therapist. "So then after that nught....we separated for about nine months. During that time Kate was seeing Mike. I was living with CD but we werent sleeping with each other or anything. I was just living with her. And at work, Kate and I rarely talked. And if we did, it was job related." Nate explained. There was silence for a few moments while Nate prepared himself to tell the next part of this neverending saga."So at one point we got back together. And I thought we were fine. Then I caught Kate with Mike again. She had been cheating on me for months." Nate was beginning to get upset. "Nate, I cared for him. I couldnt just leave him. I..." Kate sighed and slumped in the chair. "But Kate, you were with Nate. You were cheating on him. Didnt you remember how you felt when Nate cheated on you?" Diane asked. "Yes, I remembered. But I had been with Mike for nine months. Was I supposed to just leave him?" Kate said. Nate nodded. "Yeah Kate. You were supposed to leave him for me. You know, and then after we "settle" things and I think everything's fine again...you continue cheat on me with Mike. I couldnt understand it. And then of course you end up getting pregnant again. How could you even think of bringing a child into the world without knowing who its father is?" Nate raised his voice. "Nate. Please." kate was having a hard time hearing nate talk about these things.

"What about Kevin, Nate's brother? How did that get started?" Dr. Weston asked Kate. Kate sighed. "It wasnt supposed to happen. Kevin moved in and we had gotten along before that but now that he lived with us it was different. He and I came home from work at the same time. We spent a lot of time together. And one night, he was helping me wash dishes and we kissed. I wasnt expecting it to happen. It just did. And as we kissed Nate came home. I told Kevin that it would never happen again. But as the months passed, the tension between us had become so intense. It was so thick you could cut it. There was a lot of sexual tension. A lot. He would touch me when Nate wasnt looking. Or when we ate dinner he would sit across from me and mess around under the table with his foot. It was like he wanted to get caught. He really wanted this affair to happen right under Nate's nose,. It was odd. He would constantly ask me to sleep with him and I kept telling him that it wasnt a good idea. And one night we were talking about something and he started caressing my arm. I got up and went upstairs. I was washing my face. And Kevin came in. He uh...he rubbed against me. I looked at him. He said he was just going to get a tissue. But then as he left the bathroom he rubbed against me again. I took his hand. And we started kissing and pulled up my skirt and lifted me up onto the sink. And whatever else happened. I'll spare you the details. But thats what happened." Kate calmly explained. Nate couldnt believe it. "He...he did those things to you? And you never told me?" Nate asked. Kate nodded. "Nate...I..." Kate just sighed. She didnt know what to say. "He wanted it so bad but part of me wanted it too. He reminded me so much of you, Nate. And you werent really paying attention to me." Kate said. Nate's eyes widened. "I wasnt paying attention to you? What do you mean?" Nate asked. "After I had Justin, it took us a while before we started um having sex again because I had the C-Section. We had sex twice in seven months. You worked a lot. You were never home. I missed us. I missed being touched and loved and wanted...." Kate's voice trailed off. "So, thats why you slept with Kevin because you figured he'd give you the attention that Nate wouldnt." Diane said. Kate nodded. "Do you regret it?" Diane asked. Kate shook her head. "No I dont." Kate took a deep breath. "Okay, so you dont regret sleeping with his brother?" Diane asked. Kate shook her head. "No regrets what so ever." Kate said. Diane looked at Nate. "How does this make you feel Nate?" Diane asked. Nate shrugged. "I'm not sure. I mean, I'm not angry but I'm not exactly happy about it either." Nate said. "How does it feel knowing that right after breaking up with you, Kate immediately jumped into a relationship with your brother?" Diane asked. Nate sighed. "I cant really say because I jumped into a relationship too. The night that we broke up, I was at a bar and uh...I met this woman and we went out to her car and...from that night until just recently I was seeing the same woman. So...it wasnt just Kate that jumped into a relationship. I did too." Nate explained.

About an hour later, the first session was pretty much over. "I think for the next session I'm going to bring in one of my male colleagues. I want to get a male's opinion on all of this. I do that a lot just so it seems fair to the couple. Is that okay with you guys?" Diane said. Both Kate and Nate nodded. "Okay, I'll see you next month then." Diane stood up and extended her hand. Nate shook her hand first, then Kate did the same.



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The next session came a month later. Kate and Nate met with Dr. Diane Weston and her colleague, Dr.John Donaldson. Both Kate and Nate were nervous about the the meeting. They werent even sure what to expect. They walked into the room together, holding hands. Dr.Weston and Dr.Donaldson stood up and smiled. "Hi, I'm John Donaldson." John said as she shook both Kate and Nate's hands. "I'm Nate and this is Kate." Nate smiled. Kate smiled as well. The four adults took their seats and the session began.

"Are you two living together as of yet?" Diane asked. Kate shook her head. "No, we thought it would be better if we had some time apart while we settled all of this." Kate said. Diane nodded. "That sounds like a good idea. How are things otherwise? With your son and all?" Nate sighed. "Well, I've been going over to visit and thats been going well. But my brother still lives with Kate and I really cant face him right now. Its still hard." He explained. John nodded. "Prior to this session, Diane explained the situation to me so I know about everything. And I think it would be a good idea if you talked to your brother. Just you and him. No one else. Just talk to him about everything." John explained. Kate nodded. "See, I told you." Kate said. Nate smirked. "You cant hate him forever Nate." Kate continued. Nate nodded. "I know." He said.

As the session progressed, the questions became more intense and required much more thought. The questions from Dr.Donaldson focused more on Kate and her thoughts and feelings more than anything. "What is it about having an affair that makes you do such a thing?" John asked. Kate sighed as she thought about her answer. "There's something about having an affair thats just so intriguing. The mystery of it and the rush that goes through you when you're with that other person. The idea of getting caught is....is scary yet exciting. There's just something about it. Everything makes you jump and its just very exciting. You dont ever know what to expect or whats coming next. I know it sounds crazy but its very thrilling." Kate explained with that trademark smirk on her face. Diane looked at Kate with raised eyebrows. "Well, um, well." Was all the Diane managed to say. She was speechless and so was John. Kate sighed, "I know its crazy." John cleared his throat. "Actually, no its not. Its not crazy for you but it might be for someone else. From what I understand, your relationship with Nate started out as an accident. As a one night stand, a fling. And as time went on he just began to grow on you and you fell in love with him. I think that the first night you slept with him, that was the first time you had felt that rush and excitement in a long time. And each time you began a relationship behind Nate's back, you were trying to find the rush and excitement all over again. And every time you didnt find it, you went back to Nate and in essence searched for someone else." John explained. Kate was trying to calmly take everything in without majorly freaking out. But after sitting for a while and thinking about it, Kate realized that Dr.Donaldson was right. She had been thrill-seeking the whole time. Kate nodded. "You're right. I was." Kate said as she looked down at the ground. Nate couldnt believe that Kate had just admitted what she did. As he was getting choked up, tears came to Nate's eyes. Kate looked over at him. "Sweetie, what's wrong?" She asked. Tears streamed down Nate's cheeks as he tried to say the words. "You never loved me?" He asked. "Nate, I love you. I've always loved you. You know that." Kate said as she started crying herself. "Maybe we should take a break." Diane suggested.

A few minutes later, after Kate and Nate gathered their emotions, the session began again. "You two alright?" Diane asked. They both nodded as they re-entered the room. "Did you talk?" John asked. They nodded once more. Kate and Nate had gone out into the hall and just cried in each other's arms. They needed to let it all out and they did. "Did you settle everything?" John questioned with raised eyebrows. Kate and Nate nodded. "Good. Now, let me explain why it might be so easy for Kate to have an affair where as its much harder for Nate." John said. "Okay." Nate said nervously. He wasnt sure what was going to be said but he could tell it wasnt going to be the most positive thing. "As far as I know, you Nate, havent had much stability in your life. Your father left when you were very young. Your mother had boyfriend after boyfriend. There was nothing steady about your life up until you met Kate. And Kate has been on her own a lot longer than most. She divorced early on and never remarried. For the most part, shes been an independent woman. Nate, all you've been looking for is a steady partner. Someone who'd be there for you. Someone like Kate who could provide that steadiness. And Kate is used to being able to do what she wants and not having to ask someone when she wants to do something. Its not that she has commitment issues or anything. I think she just forgets that now shes in a relationship that she has to think of the other person before she does something. And not only that but she was alone for a long time. She was used to jumping from relationship to relationship. And having a steady relationship is something she's still trying to get used to." Dr.Donaldson explained. Kate shook her head. "I dont think thats true. I mean, I was alone for a long time but that doesnt mean I cant get used to being in a relationship. And I didnt jump from one relationship to another. It was never like that. And I was never like this. I never cheated on anyone before." Kate said. "Just Nate?" Diane asked. Kate nodded."Well, I cheated on my ex-husband but he was cheating on me also. Thats how I met Mike. I dont really consider that cheating though." Kate explained. "But why me Kate?" Nate asked. Kate shook her head again. "Nate, I really dont know." Kate said.

After that emotional session, Nate and Kate realized that their relationship hadnt really been based on love, but on sex. It wasnt about how much they loved each other, it was how much they could get out of each other. Well, at least on Kate's part. Nate loved Kate with all of his heart. It was Kate that had the misconception of what their relationship was supposed to be. "You know, I cant believe you. I was just a thrill for you? God Kate." Nate complained as they walked out of the building an to the parking lot. "Nate, come on. Dont be like this." Kate said. Nate just shook his head. He sighed. "How are you getting home?" He asked. "Cab." Kate muttered. "No, let me take you. And maybe that way I can see Kevin and talk to him. You think he'd be up for that?" Nate said. Kate shrugged. "I dont know. Maybe I should talk to him first. See what he says." Kate said. "Yeah. Okay." Nate said as he opened the car door for Kate. Kate stepped into the car and Nate walked around to the other side. Nate started the car up and drove off.

The car ride for the most part, was pretty quiet but there was something on Nate's mind. He needed to ask Kate something. Kate could feel it coming. She knew he'd ask at some point. And Nate didnt trust her enough not to ask. "Are you still sleeping with my brother? I know you guys supposedly broke up but with you I can never be sure." Nate said. Kate's jaw dropped. "Excuse you. How dare you talk to me like that?" Kate said in astonishment. Nate sighed as he made a left turn. "Kate, I need to know so I can decide whether or not you're worth my time." Nate said sternly. Kate looked out the window. "We may have slept together once or twice in the past month." kate mumbled. "You may have slept together? You either did or you didnt." Nate said. Kate sighed but she didnt answer. "Are you worth my time or not Kate?" Nate asked as he stopped at a red light. Kate looked over at him. "Yes." She said in a whisper. "Then why are you doing this?" Nate asked. Kate just shook her head and kind of chuckled to herself. It wasnt that she thought it was funny, it was just that she couldnt answer that question even if she tried.

The rest of the ride home was extremely quiet and awkward. Nate pulled into the driveway of Kate's house. Kate took her seatbelt off. "I'm gonna go in and talk to him first. Okay? I'm sure he'll talk to you. Just be nice." Kate smirked. Nate nodded. "I will be. Dont worry." Nate said. Kate winked at him and got out of the car.



Boring. I know. You dont have to tell me.

Okay 2 sum up what the therapists said......Kate's a slut!!
wich is what I've said all along!...

And Yes! She's worth Nate's time!

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Tara great job! I love the fact that you used the name " Diane Weston" after a character that Bonnie has played before in a movie. LOL.

Originally posted by Princess2003
Tara great job! I love the fact that you used the name " Diane Weston" after a character that Bonnie has played before in a movie. LOL.

;) I couldnt think of anything else. I was all out of "normal" names. lol.

Its still hard." He explained. "
Wow if, Kate still has Nate Hard, and she isn't even living with him she must be really REALLLY GOOD!

"You dont ever know what to expect or whats coming next."
Wow Kate is always wondering when she can come next...Damn Luky bitch! LOL j/k Can we tell I am having fun here?


But REALLY Great job Tara! Woooo I can't wait for more!!! And if I were Nate though someone would be DEAD! but if, you go that route then well................ You won't have much more fic...Well ya could.... Hmmmf an idea?????? LOL, and just think if ya did do somthing like that at least EMma might faint, and if, not just have Kate sleep with....Dr.John Donaldson mawhahahahahahahaha:p :p :p

Originally posted by Irish_Rose_Kate
Its still hard." He explained. "
Wow if, Kate still has Nate Hard, and she isn't even living with him she must be really REALLLY GOOD!

"You dont ever know what to expect or whats coming next."
Wow Kate is always wondering when she can come next...Damn Luky bitch! LOL j/k Can we tell I am having fun here?


But REALLY Great job Tara! Woooo I can't wait for more!!! And if I were Nate though someone would be DEAD! but if, you go that route then well................ You won't have much more fic...Well ya could.... Hmmmf an idea?????? LOL, and just think if ya did do somthing like that at least EMma might faint, and if, not just have Kate sleep with....Dr.John Donaldson mawhahahahahahahaha:p :p :p :rotflmao: :rotflmao: :rotflmao: :rotflmao: :faint: ;)










Delayed reaction : images just apeared.......:wallbang

Hehe I am GOOD in every since of the word!

Originally posted by Irish_Rose_Kate
Hehe I am GOOD in every since of the word!


*ahem!* I'ma disregard a couple of those senses.......lil 2 much info,my dear friend.....;) :crazy:

Originally posted by Irish_Rose_Kate
Its still hard." He explained. "
Wow if, Kate still has Nate Hard, and she isn't even living with him she must be really REALLLY GOOD!

"You dont ever know what to expect or whats coming next."
Wow Kate is always wondering when she can come next...Damn Luky bitch! LOL j/k Can we tell I am having fun here?


But REALLY Great job Tara! Woooo I can't wait for more!!! And if I were Nate though someone would be DEAD! but if, you go that route then well................ You won't have much more fic...Well ya could.... Hmmmf an idea?????? LOL, and just think if ya did do somthing like that at least EMma might faint, and if, not just have Kate sleep with....Dr.John Donaldson mawhahahahahahahaha:p :p :p


OH MY GOD. :lol:

mrah...

Kate used her key to open the door. She found Kevin playing with the baby. She smiled to herself. She walked over to Kevin and put her hands on his shoulders and rubbed them. "Hey." She said, "How are my boys?" She asked as she leaned in and kissed his cheek. Kevin nodded. "Good. I didnt even know you were back. I didnt hear you come in." Kevin said. Kate walked around to the other side of the couch and sat down. Justin waddled over to her. "Oh come here sweetie." Kate said as she put her arms out for Justin and picked him up. Then she looked over at Kevin. She sighed. "Nate's outside. He wants to talk things out with you. He wants to make peace Kevin." She explained. Kevin looked at her in disbelief. She nodded to reassure him. "Should I tell him its okay to come in?" Kate asked. Kevin nodded.

A few minutes later Nate had come into the house and settled down with Kevin at the kitchen table. "I'll just be upstairs if either of you need me." Kate said as she walked out of the kitchen with Justin.

"Kevin, we really need to talk. I..." Nate just sighed. He wasnt even sure what to say. "Look man," Kevin started, "I know what I did was wrong and I'm really sorry. I dont know what I was doing. I dont know what I was thinking that night. I just...I had been fighting all these feelings and emotions and I just couldnt fight it anymore. Kate's an amazing woman Nate. I'm sure you know that. I just...I dont even know what I'm getting at..." Kevin explained. Nate sighed as he tried to take it all in. "I understand where you're coming from but you could've had some respect for me and my family. Just a little bit of respect for the hard work I've put into my relationship with Kate." Nate explained. Kevin sighed. "You're right. I should have had more respect for you. I was being a jerk and I'm sorry for that but she and I have something going here. We're good together." Kevin said. Nate looked at him questioningly. "She said you guys werent even together. That you just slept together maybe once or twice." Nate said. Kevin shook his head. "Thats not true man. We've been together for a while now." Kevin said. Nate got up from the table and walked up stairs.

He found Kate playing with Justin in the nursery. "I need to know." Nate said in an almost ghostly voice. Kate looked up at him and her eyes met Nate's blank ones. "Know what?" Kate asked as she got up off the floor. "I'm gonna ask this one more time and you'd better give a straight answer." Nate said sternly. Kate's eyes narrowed. "Are you sleeping with my brother?" Nate asked. Kate looked down at the floor and then back up at Nate. "Yes." She mumbled. Nate gently grabbed Kate's chin. "Dont ever expect me to come back to you. This is it Kate. I'll continue to work for you but this relationship is over." Nate expained. "Nate, you're making a mistake." Nate shook his head. "I dont think so. I have to do this. For me and for Justin. He doesnt need to be around this. I'll be coming back for him so pack his things." Nate said. Kate just shook her head as she started to cry. "You cant do that. You cant take him from me." Kate mumbled. "Yes I can. Take me to court if you want. I have rights as his father. And I think you're an unfit parent. Sleeping with his uncle while still having a relationship with his father? He's gonna be one confused child if he continues to live like this." Nate didnt even wait for Kate's reaction before he walked away. Kate picked Justin up and followed Nate downstairs.

"Nate." Kate called out to him. Nate turned around. Kate looked at him with a sadness in her eyes. "What?" Nate asked. "Take him now. I'll pack his things." Kate said as she handed Justin over to Nate. Kate made her way upstairs to Justin's room. As she packed all of his belongings she thought about what she was doing. "I'm letting my son go," she thought, "What kind of a mother am I? Maybe this is the best thing for him. When he grows up he'll understand. He'll understand that I did it for him. Because it was the best thing I could do for him. He'll understand." Kate tried to convince herself that what she was doing was the right thing but in her heart she knew it wasnt.

A few minutes later Kate entered the kitchen and sat down at the table with the Basso brothers. Kate just shook her head. "I have to do what's right for Justin and what's right for me." She started. Kevin and Nate waited for more of an explanation. Kate sighed and looked over at Kevin. "I know that you have nowhere else to go and I'm sorry that I have to say this but...I have to ask you to leave. I'm a lot of things, you know. I'm a woman, I'm a cop, I'm a boss, I'm a lover but theres one thing that I am that is above all that. I'm a mother Kevin. I need to be there for my son. I need to make the right choices for him. And seeing you and sleeping with you and having you live with us...isnt the right thing. I have to do whats right for him. And I'm very sorry that it has to be like this. You need to find a place to stay other than here. I'm sorry." Kate explained. Kevin just nodded. He understood completely and he respected Kate for being more than a woman and doing what was best for Justin. Nate was astonished. He couldnt believe Kate was being so brave and bold about something like this.

Then Kate turned to Nate. "I can understand if you dont ever want to be with me. I know I've hurt you and I'm pretty sure you've heard my apology speech a million times. I know that saying sorry doesnt mean anything anymore. After all those times I apologized and then went behind your back and hurt you all over again, I can understand if you cant forgive me. But I ask that you dont take your anger out on Justin. I know you wont but I need to say it. We have to be fair to him. We have to be parents. And we have to be friends...for him." Kate explained. "I'm more than willing to do whatever it takes to give my son a good life. And if it means going to a therapist or two so his parents can reconcile their differences or separating or whatever, I'll do it. But just know that I still love you with all my heart. Thats why its so hard to forgive you." Nate said. Kate smiled as she wiped her tears.


:rolleyes: what a mess...lol.

:crybaby: That was amazing! And very very...
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Okay so Emma's calling this post the end of an era. I suppose it is. This isnt the end of my fic, just the end of the beginning. So enjoy...:)


Over the next few months, Kate and Nate continued their therapy sessions. Dr. Diane Weston and Dr. John Donaldson spent a sufficient amount of time with Kate and Nate. Now, the sessions were longer and more frequent. Two and a half hours at least once a week. It soon came to a point where Kate and Nate were separated and Dr. Weston took over Nate's case and Dr.Donaldson took over Kate's. Each doctor worked carefully with their clients. They really got to know them and got into their heads. Then came the session in which Kate and Nate were reunited with both doctors present.

"So, I understand that you two are living together now. How is that going?" John asked. Kate and Nate nodded. "Its great. Its great having him back. I've missed him." Kate said with a warm smile on her face. "Thats good." John said. "Kate, how have your sessions with John been going? What have you learned?" Diane asked. Kate took a deep breath. "I've learned that I am one hundred percent responsible for the problems in my relationship with Nate. I've also figured out that I do truly love Nate and that I hurt him because I love him. I hurt him because I know he loves me. And I do it as a test...to see if he'll still be there when everything falls apart. And I've come to realize that he has been there when things fall apart. He's been there through everything. And I've come to appreciate that." Kate explained as she held Nate's hand.

"Nate, what have you learned from your sessions with Diane?" John asked. Nate sighed and he sat in silence for a few soconds to gather his thoughts. "I've learned that I am one hundred percent responsible for the problems in my relationship with Kate. I've learned that I am not just the victim here, but the perpetrator as well. We've both made mistakes and those mistakes brought us here. Our problems arent just Kate's fault because I did a lot of wrong too. I stopped paying attention to her. I neglected her and thats no way to treat such a beautiful human being. And the last thing I've learned is that I truly love Kate. And that no matter what happens, I have the strength to be there for her when she really needs me." Nate explained. John and Diane both nodded and smiled. "Thats good. You both have made so much progress since you first came here. But what about your brother Nate? Where is he? How is he doing?" John asked. "Well, he found an apartment near the station. He’s still working with us and everything. He’s doing just fine. And we’ve been getting along really well. And I’m thankful for that…" Nate nodded as he finished explaining.

"Would you two say that you’ve reached your goal during these sessions? Are you happy?" Diane asked. Both Kate and Nate nodded. "Our relationship now is everything I’ve ever wanted. I’m happy with Nate and our son and our lives together. And I’m happy with who I am. As cheesy as that sounds I really am truly happy." Kate explained. Nate nodded. "Me too."


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That was sooooooo sweeeeeeeeeet Twinny!
A lil short, but GREAT!

And yes,it is the end of an era! *sighs reminscently*The Kate=slut/Nate=doormat era! Great times it was! GREAT times!! FUNNY times!!:rockon: :rockon: :clap :clap :clap :clap :yourock:

And heheheheeeee......since i know what happens next....heheheheeee!...Can't wait 2 actually read it!!!:D

^^ yeah what Emma said! That was truely great Tara! So happy that they are finely happy;) Shame on Tara you ended all the slutness :( But I am sure you will add something else!


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Not exactly the way I wanted it to turn out but its good enough...

Kate woke up from her nap on the couch fully dressed in her work clothes. She sat up on the couch and looked around the living room, her eyes half open. The house was dark and quiet. She then stood up and went to the kitchen for a glass of water. She looked at the clock in the kitchen. It read Ten o'clock on the button. Kate raised her eyebrows. She had been sleeping for nearly three hours.

Kate made her way upstairs to look for Nate and Justin. She walked into the nursery only to find that it wasnt a nursery. It was an office. Kate was confused. Then she went into the bedroom and Nate wasnt there. Neither were any of his belongings. Kate was once again confused. She sat down on the edge of the bed recalling the events of the day.She had barely talked to Nate that day and the baby topic never even came up. Kate thought this was kind of odd.

Kate now had a massive headache. So she went to the bathroom and into the medicine cabinet to find some aspirin. She was really confused and really had know idea what was going on. She shook her head. Then she decided to take a shower.

A while later, she was dressed in her pajamas and ready to do some paper work that she had forgotten to finish at work. She still had no idea what was going on. Nate hadnt even left a note. Then it dawned on her as she came across one of Nate's case files. It was all a dream.

The entire thing had been a dream. She hadnt even had the slightest bit of a romantic relationship with Nate Basso. And she obviously hadnt had a child with him. Kate just shook her head and kind of chuckled to herself. But it wasnt all that funny. That dream had been so real. CD had even been there and CD hadnt been working for her for months. And Raina was still an officer, not an inpector the way she is now. Kate couldnt believe she had had such a vivid dream about her and Nate. Kate sighed and smiled to herself as she thought back to the dream. It wasnt such a bad dream. She was actually quite happy and excited that it had occurred. But it did make her wonder. Was there an underlying message? And if so, what did it mean? Or was it just some freak thing that happened on its own? Kate wondered about all these things. But deep down she knew there was something about that dream that was different. It had been too real a dream for her not to feel something toward Nate. Now she couldnt wait to see him.

The next day at work, Kate was kind of nervous. But why? Nothing had happened between her and Nate. She shouldnt have been nervous. It was no big deal. She just had a dream about her inspector. But the thing that got her was that it was a very sexual dream. What was that supposed to mean? Did that mean something was going to happen between the two of them? Or that she was supposed to pursue him? Or what? She had no earthly idea what her dream had meant. But she figured she would find out soon enough.

Kate walked into the bullpen and greeted everyone as usual. And as usual, Stacy was following her around asking her questions and trying to be "helpful" as Stacy put it. But Kate really didnt want to be "helped" that day. As much as she appreciated it, she had to tell Stacy to lay off a bit.

Kate spent most of the day in her office making the occasional phone call and mostly doing paper work. Every once in a while she'd look up from her desk and see Nate talking and joking around with the rest of her inspectors. Kate smirked as she watched him. She admired his sense of humor and how great he was with everyone, especially the women of the division. He was caring and understanding and most importantly, he wasnt a jerk. She liked that about him but it wasnt until now that had come to that realization.

Kate was relatively sure that she was going to try and get Nate's attention. But how? How could she get his attention without making it so obvious? Maybe she just shouldnt at all. But she had this nagging feeling that she should. Not just because of the dream, but because she had felt a bit of an attraction to him for quite awhile now. The dream had just accelerated that attraction. But Kate wasnt even sure if Nate was single nor was she sure whether Nate was attracted to her at all. Kate just sighed and went back to work.


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That night as Kate was leaving her office, she bumped into Raina who was still working. "What are you still doing here?" Kate asked. Raina looked up at the Captain. She shrugged. "Just finishing up some work. You know, getting things done." Raina said. "Yeah I know how that is." Kate chuckled. Raina nodded. "So I heard that Amanda took Katie-Ann back. I bet you miss her, huh?" She asked. Kate frowned and sighed. "Yeah. I miss my little girl." Kate said. Raina nodded. "How's Nate doing? I didnt talk to him all day." Kate asked. "He's doing okay. Workin' hard." Raina smiled. Kate nodded. "Is he um...still dating that nurse? What was her name? Diane or something?" Kate asked. "Suzanne." Raina corrected, "They broke up a while ago. He's a free man." She finished. "Hmm. Sorry to hear it. Well, 'night Raina. See you tomorrow." Kate said as she headed out of the bullpen. "Goodnight Cap." Raina called after her.

On the way home, Kate thought about the dream she had the night before. All she could do was smile to herself. That dream was really something. She couldnt get it off her mind. And she couldnt stop smiling or thinking about Nate. It was quite strange how things were suddenly playing out. Kate was attracted to Nate in every sense of the word. And the dream helped her realize that. Kate chuckled to herself as she thought about what it would be like to have a relationship with Nate. She barely knew him as a human being. She was only his boss and she hadnt really gotten all that personal with him. Sure, they talked and joked around and they all worked closely together, but Kate had no idea what he was like outside of work. Kate didnt make it her business to meddle in someone else's life unless she felt it was necessary. And Nate hadnt done anything wrong and he didnt pose as a threat to the progress of the division, so why meddle?

After grabbing a bite to eat and showering, Kate got into bed with a book in hand. She opened to book and began to read where she left off, but soon she stopped. She looked around the room. It was so quiet. And empty. Usually, she would have been playing with Katie-Ann or just putting her to bed. But since Jill took her back to L.A, those activities were no longer part of her routine. She missed Katie-Ann. She really did. And now without having her there Kate was quite lonesome. She longed to have someone else around, someone to spend time with. And she couldnt dare call Louis up. Not after the hell he had put her through the last time they tried to work things out. And Ross. Poor Ross. Kate had left him for Louis. What a mistake. Or maybe not. Kate laughed as she thought about Ross and how he fought Louis for her. "What an idiot." She thought aloud. And then there was Allen O'Connor. He had been twenty-one years younger than her. What was she thinking? Where was that relationship going to go? Nowhere. They had nothing in common. After all, he wanted to watch Austin Powers and she wanted to watch The English Patient. She did care for him though. But he had wanted to take their relationship places she didnt. She may have cared for him but she didnt love him. However, he did love her. What was he thinking? Kate shook her head and laughed once more as she thought about the men she had involved herself with.

Then Nate came to mind. There was something about that man that really caught her attention. But he was just about twenty years younger than she was as well. Kate shook her head. Of all people, why did he have to be the one she was attracted to? Kate sighed. What was she going to do about how she felt? And how would Nate feel if she tried to make a pass at him? Maybe she should just leave it alone and keep her distance. But deep down inside she knew she couldnt do that. There was still that feeling in the pit of her stomach. That gut feeling that was telling her to give it a try. But when and how?


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It was a dream??? Wow!!!!
Yes please post more soon, I want to see how Kate makes a pass at Nate! After reading your story for so long, going back to the first hook up should be good.
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*chants* Weh yo yo yo...

The next morning, Kate was handing out cases to her inspectors. Jinny had taken the day off to take the baby to the doctor and Magda wasnt partnered up with anyone. Everyone was seated at their desks and Kate was seated at the edge of Nate's as usual. Kate knew it was the wrong thing to do, but she decided to partner Magda and Raina up for the rape case they had gotten that day. "Raina and Magda, I want you two to handle this rape case." Kate said. Nate sighed. He really didnt want to sit around and do paperwork all day. "Oh, what's the matter Nate? Dont wanna do desk duty?" Kate said jokingly as she stood up. Nate looked up at her and chuckled. "Its boring Cap but its fine." He said. Kate put placed her hand on his shoulder and rubbed it gently. "Sorry Nate. But I want them on that case. When Jinny gets back, she'll take Raina's place. So its just for a day." Kate explained. Kate had done that on purpose. She figured that having him around for a day would give her a good start and trying to catch his attention. Maybe he'd even ask her to lunch if he didnt want to go alone.

As the day progressed, Kate had no such luck. He barely even talked to her that day. But at least she had the opportunity to put her hands on him. She made physical contact with him. She thought of it as a big deal but it really wasnt. "I'm being ridiculous." Kate thought to herself. "Its not that big of a deal." Kate chuckled and stood up from her desk. She put on her coat and heaved her bag onto her shoulder. She left her office and closed the door behind her. The bullpen was empty and she was the last one to leave. Or so she thought. She ran into Nate by the elevator. He was leaving too.

"Hey Cap." Nate smiled. Kate nodded. "Hey. You're leaving too?" She asked. Nate nodded. "Well, I'm not going home yet. I'm gonna grab a bite to eat first." Nate explained. Kate nodded once more. "Oh." She mumbled. "You, um, you wanna join me? I'm just going to Anchorside." Nate said. Kate smiled. "Sure. I'd love to." She said. "Alright then." Nate smiled. The elevator opened and the two police officers stepped inside.

At Anchorside, the two seated themselves at a table by the window. They ordered their food and some drinks. "So, how was desk duty today?" Kate smirked. Nate smiled. "Boring." Nate mumbled. "Can you imagine how I feel? I do paperwork all day. You dont hear me complaining." Kate joked. "Yeah, well. I like being out on the streets. Gives me a sense of adventure. Its exciting." Nate explained. Kate nodded. "Its also very stressful. I remember being out there. It was great but it catches up with you and you get tired, you know? I also didnt have much time for anything when I was out on the streets. I hardly saw my daughter. Barely spent time with her. I didnt have time for a relationship. It was hard. So, I'm glad you're enjoying being out there while you can. But my one piece of advice for you is not to let your job consume you the way I did. I was so caught up in my work that I forgot about the important things, the simple things in life. I regret that now. So, just keep that in mind." Kate explained. Silence fell over the table and Kate felt obligated to apologize. "Im preaching. I'm sorry." Kate chuckled. Nate shook his head. "No. No, I was just taking in what you said. Its true. And its too bad that when we make mistakes, we realize them later instead of while they're happening. I've had that happen to me way too much in my life." Nate said. Kate nodded.

The food arrived at the table only a few moments later. The two police officers began eating. "How's your sister? Irene, right?" Kate asked. Nate nodded. "She's doing great. I visit her every other weekend. Thanks for asking." Nate smiled. Kate nodded. "You dont have any other brothers or sisters do you?" She asked. Nate shook his head. "No. Why?" He asked. Kate shrugged. "Just wondering." She said. "Yeah, I uh...I heard that Katie-Ann isnt living with you anymore." Nate said. Kate grimaced. "Yeah, my daughter's lesbian ex-lover decided she wanted to take her back. I tried to fight for her, you know? But I guess I didnt fight hard enough." Kate said as she took a sip from her drink. Nate shrugged. "Dont worry about it. You did the best you could. Everyone knows you loved Katie-Ann more than anything and I'm sure Katie-Ann knows that too. So, dont worry about Cap." Nate reassured her. Kate smiled at him. "Thanks. I needed to hear that." She chuckled. Nate smirked. "Anytime." He said cheerfully.

Half an hour and four drinks later, Kate was a bit tipsy. She knew she wouldnt be able to drive home that night but she didnt want to ask Nate for any favors. Afterall, he had paid the bill for both of them at Anchorside and Kate didnt over step her boundaries by asking him to drive her home.

"Do you want me to drive you home?" Nate asked. Kate shook her head. "I'm okay. Really." Kate's words slightly slurred out of her mouth. But Nate insisted, "No. You cant drive like that. Let me take you home. Its really not a problem." He said. Kate sighed. "I really dont want to burden you but if you insist..." Kate said. "I insist." Nate smirked as he placed his hand around her waist and guided her to his car. Like a gentleman, he opened the door for her. "Thanks." Kate said with a smile. Nate shut the door. Kate sighed as she watched him walk around to the other side of the car. She really did like him and he had shown her quite a good time that evening at Anchorside. Nate stepped into the car and started it up. "You give me directions and I'll get ya there. Does that sound like a plan or what?" Nate asked with a smirk. "You got it." She said.

A while later, Nate pulled into Kate's driveway. "Not too shabby there Cap." Nate said in reference to her house. Kate smiled. "Thanks." She said as she took her seatbelt off. Nate got out of the car and walked around to the other side of the car. He opened the door for Kate, took her hand and helped her out of the car. Once again he put his arm around her waist and guided her to the front door of the house. Kate turned to him and smiled. "Thanks. I had a nice time." She said. Nate nodded. "Me too." He agreed. "There's a problem though." Kate said. "What?" He questioned. "I left my car back at the station. I cant get to work tomorrow without my car." She said. "I'll pick you up. How's that?" Nate suggested. "Okay. Thanks Nate." Kate smiled. "What time?" Nate asked. Kate shrugged. "Seven thirty? Is that too early for you?" Kate was trying not to cause too much of a fuss. Nate shook his head. "Not at all. I'll be here." He smiled. Kate nodded. "Okay. Thanks." She smiled.

With that said, Nate went back to his car and Kate went inside the house.


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*chants* Weh yo yo yo...


*chants some more* Oh ho oh ooh woah ho oh ooh woah oh ooh oh

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2nd: Whats up with the chant? Some sorta cult chant? A magic spell? Or have ya just fianlly lost what little mind ya had left, Twinny?;)

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2nd: Whats up with the chant? Some sorta cult chant? A magic spell? Or have ya just fianlly lost what little mind ya had left, Twinny?;)

Its from Shakira. She did that at the end of her concert. Go buy the DVD and see for yourself! lol. I had it in my head and I couldnt think of anything else to put so yeah...

Originally posted by consentida
Its from Shakira. She did that at the end of her concert. Go buy the DVD and see for yourself! lol. I had it in my head and I couldnt think of anything else to put so yeah...

LMAO!...i still think you're a nut ;)

Originally posted by MovieHuntress17
LMAO!...i still think you're a nut ;)

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Here you go young children....

The next morning, Nate arrived at Kate's house right on time. He rang the doorbell. Kate went to the door and opened it for Nate. "Hey." She smiled. "Morning." He said. "Come on in." She stepped aside and let him into the house. Nate just stood there with his hands in his coat pockets. "You're right on time." Kate said as she buttoned the cuffs on her blouse. "Yeah. I rushed out of the house this morning to get here." Nate said. "Oh, you didnt have to do that. You could have called me to tell me you were running late. I would've understood. You're the one doing me a favor so I cant complain." Kate explained. "I'll remember that for next time." Nate chuckled. "Have you eaten breakfast yet? Because I havent and I'm hungry." Kate said. Nate shook his head. "No. I havent." Nate said. Kate nodded. "You want me to make something? Or you wanna go grab something on the way? Or what?" kate asked. Nate shrugged. "Why dont we just grab something on the way?" Nate suggested. "Okay. Sounds good to me." Kate said as she grabbed her coat and put it on. Then she grabbed her briefcase. "I'll carry that for you." Nate said. Kate smiled. "No, its okay. I got it." She said. "Just thought I'd help." Nate smiled. "Thanks. I appreciate it." Kate said as she headed for the door.

They stopped at the bagel shop before going to work. They both got out of the car and walked into the shop. "I'll pay for breakfast since you payed for dinner last night. Okay?" Kate insisted while they waited on line. Nate nodded. "Fair enough." He said. "What do you want?" Kate asked. "Just a plain bagel with cream cheese and uh...coffee." Nate informed her. "How boring." Kate said. Nate looked at her questioningly. Then Kate started laughing. "I'm just kidding. Thats what I'm getting too." Kate said cheerfully. Nate chuckled. He had never seen this side of his Captain. She was joking around and care free.

Kate ordered the food and payed for it and the two police officers went back to the car. They got in and set themselves up to eat. "Hey, Nate. Thanks for last night. Thanks for bringing me home and everything. I know I was a little tipsy. I'm sorry. I shouldnt have been drinking last night." Kate explained. Nate chuckled. "Its okay. Really. I didnt mind. It was no big deal." Nate smiled. "Thanks though." Kate smiled back at him. Kate and Nate were surprisingly hitting it off. She had never sepnt any time alone with him, not ever. But this was just chumming around, being friends. There was nothing romantic about it but they were getting to know a little more about each other which was a good thing. Well, at least Kate hoped so.

Kate and Nate arrived at the division almost an hour late. Nate took his seat and Kate went to her office and put her stuff down. She walked out of her office to greet everyone. "Sorry we're late. I didnt have my car so Nate picked me up and we grabbed a bite to eat before we came here. So I apologize for the delay. Does anyone need anything from me?" Kate explained. Stacy jumped up. "I need your signature on this Captain." Stacy said as she handed Kate a clipboard. Kate signed the paper and gave the clipboard back to Stacy. Then she looked over at Jinny and Magda. "Jinny and Magda. Can I see you guys in my office?" She asked. Jinny and Magda stood up and went into the Captain's office. Magda closed the door behind her.

"You drove the Captain to work AND went out to breakfast together?" Raina questioned. "We went out to dinner last night too." Nate said. Raina started getting excited. "Ohhhhh. What happened?" She asked anxiously. Nate shrugged. "Nothing. I was actually gonna eat alone last night but she was on her way out so I just asked her to join me. No big deal. And then she had a few drinks and she was in no condition to drive home, so I drove her home. And since she didnt have her car this morning, I offered to pick her up. Thats all." Nate explained. Raina nodded. "So, what happened when you took her home?" Raina asked with a sly grin on her face. Nate sighed. "Nothing Raina. I walked her to the door. We made arrangements for me to pick her up and thats it. Nothing else happened." Nate further explained. "Uh huh." Raina muttered. "No really. You can go ask her. Nothing happened. It was just a friendly get together and she needed a ride home. So I drove her home, Raina. Thats all." Nate said.

Just then, Jinny and Magda walked out of Kate's office and sat back down. Magda turned to Nate. "So, whats going on between you and the Cap?" She asked with a smirk. "Yeah, what happened between you two?" Jinny jumped in. Nate sighed. "Nothing. She needed a ride home last night after having a few drinks, so I drove her home. And then I picked her up this morning because she left her car here last night. Thats all." Nate explained once more. "Okay." Magda said.

That afternoon everyone had left for lunch except Kate and Nate. Nate had been thinking about what the others were saying about him and Kate and he wanted to address the issue before leaving for lunch. He walked to Kate's office and knocked on the door. "Come in." Kate said. She took off her glasses and looked up at him. "Hi. What can I do for you?" Kate asked. Nate sighed. "Well Cap, since we came in this morning everyone's been questioning me on what's going on between us. I told them that nothing was going on. But they think that since I drove you to work this morning, it absolutely means we're dating or something..." Nate's voice trailed off. Kate chuckled. "Jinny and Magda asked me the same thing. I told them nothing was going on and that they were being ridiculous. I mean...us...dating. You've got to admit, thats pretty funny." Kate explained with a nervousness in her voice. Nate chuckled. "Yeah it is. So, are you coming to lunch?" Nate asked. Kate shook her head. "No. I have some work to finish up here. So..." Kate's voice trailed off. Nate nodded. "Okay. I'll uh...see you later I guess." He grinned. "Yeah." Kate said.

Nate left Kate's office and Kate went back to her work. They both had felt something in that moment they had just shared. A connection. It was quite strange for both parties, simply because neither of them knew what had just happened. They both had that feeling in the pit of their stomach; butterflies. They got nervous around each other and both tried hard not to show it. But sometimes it was nearly impossible.


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*Sings* I feel so foolish, I never noticed
You'd act so nervous, could you be falling for me?
It took a rumor to make me wonder
Now I'm convinced I'm going under
Thinking 'bout you every day
Dreaming 'bout you every night
Hoping that you feel the same way
Now that we know it, let's really show it, Darlin'





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That was great! Starting over again is so much fun!!

But, you must post more soon.
Samantha*

*sings*Ready or not, said here I come
And you cant hide
I'm gonna find you, and take it slowly
And you cant run away from these styles I got
Oh baby, hey baby cuz I got a lot

Okay...sry...the actual post:

In the weeks that came, Kate and Nate were becoming ever so close. They joked around more and Nate was even staying in for lunch to spend time with her. But this was all just chumming around. It still wasnt anything serious. Kate was quite pleased with the way things were turning. Nate really did show her a good time. He made her laugh and made her day a little bit brighter. He also gave her something to look forward to. She'd wake up in the morning and actually rush to get to work just so she could see him. Everyone else at the division was noticing the change in their relationship but they were reluctant to question it. They didnt want to get on anyone's bad side.

Nate was enjoying his new found friendship with Kate but he wanted something more. Like Kate, Nate wasnt sure if she'd reciprocate those same feelings. As a result of their uncertainty, a strong sexual tension developed between Kate and Nate and it was quite obvious to the others. The flirting, the joking around. People were taking notice. Kate, of course, realized this and decided it was time for her and Nate to have a talk.

In her office, Kate was seated at her desk and Nate was seated in one of the two chairs in the room. "Listen, I know theres nothing going on between us but we've obviously gotten quite close in the past few weeks. People are noticing the change and I think we're sending them the wrong message." Kate explained. Nate nodded. "What do we do then?" He asked. Kate shrugged. "How about instead of us staying here by ourselves, we go out to lunch with them? And maybe stop the joking around a little bit. I dont know. I mean, am I that different with you than I am with them?" Kate said. "I dont think you are. Maybe they're seeing something we dont." Nate suggested. "Like what?" Kate's eyes narrowed. Nate shrugged. He chuckled to himself. "I dont know." He said.

Throughout the day Kate thought about the conversation she had with Nate. Was Nate feeling the way she was? Did he want a relationship too? Kate hoped so. She wanted so bad to hug him and kiss him and touch him. And there were a few time where she almost did but she stopped herself. She could no longer control feelings and it was getting hard to be at work without making it so obvious. There were time at work where she would put her hand on his shoulder or rub his arm, and she was pretty sure that he was feeling what she feeling when she did those things. Nate, however, had never done anything like that. That was until that afternoon.

The group was gathered around Magda's desk listening to what she had to say about the case. Nate placed his hand on Kate's hip. Her body stiffened as she felt Nate's hand slide along her waistline. She didnt know what to think. She just smiled to herself. Nate kept his hand on her for a while. Right then Kate wanted to kiss him, among other things. Then Nate slipped his hand off her hip and walked back to his desk. Kate looked over her shoulder at him. And Nate looked at her. Both nodded and that was that.

Kate sighed as she watched Nate from her office. The moment they had shared earlier that day really made her want him even more. His hand on her hip, she knew wasnt just a friendly gesture. It was more than that. The tension between the two of them was really building into an unbearable desire. Just as Kate was staring at him from her office, Nate looked up from his desk and his eyes met hers through the blinds. Kate immediately turned her head away. She took a deep breath. Now he probably knew what she was thinking.

A few minutes later Nate entered Kate's office. Kate looked up and was a little startled by his presence. "Nate. What um...can I do for you?"She asked. Nate chuckled nervously. "Do you want to um...go out to dinner with me tonight?" He asked. Kate smirked. "Nate, we discussed this earlier." Kate said. Nate sighed. "I know. But um...I..." Nate's voice trailed off. Kate took off her glasses and looked up at him. "I know what you want. And I want it too. I want to so bad, you have no idea. But I cant, Nate. I cant do it." Kate explained. Nate sighed. "Okay. Fine." He said with a bit of disappointment. "Nate, if I could...I'd do it in a heartbeat." Kate said calmly. Nate nodded and left her office.

Kate put her head in her hands. She had just turned him down, but why? She wanted him so bad and now she turns him down? Kate felt so stupid. Kate shook her head in disappointment and aggravation. "Damn." She said aloud.

That night as she was leaving the station, Kate looked into the window at Anchorside. She saw Nate sitting at the bar downing a drink. Kate sighed and stood there watching for a few seconds. Then she decided to go in.

My AIM icon...just thought I'd share it with y'all...

YOU STOPPED THERE?!?!?!?!?!
TAREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo mean!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Originally posted by MovieHuntress17
YOU STOPPED THERE?!?!?!?!?!
TAREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo mean!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



EMMER!!! I had to!!! Its my job to be mean to you...:p

Seeeeeeeeeeeee!! I'M the GOOD twin!!!!!!!!:p :p

I like it! Now she gets to play hard to get!
I never new that I enjoyed them together so much.
But, you must stop posting such short ones.
Samantha*

AWwww this is sooo cute! LOL so when are they uhhh....gonna take action on the 'tension' between the two of them....and do the dirty???? hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe Tara we were just talking about this the other day I know ya have in ya! Just think of the WONDERFUL IMAGES you will be giving Emma! I am sooooooooooo sweet.



LOL POST MORE SOOOOON!

Originally posted by Irish_Rose_Kate
AWwww this is sooo cute! LOL so when are they uhhh....gonna take action on the 'tension' between the two of them....and do the dirty???? hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe Tara we were just talking about this the other day I know ya have in ya! Just think of the WONDERFUL IMAGES you will be giving Emma! I am sooooooooooo sweet.



LOL POST MORE SOOOOON!



Ahaha. :lol:

I was soooooo happy when I saw that consentida had posted again and then I saw that all you wrote was 'ahaha'!!!
What's up with that? Post more soon please!
I want to see what happens when Kate goes into the bar!!!!!
Samantha*

Originally posted by gonedark
I was soooooo happy when I saw that consentida had posted again and then I saw that all you wrote was 'ahaha'!!!
What's up with that? Post more soon please!
I want to see what happens when Kate goes into the bar!!!!!
Samantha*

I'll post more. I promise. lol. I'm actually three posts ahead so I could actually post a lot more but I drag it out to make all you people miserable. Just kidding. But yeah...I shall be posting shortly...

Come on now I'm not good at waiting!!! Post more soon!

*sings* This girl's too young to be singin' I love youuuuu...ahhh...


Kate walked over to to Nate and put her hand on his shoulder. She squeezed it gently. Nate turned his head just enough to see who it was. Kate smiled at him. "Hi." She said. Nate cleared his throat and grinned at her. "Hey." He replied. Kate slid her hand from his shoulder down his back and rubbed it gently. "Still up for having dinner?" She asked. Nate nodded. "Come on let's get a table." Kate said motioning toward an empty table in the corner of the restaurant.

The two ordered food and Nate ordered a drink. This time Kate had to be the designated driver. "I guess I'll be driving you home tonight." Kate said. Nate smirked and nodded. "I'm sorry." He apologized. "No dont be. I should be sorry. I'm sorry I turned you down earlier today. I'm just worried about what people are thinking. I've tried dating a guy at work. It was so uncomfortable. I just dont want to bring you into something and then have it backfire. I'm just looking out for you." kate explained. Nate understood everything she was saying. "Thanks then. But I'd still like to give a try." nate said. kate laughed. "Me too. I've wanted to for so long." She said. "Like how long?" Nate asked curiously. Kate shrugged and sat back in her chair. "Longer than you would've guessed." She said. Nate raised his eyebrows. "Hmm." Was all he could manage to say. "Yeah..." Kate's voice trailed off.
After dinner, the two walked outside. It was raining. "I love the rain. Its so..." Kate began. "Romantic?" Nate finished for her. Kate shot him a look. "Sorry." Nate said. Kate put her hand on his arm. "Its fine." She said softly. "Still need a ride home?" She asked. Nate shrugged. "If its alright with you." He said. Kate nodded. "Its perfectly fine." She said.

The two police officers walked to Kate's car. They both got in. "You give me the directions and I'll get ya there. Does that sound like a plan or what?" Kate joked remembering that he had said the same thing to her when he drove her home. Nate chuckled. "Sounds good to me." He said.

Twenty minutes later Kate pulled into the parking lot of Nate's apartment building. "Well, how are you getting to work tomorrow?" Kate asked. Nate looked at her and Kate already knew. He didnt even have to ask. "Seven thirty?" She asked him. Nate nodded. "Okay. Well, I'll see you then." Kate said. "See you then." Nate replied. The two stared at each other for a few seconds. Nate almost leaned in to kiss her but at the last minute decide not to. He opened the car door and got out. Kate drove off.


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WAY awesome!!!!!
but WAY too short!!!!!!

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You are such a tease saying that you were like 3 posts ahead and then posting a tiny ity bity little short one like this!!!!
I am really enjoying this story, so give me more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Samantha*

Here ya go. Thanks for the new page btw...

When Kate arrived at Nate's apartment building the next morning, he was already waiting outside. Kate parked the car and he walked over and got in. "Morning." Nate said cheerfully as he put his seatbelt on. Kate smiled. "Morning." She said. "Thanks for picking me up and everything." Nate said. Kate shrugged. "Oh, you're welcome. You did it for me so...I had to return the favor. Do you mind if we stop to get something to eat?" She said. "The bagel place?" Nate asked with a sly grin on his face. Kate chuckled. "Why not." She said.

Just like the last time the two ate breakfast in the car together. They talked and joked around a bit. "You know they're gonna suspect something's going on." Kate said. Nate chuckled. "They already do." He said as he took another bite of his bagel. Kate nodded. "Thats true." She agreed.

Kate and Nate arrived nearly half an hour late. As soon as they stepped into the bullpen, they were greeted with questioning stares from the curious faces of their colleagues. Both Kate and Nate just smiled and shrugged it off.

"You took her out to breakfast again?" Magda asked. Nate shook his head. "She took me." He grinned. Magda raised her eyebrows. "Oooh." Raina chimed in excitedly, "So, what happened?" She asked. Nate looked at her and shrugged. "Nothing. She picked me up, we ate breakfast and came here." Nate explained. "Okay then, Why did she have to drive you to work?" Raina asked. "Yeah." Magda backed her up. "Because I left my car here last night. We had dinner and I had a couple of drinks and she drove me home. Thats all. Really." Nate was getting a little bit frustrated. "You sure?" Magda asked. Nate shot her a look. "Yes. Now go back to work." He demanded. "Oh, he's even starting to sound like the Captain too." Magda mumbled. "I heard that." Nate called over to her.

That afternoon, everyone was gathered in the bullpen discussing cases. Everyone was in their usual spots and Kate was seated at the edge of Nate's desk. "So, you found nothing at the crime scene?" Kate asked Jinny. Jinny shook her head. "Not a thing." She said. "No witnesses, fingerprints, DNA...nothing?" Kate asked one more time. "Nope. Nobody heard or saw anything." Magda answered. Kate sighed. "What about you guys? Anything on that homicide?" Kate asked. Raina pulled out her case file and began looking through it. "Well, we have two witnesses coming in today. Apparently they both heard gunshots at apporoximately ten thirty Wednesday night." Raina explained. "And I just got a call a few minutes ago from a guy saying he saw a Hispanic male, late thirty's running the opposite way of the crime scene right after the shots were fired. So we're checking that out." Nate said. Kate nodded. "Good. Well, I guess I'll leave you guys to do your jobs. Good luck." Kate said with a bit of a chuckle as she began to stand up. Nate reached over and briefly touched her leg as if to tell her not to go. Kate looked at him, surprised. Then she looked around at the others to see if they had seen what had just happened. They hadnt, or so she thought. Nate slouched back in his chair. Kate motioned for Nate to follow her. Nate stood up from his seat and followed her.

She lead him out by the elevators. Both were silent for a few seconds. Neither knew what to say but both had the same thing on their minds. "What's happening with us?" Nate asked looking at the woman that stood before him. Kate just shrugged, "I dont know." She shook her head as an awkward silence fell over the two of them. Kate looked up at Nate and he looked at her as well. Reluctantly, Nate leaned in and gently pressed his lips against Kate's. They kissed for a few moments. Then Nate backed away. "I'm not sure we should be doing this." He said. "I'm not sure we should either." Kate confided in him. It was an awkward situation and neither of them was sure it was the right thing to do. But it felt right. The two kissed for a few moments more. It was good to finally do this. They finally stopped denying their feelings for each other. Kate pulled away from Nate. She looked at him and smiled. Then she wiped the lipstick from the corner of his mouth with her index finger. "That felt good, didnt it?" She asked. Nate nodded. "Finally, after all this time." He said. Kate nodded. She leaned in for one more kiss. "Come on, lets go back." She said with a smile.

The two police officers entered the bullpen acting as if nothing had happened. And they remained like that for the rest of the day.

That night, Nate stopped in Kate's office before he left. He peeked inside and knocked on the door. Kate looked up and took off her glasses. "You're leaving?" She asked. Nate nodded. "Yeah. I just...uh wanted to say goodnight." Nate said as he walked toward her. "Oh, well..."Kate's voice trailed off. Nate gently took hold of Kate's chin. Then he leaned in and kissed her. "Goodnight.: Nate said. Kate grabbed the collar of his coat and pulled him in for one more kiss. This time the kiss was longer. "Goodnight." Kate said just after pulling away. "See you in the morning." Nate smirked. Kate nodded.

Meh...that was boring.

Boring!?!?! Um....NOOOOOO!!! That was GREAT!!!
and very rooooomaaaaaantical!!
Post more SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

Thanks for the post, your welcome for the new page!!
I loved it! Not boring at all. Only to short.
More soon Please!!
Samantha*

awww tara how cute mushy mushy mushy....LOL but I still want more...even th ehhh mushy! *CRIES* I want NC 17 Mawhahahahahahahahahahaha ohhhhhh do I see an erotic DREAM comming on?????? hmmmmmf it's an idea....

Originally posted by Irish_Rose_Kate
awww tara how cute mushy mushy mushy....LOL but I still want more...even th ehhh mushy! *CRIES* I want NC 17 Mawhahahahahahahahahahaha ohhhhhh do I see an erotic DREAM comming on?????? hmmmmmf it's an idea....


OMG. ahaha.:lol:

I actually did write their first um...sexual experience together. But you'll have to wait.

Originally posted by consentida
OMG. ahaha.:lol:

I actually did write their first um...sexual experience together. But you'll have to wait.


aww I can't wait to read about their first!!!;)


and WAIT?!?!?!?!?! I am not good at WAITING! So get them fingers uh typing, and POST MORE NOW! hehehehehehehehehehe *Chants* NC 17 NC 17 NC 17

Originally posted by Irish_Rose_Kate
aww I can't wait to read about their first!!!;)


and WAIT?!?!?!?!?! I am not good at WAITING! So get them fingers uh typing, and POST MORE NOW! hehehehehehehehehehe *Chants* NC 17 NC 17 NC 17

Oh trust me,Michelle....you'll like it! *smirk* veeeeerryyyy steamy and roooomaaantical,and pretty close to NC 17! ;) :D

Originally posted by MovieHuntress17
and pretty close to NC 17! ;) :D


Oh shut up. :p

Originally posted by consentida
Oh shut up. :p

Okay,Tarer. Just try and make me.:p :p

I can't wait to read about their first time!
Please post more soon.
Samantha*

ohhhhhhhh here's an idea......... SInce you have wrighten more why don't you post more????? huh? huh? huh? post more post more post more post more post more post more post more post more post more post more.

hmmm I thought maybe you didn't get my last post so I am posting again...So POST MORE! or or or or I can't think of a threat at the moment LOL

Hmmmmmmm or maybe I am trying to give ya a new page!!!

Who knows though cause I am crazy crazy for feeling so BLUE....cause you didn't give me mroe fic

Could this be it could this be the new page??? I am to tired to count....

Wow I am good!!! heheheheheheh New page means MORE FIC!!!!

New page. Woo!!! Thanks Mich. I shall post once I know where the hell I'm going with this fic. lol.

I say you go to bed with the fic mawhahahahhaha I get the feeling that by tomorrow I am gonna regret posting thta maybe.

Originally posted by Irish_Rose_Kate
I say you go to bed with the fic mawhahahahhaha I get the feeling that by tomorrow I am gonna regret posting thta maybe.

I always figured you were kinky. But you just took it to a new level......how's she gonna go to bed with her fic? Print it out?......YIKES talk about a painful paper cut!!!

Please give me more.
I really want to hear about thier first time!!!!!!


Please please please please give me more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Samantha*

This post is garbage...you shouldnt even bother reading.

The next few weeks were definitely a few good ones for Kate and Nate. Every day was the same; work, lunch, work, dinner together, then the goodnight kiss that both looked forward to. But Kate was ready to take the next step. She hadnt discussed it with him yet, but she was ready and willing. Nate kind of dreaded the day that she'd approach him. He could tell she wanted more. But Nate wasnt exactly ready for it. He was still uncertain about the entire relationship. Dating his boss was never really something he wanted to do, but it had happened and there was nothing he could do about it. But Nate wasnt exactly upset about the situation either. He liked Kate. He really did. And he was attracted to her but he did feel a little weird about it.

Kate opened the front door of her house and went in. Nate followed behind her. "Are we ordering out tonight or do you want me to cook?" Kate asked as she put her briefcase down and took her coat off. Nate shrugged. "It doesnt really matter. It would be nice if you cooked but I know you're tired." Nate said as he rubbed her arm gently. Kate smirked. "I'm not all that tired. I can cook if you want." Kate said. Nate shook his head. "Let's order out. Its quicker that way." Nate suggested with a smile. Kate nodded. "Okay. Just let me go upstairs and take a quick shower. In the mean time, decide what you wanna eat." She said as she headed upstairs. Nate nodded.

A few minutes later, Kate had finished showering and she had changed. "Do you know what you wanna eat?" Kate asked as she approached Nate who was sitting at the dining table. She put her hands on his shoulders and massaged them. Nate shrugged. "Eh. I'm not really sure. What do you want?" He asked her, leaning his head back so he'd be able to see her. Kate looked down at him, smiled and kissed his forehead. "Hmm. Italian?" She asked. "Sounds good to me." Nate agreed as he handed her the cordless phone. Kate took it and dialed the number.

A while later, the food had come and Kate and Nate were eating their dinner peacefully at the table. "So, how was your day?" Kate asked. "It was alright. You know, the usual. Nothing all that interesting." Nate explained. Kate chuckled. "Yeah, I know." She said, standing up from her chair and picking up her plate. "You done?" Kate asked, referring to Nate's meal. Nate nodded and handed his plate to her. Kate took the dishes to kitchen and placed them in the sink. She turned around and looked over at Nate who was still seated at the table. "So, what do you wanna do now?" Kate asked. Nate shrugged. "We could watch t.v. or go for a drive or..." Nate's voice trailed off as soon as he ran out of ideas. Kate walked over to him. "Can we talk?" Kate asked. Nate looked up at her. "Sure, What about?" He asked. Kate motioned for him to follow her to the livingroom. She seated herself on the couch and Nate did the same.

"What's up?" Nate asked. Kate sighed. "I know we havent been together long but um, I think we should uh...you know, take the next step in our relationship." Kate explained. Nate looked at her with raised eyebrows. He wasnt surprised but just kind of stunned at how blunt she was being about it. "What? You dont want to?" Kate asked, seeing Nate's expression. Nate shook his head. "No, its not that. Its just um...you know. Its just that uh...you sure you're ready?" He said. Kate put her hand on his. "If I wasnt ready I wouldnt have brought it up. Are you ready?" She asked. Nate really didnt think he was but he didnt want to disappoint her. He sighed. "I dont know." He said. Kate smirked. "Well, lets find out." She said as she climbed on top of him.

Kate began kissing him passionately. Nate was returning the favor. Kate slipped her shirt off and began taking Nate's off too. Once she did, she ran her hands over her chest. She looked at him and smirked. Then she began kissing him again. She soon buried her head in his shoulder, kissing his neck. Nate did the same to her. Then Nate stopped and gently pushed her away. Kate looked at him, confused. "What's the matter?" She asked. Nate sighed. "I dont think I can do this. I shouldnt be touching you like this." Nate said. Kate sighed. Then she unsnapped her bra from the front, leaving her chest bare. She took Nate's hand, placed it on her breast and held it there. "I want you touch me. I want you to put your hands on me." Kate said in a whisper. Nate looked at her then looked at his hand which was still on Kate's breast. He ran his thumb over it. Kate smiled.

Nate pulled out a condom from his back pocket. "Wait...let me put this on." Nate said. Kate looked at the condom and then at Nate. She took the condom from him and threw it to the side. "You dont need it." Kate said. Nate looked at her questioningly. "Why?" Nate asked. Kate smiled. "I trust you." She answered.

Kate slipped the rest of her clothing off while Nate struggled to unbuckle his belt and unzip his pants. Kate gasped as she began her slow movements. Nate just watched her, trying hard to control himself. But he couldnt help it.

A while later, the situation had intensified and Kate and Nate were really going at it. Both of them had lost any sense of control that had been left. Both were being extremely loud. Finally, Kate threw her head back, calling out Nate's name as Nate let out a grunt. Kate buried her head in his shoulder, breathing heavily and her body trembling.

"That was amazing." She said to him, her head still buried in his shoulder. Nate kissed her neck and shoulder. He didnt say a word. He stood quiet for a while, thinking about what had just taken place and how good it had been. Kate looked up at him. She put her hands on his face and kissed him passionately. And that was that. Nate spent the night at Kate's house. Kate was happy to have him stay.

Waking up the next morning, Kate looked over at Nate and smirked. She hadnt been with a man in a long while and it was good to know that someone still found her attractive. She ran her fingers through Nate's hair, he was still alseep. Then she kissed his lips gently. Upon feeling her lips on his, Nate slightly opened his eyes. Kate looked at him with a grin. "Wake up. We gotta get ready for work." She said. Nate turned his back to her and pulled the pillow over his head. "Its too early." He said in a groggy voice. Kate laughed. She pulled the pillow off of his head and threw it to the side. She began kissing his shoulder and neck. "You gotta wake up. We both cant call in today. It would be too obvious." She said as she continued kissing him. "It already is obvious." Nate said turning over to lay on his back. "I know." Kate said as she climbed on top of him. She kissed him. "So, how do you feel about last night?" Kate asked. Nate smirked at the thought. He placed his hand on the side of her face and stroked it with his thumb. "It was incredible. We should try it again sometime." He admitted. Kate chuckled. "It was...and we should." kate agreed with raised eyebrows. She leaned in and kissed him. Nate pulled away."How about now?" He suggested. Kate looked him, nodded, and kissed him once again. Then the couple disappeared under the sheets.


:lookaroun

That wasn't garbage,you just have no taste in fics,obviously. Because I thought that was great!!
And I have good taste in fics.
like i said b4 veeeerrrryyyy steamy,
and roooomaaaantical!!! post more SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

Oh yes I agree, garbage.

The kind I want to read over and over again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That was wonderful, thank you so much for posting, just the pick me up I needed today!!!!!
Again, WONDERFUL!!!!!!
Samantha*

yaaaaaaaay I got my NC 17 LOL! Awsome job, can't wait for more!

It's been days and days!!
Please post more soon, I'm getting restles!!!!!
Samantha*

You must have read my mind Samantha cuz just as you posted that I was just about to post so yeah...lol.

Kate and Nate never showed up for work that day nor did they call in sick. They had everyone talking back at the division. Everyone knew or thought they knew what had happened.

Kate and Nate on the other hand, had had a wonderful day. They spent most of the morning doing what they had done the night before. "You know, for someone who wouldnt even touch me last night you sure are warming up to me." Kate said with a chuckle as she rested her head on his chest while they lay in bed. "You're so aggressive. One cant afford to be shy with you." Nate said. "Ahh, but you like being 'agressed', dont you?" Kate asked. "By you? Damn right." Nate said with a grin. Kate looked up at him, smiled and kissed his lips gently. She pulled away from the kiss and sighed. "You're amazing." She said with a touch of sincerity in her voice. "In bed or as a person?" Nate asked, half joking. Kate laughed. "Both. You dont know how long I've wanted to be with you. I've wanted to touch you and do all these things to you for so long. I'm so glad I'm able to." Kate explained. "Really?" Nate asked. Kate nodded. "You know, ever since CD left, you've been there for me. You've helped me and guided me and that made me really appreciate you. And that appreciation...turned more into an attraction. So, I've been waiting a long time too. But in all honesty Kate, I'm still unsure about all this." Nate explained. "Nate, I know how you feel. I feel the same way. But please, dont fall in love with me. You cant. It'll never work." Kate said. Nate sighed. "But what if I already am?" He asked. Kate buried her head in his chest for a few moments then looked up at him. She just stood quiet. She didnt quite know what to say. "I'm sorry." Nate said. He didnt think she'd react that way. "No, its okay. I just um...I wasnt expecting that." She said.

After that, Kate and Nate never spoke of the "love" situation again. Kate didnt want to be "in love". She just wanted to be "involved" for now. She really didnt know how Nate felt. She wasnt sure she wanted to know. Kate was just having fun with Nate. Not that she didnt take it seriously but it wasnt like she wanted to settle down, move in with him and get married. Nate on the other hand was beating himself up because of what he had said to her. He didnt really love her. He just said it because it felt like the right thing to do. He cared for Kate but that was completely different. Caring and loving were two very different things in Nate's opinion. Even if he did love her, it wasnt the kind of love he had made it out to be that morning. He wasnt "in love" at all. He hoped Kate hadnt taken what he said the wrong way. He didnt want her to think he actually meant what he said.

Back at the division, everyone was still talking about the absence of both Kate and Nate. "They probably hooked up last night and were too embarrassed to face each other today." Jinny said. Magda, Raina and Stacy laughed. "I could actually see that happening. I mean, how would you feel hooking up with someone you worked with, let alone your boss, and then having to face them the next day?" Magda made a valid point. "They had to have known it was gonna happen sooner or later. They've been all over each other for a while now." Stacy added. Everyone nodded. "Maybe they just didnt want to see it, you know? Maybe they just didnt think of each other that way until recently." Raina suggested. "Maybe but if I were Cap, I would've at least thought about it. I mean, shes been single for a while now and he's single...you cant tell me she hasnt at least thought about it." Magda explained.

Kate and Nate had just sat down to a late lunch. They had spent a really nice day together and it was good to get to know a little bit more about each other. Usually they didnt have time to sit and talk to each other about themselves, but that day served as the day they revealed most of their true colors. "So yeah, I was a junkie a few years back. I dont think I ever came forward and told you that." Nate said. Kate shook her head. "No you didnt." She smiled. Nate looked at her, expecting her to say something. "Your turn." He said. Kate sighed. "Well, you know I have a daughter and a granddaughter and stuff like that. I dont really have any dark secrets or anything. I've just been trying to live my life, you know? I dont really date all that much. I was with Louis for a while but you know, I just couldnt deal with him anymore." Kate explained. Nate nodded, knowing she hadnt had the easiest time with Louis. Silence fell over the two adults. At that moment nothing really needed to be said. But Nate decided to speak. "Kate, about what I said this morning...?" He started. Kate looked at him and nodded. "I didnt mean it the way you might have thought. I mean, I care for you but..." His voice trailed off. "I know. I was actually a bit worried that you might have been serious. I mean, I care for you too but isnt it a little early to be saying such things?" Kate asked. Nate chuckled a bit. "Yeah." He agreed.


Ahah...okay I know this is stupid but I made a soundtrack for my fic. Its just a compilation of songs that I think relate to my fic. I chose the songs really carefully because I wanted them to be songs that displayed Kate and Nate's point of views throughout the entire story. So if anyone wants those songs, PM me.:wave:

EDIT: If you want the songs you need to have Windows Media Player.

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY too SHORT!!!!!!!!!!

But AWESOME! And very funny,and sweeeet!!
post more sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn












hmmm,i dunno i don't think i put enuf 'oo's...

And I want the songs!

Thanks for posting right behind me!!!!!
I loved it, I thought it was very sweet.

Is it really sad that on a saturday night my excitment comes
from your posting? I think it is :(
But, thanks very much anyway!!!
Samantha*

Originally posted by gonedark
Is it really sad that on a saturday night my excitment comes
from your posting? I think it is :(
But, thanks very much anyway!!!
Samantha*


No. It just means I'm doing my job correctly. :)

Originally posted by consentida
No. It just means I'm doing my job correctly. :)

Now,when I tell ya your doing your job correctly,you're all "Nooo! My fic sucks! My fic sucks! Nooo!" Well now ya agree with me,but ya just couldn't believe it when I said it.....Thanks a lot Twinny! :p :p :p

At least ya finally agree your fic doesn't suck!










j/k i not mad;)

Neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew Paaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaage!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Heheheheee ;) I think now is when you're supposed to post more..but you're not online,so i gues sit can wait a lil bit.

Originally posted by MovieHuntress17
Now,when I tell ya your doing your job correctly,you're all "Nooo! My fic sucks! My fic sucks! Nooo!" Well now ya agree with me,but ya just couldn't believe it when I said it.....Thanks a lot Twinny! :p :p :p

At least ya finally agree your fic doesn't suck!


No I still think it sucks. But at least it sucks enough to be interesting.:p

Originally posted by consentida
No I still think it sucks. But at least it sucks enough to be interesting.:p :rolleyes: :rolleyes: :rolleyes: :rolleyes:
It does NOT suck!!!!

at least ya admit it's interesting.....

Since last night when I asked for more, and you posted it in minutes I'm trying this again. :p

Post more soon please! lol.
Samantha*

Originally posted by gonedark
Since last night when I asked for more, and you posted it in minutes I'm trying this again. :p

Post more soon please! lol.
Samantha*


hey samantha I don't think she listend, maybe you should tell her again!!! LOL


Yo yo yo ho! j/k errrooops I mean tara Kate's the ho...wait...yeah... I think...okay anyway I am to tired to think so I think in my confusion or becasue I am so confused I think you should post more...it would really help me become less confused...LOL make since?????

Alright one more time,
Please post more soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I want more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Samantha*

Okay...so I admit it...I'm slacking. lol Sorry. I do have something to post but I wont post it until I'm at least two posts ahead because thats just the way I work now. Plus, I feel like being mean and dragging it out and making you people suffer.;)

Now thats just not fair!!!!!
I want more now.
Samantha

Originally posted by consentida
Okay...so I admit it...I'm slacking. lol Sorry. I do have something to post but I wont post it until I'm at least two posts ahead because thats just the way I work now. Plus, I feel like being mean and dragging it out and making you people suffer.;)

Ta, you...you...you...gaaaah!Bad twin!! Thats sooooo mean!!!!

















oh wait...i think i read some of the next post. Heheheheee

;) :p...

Hay man, I'm not to good with the waiting!!!!!!
I want more please. This is a new page and the only thing on it are replies!! Come on now, hook me up, please.
Samantha*

Well since certain people are rushing me...:p

The next day Kate and Nate actually showed up for work. It was the first time in weeks that they hadnt showed up together. Nate had even come in a bit later than Kate. "Hey, you're late." Jinny said to him. Nate looked at her. "I know. I woke up late this morning." He said. "What happened to you yesterday? Both you and Cap were out." Jinny asked. "I was feeling a little out of it yesterday. I really didnt feel like coming in. I dont know what happened with Cap though. I didnt talk to her yesterday." Nate explained. The act he was putting on was so good that it was almost believeable and something about it struck Jinny a little funny.

The Captain came out of her office and looked around. "Mr.Basso?" Kate said. Nate looked up at her. "You're late. Did I not make myself clear when I told you all to be here on time especially when you're working on a case like the Jefferson case?" Kate was clearly very annoyed that morning. "I'm sorry Cap. It wont happen again." Nate apologized. "It better not." Kate said. Then she looked over at Jinny and Magda. "What are you two sitting around here for?" She asked. "We're uh...um. We're just uh...waiting." Jinny tried to explain. "For?" Kate asked. "A lead or...something." Jinny answered. Kate rolled her eyes. "Would you two get out on the streets? You're obviously not getting anywhere by sitting at your desks and drinking coffee. Go do something." Kate scolded. Jinny looked at her and then looked at Magda and rolled her eyes. "I saw that Exstead. Today's not the day to get on my bad side." Kate said, turning around to go back into her office. Jinny and Magda stood up, getting ready to head out. "What's up her ass today? God." Jinny commented as she put her coat on. "I dont know but dont push her buttons today. I dont feel like hearing it." Magda said as they headed out of the bullpen.

Kate took a seat at her desk and sat there for a while, thinking. She was being so...bitchy that morning. Of course, it was all just an act that was just as believeable as Nate's. They had both decided that they didnt want anyone knowing that they were actually together. They wanted it to be kept a secret. They werent really sure where their relationship was going or if it would even last, so they decided that it was best kept to themselves. So as a result of this decision, they decided to make it seem, as though they hadnt ever been together at all. It was going to be a messy situation and neither of them was sure that they were up for the challenge but they were going to give it a try.

That day at lunch, everyone was there except Kate and Nate. Kate was back in her office making some phone calls and such. Nate was around, somewhere. Jinny, Magda, Raina and Stacy were all at Anchorside eating and chatting. The main topic of discussion just happened to be the Kate and Nate situation. "I dont know Jin. Captain seemed very cold this morning. She had a chip on her shoulder and when she was talking to Nate...she seemed really annoyed that he was late. And Nate was just very...Nate. There wasnt anything suspicious about them. I just dont know." Magda explained. Jinny chuckled. "See, thats what they want you to think. They want you to think they didnt screw each other but they probably did. I mean, why else would BOTH of them be out on the same day? Come on Mag." Jinny said. "Hmm, I dont know. I dont think the Captain would date anybody from work. Its like a rule for her. She always said she wouldnt." Raina explained, taking a sip of her soda. Stacy just kind of sat there listening. She really didnt want to speak out against either of her colleagues. "Stacy, what do you think?" Jinny asked her. Stacy raised her eyebrows. "I dont know. I mean, I dont know the Captain all that well...I dont know what shes really like...you know? I just...I mean I know they've been all over each other for a while and it seemed like they'd hook up but I still dont know. I cant even picture that." Stacy said making a face. Everyone laughed. "None of us can picture that. None of us want to." Jinny joked. The table filled with laughter once again.

Nate walked through the bullpen and up to the Captain's office. He knocked on the door twice. "Come in." Kate called out. Nate walked in. "Hey." He said. Kate took her glasses off, looked up at him and smiled. "Hey." She said happily. "Everyone's at lunch so I thought I could stop in for a little visit without looking suspicious." Nate said, smirking. Kate laughed. "Its been a rough day. I cant wait to go home tonight. Are you coming over?" Kate asked. Nate shrugged. "If you want me to..." His voice trailed off as he waited for her response. "Of course I do. Why wouldnt I?" Kate smiled. "I dont know. I thought maybe you wanted time to yourself." Nate said. Kate shook her head. "After the other night? No way. I want you with me every night." Kate said. Nate raised his eyebrows. "I dont know about that. I'll do my best but I do need to get sleep at some point." Nate joked. Kate laughed. "Well, you'd better get back to your desk before they get back. I'll see you later." Kate said with a smile. Nate nodded and stood up. "See you later." He said as he opened the door and walked out.


um...yeah...

Yes I know I'm a little pushy. but thats ok right?
I loved it, thought it was great.
Thanks for posting, more soon please.! :D :D :D
Samantha*

"Kate rolled her eyes. "Would you two get out on the streets? You're obviously not getting anywhere by sitting at your desks and drinking coffee. Go do something." Kate scolded. Jinny looked at her and then looked at Magda and rolled her eyes. "I saw that Exstead. Today's not the day to get on my bad side." Kate said, turning around to go back into her office. Jinny and Magda stood up, getting ready to head out. "What's up her ass today? God." Jinny commented"

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! That so reminded me of Cap and Jinny!!! I woved it... Yep i didd...I did i did I did!! yep yep yep.... i did. Kill these smileys :talk: :) for me will just take cap gun and go Bang You're dead!!!!!!!!!

Originally posted by Irish_Rose_Kate
"Kate rolled her eyes. "Would you two get out on the streets? You're obviously not getting anywhere by sitting at your desks and drinking coffee. Go do something." Kate scolded. Jinny looked at her and then looked at Magda and rolled her eyes. "I saw that Exstead. Today's not the day to get on my bad side." Kate said, turning around to go back into her office. Jinny and Magda stood up, getting ready to head out. "What's up her ass today? God." Jinny commented"

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! That so reminded me of Cap and Jinny!!! I woved it... Yep i didd...I did i did I did!! yep yep yep.... i did. Kill these smileys :talk: :) for me will just take cap gun and go Bang You're dead!!!!!!!!!

*grabs Cap's gun,aims it at smileys* BANG!!..........Oooohhhhhh CRAP!!! Ooooops!! I kinda missed...sry...just uh....hold on while i go grab some band aids! *puts band aid on it* See,this is why I'm only allowed to play with bebe guns!


Oh,and that was great Twinny!! Post more sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
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nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm sorry but I just have to be a little pushy, it's my nature.
More soon please. And by the way I love your new Bonnie B picture! :D
Samantha*

And I did just hook you up with a new page!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D

I gots the goods for you right here. lol.

That night, Kate waited at home for Nate to come by. He was sleeping over that night but he had gone home to get work clothes for the following morning. Kate made a call to Nate's cell phone. "Hello?" Nate asked. "Hey, its me. I just wanted to ask you what you wanted to eat. I dont really have anything here except for macaroni and cheese." Kate explained. "Mac and cheese? Thats fine. I love that stuff." Nate said. Kate laughed. "Okay. See you in a bit." Kate said, hanging up the phone.

Nate rang the doorbell and a few moments later Kate opened the door. Nate smiled. "Hey." He said, walking into the house. He was carrying a small backpack which contained his clothes for the next morning. "Hey Nate." Kate said, closing the door. Kate turned around and looked up at him, waiting for her kiss. Nate smirked, leaned in and pecked her lips. "Mmm, one more." Kate demanded, smiling at him. Nate kissed her once more, this time it was longer. "That was a little better." she said, heading towards the kitchen. Nate followed behind her. "Hey, I'm just gonna go upstairs and change." Nate said. "Okay. The food will be on the table when you get back." Kate explained. With that said, Nate left the kitchen and went upstairs.

When he returned, Nate approached Kate from behind very quietly. She was standing at the counter still preparing plates. He wrapped his arms around her waist and kissed the back of her neck. Kate smiled. "Hmm." She sighed and leaned her head back. Nate continued to kiss her neck with great passion. "Nate, come on." She said, releasing herself from his arms. She set two plates on the table and seated herself. Nate took a seat at the table as well.

"So how was your day?" Nate asked. Kate shrugged. "Okay, I guess. How about you?" Kate said, lifting her fork to her mouth. "Eh, you know. It was just another day." Nate said. Kate nodded. "Yeah. But you know, I think Jinny suspected something. She had that look on her face like she knew something was going on, you know?" Kate explained. Nate nodded. "Dont worry about it. Jinny's cool. She wont say anything." Nate said.

Both Kate and Nate had finished eating and Kate had gotten up to wash dishes. Nate watched her from his seat at the table as she stood over the sink, washing the dishes they had just used. Part of him wanted to laugh, simply because he knew this relationship couldnt possibly go anywhere. But he was loving it. He didnt have to commit. He didnt have to worry about marriage or children. It was just a carefree relationship.

Kate had finished washing dishes and grabbed a towel to wipe her hands. She threw the towel to the side and turned around. She found Nate watching her. "What?" She asked, with a smirk on her face. Nate shook his head. Kate walked over to him and sat on his lap. "What?" She asked once more. Nate just shrugged. Kate kissed him. "Come on, let's go upstairs." She said. She stood up from her seat on Nate's lap and grabbed his hand. They headed upstairs and to the bedroom.

Kate pushed Nate onto the bed and crawled on top of him. She kissed him passionately. Kate pulled off Nate's shirt. Then pulled off her own. They removed the rest of their clothing. Kate and Nate rolled around on the bed for a few minutes before Nate finally pinned her down. Kate moaned and groaned with each movement of Nate's body against hers. Hearing the sound of Kate's voice echo in his ear drove Nate crazy. Kate wrapped her legs around him. Nate put more pressure on her and she began to moan louder and louder.

A few minutes later, Nate collapsed on top of Kate. Both were breathing quite heavily. Kate ran her fingers through Nate's hair, pushing it out of his face so she could see him clearly. She smiled at him. Nate kissed her and rolled over to the other side of the bed.

Kate turned to him. Nate looked at her questioningly as if waiting for her to say something. But she just stared at him. "What?" Nate asked. Kate shook her head. She really didnt have anything to say. She just wanted to look at him for a while. She looked over Nate carefully, examining every inch of him. This was making Nate nervous. He had no idea what her intentions were. "What?" Nate asked once more. "I dont know. I just feel like looking at you. You're fun to look at." Kate said with a smirk. Nate smiled at her. "You're not so bad yourself." he said. "Yeah, yeah." kate said leaning in to kiss him.

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Ohhhhhh awsome job...MORE PLEase....*SHOUTS* SEX SEX SEX XXX LOL i am badddd.... let me go find me hubby...LOL BRB...mawhahahahahahahahahahah j/k

That was great!!
and Awwwwwwwww the last part was sooooooo sweeeeet! lol and yeah i agree with her...
Nate is very fun to look at! Especially shirtless....
so i'm sure buck naked is even better!

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I am leaving tomarrow for vacation and this was a wonderful going away present!!!!!
I really did enjoy it, thanks a bunch! I love when someone uses the term 'Kate crawled ontop of him' it is my favorite Kate, aggressive and sexy!!!!! :D
Samantha*

I's be mad bored son. Fo' sho. Ahah. Okay...I'm not really that gangsta. Really. Here's more...


Over the course of the next two months, many trials and tribulations arose as a result of Kate and Nate's relationship. While everyone had their suspicions about kate and Nate, it had never been confirmed by anyone that they were actually together. That was until one night when Jinny decided to work a little late.

Kate was still in her office and Nate was there too. At that time, Kate was having a problem with her desk. The leg of the desk was broken and for the life of her, she couldnt find anyone to fix it. So she figured she'd ask Nate if he would. He agreed and that night he began work on the desk.

Jinny watched from her desk, seeing that both Kate and Nate were in Kate's office. Her curiosity peaked when she saw them both in there but nevertheless Jinny went on with her work. A few minutes later she looked up from her desk once again. She didnt see nate anywhere and she hadnt seen him leave. Jinny desperately wanted to know what was going on in that office. "God, I feel like Magda." Jinny said to herself, taking note of how nosey she was being. But Jinny decided to go to Kate's office anyhow.

Jinny knocked on the door. Then she heard a muffled "Come in." from Kate. Jinny opened the door only to find Kate sitting at her desk and Nate crouching underneath it. "Kate, move your leg. I cant get in." Nate said from under the desk. Jinny looked at the floor where Nate was and then back up at Kate. "You know, I can just uh...ask you tomorrow." Jinny said nervously, as she turnmed around and marched out of Kate's office. "Jinny. Wait." Kate called after her but it was too late, Jinny had left. Kate put her head in her hands. "Nate get up." She said. Nate crawled out of his space under the desk with a screwdriver and some screws in hand. "What?" He asked. Kate sighed. "Jinny just walked in here and I think she thinks you were doing something other than fixing the leg of my desk." Kate said, taking her glasses off. Nate's eyes widened as he realized what she meant. "Should I go after her and explain?" Nate asked. Kate shook her head. "I'll talk to her tomorrow if she brings it up I guess." Kate said.

Jinny entered the locker room and pulled out her cell phone. She dialed Magda's number. "Hello?" Magda asked. "Mag." Jinny said. "Oh hey Jin. Whats up?" Magda said. "Mag. You wont believe what I just saw." Jinny said, sitting down on the bench. "What Jinny?" Magda asked. Jinny sighed. Then she started laughing.It was nervous laugh. "What?" Magda asked once again. Jinny shook her head. "Mag, I just walked in on Cap and Nate." Jinny finally said. Magda gasped. "Oh my God. What happened?" Magda asked.

Jinny had explained the entire story to Magda and by the next morning, it had gotten around to everyone that Kate and Nate were dating. When Kate walked into the bullpen the next morning, she was greeted by the curious faces of her inspectors. Kate's eyes narrowed. "Hi." She said, rushing into her office. Kate was confused since she had totally forgotten what happened the night before.

When Nate walked in a while later, he received the same reaction from the others. He, too, had forgotten what happened the night before. It had been such a stupid, little thing that it completely slipped his mind, as well as Kate's. "You alright there buddy?" Jinny asked with a smirk. "Yeah. Why?" He asked as he seated himself as his desk. Jinny shrugged. "No reason." She said turning around to face Magda, who was seated across from her. Jinny smirked. Magda just shook her head.

The rest of the day was exactly like that. Jinny, Magda and Raina were cracking jokes and making fun. Stacy stayed out of it as much as possible. Nate just shrugged it all off but it was getting to him. By the end of the day he was ready to crack. "Would you guys just stop. Please." Nate scolded just as Kate came out of her office. Kate looked over at Nate. "What happened?" She asked. Nate shook his head. "Nothing Cap. Its nothing." He said. Kate could see that he was extremely frustrated. "Nate, see me before you leave. Okay?" Kate said. Nate looked up at her. "Okay." He agreed.

That night before leaving, as usual, Nate stopped by Kate's office. He knocked on the door and then went in. Kate looked up at him. "Hey. Close the door." Kate said. Nate closed the door behind and took a seat. Kate took her glasses off, leaned back in her chair and looked at Nate. "What happened earlier? You were obviously very upset." Kate said. Nate sighed. "I dont know. They were talking about us, making fun. They know we're together. I mean, they have to by now. And now they're just cracking jokes and just being really stupid about it." Nate explained. Kate nodded. "You think this has anything to do with last night? You know, because of Jinny?" Kate asked. Nate shrugged and slouched back in his chair. "I dont know. Maybe. I just dont know how much of it I can take." Nate said. Kate sighed. "What are you saying? You wanna end this?" Kate asked. "No. I dont wanna end it. I just...I'm tired of dealing with them." He said. "Oh. Well, it comes with the territory.You date your boss, you gotta deal with your coworkers." Kate said. Nate nodded. A few moments went by in silence. "Are you coming over tonight?" Kate asked. Nate shook his head. "No, I need some time alone. I'm sorry." He said. "No, dont be sorry. I completely understand. Maybe we should just take a little break from each other. A week or two maybe or even a month. Its important to have time to yourself. I'll miss you though." Kate said with a warm smile. Nate smiled back. "That sounds like a good idea. I'll miss you too." He said.

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Hahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahaha!!!!!!
LMAO!!! Hahahahahaaa!!! Sry..*snickers*the "office scene" was HILARIOUS the 1st time,and the 2nd time! Hahahahahahaha!! LMAO Jinny thot Cap was havin a OIAO Hahahaha!!
I'm okay,really...*snickers*

And the last part.....Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!

that was great post more SOOOOOOOOOOOOOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Hahahahahaha!!!!

Okay LMAO ! that first part with Jinny walking in and mistaken the whole thing was soooo freaking funny! And then the end aww So sweet! more please......

:wave: New reader here. I loved the part with Jinny. Post more soon:D

Ready or not, here I come...


Kate and Nate spent the next month apart. They didnt see each other before or after work nor did they spend much time together. Their relationship was on hiatus. However, they did promise to stay faithful to each other while being separated. Neither of them saw other people and they didnt even think about.

During that month long hiatus, Nate was facing some pretty difficult issues. Nate was due for his anual physical for the job. The doctor ran his usual routine. Nate's vitals and such were checked and some blood tests were run. Two weeks later the doctor called Nate telling him that he had tested positive for HIV. All Nate could do was cry. He didnt know what to do. He didnt know what to think. He was so scared. And even more scared for Kate to find out. It was standard procedure for the Police Captains to be informed of such things. Nate begged the doctor not to tell her. He said he'd feel much better if he told her himself.
He wasnt sure how to tell Kate. He didnt know how she'd take it. He was pretty sure she wouldnt be too thrilled. But in a situation like that, who would? After about a week of much thought and planning, Nate finally approached her.

Nate stayed at work late one night, waiting for everyone to leave. As soon as the last person left, Nate made his way to Kate's office. He knocked on the door and then let himself in. Kate looked up at him. "Hey." She greeted him with a smile. Kate noticed that Nate had been looking sickly in the past few days. Nate took a seat. "Kate, we really need to talk. But we cant talk here. I think we should go back to your place." Nate explained. Kate's eyes narrowed. "Why? What's the matter? Is everything okay?" She asked. Nate shook his head. "No. Listen, this is really important and I really need to talk to you about some things." Nate explained. Kate was gettimg worried now but she nodded in agreement. "Okay. Just let me finish this one thing and we can go." She said.

They arrived at Kate's house nearly an hour later. Kate was preparing herself for the worst, or at least she thought she was. Kate and Nate were seated on the livingroom couch when he broke the news to her. He held her hand tightly. Even before he told her, Kate could feel that there was something very wrong. She could see the worry in his eyes. And she could tell it pained him to have to break such news to her. Nate just looked at Kate. He couldnt even think of how to tell her. "Nate, just say what you have to say." Kate said. Nate sighed. "Kate, I tested positive for HIV." He said.

Kate's jaw dropped. She couldnt even say anything. She just stood silent. Kate got up from the couch and looked at him angrily. "You bastard. You didnt even use protection with me." Kate said. Nate's eyes narrowed as he stood up. "Kate, you told me not to. I didnt even know I had it. If I had known I would've used a condom. Trust me, I would have." Nate explained calmly. Kate shook her head. "Get out. Leave. I'm sending you back to Vice. You will no longer be under my administration. You are a disgrace to my division." Kate said angrily. She was obviously overreacting but she was hurt and scared. Nate realized all of this. He sighed and headed for the door. Just before leaving and turned around. "Get tested Kate. Dont waste another minute." He said. Then he closed the door.

Kate collapsed on the floor crying. She didnt know what to do. She knew Nate was right; she needed to get tested. Kate was so embarrassed. She couldnt believe what she had gotten herself into. "This is what I get for dating my inspector." She though. She really hadnt wanted to send Nate back to Vice. He was doing very well under her authority and she liked having him there, but it was taking a risk.


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Or ya can just send it 2 me in im,if ya wanna make everybody else wait,and give them a heart attack,Twinny :) ;)

I love you all...

Kate couldnt even get herself to work the next morning. She was an emotional wreck. She could barely get out of bed the next day. She did, however, plan to get tested. She planned to go to the clinic at some point that day. But she still had to get over the initial shock of what was happening.

Nate on the other hand was handling the situation in a better fashion. But he was worried about Kate. When she didnt show up for work that day, he didnt know what to think. He tried calling her several times but she never answered the phone. Nate thought about stopping in to pay her a visit but he figured she wouldnt answer the door either. He had probably ruined her life and he was really sorry for it but he had to tell her. He couldnt just keep it from her.

It was around noon when Kate finally left her comforting place in bed and got ready to go to the clinic. When she arrived, she looked around. She really didnt want to be there. All the sick people around her, she didnt belong there. Kate seriously thought about turning around and never looking back, but that thought came and went in a nano second's time. She knew what she had to do. It was important. Kate took a deep breath and went up to the front desk.

Two hours later, Kate came out of the clinic feeling a bit better. She would have to wait two weeks before she knew the results of the test.

Heading out to her car, Kate pulled out her cell phone and dialed Nate's number. Nate picked up the phone, "Basso" Kate smiled at the sound of his voice. "Nate?" She asked. Nate was surprised. "Captain. Hey, how's it going?" He asked. Kate knew by the tone of his voice that he was probably with Raina or one of the others and that they couldnt talk about their personal things. "Everything's okay, I guess. Are you with Raina?" She said, getting in her car. "Yeah, Raina and I are at Anchorside grabbing a bite to eat." Nate explained. "Oh, well. I guess I'll catch you later. We need to talk." Kate said. "Yeah. Okay." Nate agreed. "Call me when you have a minute alone so we can make plans. Okay?" Kate said. "No problem. Yeah. Bye." They both hung up their phones. Kate headed home. And now Nate had Raina to answer to.

"That was uh, Cap. Just checking up on us." Nate said. "She okay?" Raina asked. Nate nodded. "Yeah, she sounded okay. And she said everything was fine." He explained. Raina nodded. "Okay. Well, you ready to go?" Raina asked, standing up from her chair. Nate nodded, got up and put on his coat. The partners left Anchorside a few minutes later.

Later on that day Nate called Kate back. "Hello?" Kate asked."Yeah, it's Nate. You wanted to talk?" He said. "Yeah, I did. But um, I'd really appreciate it if you came over after work. I really didnt get to talk to you last night about all of this. I was scared and hurt and I know I said some things I didnt mean. So, if you could come over, that'd be great." Kate explained. "Okay, I'll be there. And dont worry about last night. I completely understand." Nate said. Kate smiled. "Thanks. So I guess, I'll see you tonight." She said. "You got it." Nate agreed.


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OMG OMG I think u win for shock value!!! Anyway great job... post more soooonnnnnnn!

It's got to be a mix up at the clinic right?
He doesn't really have HIV!!!!!!
What a shock to come home to!!!
More soon PLEASE!!!
Samantha*

I want more please. And I'm right aren't I, there was a mix up at the clinic?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
Samantha*

And once again my pushyness got you yet another page!lol

Yeah dawg.

Later that night, Nate arrived at Kate's house. He knocked on the door. Kate opened it and smiled. "Hey." Kate said with a bit of a chuckle. Nate smiled back. "How's it going?" Nate asked, stepping into the house and taking off his coat. "Okay, I guess. You know..." Kate's voice trailed off as she took Nate's coat and hung it up. After that, both were silent. It was kind of awkward. Neither knew what to say or do. Kate was thinking of something to say but she couldnt. She wanted to say so many things but nothing was coming out of her mouth. Nate looked at her questioningly. "You asked me to come here. You wanted to talk. I'm here so..." Nate said. Kate sighed and headed to the kitchen.

Nate took a seat at the kitchen table and Kate prepared two cups of coffee. "Here." She said, handing the cup to him and taking a seat at the table. "Thanks." He said looking down at the brown liquid that was in his cup. Kate sighed. "Nate, listen...I'm really sorry about last night. I overreacted and I was just really insensitive about the whole thing. I'm so sorry." Kate explained. Nate nodded. "It's alright. I understand. I probably would've reacted the same way if you had told me what I told you last night. I just...I just dont want you to hate me or anything" Nate explained. Kate shook her head. "I dont hate you. I couldn't. But I want you to know that I was clean before I was with you...so I didnt infect you. And I'm assuming you didnt sleep with anyone else while we were together or even during that break we took from each other, right?" Kate said. "Right. I didnt sleep with anyone else. And when I found out I tested positive, I was fairly sure it wasnt you. So, dont worry about that." Nate explained. "Do you know who it was then?" Kate asked curiously. "My ex-girlfriend, Suzanne. Thats the only person I can think of that was probably sleeping with so many guys at one time she contracted something." He explained. Kate laughed a little. Then silence fell over the couple. "Oh, and another thing, I dont want to send you back to Vice. It would kill me if I sent you back. And you're not a disgrace to my division. Having you work with me is such a pleasure, no pun intended." Kate said, chuckling. Nate laughed. "Thanks. That means a lot to me." He said. Kate looked up at him and smiled.

As the night went on, the two talked up a storm. They talked about everything. It was the longest conversation they'd had. But it was nice. It was nice for both of them to have someone to talk and relate to. They both needed that.

"So, you'll be getting your results back in about two weeks, right?" Nate asked. Kate nodded, then sighed. "I'm scared." Kate said in a whisper. Nate reached across the table and placed his hand on hers. "I know. I was scared too. Still am. But we'll get through this. Together we'll get through this." He said.

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That was really sweet. But way to short.
More soon please.
Samantha*

Meh...its boring.

It had been nearly six months since Nate had last seen Suzanne. It was quite strange seeing her after the way their break up had panned out. But Nate needed to talk to her. They met at Nate's apartment. Kate had given him half the day off to do this.

Suzanne arrived at exactly one o'clock like she said she would. Nate had ordered pizza. He figured they could discuss this over lunch. Time passed and the two ate their meals. Suzanne still wasnt sure why she was there; Nate hadnt said anything.

"Nate, why am I here?" Suzanne finally asked. Nate sighed. "Listen, I found out a few weeks ago that I'm HIV positive. I needed to let you know. I also need to say that I think you infected me." Nate said point blankly. Suzanne was shocked. She didnt even know what to say. Suzanne let a few moments pass before she said anything.

"Nate, I dont have HIV. I was just tested a few weeks ago. I dont have HIV. I do have syphillis though. So, chances are you might have that. But I didnt infect you wth HIV. I'll show you all the paper work to prove it but I dont have HIV." Suzanne explained. Nate was stunned. He couldnt believe it. He had ruler his meeting with Suzanne. If she hadnt infected him, then who did?

Kate watched from her office as Nate walked into the bullpen. Nate looked over at her and shrugged. She motioned for him to come into her office. Nate did so.

"What happened?" Kate asked as Nate walked in and closed the door. Nate leaned against the wall and folded his arms across hus chest. "She says she didnt infect me. She was tested a few weeks ago. She has syphisllis, not HIV." Nate explained. Kate took her glasses off. "How can that be?" Kate asked. Nate looked down at the floor. "I don't know." He said. A few minutes of silence passed. Kate looked up from her desk and out the window of her office. She noticed that Jinny, Raina, Stacy and Magda were just coming back from lunch. "You'd better get going. The girls are back.We'll talk later." Kate said. Nate nodded and headed out of Kate's office.


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Way to short!!!
But, see I'm tellin ya'll there must have been a mix up at the lab!!
They don't have HIV.But, i must say there sure are alot of dirty girls in this story now.!!!lol!!
More soon please!!!!
Samantha*

Short and sweet...

Opening the front door of her home, Kate walked in with Nate following close behind. They both took off their coats and shoes, then headed for the kitchen. Kate immediately begin preparing coffee. Nate took a seat at the kitchen table. Kate turned around and leaned against the counter. She looked at Nate. "So, what else happened with Suzanne? What else did she say?" Kate asked. Nate sighed. "That was pretty much it. She just said that she didnt infect me." Nate said. Kate dook a deep breath. "Do you believe her?" She asked. Nate shrugged. "I guess. There's no reason why I shouldnt." Nate said. Kate nodded, turning back around. She poured coffee into two mugs and brought them over to the table. She seated herself.

"Did anything else happen while you met with her?" Kate asked. Nate's eyes narrowed. "Meaning?" He asked. Kate shook her head. "Meaning, did anything else happened while you were with her?" Kate said. Nate sighed. "Are you asking me if I cheated on you?" Nate asked. Kate was silent. "Well, I didnt, alright? I didnt cheat on you. Why would I?" Nate said. Kate was still silent. "Let me ask you a question." Nate said, leaning forward, putting his elbows on the table. Kate raised her eyebrows. "Why are with me? What do you see in me?" He asked. Kate leaned back in her chair with her mug in hand. "Are you asking me what my intentions are?" Kate asked, smirking a little bit. "I guess." Nate answered. Kate sighed and smiled to herself. Nate was waiting for her to answer."Kate, what do you see in me that makes you want to be here with me?" Nate asked. He was determined to find out what Kate was feeling. "You're cute and smart and good in bed and...you make me laugh." Kate said with a sly grin on her face. Nate laughed a little but he was really looking for a more serious answer. "No, really Kate. Do you care about me?" He asked. Kate looked down into her cup of coffe, then she took a sip. She looked back up at Nate. Then she nodded. "Yes, I do." She said. Nate nodded. He took her hand, brought it up to his face and kissed it. "I care about you too." He said.


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Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!! That was reeeeeeeeeeally short,and veeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeerrryyyyyyy sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!
Ty Twinny,that was a great cheerer uper!!

And happy 2 year anniversary on the fic! ;) :D party: :woohoo: :woohoo: :birthday: <closest 2 anniversary i cud find :clap :clap

That was very sweet!! I enjoyed it!!!
more soon please!!
And happy 2 years.
Samantha*

Awww that was very sweet. I loved it. happy two year... Post more like yesterday. LOL

So you don't think that just because the show was canned that your story gets to go away to do you?????
Because I want more, and soon please. :D
Samantha*

I think this is what comes next. lol. I'm so disorganized.

A week later, Kate had gotten a call from the clinic. It was good news: she wasnt HIV positive but she had a curable case of syphillis. The syphillis could be treated with just a simple injection and Kate had made an appointment for the next day. Kate was in her office when she got the call. She wanted so bad to rush out and tell Nate the news but she couldnt. Finding out such good news, Kate was brought to tears. Just then Raina knocked on the door.

Kate tried to compose herself. She cleared her throat. "Come in." She said. Raina opened the door and saw that the Captain didnt look too good. "Hey Cap, you okay?" Raina asked, taking a seat on the couch in the office. Kate nodded. "Yeah, I'm fine. I've got a lot on my mind, you know?" Kate said. Raina nodded. "So, what's on yours?" Kate asked, trying not to bring attention to herself. "Well, I wanted to know if I could leave early today. I'm having dinner with my moms. I dont want to let them down." Raina explained. Kate smiled. "You got it kiddo. Have fun." She said. Raina smiled. "Thanks Cap. Take it easy, okay?" Raina said, leaving Kate's office.

For the rest of the day, Kate tried to remain calm and collected. After work, Nate came in a greeted her as he usually did. Kate smiled immediately upon seeing him. Nate raised his eyebrows. "You're smiling from ear to ear. What's going on?" He said, smiling back at her. "Close the door." Kate said. Nate closed the door and took a seat on the couch in the office. Kate went over and sat next to him. "I got a call today...from the clinic. I'm not HIV positive. I have syphillis and it can be treated with an injection and I made an appointment for tomorrow." Kate explained. Nate reached his arms out and pulled Kate in for a hug. He squeezed her tightly. "I'm so happy for you." Nate said.

Just as the two embraced, Magda walked by. Neither Kate or Nate were aware that she was still at work. Magda watched as the two hugged. It seemed like they were a lot closer than she had thought. Kate pulled away from the hug and kissed Nate on the cheek. She then proceeded to wipe her lipstick off his cheek her her thumb. Magda's curiosity peaked when she saw this but she didnt bother to look on anymore. Magda left right after that and Kate and Nate never knew she was there.

"Nate, you should really get yourself re-tested. Maybe the lab made a mistake." Kate suggested. The thought had actually crossed Nate's mind but he never bothered with going back to get re-tested. "You know, I might just do that. Maybe it was a mistake." He said. "I'm sure it was, honey." Kate said. Nate smirked. "What?" Kate asked, seeing that Nate was smirking. "Honey?" He asked. Kate shook her head. "What? I can't call you honey now?" She asked in response. Nate shrugged. "I didnt know we were up to that yet." He stated. "Okay, whatever. Just go home." Kate said as she jokingly pushed him away from her and stood up from the couch.

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Yay! Wahoo! :clap :woohoo: :clap: :woohoo: :clap

I'm really bored, so decided to reply, even tho i already read this....hehehehe and the next part.:D

OMG that was so sweet. Damn girl you are truning me into a fan of love and mushy stuff!!! LOL I was just smieling at the end... LOL and it's 8 30 in the morning here and I never smile at this time of morning! Anyway awsome job, and I can't wait till you post more!

Very well done!! And I do love it when you post when I ask
you to ;)
So could you hook me up with what I am sure will be a celebration when Nate finds out he doesn't have it??
You know a little smut might not hurt either!! :D ;)
Samantha*
There I go again giving you another page!!!!!

Originally posted by gonedark
Very well done!! And I do love it when you post when I ask
you to ;)
So could you hook me up with what I am sure will be a celebration when Nate finds out he doesn't have it??
You know a little smut might not hurt either!! :D ;)
Samantha*
There I go again giving you another page!!!!!

:eek3: Uh...I dont take orders from anyone. I had everything planned out so every idea was mine and mine alone. Thanks for the new page though.

Originally posted by gonedark
Very well done!! And I do love it when you post when I ask
you to ;)
So could you hook me up with what I am sure will be a celebration when Nate finds out he doesn't have it??
You know a little smut might not hurt either!! :D ;)
Samantha*
There I go again giving you another page!!!!!

She take sorders from you!?!? :eek: :mad: I don't belive this!!! Tarer how could you!?!? i told over and over and over again to post more and she kept sayin "I will in a lil bit...." and she never did,and now i find out she's take orders from somebody else! :crying: :crying: Ta ta,how could you do this to me???????????

































j/k;)

Originally posted by MovieHuntress17
She take sorders from you!?!? :eek: :mad: I don't belive this!!! Tarer how could you!?!? i told over and over and over again to post more and she kept sayin "I will in a lil bit...." and she never did,and now i find out she's take orders from somebody else! :crying: :crying: Ta ta,how could you do this to me???????????
j/k;)


Ta Ta? :lol:

I didnt post for a while cuz my computer kept freezing up on me. But I fixed it. But as I said, I take orders from no one.

Maybe I should just stop writing this thing all together.

Originally posted by consentida
Ta Ta? :lol:

I didnt post for a while cuz my computer kept freezing up on me. But I fixed it. But as I said, I take orders from no one.

Maybe I should just stop writing this thing all together.

I know...i got 2 read it anyways :D :D

And HAIL NO!!! you should not stop writing!!! We gotta get you outta thuis mid fic crisis!

Originally posted by MovieHuntress17
I know...i got 2 read it anyways :D :D

And HAIL NO!!! you should not stop writing!!! We gotta get you outta thuis mid fic crisis!


I think I've passed my midfic crisis. This is something else...idk what...but it is.

Hay Hay Hay now! I was just being a smart a$$.
No need to threaten to take away my favorite guilty pleasure.
I just love this story so much, please don't stop.
Samantha* :(

Hey Tara... Take all the time you need. Some times you have to take a break in order to write more. And whatever you are going though I am sure it will get better. Just remember what a awsome writer you are! When you are ready to write again it will come to you.

Originally posted by Irish_Rose_Kate
Hey Tara... Take all the time you need. Some times you have to take a break in order to write more. And whatever you are going though I am sure it will get better. Just remember what a awsome writer you are! When you are ready to write again it will come to you.

I :heart: you Michelle. Thanks a bunch. :bighug:

You are welcome!!! I love you too! *hugs*

Just a test...sry for the inconvenience.:D

Tara-
I just had to say that I love your new Camile pic.
I think it may be the best I'v ever seen of her..... No not kising a$$
Samantha*

Originally posted by gonedark
Tara-
I just had to say that I love your new Camile pic.
I think it may be the best I'v ever seen of her..... No not kising a$$
Samantha*

Thank you. :)

welcome
More soon please
Samantha*

Eh its not much...

A few weeks later, Nate had gotten re-tested and was awaiting the test results. The call finally came on his day off, while he was at home. Nate was infact, not HIV positive, but tested positive for syphillis. The lab people apologized for the mistake and promised to me more careful with other tests. Nate thanked his lucky stars and made an appointment to get the same injection Kate had gotten a few weeks earlier.

Later that day, Nate decided to pay Kate a visit. He walked into the bullpen and into Kate's office. Kate took off her glasses and looked at him.

"What are you doing here?" She asked. Nate smiled. "You got the test results, didnt you?" Kate asked. Nate nodded. "You're not HIV positive, are you?" Kate asked. "Nope." Nate answered. Kate nearly jumped out of her chair and screamed but she tried her best to keep herself calm. Kate extended her hand to shake Nate's. "I wish I could hug you and kiss you but I have to be professional." Kate said as she shook his hand. "It's alright." Nate said. "Thank God, Nate. Thank God." Kate said as she stared at him. "Yeah. Listen, I made an appointment for tomorrow to get that injection. So, everything should be fine in about a week I guess." He explained. Kate nodded. "Then I can make love to you as many times as I want." kate said with a sly grin. "You bet." Nate said.


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Awww make love that's so sweet! Great job as usual. When ya get a chance, and you want to post more. I know how it is that mood has to strike you for you to write. I know that all to well. Well anyway great fic, and can't wait for more!! I know not a lot of this has made to much since I am tired so not a lot of it is makeing since to me at the moment. LOL anway awsome...

I loved it, wonderfull.
Thanks so much!
Samantha* :D

Mhm...

Over the next few months, Kate and Nate's relationship grew even stronger. They had grown even closer than ever before. That was until Jill and Katie-Ann paid Kate a visit.

Jill was really getting caught up in law school. It was hard for her to balance out being a mother and going to school. She had come to ask Kate if she'd take Katie-Ann while she finished up law school. Kate felt stuck. She knew she couldnt say no to Katie-Ann. She couldnt deny her a good, stable home where she could grow up and feel loved. But then there was Nate, who she cared for deeply. There was no doubt about the fact that Katie-Ann was Kate's main priority but Kate knew it would be hard to care for the baby and maintain a stable relationship with Nate on top of that. But Kate decided to give it a try anyway.

Nate was completely cooperative and he seemed to like the idea of spending time with Katie-Ann. But when it came down to it, Kate was, afterall, having a difficult time balancing everything out. She needed to get her priorities in order and figure out what was best for Katie-Ann. And the best thing, in Kate's opinion, was to focus completely on Katie-Ann.

"I have to do what's best for my granddaughter. You know I care for you Nate, but I need to figure out what I'm going to do and how I'm going to do it." Kate explained. Nate nodded. "I hope you understand. I feel terrible about this." Kate said. "It's alright." Nate mumbled.

He was deeply hurt. He was really enjoying his relationship with Kate. And now she was dumping him.But Nate held no grudges. Instead he held on to the hope that some day he and Kate could reunite. Kate did the same.

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Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Major bittersweetness!! Great job,twinny! :thumbsup: :clap :clap :clap :clap

That was great Tara! I can't wait to see where you take this. For such a great talent for writeing, I am sure that it will be awsome! Post more soooooon please!

Thank you! :)
You posted more! :)
Now some more pleeeeease! :D
I really love this Kate/Nate idea!

I loved it and, you are totally right.
Nate should and would be understanding and good about the hole Katie-ann thing.
I wonder what you'll do next?;)
Samantha*

Hmm...

The next morning at work was quite awkward for both Kate and Nate.

Kate walked out of her office to hand out the current cases. She went to take her usual seat at the edge of Nate's desk but then she realized it probably wasnt a good idea. She looked at Nate hesitantly and then around at everyone else. They still didnt know about her relationship with Nate or that she had broken it off with him.

Nate actually didnt mind if she sat on his desk. It didnt mean anything. They werejust friends now. It didnt mean they were together or that they were going to get together. Kate just usually sat on the edge of his desk and that was that. But he figured Kate was uncomfortable sitting there so he didnt make a fuss over it.

Sitting at the edge of Raina's desk instead, Kate went over the cases. A murder by the bay, drug dealing by the bakery on Dawn Street, among other things. It was a normal day for everyone, or at least Stacy, Raina, Jinny and Magda.

"Did you hear that Katie-Ann is back with the Captain again?" Nate asked Raina as he turned the car on.

"No. When did you hear?" Raina asked, putting her seatbelt on.

"Yesterday. She told me yesterday." Nate was obviously lying since he had known about Katie-Ann for quite a while.

"Wow. I'm happy for her. I know how much she loved that girl."

"Yeah, I'm happy for her too." Nate agreed.

"So what's going on with you and the Captain? Raina asked.

Nate looked at her questioningly. "What do you mean?"

Raina shrugged. "Well, you're just not as close as you used to be. You and the Cap were pretty tight way back when." Raina explained.

Nate nodded. "Yeah, we were pretty close. We've just been busy. You know, with the job and everything."

Raina smirked. "I'm going to ask you a question. Dont get mad, okay?"

Nate sighed. "Okay."

"Did you guys ever sleep together?" Raina asked.

Nate smirked. "No, we're just friends Raina." He was obviously lying again.

Raina raised her eyebrows."Okay. Whatever you say."

"You dont believe me?" Nate asked, raising his voice a little.

"I believe you. It's just hard to imagine that you both are single, attractive, very close and have never slept with each other." Raina explained.

Nate laughed. "Its possible Raina. Trust me." He said.

"Okay..." Raina commented.

"You still dont believe me, do you?" Nate asked.

Raina shrugged. "I didnt say that."

"You're right, you didnt. But I sense a certain questioning tone in your voice." Nate explained.

Back at the division, Kate was keeping herself busy as usual. Phone calls, paper work; it was all the same. Except at the end of the day she went home to a baby instead of a grown man. It was quite a change, but for the most part, she didnt mind.

"Marita? Hi, it's Kate. Yes, how's Katie-Ann? Oh great...Thanks. Bye Marita."

Kate had re-hired Marita, the nanny. It was a little strange for Kate. She had been so used to being alone. And now she had a baby to worry about, a nanny to pay and no one to help her. It was tought but she stuck it out the best way she knew how. Kate was thinking about all these things.So many thoughts raced through her mind. How was she going to manage? She was up there in years and she wasnt quite sure she could run around after a kid the way she did for Amanda. Kate was deep in thought when someone knocked on her office door. Kate snapped back into reality and mumbled, "Come in."

Jinny and Magda entered her office a few seconds later.

"Hey Cap, we got a lead." Jinny said as she took a seat.

"What ya got?" Kate asked.

Leaning against the wall, Magda opened her mouth to speak, "The dealer...his name was Robert Briggman. He was found dead this morning in the alley by the bay, which would be the murder Nate and Raina caught this morning." Magda explained.

"Seriously?" Kate asked with raised eyebrows.

Jinny nodded. "We met Nate and Raina there. The weapon was a shot gun. The victim was shot thirty two times." Jinny said.

"Thirty two?" Kate asked in astonishment.

"Thirty two." Nate said reassuringly as he and Raina entered the office.

"The coroner said the time of death was about eleven last night, Forensics is canvasing the area now. They'll call us if they find anything." Raina explained.

Kate nodded. "Okay. Jinny, Magda; I want you two on serveillance by the bakery where the dealing took place. Nate and Raina, you get serveillance by the pay. See if anyone shows up. If anything happens, you all have my home number." Kate explained.

After that, the four inspectors went home to catch up on any sleep they might have lost during the stake out. Kate and Stacy stood behind.



I tried a new format this time around. I dont usually do the quotes like that but whatever...Hope you enjoyed that. I wrote it during study hall in school....

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LOVE It!!!!!! like the new format 2! post more SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

Loved it :D But, I always do.
I new study hall was good for something! ;)
Samantha*

Oooooh! Getting exciting! Love it!:)
How 'bout some more, Huh? Huh?
*bites her fingernails*
And some sweet Kate - Katie Ann sceenes? Peppered with Nate? :)

Awsome job!! yaaaaaaaaay! Tara. LOL Post more sooon PLEase!

LaLaLa...

At home, Kate was having a decent night that night. Katie-Ann had gone to sleep early. She, herself, was drinking tea and reading a good book. Later that night Kate finally fell asleep.

Jinny slapped Magda's arm. Magda's eyes opened wide and she jumped up.

"Wake up Mag." Jinny said.

"Sorry. Anything yet?" Magda asked.

"Nothing. I called Nate and Raina. They've got nothing."

"Why does Cap do this? She knows the perp won’t go back to the crime scene." Magda complained.

"Mag, just...shut up. We have to do this. Dont make my night any longer than it needs to be."


"God, I wanna go home." Raina groaned.

"Me too. I'm exhausted." Nate said. Then he jumped. "Raina! Did you see that?!? Come on we gotta go! Call Jinny and Mag." Nate said as he got out of the car.

They ran as fast as they could to the dumpster where Nate had seen someone dump something into.

"SFPD! Stay where you are!" Nate yelled as he pointed his gun.

The man stayed where he was with his hand up in the air. Nate and Raina approached him and attempted to handcuff him. But the man started swinging punches. He knocked Raina to the ground and before she could regain her balance, the man was beating Nate. Both Nate and Raina lost their guns in the darkness of the night.

Just then, Jinny and Magda arrived. And right after, came Kate. They approached the scene with great caution. Jinny pointed her gun.

“SFPD!” She said, still slowly approaching the man.

The man stood up and raised his hands once more. Both Jinny and Magda approached him. As Magda went to handcuff him, he knocked her to the ground as well. Jinny shot at him. The man fell, his chest bloody.

More back-up arrived at the scene a few moments later. Nate arose from the ground; his face bloodied and his body weak. Raina and Magda were bruised up but nothing major.

“Nate, do you need to go to the hospital?” Kate asked; she was concerned.

Nate shook his head. “No, I’m okay.”

“You’re sure?”

Nate nodded.
“Listen, guys, my house is closest so, if any of you need some fixing up, I’d be glad to help.” Kate suggested.

“No, that’s alright. I can just go home.” Raina said.

“Yeah, same here.” Magda chimed in.

Kate looked over at Nate, who hadn’t said anything.

Nate shook his head. “I Think I’ll go home.” He said in a low voice.

Kate shook her head this time. “No, I insist. At least let me give you a few bandages or something.” She said.

“Okay…” Nate said. He wasn’t sure about this. He didn’t know what to think so, he didn’t. He just agreed to go with her.

As they approached Kate’s car, the former couple was silent. Nate was lost in his thoughts. He really didn’t want to go home with Kate that night. He was afraid she would lure him into another heartbreaker, which he couldn’t quite handle.

They reached the car and Kate pushed the button on her keypad. The doors unlocked. Kate opened the door and started to get in.

“Kate.” Nate said. He hadn’t even opened the door yet.

Kate looked over at him. “Yeah?”

Nate sighed. “Kate, just…I think I’ll just stay here, if that’s okay with you. I’d rather just stay here and help get things settled. I’ll go home on my own.” He explained.

Kate nodded. “Okay. That’s fine.” She said with a bit of disappointment.

“Sorry. I appreciate the offer though.”

Kate cracked a smile, nodded and got in her car.


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AWESOME!!! Post more soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

And sign on sooooooooon! I gots somethin to shooow ya! ya might know already though lol

How sweet, she wanted to take care of him.
Wonderful, more soon please.
Samantha*

Yeah yeah yeah...

The next few weeks consisted of the same, boring routine: wake up, work, home, sleep and so on. Kate and Nate were missing each other’s company. At work, they occasionally locked eyes or brushed up against each other by accident. Kate would watch Nate from her office and sometimes they’d lock eyes through the blinds. It was an awkward situation. They both knew they wanted each other but it just wasn’t possible. They barely ever talked anymore. This made everyone in the division take notice. There was speculation that Kate and Nate had had an argument and that it put a damper on their “friendship.”

There came a point when Kate couldn’t take it anymore. She missed and wanted Nate, even though she knew how hard a relationship would be at that time. Kate decided to approach him when he had a minute alone. She knew he had just finished talking to someone in the interrogation room so she met him there. He was busy writing up a report; his back turned to her.

Kate ran her hand up and down his back two or three times. “Hey.” She said softly.

Nate turned around. “Uh, hi.” He mumbled nervously.

“How’s it going?” She asked as she took a seat on the edge of the table.

Nate nodded. “It’s uh, going okay. You?”

Kate shrugged and laughed a bit. “I’m hanging in there, you know?”

Nate smiled and nodded. He looked up at her. “Did you need something from me?” He asked.

Kate shook her head. “Not really. I just wanted a minute alone with you. We haven’t been talking lately. I’ve missed you, you know.” She explained.

Nate sighed. “Kate, look…you dumped me. You had a good reason why and I completely understand. I just don’t think its going to work out.” Nate said. He seemed very cold and very distant. This surprised Kate.

Kate stood up and approached Nate. She took his hand. Nate broke free of her grip. Kate then took his arm and pulled him back.

“I hurt you. I’m sorry Nate. I didn’t mean to.” Kate pleaded with him.

“Kate, I can’t. I can’t do it.” He was avoiding eye contact now.

Kate grabbed Nate’s chin. “Look at me.” She said sternly. Then she kissed his lips gently.

“Stop. Just stop.” Nate said as he pulled away from her.

“Fine. If that’s the way you want it then that’s fine. But don’t expect me to come crawling back to you. I care for you Nate, you know that. But I’m not coming back.” Kate explained. Then she walked away.

As Kate left the room, Nate felt like part of him was leaving with her. He had blown his chance of reuniting with Kate.



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Awwwwww! Don't do this to me! :crying:

Nate is a dumba$$ if he lets her go like this!
Any Mother's Son ( :) ) should be happy if a woman like Kate wants him back!

Please make them a couple again!

*chants* Drama! Drama! Drama! Drama!

That was awesome,Twinny!!! Nate was a bit of a dumbass,but i can
understand is pov. post more soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.....yeah you know the drill,lots more 'oo's and then the n.

Awww Tara!!!! OMG poor Nate, and Kate... I feel bad for both! Please post more soon!

Is Nate going to have to make some wonderfull attempt to win her back? Maybe something surprising and romantic? That would be nice ;) I sure wouldn't let go of her like that!! ;) :D
More soon please.
Samantha*

Mrah...

Later that day, Raina made a startling discovery. While reviewing a tape from the interrogation room for a case, she found a clip from Kate and Nate’s little talk. She saw the whole thing. She was shocked and confused and most of all, excited. Raina couldn’t wait to tell Jinny, Magda and Stacy.

Raina told everyone what she had seen at some point that day. They were all just as shocked and confused as she was. Raina had even shown the tape to them. From there, they all made their own assumptions.

“Maybe Cap wanted to start a relationship and he didn’t, you know?” Stacy suggested.
The inspectors were all having a peaceful lunch at Anchorside.

Jinny shook her head. “Nah, they were probably already screwing each other and got into a fight. And now Cap wants him back and he’s being stubborn.”

“Could be.” Magda chimed in.

“Shh, Cap’s coming.” Raina said as she saw Kate walk into Anchorside.

Kate smiled as she approached the group. “Hey. How’s it going?”

Everyone nodded and smiled.

“So, what are we talking about?” Kate asked, taking a seat at the table with them.

“Uh, not too much. You know, the usual.” Jinny covered up.

Kate nodded. “Okay…”

An awkward silence soon fell over the table. Kate could tell something was up. Everyone was acting strange and they were all too quiet. A few minutes later Kate stood up.

“Well, I guess I’d better get back. Lots of work to do. See you guys back at the division.” She said, walking off into the crowd of people.

“Like that wasn’t obvious. She knows we were talking about her.” Magda noted.

Jinny nodded. “Yep. She definitely knows something’s up.”


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Ooooooh!
Will the team support them? Maybe they could help the two to get back together, once they figure out what's going on...
I can't wait to see what happens next!!! :)

Loved it as usual!!!!
More soon please.
Samantha*

Hmmm...

The next few weeks were quite tense around work. Everyone had their little secrets about what they knew and what they wanted to know. It was a three sided awkwardness. Jinny, Magda, Raina and Stacy all shared the same secret; they knew about Kate and Nate. Kate was still trying to be secretive about her love and passion for Nate. And Nate was trying so desperately to hide his deep love for Kate. It was nearly impossible.

One night, instead of going straight home, Kate decided to stop at a bar. She figured since she had taken a cab instead of her car that day that she could have a few drinks. She called Marita and told her she’d be a little late.

The bar she decided to go to was one she had never been to before. It was a decent little place with people from all walks of life. She smiled, feeling independent and free. She took a seat at the bar. Kate ordered her drink and waited a few minutes before she got it.

Kate hadn’t been in the bar ten minutes before a young man seated himself next to her. He was a good looking guy. He was younger than she was, maybe Nate’s age. Kate paid him no mind at first, but the guy kept eyeing her. She could feel his eyes on her. Kate grew curious. She looked over at him, only to catch him staring at her. Kate smiled.

“Hi.” Kate said softly.

The man nodded. “Hi. My name’s Adam.”

“I’m Kate.” She smiled.

“Can I buy you a drink?”

Kate chuckled. “You don’t waste any time do you?” She said.

“I’m sorry.” Adam apologized.

Kate shook her head. “No, that’s alright.”

“So, can I buy you a drink?” Adam asked.

“No, I’m good. Thanks though.”

“You sure?”

Kate smiled. “Yeah I’m sure.” Kate was intrigued by his persistence.
“Do you wanna dance?” Adam asked.

Kate shrugged. “Sure, why not?” She said as she stood up.

Adam took her hand and led her to the dance area. They danced slowly and with every step they got closer and closer to each other. Minutes went by and they continued to dance. Kate leaned her head on his shoulder. Sooner or later, Kate felt his lips on her neck. She closed her eyes.

“How old are you?” Kate asked in a breathy voice.

“Twenty five.” Adam said.

As long as he was legal, Kate approved. She let him do whatever he wanted as they danced. She wanted to take him home with her so badly but she knew she couldn’t. And as fate would have it, Nate was sitting in the exact same bar watching the scene unfold. He was enraged by what he saw. He couldn’t watch any longer. Nate slipped through the crowd and out the door. Kate never knew he was there.

Kate and Adam took a cab back to her house. Kate waited for Marita to leave before she let Adam in. Kate knew it wasn’t the right thing to do. She loved Nate and knew she would be hurting him. But she figured that if Nate didn’t know, he wouldn’t be hurt.

Kate took Adam’s coat and hung it up. She looked over at him.

“No matter what happens tonight, I’m not making any commitments to you. I’m a free woman. I do what I please. Understand?” She explained.

Adam nodded. He felt the same way. He wasn’t making any commitments.


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OMG what a whore!! Poor poor poor pooooor Natie-Poo! What's he gonna do???What happens the next day??Hmmm???Tell me or post more soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo....yeah yeah....nnnnnn!!!!!!!

Cuz I'm bored.


The next morning Adam was gone and Marita was already hard at work. Kate left to work. It was quite a boring day. What Kate really wanted to do was go back to that bar. She had definitely enjoyed herself the night before. But she still had to wait another three hours before she could leave work. As she thought about this, she heard a knock at the door.

Nate entered Kate’s office. Kate smiled brightly.

“Hi Nate.” Kate said cheerfully.

“Yeah, hi.”

Just by the tone of his voice Kate could immediately tell there was something wrong. “Nate, what’s the matter?”

Nate shook his head. “Nothing. I just need you to sign this.” He said, handing her a paper.

Kate signed the paper and handed it back to Nate. “You sure you’re okay?” Kate asked.

Nate nodded and left her office.

That night, Kate left work and headed for the bar. Nate did the same. Nate knew he couldn’t let Kate know he was there so he waited for her to go in and get settled before he even went inside.

As Kate sat at the bar she felt a warm hand run across the back of her neck, pushing her hair out of the way. The hand was followed by warm lips. Kate smirked. She reached back and put her hand on the guy’s neck. She didn’t even know who it was yet but she liked him already. When she turned around she met a familiar face.

“Adam.” Kate smiled. She leaned in and kissed his lips gently.

“I had a good time last night. I figured you’d be here. I wanted to see you just one more time, if that’s okay.” Adam explained.

Kate nodded. “Sure.” She said.

Adam leaned in and kissed her this time. The two kissed for a few minutes.

Kate pulled back to take a breath. “We’d better go. Come on.”

Kate and Adam left. Nate, again, watched the entire scene unfold. He couldn’t believe Kate but now he knew what his plan would be. And he was sure it would work.


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Wow!! you really like Kate to be a hussy don't you?????
What is Nates plan going to be???
Much more soon please!!!!!!!! :D
Samantha*

Originally posted by gonedark
Wow!! you really like Kate to be a hussy don't you?????


Not really. I just don't have anything else to write sometimes. Its easy to make Kate a whore.

That was awsome an normal! Wooo go Kate get ur grove on!!! lol hehehehehehehehehehehehe okay I am a quack, but I try to be.. I think it's the only way I stay sane! LOL anyway MORE PLEASE!

Originally posted by consentida
Not really. I just don't have anything else to write sometimes. Its easy to make Kate a whore.

Salem's Slut, huh? :D

As I said before (somewhere) Go Kate Go!!!

Originally posted by Georgiakj
Salem's Slut, huh? :D


:lol: :lol: :lol: :lol:






Ay,Yo,Tara!! post more SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON

Hehehe,new page! now ya gotta.;) :p :D

For some reason I just cant bring myself to write anymore of this story...

Originally posted by consentida
For some reason I just cant bring myself to write anymore of this story... :crybaby: :crybaby:

Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy,Twinny?!?!?!? Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

:crybaby: :crybaby:

I think it might be time to end this. What do you guys think?

Originally posted by consentida
I think it might be time to end this. What do you guys think?

HAIL NO!!!! that is one of the dumbest questions I have ever heard! Thats right up there with my uncle asking me how to make toast.

I feel like we've had this convo before....where you say "SHould i end my fic?" and I say "NOOO!!" in some fashion or another

if you MUST end it...ONLY if you MUST, end it with a nice reeeally looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong post...or 12.































P.s. I personally don't think you should end it.

no no no you can't end it!!!!!

I know, I'm one to talk it's been like a month since I posted on my fic, but, this just can't end. At least get Kate & Nate back together.
Samantha

Pleeease don't end it! I liked it from its beginning and am eager to read more of it!!!! :)

Hey everyone,

I really love this fic sp if ur gunna end it you should have a really long really long final post.... really long

Wow, its been a while. I'm thinking about writing more of this soon. I dont even remember what happened last. I've been so busy with school and college stuff that I havent had time to look over this, so as soon as I do, I'll write some more. That's if people are still willing to read this..

I am more than willing! :D

So do write more! Pleeeeeeeeeease!

:doh: :doh: :doh:
Tara, if you honestly don't know my answer to that question then.....I need to do a lot more naggin! prepare yourself for tomorrow,my dear friend!!
Mwhahahahahahaaaaaaaaa!! *evil smile*

Kay I was watching the ep with the psycic ( spelling sucks!) the other day and noticed that Nate asked her," So do I get short red-headed and hot?" :eyes: So I totally think you should post more!! They're to cute together!
Samantha

I think you should, but what do I know? Right? But anyway I really think that it's up to you what you want to do. Do what your heart is telling you to do. I mean it's good to have feed back... okay so it's wonderful to have feed back. LOL but you have to do it because you want to do it.

Wow, it's been a long time...

The next night, Kate and Adam headed to Kate’s house for the night. Marita had left the house once she saw that Kate had brought home a guest.

“Goodnight Marita. And thank you.” Kate smiled as she closed the door. She turned to Adam. “Let me take your coat.” She said.

Adam removed his coat from his body and handed it to Kate. Kate took it and hung it up in the closet. She smiled to herself.

“This is turning into more of a commitment than I thought, Adam. What should we do about that?” Kate walked towards Adam who was leaning on the arm rest of the couch.

Adam shrugged, “Beats me.” And that’s all he had to say about it.

Not exactly the response Kate was looking for. She wasn’t even sure what she was looking for. Just something more than what she was getting.

“Do you mind if I use the bathroom?” Adam asked.

Kate shook her head. “Not at all. Its, uh, down the hallway and to the left.” She smiled.

Adam departed to go to the bathroom. And Kate decided to wash some dishes while she had the time.

A few minutes later, Nate entered the kitchen. Kate didn’t even know he was in the house. He wasn’t supposed to be in the house. He approached Kate and blindfolded her from behind.

Kate gasped. “Adam?” She asked.

Nate didn’t answer. He wanted to shake her up a little bit. And shaken up Kate was. If it wasn’t Adam, then who was it? Kate was becoming very panicky. That was until Nate turned her around and gently kissed her lips. Kate knew then who it was. She could tell just by his kiss.

Nate took the blindfold off and met the eyes of his former lover. He had missed her very much and he could tell by the way she was looking at him that she missed him too.

Kate smiled. “What are you--? How did you--?” Was all she managed to spit out.

“I still have my key, you know. And it does still work.” Nate smirked and leaned in for another kiss.

At that very moment Adam walked in. “Kate?” He asked. He was very confused.

Nate turned around and came face to face with Adam. He was definitely not a happy man.

“Um, Adam, this is Nate. He’s, uh...one of my inspectors.” Kate explained.

“I’m a little more than that Adam. Just so you know.” Nate began to raise his voice.

Kate placed her hand on Nate’s arm. “Don’t. Don’t do this. Please.”

“Why not? Why shouldn’t I? I care for you. He doesn’t. He’s just in it for a good time. No ties. No commitments. He doesn’t care about you like I do.” Nate explained.

Adam was getting angry. “Listen, you don’t know a thing about me so I suggest you do some more research before making assumptions about me.” He said as he began to approach Nate.

Nate felt threatened. “Big, tough guy, huh? Come on. Show me what you got.”

“Nate, just stop. Stop. This is ridiculous.” Kate stepped in.

Nate shook his head. “No, this has to be settled. Come on, Adam. Let’s go.”

“Since when do you two get to decide who I want to be with and who I don’t?” Kate asked. She was visibly annoyed by this.

“Fine then,” Adam started, “who do you want to be with?”

“I told you when I met you that I wasn’t making any commitments to you. You know that, Adam. And Nate, when did I ever make a commitment to you?” Kate said.

Nate was hurt. He took Adam by the collar and pushed him up against the wall. “You stay away from her or I’ll ring your neck with my bare hands. Trust me, I’ll do it.” With that said, Nate let Adam go.

Adam took his things and left after that. Kate was very upset.

“You’re an idiot. You know that, right? You’re an idiot.” Kate said.

Nate grabbed Kate’s hand. “I’m sorry. But I just couldn’t stick watching you give yourself to some guy who doesn’t even care about you.”

Kate sighed. ‘What I do with my body is my business. It’s always been that way and it always will. Goodnight Nate.”

Nate’s heart sunk. “Goodnight Kate. Give Katie-Ann a kiss for me, will you?” He asked.

Kate smiled reluctantly and then nodded. “I will.”

Twinny posted! Twinny posted! Twinny posted! *dances around room as quietly as possible,coz everybody is asleep* Waaaaahooooo!!!! Twinny posted! Twinny posted!

That....was awesome!! it rocked. Tara still got it!

Omg Kate was cruel.What a hussy!

Wahoooooooooooo!!! Post moooooore!!

:dance: :woohoo: :woohoo: :woohoo: :clap :clap :bouncers :rockon:

Hey great job! That was awsome. I liked how Nate was willing to fight the guy. And i also liked the part were Nate put the blind fold over kate's eyes, and Kate knew when Kate kissed him that it was Nate. That was so sweet. With that said I sings *Hit the road Adam, and Don't sha come back no more!*

:cheers: :yourock: :bighug: :thanks: :clap
I am sooooo happy that you posted!!!!!!!
I am leaving today for a week and will be away from any internet access, this
was purfect timing!!!!!!!!!!!
thank you so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh yeah, and it really rocked!!!!! I love them together!!!! :thanx:
Samantha

Hey guys, I know it's been a long while. I just finished transferring my fic elsewhere. If you'd like to continue reading: http://katenate.blogspot.com/

Oh yeah, please leave any questions, comments or suggestions if you have any. :)

nevermind.

Nevermind? I liked the blog spot.
Nevermind, What? No more posts on Kate and Nate or just no more blog?
Let me know, you know I love this story!!!!!!

And hay, did you know that on Sep.6 "Heart Like a Wheel" with Bonnie B. is coming out on DVD? I cannot wait!! :woohoo:
Samantha

Nevermind? I liked the blog spot.
Nevermind, What? No more posts on Kate and Nate or just no more blog?
Let me know, you know I love this story!!!!!!

And hay, did you know that on Sep.6 "Heart Like a Wheel" with Bonnie B. is coming out on DVD? I cannot wait!! :woohoo:
Samantha

Lol. I was gonna say that I'd post my fic here if it would be easier. But then I was going to leave the boards for good because I was fed up with some people here but then I decided not to.

And no I didnt know that it was supposed to be coming out on DVD. I was actually thinking about that the other day and thinking how nice it would be to have on DVD.

Okay...I really just wanted to post the end of my fic here since..I started it here. I thought it would be better. Sitcoms Online has been it's home for like three years so...here it is:



About an hour later, Kate heard a knock at her door. She answered it, of course. It was Nate. Kate was surprised.

Nate held up a bouquet of flowers and a bag of groceries. “I’m sorry,” he said.

Kate sighed. Now she finally understood why he had come there earlier that night. He really did care about her and what happens to her. Kate put her arm around his neck and brought him in for a peck on the lips.

A while later, Nate was setting dinner up for Kate. Kate couldn’t believe he was doing this for her. “Nate, I’m sorry about earlier. I didn’t realize that you were doing it for me and not for you. I really am sorry Nate.”

Nate shook his head. “It’s nothing. Really. I just…I couldn’t watch you do that to yourself. It hurt me.”

The two adults ate their dinner in silence. Afterwards, they both cleaned up. Nate was very tired and also glad that he had the next day off. Nate leaned forward on the table to rest.

“Do my back, Kate. Please.” Nate said as he put his head down to rest on the table.

Kate smiled to herself and walked over to him. She slipped her hands under the back of his shirt and began to rub his back. Her hands found their way to his lower abdomen and then his belt buckle. She wanted him. Right then and there.

Kate knelt down in front of Nate. Nate couldn't believe she was doing this. She had never done this to him before but he wanted it more than anything. Nate stood up straight as he felt Kate begin. He was loving it and Kate could tell by his moans and groans.

Kate stopped just a short while after. She was being a tease. She undressed herself. Nate pressed his body against hers. She was breathing heavily now.

"I've missed you." Kate whispered.

With that said, Nate gave every part of himself to Kate. As it ended, Kate and Nate tried to catch their breath. They had missed being together, but it felt good in the end.
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Kate and Nate's relationship had regained its strength and stability over the next two months. Nate was still visiting Kate every night. Amanda and Jill had worked it out and came to get Katie-Ann. Kate was happy to Amanda finally owning up to her responsibilities. Kate was also glad to have some extra time in her life for Nate.

Nate had gotten an inviitation to a friend's party. It was the Friday coming up. He didnt want to bring Kate. He knew his friends wouldnt accept her the way she did. She would have been the oldest person there and he couldnt afford to let her go through that. So, Nate went alone.

Kate knew about the party. She had found the invitation in his coat pocket. He didnt even invite her. She couldnt believe he'd do such a thing. She was upset. Her mind started racing. Was he seeing someone else? Was she not good enough anymore? Kate tried to calm down. Kate knew Nate would be coming over that night after the party. She poured herself some brandy, sat on the couch in the livingroom and waited for him to come.

Half an hour later Nate opened the front door and found Kate sitting on the couch.

"Hey." he said.

Kate didnt even look at him. She didnt even blink. She just stared into space and sipped from her glass.

Nate went over to her, bent down and tried to kiss her. Kate turned away. She wasnt giving in. Nate just sighed.

"What?!" He was frustrated.

"Don't you raise your voice at me."

"I'm sorry." Nate said.

"How was the party?" Kate asked.

Nate's jaw dropped. "Kate--"

"No, dont even try to explain. Who is she? Is she young? Younger than me, I bet.."

"What the hell are you talking about?" Nate was so confused.

"If you're seeing another woman just say so. If you want out you can go." Kate instigated.

"I'm not seeing anyone else." Nate was being honest.

"You're full of it. You stupid bastard. Why did you lie to me?" Kate was furious. She got up from the couch.

"I didnt think you were up to going. I didnt want you to feel obligated to fit in over there."

"Why? Because theyre younger? The girls are prettier?"

"Where the hell is this coming from?" Nate asked as he went over to her and put his hands on her hips.

Kate pushed his hands off of her. "You dont want me anymore? Fine. Dont touch me."

"Of course I want you. I dont want anyone else. I've never wanted a woman as much as I've wanted you. Never. Not even my wife." Nate said.

Kate paused for a moment. "Your wife?"

"Yeah. My wife." Nate said.

"Are you saying you love me more than you loved her?" Kate asked.

"No, I'm saying I never wanted her as much as I want you."

"What's the difference?" Kate asked.

"I have no idea. I just know that when I'm not with you, I'm nothing."

"And when you are with me?"

"I feel secure. And safe. And loved."

Kate walked away from him. She didnt know what to say. Then she turned around. "Dont you ever lie to me again. I'll forgive you once but I wont forgive you twice. I do not like being lied to. I've had enough of that in my life."

Nate sighed. "I'm sorry."
-----

After the fight, Nate had to make it all up to Kate. He wanted her to meet his family for the first time. This was the woman that he loved. He wanted his family to see how happy she made him.

Nate arranged for a family dinner. Kate was nervous and she felt that Nate was embarrassed by her. She didnt know what to with herself. She tried on outfit after outfit and nothing looked right. Nate finally picked something out for her. It was just right.

They arrived at the restaurant and Nate's whole family was there. Parents, siblings, everyone.

"Who is that?" Nates sister asked.

"His ladyfriend maybe?" His mother answered.

"She's our age for God's sake." Nate's father responded.

Kate and Nate sat down at the table. Kate shook hands with everyone and put on her best smile. A few of Nate's family memebers gave her the cold shoulder. Kate was expecting this.

"So how old are you Kate?" Nate's father asked.

"Dad.." Nate sighed.

"Fifty-three." Kate answered.

This was followed by mumbling and shocked expressions from all members of the family.

"Shes older than we are." Nate's father said.

"She is. My gosh!" His mother was shocked.

"I love her. So that doesnt matter." Nate defended Kate.

"She's old enough to be your mother. Doesnt that bother you, son?" Nates father asked.

"If it bothered him, he wouldnt have brought me here." Kate snapped back.

"Kate, please..." Nate wasnt even defending her now.

"Nate, she's old enough to be your GRANDMOTHER." Nate's little sister made fun.

"Shut up." Nate was getting angry.

Kate got up from the table and left. Nate ran after her.

"Wait!" He called after her.

Kate turned around. Her face was red from crying.

"I knew this was a bad ****ing idea. Why'd you make me come here? Why? We're no good for each other Nate. Don't you see? It's not going to work."

Nate kissed her to stop her from crying. Then he hugged her.

"Cap?" Called a familiar voice from some distance away.

Kate jumped. She wiped her tears away. It was Jinny and Raina.

"Are you okay?" Raina asked.

Kate nodded. "MmHmm."

"Are you guys...together?" Jinny asked looking at both of them curiously.

Kate sighed. And so did Nate.

"We have to go. I'm sorry." Kate said as she walked off.

Nate looked at Jinny and Raina. "I'll see you guys later."

Nate's pulled into Kate's driveway. Kate unbuckled her seatbelt.

"Dont sleep here tonight. I need to be alone." Kate got out of the car and walked into the house.

Nate drove off.
-----

Kate had taken off work the next few days. She didnt want to see anyone. Nate was worried. Then he got some shocking news.

"Guys, I heard that Cap put in for a transfer." Magda said.

"She what?" Jinny asked.

"Shes tranferring to L.A.P.D" Magda wheeled her chair to the middle of the bull pen.

"Nate, did you know about this?" Raina asked.

Nate shook his head. He was in shock. He was trying desperately to hold back his tears. "I..I have to go guys."

With that said, Nate left the division and headed for Kate's house.

When he got there, the entire place was empty. All the furniture, everything was gone. The only thing left was a small white envelope. It was addressed to Nate. Inside there was a note. It read:

Nate
I'm sorry I had to to this to you. After all that we've been through I wish I could have toughed it out. But I cant. That night with your family was it for me. I know I embarrass you no matter how much you say you love me. They're all right. You should be with a young girl. Thats what you deserve. You deserve it more than anybody. You'd be happier that way. I'm so sorry it had to end this way Nate. Please dont come looking for me. Tell everyone at the division that I love them dearly. They'll always be in my heart. I'll never forget them. Tell Jinny that I love her like a daughter and that I'd do everything over again for her in heartbeat. Tell them all that they made my life so much more meaningful than it would have been if they hadnt been a part of it. Please tell them I love them. And Nate, I love you most of all.
Love Always,
Kate

Nate wiped a few tears from his eyes. He gathered himself and went back to work. He showed everyone the letter.

They all cried and wondered what went wrong and why they were never told about Kate and Nates relationship.

"I have to find her." Nate said.

"But she said not to." Jinny responded.

"I dont care. I love her."
-----

Nate packed his things and headed for L.A. He was determined to find her even if it took him forever.

It took him days to find her. Making phone calls and trips here and there trying to locate her was tiresome but he finally did it.

Kate had moved to a one bedroom apartment in L.A. Right by the police station. Nate found the apartment building and eventually Kate's apartment. He knocked on the door.

Kate opened it. She was angry. "I told you not to follow me. I want to start over. I want a different life."

Nate made his way into her apartment. Kate closed the door.

"I love you. I love you more than anything. I dont care what my family thinks or what society thinks. I dont care if youre old enough to be my mother. I dont care that we wont be together forever because of our ages. What matters is here and now. I love you with everything that I have. I love you for you. I love you because you're beautiful and because you make me feel like I'm worth something. I love you and thats it. None of that other bull**** matters." Nate explained.

Kate was starting to cry. "I love you too but this will never work. You need a young girl. I'm too old for you."

"Did you not hear what I just said? I dont wnat a young girl. I want you. And only you. You have no idea how wonderful you make me feel. You make me feel like I've finally done something right in my life. And thats the greatest feeling in the world. Nothing, no one can ever replace that. Please Kate, come home."

Kate shook her head. "I cant. Everyone knows about us. Do you know how much trouble I would have gotten in if anyone found out? I had to leave."

Nate took Kate's hand. "Then stop working. I'll take care of you. I'll support you."

"I cant. This is my life. My work is what keeps me sane." Kate explained.

"This is going to be worse for you. You'll miss everyone way too much."

"No, I've severed all ties. I'm starting over." Kate cried a little bit more.

"Then let me start over with you. Let me be with you where no one knows us and no one can judge us. Let me be with you." Nate said.

Kate hugged him. "I love you so much."

Nate hugged her back. "I love you too."

Nate left San Francisco to be with Kate.They both left everything and everyone they had ever know just to be with each other. Love holds no boundaries. Not for Kate and Nate. They had everything working agaisnt them, but they made it work.
-----


Kate McCafferty will always be the love of my life. I never felt with anyone the way I felt with her. She made me feel like I wa worth something. And now as I watch her sleep, I cant help but think of how much I love this woman.

I took her into my life, first as a boss, then as a friend. I never imagined it would end up like this. I never thought I'd look at her and love her and want her as much as I do now.

When I was married, I looked at my wife but not like this. I did not love her the way I love Kate. Beacuse of Kate I'm a different person. She's shown me things that I never knew even existed. She's shown me how to love and understand others. And how to love myself. I cant say that I cared too much about myself before there was a Kate McCafferty in my life.

Kate made me feel more secure than I ever felt in my whole life. She made everything okay. She made every waking moment so much better. She made my life perfect.

I cant imagine where I would be right now if it hadnt been for this woman. I like to think that she saved me from a completely different life. A life without happiness or love or dreams. All of these things exist in my life because of her. And ONLy because of her.

I love this woman with everything that I am. And it will always be that way.
-----

Nate. What can I say? I love this man. I know I havent always been good to him but I love with all my heart. I cant say that I've ever loved anyone quite the way I love him. And I know he loves me.

I dont know how it happened. But all the moments between us built up something so beautiful that I couldnt help but take notice to how wonderful he is. From that first night at Anchorside, I knew I loved him. I loved his as a human being. I loved him as a man. As a cop.

Its hard to even think about what my life would be like without him. He keeps me sane. He makes me feel loved and wanted and young. He makes me feel alive. All he has to do is touch me or kiss me and I know that everything is okay. I know that we'll make it. Even if we dont, I know he'll still be there. But if we do, I'm afraid of what might happen as I get older. I know he'll love me then as much as he loves me right at this moment. I just hope the age gap wont hurt us.

I love this man. And I'll love him forever. He's everything to me. Everything I've ever wanted. Everything you could ever ask for. I wouldnt trade him for anything.

I Loved it!! A very sweet ending. I have to say that, I'm sad to see it end but,You did it beautifully.
Wonderfull story, as always wonderfull writing!!! It has been a joy to read! :cheers: :notworthy :yourock: :clap :thanx: :bighug:
:rip: Behind Closed Doors :luvu: :bye: Samantha

Congrats Consentida on finishing a beautiful story. Very nicely done.