I Turn to You

[candace~n~nathan]

Okay, I know I shouldn't be writing ANOTHER fic, but when I get an idea, I like to go w/ it! I'll TRY to keep up on it!!!
Disclaimer: This is DJL’s show, I’m just borrowing an idea from when the show used to rock, and I counted down the days till Sunday at 9!

This fic takes place in Season 2’s episode "Keep Hope Alive." It starts after CD had to tell the
woman that her son was dead (even though he wasn’t) to get a confession out of her that
her husband was the actual person to kidnap the kids. You don’t need to be familiar with
it to understand this fic, I’m just giving all of ya a little background!
Nate has a girlfriend (which makes it different from season 2), and CD has
recently divorced.
So CD is really upset after the woman’s gone and is crying. Nate comes in to tell
her that they found the kid and he’s still alive. It picks up there, and hope you all enjoy!

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CD cried into Nate’s shoulder, while he rocked her. “Shhh,” he replied. “It’s going to be
okay, CD, let it all out,” he replied and held her close.
“I had to LIE to that woman!” she shrieked. “About her own kid being dead!”
He nodded. “I know, CD,” he said as he stroked her hair out of her face.
Kate took that time to enter the room. “CD, how did it.........go,” she paused seeing
her two Inspectors.
CD looked up and turned her head away immediately, not wanting Kate to see her
cry.
“Cap, can you give us a minute?” Nate asked her.
Kate nodded and shut the door behind herself.
“That was embarrassing,” CD attempted to joke as she looked up at Nate with her
blood shot eyes.
He grinned. “Nah, not at all,” he reassured her and played with her hair again.
“You gonna be alright?”
She smiled. “Yeah, I’m fine. Just been a long week, ya know?”
He nodded and put his arm around her. “I sure do, partner.”
She sighed. “Well, I better go talk to the Cap then.”
He released his hand, nodded, and watched her go.

Kate waved CD in as soon as she saw her.
“Yes, before you ask, I’m perfectly fine, and no, I don’t want to talk about it,” CD
remarked.
“CD,” Kate pushed gently, “I’m so sorry you had to do that. It’s part of the job
sometimes, please understand that.”
CD nodded and tears welled up in her eyes. “I know that, Cap,” she choked out.
“It’s just hard sometimes.”
Kate nodded. “I want you going home early, CD. You’ve put in more than enough
time today.”
CD agreed. “I’m not even in the mood to argue with you.”
Kate grinned. “That’s a first,” she teased.
CD didn’t respond or even grin. “Can I go now?”
Kate nodded. “Yes, CD, you can go. I don’t want you driving yourself though,”
Kate announced. “Tell Nate to take you home.”
“Fine,” CD grumbled.
“I mean it, CD! If I hear otherwise.....” Kate started.
“You won’t because he’ll take me, alright?!” CD bitterly remarked and slammed
the door behind her.
Kate rubbed her temples and shut her eyes. “Damn, what a day,” she commented
and went back to her paperwork.

CD found Nate standing very close to Kate’s office.
“Oh, hey CD!” he exclaimed. “I was uh, getting some, uh......” he stammered.
“You were spying on me?” she asked and smiled.
He blushed. “Maybe a little,” he admitted. “So are you ready for me to take you
home then?”
She nodded but her bottom lip quivered and tears sprung to her eyes again.
“CD, what is it?” he whispered, knowing she’d be embarrassed if everyone else
saw her crying.
“I don’t want to go home,” she murmured through her tears and whispered softly
to him, “I don’t want to be alone tonight, Nate.”
He nodded, knowing what that feeling was like. He put his arms around her. “It’s
okay, CD, you won’t be alone. I’ll stay with you tonight.”
She blew out a sigh of relief. “Can we stay at your house?” she pleaded and then
realized what it sounded like. “I mean, if that’s okay! I don’t have to.....”
“Of course you can stay at my house, CD!” he exclaimed.
“Thank you,” she replied sheepishly and let him walk her out to his car.
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Alright, tell me if I should continue or not!!!

[maria1986]

YAY!...a new fic!.....Im so happy!...and yes you should continue!... its great...I love how its from back in the day...

[CD DeLorenzo]

awwwwww I CAN'T WAIT TO READ MORE!!!! YAY

[candace~n~nathan]

Originally posted by CD DeLorenzo
awwwwww I CAN'T WAIT TO READ MORE!!!! YAY

AWWWW!!! I love Full Moon!!!!!! That ep was great!!!!! Those two are just adorable together!!!!

[Snowfall]

Originally posted by candace~n~nathan
AWWWW!!! I love Full Moon!!!!!! That ep was great!!!!! Those two are just adorable together!!!!

Oh, yes, I love that ep! I've watched that last scene of them about 100 times!

And YES, Lisa, you silly girl, POST MORE!!!! This is so amazing! I just saw that ep again, and I was just thinking about how that could have turned into something else. Those two always had such a special bond, that words can't even describe.....

[CD DeLorenzo]

...

[planet_stella]

Awwwwww that was so cute *sniff sniff* A little sad but cute.And NATE was so sweet ....... You've gotta post more! Pleeeeeeeeease!!!!!!!!!

[candace~n~nathan]

Originally posted by maria1986
YAY!...a new fic!.....Im so happy!...and yes you should continue!... its great...I love how its from back in the day...

yeah, this is my old school fic!! lol, thank you guys for your replies, and so here's more!!!!

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They arrived at his apartment fifteen minutes later, and Nate unlocked the door.
“Thank you,” she replied when he held it open for her.
He nodded and shut it behind them. “I’m sorry, I don’t have much food, you want me to order out something?”
She shrugged. “It doesn’t matter, if you want to you can.”
He laughed. “If ya leave it up to me, I’ll order something from every delivery place in San Fran!” he exclaimed.
CD laughed. “Okay, okay, let’s get a pizza or something.”
He grinned and nodded. They discussed toppings and such, so Nate could call it in. After the order was placed, Nate got them some Coke to drink, and they had a seat on the couch.
“I haven’t been all the way in here before,” CD commented. “You've got a nice place.”
He acknowledged his compliment. “Thanks,” he said and turned on the TV.
Nothing was on, and they didn’t know what to say to each other.
Finally, CD broke the ice. “Nate, I guess I should apologize to that woman tomorrow,” she announced. “It’s the only halfway considerate thing I can think of.”
Nate shook his head. “No you don’t, CD, it’s already taken care of.”
“What?” she questioned him.
“I talked to her already. I explained what happened, and she asked if you would talk to her tomorrow. She wasn’t very angry with you, actually. She was just happy that
her son was still alive.”
CD nodded and silently thanked him for doing her dirty work. “Wouldn’t anyone be?” she rhetorically said.
The doorbell rang, and Nate went and answered it for the delivery man. He paid and tipped him and brought the steaming hot pizza in the room. “How does this look?” he
asked her as he opened the lid.
“Mmmm, it looks great!” she commented and followed him into the kitchen for
supper.

That night Nate had given her the full tour of his apartment. They were in his room talking, and it was getting late.
“I’d better start thinking about bed, Nate, it’s after midnight,” CD told him.
Nate nodded after he looked at the clock. “Wow, where’d the time go?”
She grinned. “I don’t know,” she replied and turned to him. “Um, could I uh,
borrow some clothes to sleep in?” she blushed.
He smiled. “Of course!” he told her and went to his dresser. He pulled out an old
Tshirt and a pair of boxers. “These work okay?”
She nodded. “More than okay,” she replied, accepted the clothes and hugged him. “Thank you for everything.”
He hugged her back. “Anytime, CD, don’t ever hesitate to come to me.”
She nodded and left the room to sleep on the couch.
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[Snowfall]

Aww, give me more of this amazing fic! I am LOVING it!

[CD DeLorenzo]

oh oh me too!!! MUAHAHAHA!

[candace~n~nathan]

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A couple of hours went by, and CD was having a nightmare. She
shouted out, crying, “I’m so sorry, I’m so sorry! I had to do it, Cap said it
was my job!”
Nate heard her and ran into the room. He saw her fighting the
dream, and immediately shook her awake.
“Na Na Nate..” she stammered. “What’s going on?” she asked,
tears rolling down her eyes.
“Shhh, honey, you were just having a nightmare,” he explained and
hugged her. “You’re okay now.”
She shook her head. “I don’t want to be out here by myself
anymore,” she commented and held on to him. “Can I sleep in your
room?” she asked in a little voice.
He nodded. “Of course you can, CD!” he exclaimed and helped her up and
into his room.
He laid her into bed. “Won’t she be mad?” CD asked.
“Who?”
“Your girlfriend?”
Nate’s face contorted, completely forgetting the fact that he
actually had a girlfriend. He shook his head. “I don’t see why, but if she
was, then it doesn’t matter because you’re bunkin’ with me tonight,
roomy,” he said and climbed into the other side of the bed.
She grinned at his protectiveness and buried her head into a pillow.
“Nate?” she whispered after he’d turned the light off.
“What is it?” he asked her.
“Will you hold me tonight?” she slightly pleaded.
He grinned and scooted closer to her, placing one arm under her
neck and the other across her middle. “How’s this?”
She blushed and shivered to the touch of his bare skin on her body.
“It’s fine,” was her understatement before her mind fell into a complete
slumber for the rest of the night.
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[CD DeLorenzo]

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwness! That was soooooo cute!

[Snowfall]

OMG, Lisa, this fic is so fantastic! The more I read, the more I love it! Post more ASAP!

[maria1986]

this is AWSOME!!!!...of course it is...YOU WROTE IT!!!........anyway...plllleaaaseee post more soon...

[candace~n~nathan]

Originally posted by maria1986
this is AWSOME!!!!...of course it is...YOU WROTE IT!!!........anyway...plllleaaaseee post more soon...

for that AWESOMELY sweet reply! , and the others as well, here's more!!!!!!!

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CD awoke bright and early the next morning. She glanced over at Nate,
who still had his arms safeguarded around her. She grinned as she
watched him sleep. He slightly snored, and his left eye twitched every
now and then.
Finally, she decided to get up and start her day. She needed
something to thank him for being so sweet to her the night before, and
the only thing she could think of was what she knew he’d love-- a huge
breakfast.
She was busily flipping pancakes when someone knocked on the
door. Forgetting she was a guest in Nate’s apartment, she answered the
door without looking in the peephole.
CD glanced at the woman standing in front of her while her jaw
almost hit the ground.
“CD, what the hell are you doing here?” the woman bitterly asked
her.
“This isn’t what it looks like,” CD tried to convince her. “Don’t
jump to the wrong conclusions, okay? I know it seems bad from where
you’re standing, and we technically slept together, but I swear we didn’t
sleep together, I promise!”
The woman rolled her eyes. “It’s not what it looks like, CD?” she
rhetorically asked her. “Oh, so you’re not really in Nate’s apartment at
6:30 in the morning in his SHIRT and BOXERS with your hair all messed
up?” she paused to swat at the back of CD’s hair. “Aw, and look, you’re
sweetly making him coffee while he sleeps,” she rolled her eyes. “Ya
could’ve fooled me it isn’t what it looks like,” she sneered as she walked
to Nate’s bedroom.
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