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brownsocks · 03-24-2003, 07:41 PM

AAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGG i am so damn stupid i ruined my friendships with two best friends in the run of two days

o am so angry with them and with myself and i am so depressed because of this both of them are in my class two so it will be less than pleasent for a few days more likely till the end of the year

-*Leah*- · 03-24-2003, 08:55 PM

ok

ziggy4500 · 03-24-2003, 08:57 PM

emblish some more

brownsocks · 03-24-2003, 09:12 PM

okay well one of my friends brittany i can't stand to be around anymore eventhough i care for her more than anything else or well at least i did but she never cares about anything i do for her or anyone else so i said why bother anymore.
the other friend jillian was just trying to be nice to me and kept asking how i was doing when she knew it was really bad and saying a bunch of crao like things will get better and that same old tune. i kinda fliped a little on her and i'd be surprised if she speaks with me ever agian not that it matters much anyway i have always been alone nobody ever cared what happened to me i am and will always be a loner

Polniaczek033 · 03-24-2003, 09:34 PM

aww, well, I shouldnt say "It will get better" cuz u will get upset. So, let it pass! Things should blow over. IF you friends were really you friends they wouldn't act like brats. no offense

*Pleasant Tomorrow* · 03-24-2003, 10:42 PM

If it makes you feel any better...you arn't the only one with friend trouble. My friends would probably deny it...but I'm kinda the one that's just there...they don't pay too much attention to me. I guess they seem to like each other better and could care less if I was around. Maybe not, but that's what it feels like...like I'm not good enough or something. Seriously though, don't worry. There's always other people out there...that's kind of what I'm learning. I mean, I've been friends with these ppl since I was a lil kid...but if they act that way toward you, there's always other ppl.

*PinkLady* · 03-25-2003, 04:51 PM

I'm sorry. I've lost a lot of friends in my lifetime, and I know how it feels. I don't really have any advice for you because I've embraced being a loner, and I don't know if that's what you want to do. The best thing I can say is what A TV People said...there's other people out there for you. Good luck in finding them.

03-24-2003, 07:41 PM	#1
brownsocks Maud'Dib Forum Regular Join Date: Aug 23, 2002 Location: The place where all roads lead, Amber Posts: 598	I am a damn idiot AAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGG i am so damn stupid i ruined my friendships with two best friends in the run of two days o am so angry with them and with myself and i am so depressed because of this both of them are in my class two so it will be less than pleasent for a few days more likely till the end of the year

03-24-2003, 08:55 PM	#2
-Leah- Back for More Forum Fanatic Join Date: Jan 15, 2003 Posts: 10,563	ok
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03-24-2003, 09:34 PM	#5
Polniaczek033 believe. Forum 4000 Club Member Join Date: Feb 26, 2002 Location: edinboro. Posts: 4,634	aww, well, I shouldnt say "It will get better" cuz u will get upset. So, let it pass! Things should blow over. IF you friends were really you friends they wouldn't act like brats. no offense
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03-24-2003, 10:42 PM	#6
Pleasant Tomorrow Member Forum Addict Join Date: Feb 19, 2003 Location: New York Posts: 69,525	If it makes you feel any better...you arn't the only one with friend trouble. My friends would probably deny it...but I'm kinda the one that's just there...they don't pay too much attention to me. I guess they seem to like each other better and could care less if I was around. Maybe not, but that's what it feels like...like I'm not good enough or something. Seriously though, don't worry. There's always other people out there...that's kind of what I'm learning. I mean, I've been friends with these ppl since I was a lil kid...but if they act that way toward you, there's always other ppl.
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03-24-2003, 08:57 PM	#3
ziggy4500 Guru Frequent Poster Join Date: Aug 12, 2002 Posts: 223	emblish some more

03-24-2003, 09:12 PM	#4
brownsocks Maud'Dib Forum Regular Join Date: Aug 23, 2002 Location: The place where all roads lead, Amber Posts: 598	okay well one of my friends brittany i can't stand to be around anymore eventhough i care for her more than anything else or well at least i did but she never cares about anything i do for her or anyone else so i said why bother anymore. the other friend jillian was just trying to be nice to me and kept asking how i was doing when she knew it was really bad and saying a bunch of crao like things will get better and that same old tune. i kinda fliped a little on her and i'd be surprised if she speaks with me ever agian not that it matters much anyway i have always been alone nobody ever cared what happened to me i am and will always be a loner

03-25-2003, 04:51 PM	#7
PinkLady Member Forum Veteran Join Date: Jun 04, 2002 Posts: 7,457	I'm sorry. I've lost a lot of friends in my lifetime, and I know how it feels. I don't really have any advice for you because I've embraced being a loner, and I don't know if that's what you want to do. The best thing I can say is what A TV People said...there's other people out there for you. Good luck in finding them.