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Jinny Girl · 11-26-2002, 05:28 PM

You know, lie in the movies when you see a kid picked on to the point of like... insanity and you think "People get bullied but never THAT bad!". Well anyone here get trated that badly in school?

I sure as hell did. Not at the school Im at now but middle school was horrible. if u tell me ur despressing stories Ill share.

fr00ti · 11-26-2002, 05:33 PM

Well I used to get made fun of alot in school. It was really hurtful and Ive carried those things with me throughout my school life. I dont understand why people make fun of me if I never even say anything bad about them. Like today these guys were making fun of me because of the way I talked. I never make fun of them. But most of the time at this school no one even treats me like I exist. People slam into me and knock my stuff down in the halls and dont even say im sorry. And I also sit alone at lunch. Thats why I hate school.

Plata · 11-26-2002, 05:55 PM

Oh, don't even get me started on my terrible elementary school life! In grades 1 through 8 I got teased and picked on almost every day. I was called mental because I was a quiet kid and the other kids didn't think I could talk. (That was in grade 1) In
grade 3 some 6th graders ran underneath my swing and one of them hit their head while going under it and I jolted my shoulder pretty bad. I don't think they meant to do that, but none of them ever approached me to say sorry. The girl who hit her head actually wasn't mean to me though. In grade 5 I had a fear of dogs when I was little, but of course that changed once my mom and dad got a dog Ralph. Back when I was like 3 a dog chased me to a fence and I scraped myself on the fence. It never bit me, but it scared me. 7th grade was the worst, though. Nothing happened to me, but this other kid who was really nice was picked on by 5 guys in my 7th/8th grade math class. The guys would throw pencils and things across the room and said the guy did it and I even heard that they had dumped him into a garbage can at a noon hour once. Two of my classmates tried to tell some teachers what was going on, but the teachers didn't do anything about it. And, in 8th grade he was sent to a different school. When my mom said she wanted to move to the city the summer after 8th grade, I didn't think twice about deciding to move with her, while my dad waited for the house to sale. Anyway, that's the story of my elementary school life.

Kay Scarpetta · 11-26-2002, 06:14 PM

Grades K-6 I was picked on, teased, talked about behind my back, left out, embarrassed, called names, and everything you could think of.

7th grade was good I guess. Talked to some people. Didn't really have THAT many friends.

This year? See below post...*way* bottom

Bouchard · 11-26-2002, 06:23 PM

Okay, until 4th grade, my school life was lots of popularity. I lived in the city, Belleville. It was awesome. But, my sister got caught up with the wrong crowd, so we moved away to a small town an hour or 2 away from Belleville. Well, I didn't really make friends (we pretty much came from 2 different worlds). I got picked on, and crap. And, when I went to 7th grade, another small town went there too. And all the popular people from that town befriended me... And now, I pretty much talk to everyone. So, quite a few of my friends HATE some of my other friends with passion. So, that's kinda weird...

Beruche · 11-26-2002, 06:27 PM

I've hated school ever since I started. When I first started school my teacher hated me even though I was the best behaved studen in the class. I guess she must have had something against never going to time out or something. That wasn't the worst of it though. I hated to have to go outside with my classmates becuase I was afraid of talking so they would always come up to me and ask me why I didn't talk in a really mean way. Like if I were a baby or something. Then one time in the first grade when I actually thought that I would be able to say something I got the wrong answer and everyone laughed. I mean its one thing to laugh at someone because their afraid but to laugh at someone's intelligence is just mean. If somebody isn't smart its not their fault. I don't think anyone should laugh at someone just because their stupid if their still little. Then when I got older people treated me like I was a three year old and couldn't understand anything else. Then when I started 7th grade these groups of people would come up to me and crowd around me and then I would get really scared and couldn't breath and lots of bad stuff. I hate my life.

Chad22 · 11-26-2002, 07:01 PM

Well, lets see. Pre school through 1st grade wasnt so bad, everybody pretty much got along at that time. in 2nd grade i moved to Woodland (Town i live in now) and was kinda shy around my new classmates. They pretty much ignored me and and made fun of me at times. Around 3rd grade i decided i had enough of being ignored and that being noticed is a good thing, no matter if they like you or not. So i started doing crazy things like yelling "PORKCHOPS" for no reason in the middle of gym class,. Or trying to bounc off the bathroom wall. After awhile i got a reputation as the crazy guy in town, and they still made fun of me. But after awhile i didnt care anymore and just kept on doing cxrazy things. In 8th grade my best friend Jacob moved to town, and he was basically my only friend in school.

When we started high school we once again got a reputation as the 2 crazy guys in town. And i, being the Happy Days fan i am, started walking through the door every morning doing a thumbs up and said 'AYYYYYYY". After awhile it caught on and people started doing it back to me. Than during the end of my Freshman year i got expelled for a supposed bomb threat, Which I Didnt Even Do! But anouther guy in my gym class did, but seeing as his mother was a teacher for the school, and he had a lot of friends that acted as "Witnesses" they believed him and not me. I Even got arrested and taken to the police station. That was a terrible experience i never want to go through again, but it all worked out for the better, cause im home schooled now and no longer have to deal with the life of being a High School Student.

Funny thing is a few months after that, the same guy that got me expelled nearly broke my friends leg, but of course he used his "Politics" and my friend got blamed for it an suspended for 3 days. What is with the world these days?!

Chocoholic · 11-26-2002, 07:07 PM

I hated school from the first day of kindergarten to the last day of 12th grade. I'm disabled and just about everybody either bullied me or ignored me. My school life was pure Hell.

I'm in college now, and I think it is so much better.

Mijada · 11-26-2002, 07:32 PM

School wasn't my thing either. I wasn't a very good student and even failed a grade so I got teased about that. I was a tomboy so I got teased about that too. By the time I reached High School I was so shy I didn't say nothing to nobody. I was sooo glad to finally be finished with school. College was totally different though. Everyone was friendlier and didn't care how you dressed and things like that. I made a lot of friends in college and had so much fun.

Georgia's on my Mind · 11-26-2002, 07:38 PM

K-8= Couldn't be better.
9- Worst year of my life...my life literally fell apart I got made fun of it was pure awful insanity.
10- not too bad...pretty good
11- Right now, It's neutral...Lets see what happens..

JDS84 · 11-26-2002, 08:01 PM

The first 5 years of Elementary school was great. Then came middle school it was great. Three years later I'm in high school. The first year of high school was the worst. I got made fun of just because of being short and because of my apperance. The second year was okay. I still got made fun of. Then came the third year. It was better than the first two years. Then came my senior year. I got contacts change my apperance got my hair highlighted and everything changed. Finally I graduated and got out of that stupid school.

Penny Lane · 11-26-2002, 08:18 PM

Even though it was eons ago(1964-1968) I hated school! The same problems as today I expect (for girls that is) My family didnt have a lot of money so no way could I dress the way that I wanted to. I always felt lesser, if you know what I mean............. but things got better after graduation. After I got married I grew up a lot! Things got SO much better! But even thinking of high school still gives me the creeps!

Kids, don't let anybody intimidate you! They are jerks! Believe me!:

AllIWantIsYourClutch · 11-26-2002, 08:33 PM

K-5...school was great. I was friends with everyone....All of the soon-to-be popular people were my best friends.

6-8th grade...things changed. My best friend became a cheerleader and totally ignored me..well actually...all of my old friends became cheerleaders and they ALL ignored me. So that sucked. I got made fun of behind my back in 7th grade....*coughs*....certain people made up certain words with certain meanings about me and would make up songs with the line "......Amy is fak......" *COUGHS* *stares at Amanda* But alas...*counts* 2....or 3....of those people came to their senses and we became really good friends in 8th grade.

9th grade- Now. Everythings peachy. I mean, my ex-best friend is a whore and I suppose i can deal with that...but it's still really depressing.

Jinny Girl · 11-26-2002, 08:52 PM

grades K-4, Slight teasing, unpopularity, my friends were all moving away, but i had friends. I hated everyone though, because everyone was just annoying.

5 & 6, Even though I lost weight, I was called fat. I had alot of enemies that I physically fought with a lot. Spent alot of time crying. Wasn't outspoken.

7 & 8: What the hell did I ever do to them anyway? Called fat NON stop "Get uir fat ass out of our table, we dont want you here" "Move it, fatass" "You're the ugliest fatass I've ever seen!" i begged my mom to let me switch schools. They made fun of me when I ate, calling me fat (think like 5'7 size 9-10 in Express (its the only store I can think of). I was pretty chunky, but i wasnt a ****ing elephant). they threw food at me in the lunch room, tried to push me down stairs, made fun of my clothes (and I was normal then. I wore blue sweaters and designer jeans and straightened my highlighted hair and wore pink eyeshadow), and how they looked on me. Towards the end of 7th grade I started getting violent towards people. First three months of 8th grade I was anorexic, a result of constant insults. Dropped nearly 30 lbs. People still called me fat constantly, even though I was now a size 5/6 in express and a size like 6/7 everywhere else. (as i still am, even tho i gained a little weight back because i was starting to look weird). Pretty good for someone who is 5'8. (it seems big to you, but im built just one of those tall, big people who wouldnt fit in a size 2 if they were 99 lbs. Built on a fairly large frame, not weird lookin tho). I mean I was skinnier than alot of girls. And still i got insulted. The guy I liked made sure to tell everyone how much he didnt like me. Including me. I wrote him a note once, with my friend. Just to be nice because I wanted to at least be friendly with him. And everyone made up stories about me writing love notes. Yeah it sounds stupid but when everyones laughing and pointing, and you dont know why, you want to die. One i mentioned I put his name in ancestry.com to see if he was there (I also put my best friends names in. I was just picking people i knew. honestly.) and everyone RAN to tell him, and they all laughed at me. Then afer all this he was so SORRY because he never realized i liked him. Well now I hate him, and I hope he dies. Because he really messed me up for a while. And he doesn't deserve a life, because he cant consider others at all. Not only me. He insults my friend non stop, shes annoying as hell, but he just seems to LOVE hurting girls. "Player". And so towards the middle of the year I gave up on leading a fake normal life. Because all fashion is just a way to gt popularity based on your T shirt. So I did what any good 13 year old heavy metal fan would do. Threw all my clothes out, bought a bunch of black shirts, and kept the ones I owned, and wore them everyday with a pair of jeans. My express jeans. They litterally fell apart by the end of the year. But i didn't care. I was keeping them cause they cost 50 dollars, so I was gonna wear them till they died. and i did. I stopped shopping at nice stores, and shoped at K Mart and Hottopic. I wore too much eyeliner and if anyone spoke to me, id either answer in one sylable or just stare. Not to be gothic or to have a label. Just to get people to get the **** away from me. I dont ever want to see anyone i know. they ruined my life. Litterally. Now I have an eating disorder that I cant shake and I have issues when it comes to liking people in general, all stemmed from their comments.

hate hate hate hate hate hate hate.

Kay Scarpetta · 11-26-2002, 09:20 PM

This year- *Edited due to my lack of stupidity-* who the **** am I kidding? I have no "friends". I have a few "acquaintances", and they are nothing more then that. I talk to them and sit with them sometimes, but other then that, I'm alone. I choose to be alone due to my recent account of mental stability anyways. Friends are someone who you do stuff with, can tell them stuff, and trust them. So basically speaking, I have no friends. I am ALWAYS home on the weekends. Why the ****ing hell do you think I have over 14,000 goddamn posts?! No one likes me, I've never 'fit it', I've never been popular, but ya know what? It's not my problem anymore, because I HATE EVERYONE! I hate my parents, my family, and allllllllllll the kids at school. HATE HATE HATE!

I think I'm gonna go start a club with Dana.....

11-26-2002, 05:28 PM	#1
Jinny Girl Member Senior Member Join Date: Aug 04, 2001 Location: ...I'm not sure (looks around) WHO ARE YOU PEOPLE!!?!??!? Posts: 2,726	Who here had a horrible school life? You know, lie in the movies when you see a kid picked on to the point of like... insanity and you think "People get bullied but never THAT bad!". Well anyone here get trated that badly in school? I sure as hell did. Not at the school Im at now but middle school was horrible. if u tell me ur despressing stories Ill share.
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11-26-2002, 05:33 PM	#2
fr00ti Member Forum Fanatic Join Date: Sep 16, 2002 Posts: 12,846	Well I used to get made fun of alot in school. It was really hurtful and Ive carried those things with me throughout my school life. I dont understand why people make fun of me if I never even say anything bad about them. Like today these guys were making fun of me because of the way I talked. I never make fun of them. But most of the time at this school no one even treats me like I exist. People slam into me and knock my stuff down in the halls and dont even say im sorry. And I also sit alone at lunch. Thats why I hate school.
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11-26-2002, 06:14 PM	#4
Kay Scarpetta Defy Gravity 8.26.05 Forum Superstar Join Date: Jul 04, 2001 Location: La Vie Boheme Posts: 28,013	Grades K-6 I was picked on, teased, talked about behind my back, left out, embarrassed, called names, and everything you could think of. 7th grade was good I guess. Talked to some people. Didn't really have THAT many friends. This year? See below post...way bottom
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11-26-2002, 08:01 PM	#11
JDS84 Member Forum 3000 Club Member Join Date: Dec 11, 2001 Location: My Old Kentucky Home Posts: 3,377	The first 5 years of Elementary school was great. Then came middle school it was great. Three years later I'm in high school. The first year of high school was the worst. I got made fun of just because of being short and because of my apperance. The second year was okay. I still got made fun of. Then came the third year. It was better than the first two years. Then came my senior year. I got contacts change my apperance got my hair highlighted and everything changed. Finally I graduated and got out of that stupid school.
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11-26-2002, 08:18 PM	#12
Penny Lane Butter Pie Forum Icon Join Date: Jul 03, 2001 Location: Beneath the blue suburban skies Posts: 51,270	Even though it was eons ago(1964-1968) I hated school! The same problems as today I expect (for girls that is) My family didnt have a lot of money so no way could I dress the way that I wanted to. I always felt lesser, if you know what I mean............. but things got better after graduation. After I got married I grew up a lot! Things got SO much better! But even thinking of high school still gives me the creeps! Kids, don't let anybody intimidate you! They are jerks! Believe me!:
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11-26-2002, 05:55 PM	#3
Plata Member Senior Member Join Date: May 16, 2001 Location: Regina,Saskatchewan, Canada Posts: 1,201	Oh, don't even get me started on my terrible elementary school life! In grades 1 through 8 I got teased and picked on almost every day. I was called mental because I was a quiet kid and the other kids didn't think I could talk. (That was in grade 1) In grade 3 some 6th graders ran underneath my swing and one of them hit their head while going under it and I jolted my shoulder pretty bad. I don't think they meant to do that, but none of them ever approached me to say sorry. The girl who hit her head actually wasn't mean to me though. In grade 5 I had a fear of dogs when I was little, but of course that changed once my mom and dad got a dog Ralph. Back when I was like 3 a dog chased me to a fence and I scraped myself on the fence. It never bit me, but it scared me. 7th grade was the worst, though. Nothing happened to me, but this other kid who was really nice was picked on by 5 guys in my 7th/8th grade math class. The guys would throw pencils and things across the room and said the guy did it and I even heard that they had dumped him into a garbage can at a noon hour once. Two of my classmates tried to tell some teachers what was going on, but the teachers didn't do anything about it. And, in 8th grade he was sent to a different school. When my mom said she wanted to move to the city the summer after 8th grade, I didn't think twice about deciding to move with her, while my dad waited for the house to sale. Anyway, that's the story of my elementary school life.

11-26-2002, 06:23 PM	#5
Bouchard Banned Banned!! Frequent Poster Join Date: Nov 25, 2002 Location: Napanee Posts: 113	Okay, until 4th grade, my school life was lots of popularity. I lived in the city, Belleville. It was awesome. But, my sister got caught up with the wrong crowd, so we moved away to a small town an hour or 2 away from Belleville. Well, I didn't really make friends (we pretty much came from 2 different worlds). I got picked on, and crap. And, when I went to 7th grade, another small town went there too. And all the popular people from that town befriended me... And now, I pretty much talk to everyone. So, quite a few of my friends HATE some of my other friends with passion. So, that's kinda weird...

11-26-2002, 06:27 PM	#6
Beruche Chicago Senior Member Join Date: Aug 27, 2001 Location: In anti land singing the lala song Posts: 2,613	I've hated school ever since I started. When I first started school my teacher hated me even though I was the best behaved studen in the class. I guess she must have had something against never going to time out or something. That wasn't the worst of it though. I hated to have to go outside with my classmates becuase I was afraid of talking so they would always come up to me and ask me why I didn't talk in a really mean way. Like if I were a baby or something. Then one time in the first grade when I actually thought that I would be able to say something I got the wrong answer and everyone laughed. I mean its one thing to laugh at someone because their afraid but to laugh at someone's intelligence is just mean. If somebody isn't smart its not their fault. I don't think anyone should laugh at someone just because their stupid if their still little. Then when I got older people treated me like I was a three year old and couldn't understand anything else. Then when I started 7th grade these groups of people would come up to me and crowd around me and then I would get really scared and couldn't breath and lots of bad stuff. I hate my life.

11-26-2002, 07:01 PM	#7
Chad22 Captain Juke N Jive Moderator Forum Addict Join Date: Nov 23, 2002 Location: Caribou, Maine Posts: 71,661	Well, lets see. Pre school through 1st grade wasnt so bad, everybody pretty much got along at that time. in 2nd grade i moved to Woodland (Town i live in now) and was kinda shy around my new classmates. They pretty much ignored me and and made fun of me at times. Around 3rd grade i decided i had enough of being ignored and that being noticed is a good thing, no matter if they like you or not. So i started doing crazy things like yelling "PORKCHOPS" for no reason in the middle of gym class,. Or trying to bounc off the bathroom wall. After awhile i got a reputation as the crazy guy in town, and they still made fun of me. But after awhile i didnt care anymore and just kept on doing cxrazy things. In 8th grade my best friend Jacob moved to town, and he was basically my only friend in school. When we started high school we once again got a reputation as the 2 crazy guys in town. And i, being the Happy Days fan i am, started walking through the door every morning doing a thumbs up and said 'AYYYYYYY". After awhile it caught on and people started doing it back to me. Than during the end of my Freshman year i got expelled for a supposed bomb threat, Which I Didnt Even Do! But anouther guy in my gym class did, but seeing as his mother was a teacher for the school, and he had a lot of friends that acted as "Witnesses" they believed him and not me. I Even got arrested and taken to the police station. That was a terrible experience i never want to go through again, but it all worked out for the better, cause im home schooled now and no longer have to deal with the life of being a High School Student. Funny thing is a few months after that, the same guy that got me expelled nearly broke my friends leg, but of course he used his "Politics" and my friend got blamed for it an suspended for 3 days. What is with the world these days?!

11-26-2002, 07:07 PM	#8
Chocoholic Member Forum Star Join Date: Dec 01, 2000 Location: Between a rock and a hard place. Posts: 11,235	I hated school from the first day of kindergarten to the last day of 12th grade. I'm disabled and just about everybody either bullied me or ignored me. My school life was pure Hell. I'm in college now, and I think it is so much better.

11-26-2002, 07:32 PM	#9
Mijada Spencers mom Forum 4000 Club Member Join Date: Dec 02, 2001 Location: eastern US Posts: 4,093	School wasn't my thing either. I wasn't a very good student and even failed a grade so I got teased about that. I was a tomboy so I got teased about that too. By the time I reached High School I was so shy I didn't say nothing to nobody. I was sooo glad to finally be finished with school. College was totally different though. Everyone was friendlier and didn't care how you dressed and things like that. I made a lot of friends in college and had so much fun.

11-26-2002, 07:38 PM	#10
Georgia's on my Mind Senior Member Forum Superstar Join Date: Aug 19, 2001 Posts: 25,054	K-8= Couldn't be better. 9- Worst year of my life...my life literally fell apart I got made fun of it was pure awful insanity. 10- not too bad...pretty good 11- Right now, It's neutral...Lets see what happens..

11-26-2002, 08:33 PM	#13
AllIWantIsYourClutch peaceout. Forum Icon Join Date: Aug 02, 2001 Location: Illinois. Posts: 53,424	K-5...school was great. I was friends with everyone....All of the soon-to-be popular people were my best friends. 6-8th grade...things changed. My best friend became a cheerleader and totally ignored me..well actually...all of my old friends became cheerleaders and they ALL ignored me. So that sucked. I got made fun of behind my back in 7th grade....coughs....certain people made up certain words with certain meanings about me and would make up songs with the line "......Amy is fak......" COUGHS stares at Amanda But alas...counts 2....or 3....of those people came to their senses and we became really good friends in 8th grade. 9th grade- Now. Everythings peachy. I mean, my ex-best friend is a whore and I suppose i can deal with that...but it's still really depressing.

11-26-2002, 08:52 PM	#14
Jinny Girl Member Senior Member Join Date: Aug 04, 2001 Location: ...I'm not sure (looks around) WHO ARE YOU PEOPLE!!?!??!? Posts: 2,726	grades K-4, Slight teasing, unpopularity, my friends were all moving away, but i had friends. I hated everyone though, because everyone was just annoying. 5 & 6, Even though I lost weight, I was called fat. I had alot of enemies that I physically fought with a lot. Spent alot of time crying. Wasn't outspoken. 7 & 8: What the hell did I ever do to them anyway? Called fat NON stop "Get uir fat ass out of our table, we dont want you here" "Move it, fatass" "You're the ugliest fatass I've ever seen!" i begged my mom to let me switch schools. They made fun of me when I ate, calling me fat (think like 5'7 size 9-10 in Express (its the only store I can think of). I was pretty chunky, but i wasnt a **ing elephant). they threw food at me in the lunch room, tried to push me down stairs, made fun of my clothes (and I was normal then. I wore blue sweaters and designer jeans and straightened my highlighted hair and wore pink eyeshadow), and how they looked on me. Towards the end of 7th grade I started getting violent towards people. First three months of 8th grade I was anorexic, a result of constant insults. Dropped nearly 30 lbs. People still called me fat constantly, even though I was now a size 5/6 in express and a size like 6/7 everywhere else. (as i still am, even tho i gained a little weight back because i was starting to look weird). Pretty good for someone who is 5'8. (it seems big to you, but im built just one of those tall, big people who wouldnt fit in a size 2 if they were 99 lbs. Built on a fairly large frame, not weird lookin tho). I mean I was skinnier than alot of girls. And still i got insulted. The guy I liked made sure to tell everyone how much he didnt like me. Including me. I wrote him a note once, with my friend. Just to be nice because I wanted to at least be friendly with him. And everyone made up stories about me writing love notes. Yeah it sounds stupid but when everyones laughing and pointing, and you dont know why, you want to die. One i mentioned I put his name in ancestry.com to see if he was there (I also put my best friends names in. I was just picking people i knew. honestly.) and everyone RAN to tell him, and they all laughed at me. Then afer all this he was so SORRY because he never realized i liked him. Well now I hate him, and I hope he dies. Because he really messed me up for a while. And he doesn't deserve a life, because he cant consider others at all. Not only me. He insults my friend non stop, shes annoying as hell, but he just seems to LOVE hurting girls. "Player". And so towards the middle of the year I gave up on leading a fake normal life. Because all fashion is just a way to gt popularity based on your T shirt. So I did what any good 13 year old heavy metal fan would do. Threw all my clothes out, bought a bunch of black shirts, and kept the ones I owned, and wore them everyday with a pair of jeans. My express jeans. They litterally fell apart by the end of the year. But i didn't care. I was keeping them cause they cost 50 dollars, so I was gonna wear them till they died. and i did. I stopped shopping at nice stores, and shoped at K Mart and Hottopic. I wore too much eyeliner and if anyone spoke to me, id either answer in one sylable or just stare. Not to be gothic or to have a label. Just to get people to get the ** away from me. I dont ever want to see anyone i know. they ruined my life. Litterally. Now I have an eating disorder that I cant shake and I have issues when it comes to liking people in general, all stemmed from their comments. hate hate hate hate hate hate hate.

11-26-2002, 09:20 PM	#15
Kay Scarpetta Defy Gravity 8.26.05 Forum Superstar Join Date: Jul 04, 2001 Location: La Vie Boheme Posts: 28,013	This year- Edited due to my lack of stupidity- who the ** am I kidding? I have no "friends". I have a few "acquaintances", and they are nothing more then that. I talk to them and sit with them sometimes, but other then that, I'm alone. I choose to be alone due to my recent account of mental stability anyways. Friends are someone who you do stuff with, can tell them stuff, and trust them. So basically speaking, I have no friends. I am ALWAYS home on the weekends. Why the **ing hell do you think I have over 14,000 goddamn posts?! No one likes me, I've never 'fit it', I've never been popular, but ya know what? It's not my problem anymore, because I HATE EVERYONE! I hate my parents, my family, and allllllllllll the kids at school. HATE HATE HATE! I think I'm gonna go start a club with Dana.....