So Sad

[dream...er]

I guess god works in weird ways...second night in a row I missed CATM. I was awake at 1:30 then must have fell asleep soundly until 5:00 so again I missed the show. And I understand Freddie isn't looking well in these last episodes... Now I'll tell you why I say god works in weird ways. I had a terrible day yesterday. And I couldn't stop think of Freddie and what tourment he must have been in. I was very sad for my own reasons but I just kept thinking of him. I pulled into the parking lot and just sat there and prayed. Then I looked up and said I'm sorry Freddie you went through everything feeling so alone and hopeless that you had to end your life. Then I said just give me a sign it will be ok...you're ok and I will be ok. Amen...Ok so I sat there maybe 5 more mins...Opened the card door and this huge wind came out of nowhere dust and dirt and dand all over me all in my car. Me...I was smiling like an idiot all I could say was thanks. And I still felt bad all day but I knew I wasn't alone. It was very weird and I hope I don't freak anyone out. But it gets weirder. I went for a walk around 8-9pm last night still thinking of Freddie how sick he was, how thin, how depressed, how alone...with all those damn people no one woke up. And I guess I related instances in my own life for a second cause I really felt a connection, a true saddness for him. Anyhow...get this out of nowwhere a Collie I think it was a collie but it was black and white the shape and fur looked like a collie...Well it came running up to me right up to me and I froze I was terrified and I looked at him straight in the eyes, it sat down stared at me but it looked so kind and gentle...he got up and ran away...I started walking away slowly and when I stopped I turned around and he was watching me walk away from the end of the street...Another sigh? I don't know...I'm still confused. But hey I'll take it.

[Pitooey]

"Dreamer" believe it or not I own a collie. I've had my female collie for 1 year and a half. --- Another thing is I was asleep the night before. Before I went to sleep I asked God to wake me up so I can tape Chico and the man. Well I was in dream land and a man appeared in my dream. He had muscles with tattoos on his bicep when I looked up I saw Freddie's face and he said to me "Get up you have to tape Chico and the man". I woke up. I didn't want to tell anyone because I feel people wouldn't understand but after reading your post I just had to respond. Wierd huh?

[dream...er]

Wierd? No not to me. It's so strange I am looking for Chico signs all day. I really am going through alot of personal hell of my own these last few days and I don't know why but these incidents have comforted me. Maybe I am an obsessed fan who knows. I am crazy about a man I can't have too LOL Sounds like my life story. Nah I just feel very bad for him. His light was shut off too soon. I can identify with his pain alot of the time. That's why I feel drawn to him in a odd sort of way though he does comfort me. But hey we have to cheer up...And look at the good in him. I am expecting the comedy cd either today or tomorrow hopefully from Amazon I can't wait!!!!

[Cheryl Harrell]

I had a weird one too. I had diaherra like symtoms before the show came on. They stopped in time for the show & didn't reoccur until it was over which was good. Yikes!

I set the dual VCR TO tape it. My CHICO tape it on was in the left deck (DECK 1) & in the right deck (DECK 2) was another tape to tape some other stuff off of TVLAND. I hit the wrong button & accidentally taped CHICO on the other tape. No problem I just transferred a copy of it (Copied) it onto my CHICO tape afterwards. Well, the tape I accidentally taped it on was all jiggleing & jittery. Sound was fine but it was bouncing up & down. Yuck! Oh well. My tapes are kinda fuzzy cuz TVLAND & most of the channels come in really fuzzy on the satellite dish. I'm suspecting it is out of alignment & needs to be re-aligned but I don't know how & don't want to goof it up. I noticed when I change satellites, when it moves away from the satellite to go on to the next satellite, it gets clearer for a minute as it starts to move away untill it is fully moved away from that satellite. Yikes!

[This message has been edited by Cheryl Harrell (edited 04-05-2001).]

[DeDe]

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[This message has been edited by DeDe (edited 04-10-2001).]

[Prince]

Cheryl,
I read your post about your channels not
coming in clearly. I work with dishes at
work and I think you just need to check your
transponders and change them. Get out your
user manual, it will tell you step by step
how to do that. Also check your signal
strength. It should be at least in the high
70's to get good reception.

By the way, we need to stay more positive
about Chico. I thought he looked so good
in today's show. Handsome as ever. I think
we're reading way to much into this. Perhaps
we're looking more closly than we should.
He would want us to focus on his talent. And
if he was looking bad to many of you today, I
wouldn't kick him out of my bed for eating
crackers. I thought he was plain beautiful.
My eyes could be going who know????? Please
don't take offense, just trying to keep
everything positive. Love Chico!!!!

[catcopy18]

I'm sooooooo glad I have all you Freddie Fans
to talk and listen to. At work my closest friends listen to me go on and on about him
but no one seems to share my interest. Today when I got home there was a FAX for me in our family room that said "I LOVE YOU -
KEEP SMILING!" and signed from CHICO. Even
though I know it was one of my kooky friends at work playing what they thought was a "trick" on me, it made me feel warm and good inside. (My husband was actually the one who found the fax and asked me about it!)
He thinks I'm crazy any way because I set my alarm every day to wake up at 4 a.m. to record CATM.. Maybe I am crazy but I can't help it!!!!

[Cheryl Harrell]

Thanks for the info! Sadly I don't have an instruction manual. Yikes!

Looking good in about 10 minutes!

Chico er Freddie did cause me to spend some $$$ LOL! I decided to buy another AB switch so I can plug in both VCRS together & not have to unplug & wound up buying one with a remote control so I don't have the switch the AB switch to go between TV & Satellite... & had to also pbuy a converter plug to hook the 2 vcr's to one plug end cuz it only places to hook 3 things & not 4. It's all Chicos fault.



[This message has been edited by Cheryl Harrell (edited 04-06-2001).]

[Joy]

Originally posted by dream...er
I guess god works in weird ways...second night in a row I missed CATM. I was awake at 1:30 then must have fell asleep soundly until 5:00 so again I missed the show. And I understand Freddie isn't looking well in these last episodes... Now I'll tell you why I say god works in weird ways. I had a terrible day yesterday. And I couldn't stop think of Freddie and what tourment he must have been in. I was very sad for my own reasons but I just kept thinking of him. I pulled into the parking lot and just sat there and prayed. Then I looked up and said I'm sorry Freddie you went through everything feeling so alone and hopeless that you had to end your life. Then I said just give me a sign it will be ok...you're ok and I will be ok. Amen...Ok so I sat there maybe 5 more mins...Opened the card door and this huge wind came out of nowhere dust and dirt and dand all over me all in my car. Me...I was smiling like an idiot all I could say was thanks. And I still felt bad all day but I knew I wasn't alone. It was very weird and I hope I don't freak anyone out. But it gets weirder. I went for a walk around 8-9pm last night still thinking of Freddie how sick he was, how thin, how depressed, how alone...with all those damn people no one woke up. And I guess I related instances in my own life for a second cause I really felt a connection, a true saddness for him. Anyhow...get this out of nowwhere a Collie I think it was a collie but it was black and white the shape and fur looked like a collie...Well it came running up to me right up to me and I froze I was terrified and I looked at him straight in the eyes, it sat down stared at me but it looked so kind and gentle...he got up and ran away...I started walking away slowly and when I stopped I turned around and he was watching me walk away from the end of the street...Another sigh? I don't know...I'm still confused. But hey I'll take it.

I found this in an earlier post and i thought as long as we are discussing strange and eerie happenings and dreams you might be interested in this.
Joy