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Jinny Girl · 03-07-2002, 11:12 PM

Well I always wanted to write one and my other fic is near done so I didnt this it would hurt to start this... I'll try to make it different. U better like it and responde... ive been novacianed and im dieing.

Jinny walked down the hallway, holding onto the wall for support. She felt sick. Only 3 hours before that, she found her mother dead in her bathroom. The coppery smell she had identified as blood was still in the air. Every time she closed her eyes, she could see her mother lying there, even though only 30 minuted before that, she had been taken away in a bodybag for an autopsy. Jinny had cried so hard she wasnt sure if there were any emotions left, or if her body could possible make any more tears. She took a left and walked slowly up the stairs, and made another left into her room. She left the lights off. The setting sun cast a dim light through the window, which was enough to light the room. She layed back on the bed and stared at the ceiling. Then it hit her. The awful realization of what had just happened.
(My mother is dead. My mother commited suicide. My mother is not coming back.)
This was the first time it has really sunk into her brain. Before she was just in to much shock to even think. She closed her eyes, to try and stop the tears from coming, but thet only resulted in her seeing her mothers face. And watching exactally what had happened, the few seconds before and after she saw her mom, over and over like a movie. She gave up. It was no use. She a;llowed herself to cry again. Quite hysterically. Her family could hear her sobbing from down in the living room, but they left her alone. They all needed to be alone.
"Oh my god......... Oh my god... no..nononoNOOOOOOO... You cant be gone you cant.... Noo..." Jinny said in between sobs. EVen though it was only about 8 O clock, the entire exstead family went to sleep, her father drunk of course. Casey hadn't spoken a word since he got home. He was worrying his father and even john, he just stared into speace and didn't respond. Jinny was oblivious to the fact he had even come home. At about 9, jinny could hear everyone snore.
(How can they sleep??? How can they? How can you sleep at a time like this? I don't understand how anyone could sleep tonight.)
She knew in the back of her mind that this was how they dealt with stuff. When Grandma Peg died two years before, they went to sleep. She remembered her 5th grade health teacher saying 'Everyone deals with losses in different ways... Anger, sadness, hostility...' Her brothers went to bed... Well it must have worked, when ur asleep u dont have to think about anything. Jinny had always wondered what it would be like to be drunk, she had never done it. She;d drank but always with permission. She remembered watching TV shows with drunks in them always talking about how they felt so carefree when they were drunk. Right now she needed to be carefree... The thought of her dead mother plagued her...
(Why did you leave me? Why did you??? WHY? God it was all my fault wasnt it... I do evertything wrong and she probably thought I hated her didn;t she? I told her that before.... Oh god... it's all my fault... I killed her...)

Im tired and novacianed so its not that wonderful but hey its a start... tomorow Ill actually be awake while typing...

InspectorExstead · 03-07-2002, 11:59 PM

i like it so far dana. add more when u are awake.

Babes_Cat · 03-08-2002, 07:34 AM

Blossom! ADD MORE NOW! PWEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jo/Blair_fan · 03-08-2002, 08:12 AM

MORE I think that should cover it.

Swimfan85 · 03-08-2002, 04:03 PM

this rocks!!!!!!!! i love it, add more!

Ewan's My Man · 03-08-2002, 04:57 PM

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Originally posted by Jo/Blair_fan
MORE I think that should cover it.

DEFINITELY!!

AllIWantIsYourClutch · 03-09-2002, 12:15 AM

This is really good Dana! Love the title!! LoL! Post more!

sue z q · 03-09-2002, 03:09 AM

This is awesome Dana!! I love it, really!!! LOL, please post more soon!! And get unnovacained...LOL

JinnyRulz2932 · 03-09-2002, 11:30 PM

I really like it! its really good so far! continue! You've got me hooked now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jinny Girl · 03-10-2002, 01:08 AM

Ok well Im unnovacained... now I have a sore... almost infeced ear peircing and I need to do something about it.

Jinny got up off her bed and moved sluggishly to the top of the stairs. She breathed in hard and swore she could smell blood, but it was jus her imagination, the smell hadn;t traveled this far in the first place. She did her best to walk quietly down the stairs. Of coursesince she needed to be quite, the stairs made sure to creak extra loud. She paused half way down and craned her neck to look behind her. There was nobody there. She took this as her chance to bound down the stairs, skipping a few, which seemed to make the creaking noise less noticeable. She went over to the liquor cabinet, which had a lock on it. He locked it to keep John Jr. out mainly, Jinny and Casey had never really been the types to drink. Casey was utterly perfect, straight A, honor roll, speaks spanish fluently after taking spanish class for one year, you know the type. Jinny had a tendency to be a bitch and a borderline whore (dresses slutty, acts slutty) but remaned an alcohol and drug-free virgin. Jinny examened the lock for a minute and ran into the kitchen. Her backpack was there, and in it was a 400 dollar lock picking kit she got for free. She didn;t really steal it, the kid who owned it, Zack, (mr. Daddy-has-84mill-so-i-can-buy-more-than-u-so-haha.) moved to his house in Miami and left it in his locker. So she had every right to take it. She returned to the lock and pulled out one of the 25 different tools in the kit and worked at the lock for a second, she'd practiced on gym lockers enough to almost perfect the art of lockpicking. (she also learned to perfect the art of switching peoples clothes and locks around so it was virtually impossible to find your stuff before u graduated.). The lock popped open and she pulled it off. She began to cry again. She knew her mother wouldn't want her to do this. She knew it would really dissapoint her, but the pain was to bad to just ignore it and try to sleep. The only reason she pressed forward with the whole drinking this was the possibility that it might bring her some reliefe from the sadness. Jinny pulled the doors of the liquor cabinet open and looked over the possible choices. She made up her mind and reached for a bottle of vodka. She closed the cabinets and just left the lock sitting there as she went back to her room. Her face was soaked with tears when she got back. She wasn't even sure exactally why she was doing this anymore. Her dad was drunk tonight. He didn't cry, or seem all that sad. Maybe she would have the same results. She took off the cap and sniffed it. The smell was overwhelming at first, she didn't expect it to smell that strong. She put the bottle up to her lips but brought it back again. She argued with herself, she could hear her moms booze is bad lectures going on in her head at the same time as she told herself she would feel so much better.
(It's bad for you Jinny, is kills brain cells and-)
(It numbs you from head to toe and u wont have to cry anymore-)
(It can cause problems with Kidneys... And liver, and give u ulsers! It's addictive.-)
(One time wont hurt. It'll make it easier. Soon you'll get over it and u wont have to ever drink again and it'll be over. You can't get addicted from using it once. You NEED it jinny. You know you do. If you don't do it now you'll be up all night pacing around sobbing and you'll keep seeing moms face... Splattered with blood from her completely shattered skull, lying in a pool of her own blood, which smells a little like copper...)
(You'll end up like your father. He cant stop-)
(Dad's always laughing. Dads always happy.)
Jinny saw her mother again. And she started to cry harder. She wondered how her father could even go back into his bedroom...
(He's drunk. He feels no pain. Don't you want to feel no pain? Don't you want to feel like he feels?------ Yes,)
Jinny put the bottle up to her lips and tilted her head pretty far back. She felt an initial rush as the cold liquid rushed down her throught. She continued to chug it for as long as she could, before she felt like she had no choice but the throw up or stop. Even though she, of course, had'nt felt any effects yet it calmed her a little to know that soon everything would be alright... temporarily. Her stomach felt strange, a weird burning kind of cold kind of strange. She chugged a bit more, and decided the best way would be to take it slow. She took small sip after small sip, which was much easier than trying to down it at once. She didn't realize it was taking any effect on her for a while. Not until she made a quick movement to slide back on her bed a bit. At this point she had slowly drank about 3 shots worth. When she moved the room did a 360 and she was right in the middle of it as things whirled past. The images of her mother slipped away as she focused on how cool in general it felt, to be drunk. She leaned against her headboard as the room setteled back to the way it was supposed to be and continued to sip on the vodka.
(It numbs you from head to toe and u wont have to cry anymore-)

more? moose? moregnrwjed.

Babes_Cat · 03-10-2002, 12:16 PM

YES! Dana, post more! I LOVE IT!

Ewan's My Man · 03-10-2002, 05:27 PM

MORE...this is AWESOME!!

InspectorExstead · 03-10-2002, 10:36 PM

MORE DANA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sue z q · 03-10-2002, 11:13 PM

OMG, dis is great!! Post more, Dana!!

Jinny Girl · 03-11-2002, 10:48 PM

A few minutes later, Jinny was on the verge of passing out. The bottle was near empty. She was so drunk she couldnt hold it anymore. She just let go and let it roll off the side of her bed, it didnt break but it made a loud thud. Which was enough to wake her father up. He was not entirely drunk when he went to bed and the alcohol had barely any effect on him. Not nearly enough to impare any of his senses. He came down the hall to Jinnys room and peaked in. Jinny was lying on her bed, asleep, the bottle on the floor and the light on. The entire room smelled like vodka.
"JINNAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYY!" His voice could be heard 3,000 miles away in Brooklyn.
"WHA!" Was all Jinny could say as she fell off the bed and hit her head on the nightstand.
"WHAT...." He tried to calm himself. "What is going on??"
"Uhhh.. Uhhh... Uhhh... Um." Jinny turned around and tried to get up but it was a feudal attempt.
"That's great Jin... Just great.... I really need this right now as if I dont have enough things on my mind... Go to sleep." He didnt really want to yell. He understood her. And he wasnt in the mood to yell.
"But... I.."
"What part of go to sleep dont you understand?" He slammed the door and walked back to his room. He cried. For good reason, hs wife was dead, suicide and It was alreayd beggining to ruin the entire family. Jinny on the other hand sat without moving for about 5 seconds then just passed out on her floor.

I g2g......... GOT MILK!? WANT FIC!? GET MILK!

03-07-2002, 11:12 PM	#1
Jinny Girl Member Senior Member Join Date: Aug 04, 2001 Location: ...I'm not sure (looks around) WHO ARE YOU PEOPLE!!?!??!? Posts: 2,726	Another one of those "Jinny as a kid" fics ur all sick of. Well I always wanted to write one and my other fic is near done so I didnt this it would hurt to start this... I'll try to make it different. U better like it and responde... ive been novacianed and im dieing. Jinny walked down the hallway, holding onto the wall for support. She felt sick. Only 3 hours before that, she found her mother dead in her bathroom. The coppery smell she had identified as blood was still in the air. Every time she closed her eyes, she could see her mother lying there, even though only 30 minuted before that, she had been taken away in a bodybag for an autopsy. Jinny had cried so hard she wasnt sure if there were any emotions left, or if her body could possible make any more tears. She took a left and walked slowly up the stairs, and made another left into her room. She left the lights off. The setting sun cast a dim light through the window, which was enough to light the room. She layed back on the bed and stared at the ceiling. Then it hit her. The awful realization of what had just happened. (My mother is dead. My mother commited suicide. My mother is not coming back.) This was the first time it has really sunk into her brain. Before she was just in to much shock to even think. She closed her eyes, to try and stop the tears from coming, but thet only resulted in her seeing her mothers face. And watching exactally what had happened, the few seconds before and after she saw her mom, over and over like a movie. She gave up. It was no use. She a;llowed herself to cry again. Quite hysterically. Her family could hear her sobbing from down in the living room, but they left her alone. They all needed to be alone. "Oh my god......... Oh my god... no..nononoNOOOOOOO... You cant be gone you cant.... Noo..." Jinny said in between sobs. EVen though it was only about 8 O clock, the entire exstead family went to sleep, her father drunk of course. Casey hadn't spoken a word since he got home. He was worrying his father and even john, he just stared into speace and didn't respond. Jinny was oblivious to the fact he had even come home. At about 9, jinny could hear everyone snore. (How can they sleep??? How can they? How can you sleep at a time like this? I don't understand how anyone could sleep tonight.) She knew in the back of her mind that this was how they dealt with stuff. When Grandma Peg died two years before, they went to sleep. She remembered her 5th grade health teacher saying 'Everyone deals with losses in different ways... Anger, sadness, hostility...' Her brothers went to bed... Well it must have worked, when ur asleep u dont have to think about anything. Jinny had always wondered what it would be like to be drunk, she had never done it. She;d drank but always with permission. She remembered watching TV shows with drunks in them always talking about how they felt so carefree when they were drunk. Right now she needed to be carefree... The thought of her dead mother plagued her... (Why did you leave me? Why did you??? WHY? God it was all my fault wasnt it... I do evertything wrong and she probably thought I hated her didn;t she? I told her that before.... Oh god... it's all my fault... I killed her...) Im tired and novacianed so its not that wonderful but hey its a start... tomorow Ill actually be awake while typing...
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03-07-2002, 11:59 PM	#2
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03-08-2002, 08:12 AM	#4
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03-09-2002, 03:09 AM	#8
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03-09-2002, 11:30 PM	#9
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03-08-2002, 07:34 AM	#3
Babes_Cat Member Forum Superstar Join Date: Oct 11, 2001 Location: massachusetts Posts: 34,145	Blossom! ADD MORE NOW! PWEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

03-08-2002, 04:03 PM	#5
Swimfan85 Member Forum Veteran Join Date: Jul 04, 2001 Posts: 7,030	this rocks!!!!!!!! i love it, add more!

03-09-2002, 12:15 AM	#7
AllIWantIsYourClutch peaceout. Forum Icon Join Date: Aug 02, 2001 Location: Illinois. Posts: 53,424	This is really good Dana! Love the title!! LoL! Post more!

03-10-2002, 01:08 AM	#10
Jinny Girl Member Senior Member Join Date: Aug 04, 2001 Location: ...I'm not sure (looks around) WHO ARE YOU PEOPLE!!?!??!? Posts: 2,726	So do you guys respond to me because u like me or because u just like the fic not me? Ok well Im unnovacained... now I have a sore... almost infeced ear peircing and I need to do something about it. Jinny got up off her bed and moved sluggishly to the top of the stairs. She breathed in hard and swore she could smell blood, but it was jus her imagination, the smell hadn;t traveled this far in the first place. She did her best to walk quietly down the stairs. Of coursesince she needed to be quite, the stairs made sure to creak extra loud. She paused half way down and craned her neck to look behind her. There was nobody there. She took this as her chance to bound down the stairs, skipping a few, which seemed to make the creaking noise less noticeable. She went over to the liquor cabinet, which had a lock on it. He locked it to keep John Jr. out mainly, Jinny and Casey had never really been the types to drink. Casey was utterly perfect, straight A, honor roll, speaks spanish fluently after taking spanish class for one year, you know the type. Jinny had a tendency to be a bitch and a borderline whore (dresses slutty, acts slutty) but remaned an alcohol and drug-free virgin. Jinny examened the lock for a minute and ran into the kitchen. Her backpack was there, and in it was a 400 dollar lock picking kit she got for free. She didn;t really steal it, the kid who owned it, Zack, (mr. Daddy-has-84mill-so-i-can-buy-more-than-u-so-haha.) moved to his house in Miami and left it in his locker. So she had every right to take it. She returned to the lock and pulled out one of the 25 different tools in the kit and worked at the lock for a second, she'd practiced on gym lockers enough to almost perfect the art of lockpicking. (she also learned to perfect the art of switching peoples clothes and locks around so it was virtually impossible to find your stuff before u graduated.). The lock popped open and she pulled it off. She began to cry again. She knew her mother wouldn't want her to do this. She knew it would really dissapoint her, but the pain was to bad to just ignore it and try to sleep. The only reason she pressed forward with the whole drinking this was the possibility that it might bring her some reliefe from the sadness. Jinny pulled the doors of the liquor cabinet open and looked over the possible choices. She made up her mind and reached for a bottle of vodka. She closed the cabinets and just left the lock sitting there as she went back to her room. Her face was soaked with tears when she got back. She wasn't even sure exactally why she was doing this anymore. Her dad was drunk tonight. He didn't cry, or seem all that sad. Maybe she would have the same results. She took off the cap and sniffed it. The smell was overwhelming at first, she didn't expect it to smell that strong. She put the bottle up to her lips but brought it back again. She argued with herself, she could hear her moms booze is bad lectures going on in her head at the same time as she told herself she would feel so much better. (It's bad for you Jinny, is kills brain cells and-) (It numbs you from head to toe and u wont have to cry anymore-) (It can cause problems with Kidneys... And liver, and give u ulsers! It's addictive.-) (One time wont hurt. It'll make it easier. Soon you'll get over it and u wont have to ever drink again and it'll be over. You can't get addicted from using it once. You NEED it jinny. You know you do. If you don't do it now you'll be up all night pacing around sobbing and you'll keep seeing moms face... Splattered with blood from her completely shattered skull, lying in a pool of her own blood, which smells a little like copper...) (You'll end up like your father. He cant stop-) (Dad's always laughing. Dads always happy.) Jinny saw her mother again. And she started to cry harder. She wondered how her father could even go back into his bedroom... (He's drunk. He feels no pain. Don't you want to feel no pain? Don't you want to feel like he feels?------ Yes,) Jinny put the bottle up to her lips and tilted her head pretty far back. She felt an initial rush as the cold liquid rushed down her throught. She continued to chug it for as long as she could, before she felt like she had no choice but the throw up or stop. Even though she, of course, had'nt felt any effects yet it calmed her a little to know that soon everything would be alright... temporarily. Her stomach felt strange, a weird burning kind of cold kind of strange. She chugged a bit more, and decided the best way would be to take it slow. She took small sip after small sip, which was much easier than trying to down it at once. She didn't realize it was taking any effect on her for a while. Not until she made a quick movement to slide back on her bed a bit. At this point she had slowly drank about 3 shots worth. When she moved the room did a 360 and she was right in the middle of it as things whirled past. The images of her mother slipped away as she focused on how cool in general it felt, to be drunk. She leaned against her headboard as the room setteled back to the way it was supposed to be and continued to sip on the vodka. (It numbs you from head to toe and u wont have to cry anymore-) more? moose? moregnrwjed.

03-10-2002, 12:16 PM	#11
Babes_Cat Member Forum Superstar Join Date: Oct 11, 2001 Location: massachusetts Posts: 34,145	YES! Dana, post more! I LOVE IT!

03-10-2002, 05:27 PM	#12
Ewan's My Man I'll Cover You Forum Veteran Join Date: Sep 29, 2001 Location: Beneath the opera house... Posts: 5,682	MORE...this is AWESOME!!

03-10-2002, 10:36 PM	#13
InspectorExstead Member Forum Fanatic Join Date: Oct 29, 2001 Location: The Golden State Posts: 12,902	MORE DANA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

03-10-2002, 11:13 PM	#14
sue z q funger agger LOL Senior Member Join Date: Jun 27, 2001 Location: CA Posts: 1,687	OMG, dis is great!! Post more, Dana!!

03-11-2002, 10:48 PM	#15
Jinny Girl Member Senior Member Join Date: Aug 04, 2001 Location: ...I'm not sure (looks around) WHO ARE YOU PEOPLE!!?!??!? Posts: 2,726	HERRRRRRRRRES JONNY! A few minutes later, Jinny was on the verge of passing out. The bottle was near empty. She was so drunk she couldnt hold it anymore. She just let go and let it roll off the side of her bed, it didnt break but it made a loud thud. Which was enough to wake her father up. He was not entirely drunk when he went to bed and the alcohol had barely any effect on him. Not nearly enough to impare any of his senses. He came down the hall to Jinnys room and peaked in. Jinny was lying on her bed, asleep, the bottle on the floor and the light on. The entire room smelled like vodka. "JINNAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYY!" His voice could be heard 3,000 miles away in Brooklyn. "WHA!" Was all Jinny could say as she fell off the bed and hit her head on the nightstand. "WHAT...." He tried to calm himself. "What is going on??" "Uhhh.. Uhhh... Uhhh... Um." Jinny turned around and tried to get up but it was a feudal attempt. "That's great Jin... Just great.... I really need this right now as if I dont have enough things on my mind... Go to sleep." He didnt really want to yell. He understood her. And he wasnt in the mood to yell. "But... I.." "What part of go to sleep dont you understand?" He slammed the door and walked back to his room. He cried. For good reason, hs wife was dead, suicide and It was alreayd beggining to ruin the entire family. Jinny on the other hand sat without moving for about 5 seconds then just passed out on her floor. I g2g......... GOT MILK!? WANT FIC!? GET MILK!