Taking a break

[hue_mee]

After months of preparation for the Biography channel airing ( I was informed about this back in January) and preparing for Isaac's, as well as Freddie's birthday. I've gotten a little overwhelmed, emotionally tired, and have needed a serious break. My tribute to Freddie has become quite overwhelming and has given me time to think about this after it was all said and done.

My contacting the usual group of people which was over a hundred, regarding Freddie’s birthday. Has been a blessing as fan’s from all over the world visited and came back to the site to remember there fallen friend, star and loved one.

My only desire through this time of year is to unite with those fans, friends and those very close to Freddie, and to let them know that he is still loved and to thank them for showing it in there own personal way. Although the visits at the site grew as returning visitors increased enormously recently. Emailing several people for tributes seemed to fail as there were only a few received.

Personally, I think my work here is done. I am thankful that with the help of Freddie’s enormous talent I was able to reach his many fans, as well as his Mother Maria at the time this was all created. Although we have never met personally. I am thankful that Maria is aware of all the hard work that has been a part of keeping her son’s memory alive.

Yes the site will still remain up,. but since the lack of response from the tribute requests ( I am not finger pointing here), it seems kind of not to be the right time to continue, crusading for Freddie, so to speak. I have put way to many hours during my crusade, and now I feel it is time to take some serious time off. Yes, I have said this before, but this time, this, now is for real.

Dedicating all my energy and time towards Freddie has effected me in ways I wish it didn't. I have discovered a few things about those who were close to Freddie, which has only made it even more harder for me, emotionally, to continue. Sadly it has also been effecting those around me here in our community as I have sadly noticed how I would contact them and get no response from them. I noticed changes in friends status and felt like I was “kicked to the curb”. I just could not understand, I gave my all, and felt abandoned.

Yes I am grateful for people like the crew of Biography channel several people who knew or admired Freddie who had offered to have me keep in touch with them. With there own love and admiration for Freddie has begun a new relationship with them, and for me personally. I am grateful for having a tool as a purpose for the many educational facility’s that have visited the Freddie site for there own knowledge of Freddie Prinze and his short but brilliant career.

However Freddie’s diehard fans from all over this planet will still have a place they can pay homage toward there fallen actor-comedian. Freddie will always be in there hearts as I struggle in my own heart with Freddie and a dear friend who knew him very well.

[Cheryl Harrell]

You'll be missed. Hope you don't leave the message boards. Yours is the best site on Freddie. It should be his official site. I know it must be tiring. We appreciate all your hard work. You are to be commended for keeping his memory alive. He is with Mike now...

[Prince]

Wow, I think everyone is taking a break. No one has posted in July yet...and I'm just as guilty. I know Freddie will lure you back Suz...wink wink.

[hue_mee]

Thanks to all of you who contacted me via email, and face book while I was out. I never had no intention to quit my involment with keeping Freddie's memory alive. I was working on the tribute video for Freddie at the time Michael Jackson passed away. My original choice for the background music for the video was Michael's "You are not alone". Something struck me to change it prior to his passing which is why I have "Now and forever" By Carol king. When the news broke of Michaels death. Like everyone else It hit me hard and felt that if I had choosen that song of his prior to his death. It would really overwelmed me. I believe in the future I will include that song on some kind of video in Freddie's memory. I just don't know when will be the right time.


Thanks Macca and Cheryl. I just needed to hibernate for a bit. I am back and rested. Ready for more madness here.

[Cheryl Harrell]

Welcome back. We knew things were really dying around here when you left. You are the one who keeps his memory alive. Thanks for all you do...

[Luckymama58]

I know that I am one of those who haven't been around in a long time. Things have been changing so much in my life that I don't spend as much time on the computer at all anymore. I do have fond memories of you all and if you contact me I will chat with you. Sorry if I have given any impression to anyone that I am not interested anymore. That is not the case.

[Pitooey]

Hi Suz........ I am one of those who have been so overly busy I haven't gone to the site as much. Plus I no longer have that old email account if you did try to reach me. I think in a way we all needed a break from Freddie for a while because it was so overwhelming. Seeing his old shows. Some of his standup etc. For you it's been the most stress though. I can understand it though. I am sending you a big cyber hug though. You are missed.