Sorry

[LuLu Rogers]

I realize that most of you probably won't accept this apology, quite frankly, I don't blame you. I screwed up beyond belief this week and I'm extremely ashamed. I've done a lot of thinking this week and I realized that I was wrong. Apparently I have more growing up to do than I thought. I feel like utter and complete **** right now.

Brian, I'm so sorry for the way I acted. I've never made fun of your daughter and if anyone has, that's just horrible and I'm sorry. I got way to touchy when I shouldn't have and I hope you can forgive me.

Sonny, I don't know where to start. From the bottom of my heart, I truly am sorry, I mean that.

Michelle, You really hurt me, but I didn't react the way I should've and for that I am sorry.

Janice, I said things I didn't mean out of anger. I guess I just got tired of paying for the things my friends had done. I'm sorry for what I said.

TJ, I'm sorry for making a scene and causing trouble. I really do love SO and I think you do a wonderful job with it.

Tara, You warned me ahead of time and I didn't listen. You've been an incredible friend to me and I pray that I don't lose you over my own stupidity.


And to anyone else I have hurt or offended, I'm truly sorry.

To the friends that stuck by me, I love you all!


I've started completely changing my life this weekend and though I know it will be a slow process, I plan to stick with it no matter what.

As of this moment, I have no hard feelings with anyone, I've let it all go. I hope you will support me, but if you don't, I'll understand.

Thanks for listening.

[Nighthawk76]

I know how you feel, Lauren. I too realized a couple of weeks ago that I wasn't the person that I thought I was. Well, at least not online. Thankfully, I've been able to work things out with most of the people who I offended. Still, it is important to remember, Lauren, that it might take some time to heal some of the wounds. Even though someone may not except your aplology now, they may except it in the future. Especially if they see that you really have changed. Just give it some time and hang in there.

[LuLu Rogers]

Originally Posted by Crazy for Blair

I know how you feel, Lauren. I too realized a couple of weeks ago that I wasn't the person that I thought I was. Well, at least not online. Thankfully, I've been able to work things out with most of the people who I offended. Still, it is important to remember, Lauren, that it might take some time to heal some of the wounds. Even though someone may not except your aplology now, they may except it in the future. Especially if they see that you really have changed. Just give it some time and hang in there.

You're right Mike, it will take time for some of the wounds to heal. At least I can show everyone that I am changing for the better. Thanks for your kind words.

[Janice]

Lauren, everyone deserves a second chance. Nobody's perfect, certainly not me. I truly wish everyone could just get along. Some of us sound like we're in High School, Jr. High at that, lol. Brian was sincere in his apology thread. I know this because he told me so. If everyone, even members who haven't posted in a while, just joined in, I think it would have had a good outcome. Instead, everyone's faults were blown way out of proportion.

So sure, you're a nice person to have around. I just didn't know who to trust anymore, but the past is the past. I don't want any stress in my life. I have health conditions that are made worse by stress. You do as well, same as me, with the Fibromyalgia. Life's too short. We're good.

[Wreckless]

Just stay strong.

[LuLu Rogers]

Originally Posted by Janice

Lauren, everyone deserves a second chance. Nobody's perfect, certainly not me. I truly wish everyone could just get along. Some of us sound like we're in High School, Jr. High at that, lol. Brian was sincere in his apology thread. I know this because he told me so. If everyone, even members who haven't posted in a while, just joined in, I think it would have had a good outcome. Instead, everyone's faults were blown way out of proportion.

So sure, you're a nice person to have around. I just didn't know who to trust anymore, but the past is the past. I don't want any stress in my life. I have health conditions that are made worse by stress. You do as well, same as me, with the Fibromyalgia. Life's too short. We're good.

That really means a lot to me Janice.

The day I got so upset was just a horrible day for me. That morning, my parents spent an hour telling me what a failure I was. I took that anger out on you guys and I never should've done that. I'm trying so hard to prove my parents and family wrong, and it's been such a hard road. I'm trying my best to live a better life and to prove to them that I am worth something, that I'm not a failure. Even my two younger sisters say that I'm worthless, that REALLY hurts.

My Fibro is getting better though, Water Therapy has been a God send!!

[LuLu Rogers]

Originally Posted by Wreckless8228836

Just stay strong.

Thanks

[Nighthawk76]

Originally Posted by LuLu Rogers

That really means a lot to me Janice.

The day I got so upset was just a horrible day for me. That morning, my parents spent an hour telling me what a failure I was. I took that anger out on you guys and I never should've done that. I'm trying so hard to prove my parents and family wrong, and it's been such a hard road. I'm trying my best to live a better life and to prove to them that I am worth something, that I'm not a failure. Even my two younger sisters say that I'm worthless, that REALLY hurts.

My Fibro is getting better though, Water Therapy has been a God send!!

Lauren, you're not a failure. You are a good person.

[LuLu Rogers]

Originally Posted by Crazy for Blair

Lauren, you're not a failure. You are a good person.

Thanks Mike, so are you

[Brian Damage]

Hey Lauren,

I accept your apology. Life is way too short to stay angry. I admit, I lost my cool when my daughter was made fun of. That to me is a big no no. Do not bring kids into an argument, which Irene did. I was furious and went on the attack. I am not mad at you at all. I apologize for any hurtful comments I made to you. Let's just start fresh.

[LuLu Rogers]

Originally Posted by Brian Damage

Hey Lauren,

I accept your apology. Life is way too short to stay angry. I admit, I lost my cool when my daughter was made fun of. That to me is a big no no. Do not bring kids into an argument, which Irene did. I was furious and went on the attack. I am not mad at you at all. I apologize for any hurtful comments I made to you. Let's just start fresh.

I accept your apology too. I can completely understand why you were upset. I don't have kids of my own, but if I did, I would've reacted the same way if someone was talking about them. I'd love to start fresh.

[Janice]

GROUP HUG!!

[LuLu Rogers]

[Chocoholic]

Lauren, you've been nothing but nice to me on these boards. I think you're an amazing person. We all say the stupid things we regret. It's what makes us human

[coffield3]

You have always been a sweet heart to me Lauren