new fanfic "Left out for the first, and maybe last time"

[KerriBerri687]

k im startin it now! o one thing though-should balir do sumthin to herself by (1) overdose or (2) mixin alcohol w/ some kind of pill that could be deadly. let me know! thanks...here goes! o by the way, im not sure what season this will be set in, but they are all in college and (jo) can drive.

(in the halls)
J- (to Nat and Tootie) I don't know you guys. I mean, I'm not really a party person if you know what I mean.
N- Awww come on Jo! It'll be fun! Everybody, who's anybody will be there!
J- what's that supposed to mean?
T- it means if we don't go we'll be total losers! do you want that to happen?
J- i really could care less if you want to know the truth.
(Blair walks in)
B- hi guys. (starts to walk away)
N- Blair! you're just the person we've been looking for.
B- Oh..really?
T- yeah. we need you to talk some sense into jo.
J- uh..in a second i'm gonna knock some sense into the both a yas!
N- look blair. you know that party that Jenny Kessler is having saturday night?
B- party? what
T- (interupts her) well, for some reason jo isn't sure that she wants to go! will you please tell her how important parties like this are on the popularity scale!
B- party? saturday night?
T- yes...saturday night. (gets a strange look on her face) you were invited...weren't you blair?
B- well, no. i mean not yet! i havn't been invited yet...but i will be very soon!(pauses) I..i have to go talk to someone for a minute. i'll see you later. (walks away)
N- oh,thanks for your help blair!
J- (rolls eyes) look, if it's that important to ya that i be at this dumb party...i'll go aright?
T- Great! We'll have a great time! Anyway, i need to get to class.
N- yeah, me too. see ya later!
(all walk away)
(meanwhile blair is looking for jenny kessler)
B- (sees jenny standing at her locker) Jenny! hi...i've been looking all over for you!
Je- um, okay. what do you need?
B- well, i heard about your party saturday and had noticed that i hadn't been invited yet. so i figured...it must have been a mistake. which is why i'm here
Je- (interupts her) blair, you're not invited.
B- (shocked) excuse me?
Je- (slowly) you are not invited to my party blair.
B- but i don't understand? almost everybody is invited!
Je- yeah, but not you. look, i have to go. we'll talk about this later. (under her breath as she's walking away from blair) yea right.
B- (has a hurt look on her face is just staring blankly into the hall)

k i promise it'll get more exciting! just wait!

[NancyJoJinny]

ALCOHOL WITH A PILL! FINISH!!!!!!!!!!!

[Exstead]

Alchohal with pill!!! NOW FINISH IT!!!!! Please

[KerriBerri687]

k u got it! herez some more- o by the way...i might not be able to write tomorrow cuz itz passover. i hope u understand

(later back at the house)
T- hey blair! guess what? we talked jo into going to the party. isn't that great?!
B- oh, yeah, that's great.
N- is something bothering you? You don't seem your usual happy self.
T- yeah, what's wrong?
B- well, it's just that i (looks at floor) wasn't invited to jenny's party after all.
J- Blair Warner not invited to a party? wow i better write that down.
T- why?
J- it's history in the making!
B- jo, i don't find you very funny.
J- hey i was just kidding.
N- look blair, it's only some stupid party.
T- yeah, don't be so upset about it.
B- me? upset? i am not upset. just because some girl i don't even know didn't invite me to (slows down) what will probebly be the biggest party of the year...i'm not upset at all.
T- oh well that's good. i'm glad to hear it because if you were upset i'd feel bad and probebly end up not going. but since your not, i won't feel bad at all!
(all give tootie a strange look)
T- nevermind. come on nat, jo, let's go pick out what we're going to wear on saturday!
(all walk upstairs)
B- (sighs)
MG- Oh, hello blair!
B- mrs. garett can i ask you something?
MG- sure.
B- am i an...unlikeable person?
MG- of-course not! whatever gave you that idea?
B- oh, no reason. wait. mrs. garett, be serious with me...am i an...obnoxious person?
MG- of-course not! i mean sure you can make some rude remarks about people occasionally but that doesn't make you a bad person!
B- (doesn't reply)
MG- (curiously) is everything alright blair?
B- soon mrs. garett, soon all my problems will be solved.
MG- well, alright i'm going to go pick up some grocerys. i'l be back later.
B- oh can you pick something up for me?
MG- oh sure, what do you need?
B- um...well i need some...wine.
MG- (surprised) but why? blair you don't drink!
B- yes i know that. but cliff is coming over for dinner on saturday night and we thought we could maybe have a nice candlelight dinner and have a drink...maybe?
MG- well alright blair but i don't feel right about this.
B- oh don't worry it's fine!
MG- well okay. tell the others i'll be back later.
B- (cheered up) will do! oh and thanks again! you're a life saver.
(Mrs. garett leaves)
B- (to herself) or not...

more later!

[BlairandJo]

OOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOO this is so so so so good please post more soon.

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What would make you shut-up in your sleep.
-Blair

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How do you say you'er going to be sweeping up your teeth in french?
-Jo
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Jinny:Are there any cops or Jinny haters here!

[Exstead]

MORE MORE MORE!!!! Please!!!

[KerriBerri687]

okay here's some more...

(Saturday night)
N- Tootie! Do i look alright?
T- fine! how about me?
N- great. jo!!!!
J- (yelling from the bathroom) whaaaat?!
N- would you finish getting ready! we're scheduled to leave in 11 minutes!
J- (pops head out of bathroom) you made a schedule?
N- this party tonight may just be the biggest social get together i'll ever go to and (yells in jo's face) I DON'T WANT TO BE LATE!
J- Aright aright! calm yourself i only take a few minutes to get ready! (walks out of bathroom in a robe)

i know itz not a lot but i g2g take a shower! more lata!

[Exstead]

It's okay if it's not a lot I just want more!!!! Please!!!!!

[KerriBerri687]

(About 6-7 minutes later)
N- Jo!!!! hurry up! come on!
J- (walks out of the room) aright! i'm here! i'm ready! are you happy now?
N- yes very.
J- (rolls eyes) come on let's go already.
T- oooh! i'm so excited! this is going to be my first real party!
N- i hear ya tootie!
(all walk downstairs)
J- see ya later blair!
T- yea see ya!
N- bye!
(all start to walk out)
B- Wait!
J- What?
B- i just wanted to say goodbye.
N- goodbye...now come on let's go!
B- wait. please one more minute. (walks up to all of them)
J- (gets a weird look on her face)
B- Natalie. (gives her a huge hug)Tootie. (now gives her a huge hug) Jo. (gives her a huge hug) Have a great time tonight. I'll...miss you all very much.
T- we'll be back by 12:00 the latest blair. it's not like you'll never see us again!
B- (slightly smiles) well...i guess this is goodbye.
J- yea...okay blair. whatever you say.
N- can we go already?
J- i think that would probebly be a smart idea.
(all leave)
(about two hours later)
B- um...mrs. garett! Cliff ought to be here any minute now..don't you think you should be going to that movie you wanted to see now?
MG- o well...alright. i'll be back around 12:00. don't drink too much!
B- Oh, i won't. Goodbye Mrs. Garett. (hugs her as she did the others)
MG- (confused) goodbye...(walks out)
(A few minutes after she leaves) Well...one hour and counting until all my problems are solved.



[This message has been edited by Blair n' Jo Rock (edited 04-06-2001).]

[BlairandJo]

This Is going so so so so well please please post more soon.OOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOO
this is good

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What would make you shut-up in your sleep.
-Blair

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How do you say you'er going to be sweeping up your teeth in french?
-Jo
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Jinny:Are there any cops or Jinny haters here!

[FOL-FAN]

GREAT! Please post more soon!!!

[Polniaczek-Bonner]

This is great! Keep it goin!

[KerriBerri687]

(one hour later)
B- (takes a deap breath as she slowly opens the door to the refridegerator and pulls out a bottle of red wine. After she gets the wine she goes upstairs into the medicine cabinet and pulls out her anti-biotic from the last time she had bronchitus. She poured 6 small pills out of the bottle and went back downstairs.)

***Meanwhile at the Party***
N- Tootie, are you having as good a time as i am right now?
T- i doubt it...
N- yea me too. it would be pretty hard to feel the way i do right now. pure boredom.
T- well, take your boredom and multiply it by 10...then you'll feel like i do right now.
N- hey, let's go! we don't need to stay here. (starts to walk out)
T- uhh..nat i think you're foretting something.
N- what?
T- Jo. She needs to drive us home remember?
N- oh yea! (sees jo partying with a few other people) oh, there she is. come on.
T- Jo!!! can we go home now?
J- (laughing) what? why? this is great!
N- but jooooo! we're bored.
J- aww come on guys get into the party spirit! it'll be fun! just stay a few more minutes okay? then we can go.
T- fine.
N- (crosses her arms) if i must.
(meanwhile back at the house)
B- (pours herself some more wine and takes another pill-to herself)Blair...you're not invited...sure you do make some rude remarks blair...blair warner not invited to a party? i gotta write this down. Ha! all those silly words will be gone within a matter of minutes. (drinks some more wine and swallows two more pills) now all i have to do is...wait.

Well, there you go! i'm leavin yaz on a cliffhanger! hehe! im mean i know i know...o don't wry...i'll post more tomorrow! (if im allowed but please don't be mad at me if im not cuz it's a holiday)

[BlairandJo]

This is so so good,Hope you can post more soon.

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What would make you shut-up in your sleep.
-Blair

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How do you say you'er going to be sweeping up your teeth in french?
-Jo
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Jinny:Are there any cops or Jinny haters here!

[KerriBerri687]

(Back at the party)
N- Jo! It's been more than a few minutes! It's been 15!
J- what are you guys party poopers?
T- you got that right. come on jo let's go.
J- Oh fine. Let's go. (waves to the people she was partying with) later guys!
(Outside)
J- (still laughin) that was a great party don't you think?
N- oh yea...wonderful. come on let's go.
(Drive home)
(Back at the house)
J- (walks in) Hey Blair! sorry we're so early. these two wanted to coem back.
N- (hears no reply) Blair?
T- she must be sleeping. come on...let's wake her up i'm sure that she won't be upset when we tell her how much of a drag the party was.
(all walk upstairs to find Blair sitting n her bed hugging her knees-crying)
N- Blair what's wrong?
T- yeah, the party wasn't even fun!
B- (stuttering) My...my..legs...the..they..won't stop..sh..shaking. (moves her armd over her knees to uncover her legs which well, wouldn't stop shaking)
N- That's strange. What did you eat tonight?
B- that i c..can't say.
J- why not?
B- i..j..just can't.
N- blair, we can't help you if you don't tell us.
B- f..fine. i..i had some..wine and..some..o..old..med..medicine.
J- (looks shocked) WHAT?! why?! that stuff can kill you!
N- she's right. we better get you to a hospital right away.
B- No! please, don't make me go there!
N- but we have to!
B- please!
N- alright. my dad dealt with stuff like this. maybe i can help you. but if i can't we need to take you to the hospital alright blair?
B- (nodds)
N- come on...(helps her up) we need to get you to the bathroom-she then walks blair to the bathroom)
J+T- (follow with worried looks on their faces)
N- o..sorry guys. we need to be alone. (shuts and locks the door)
T- Come on jo. let's wait downstairs.
J- (nodds and walks downstairs)
T- (sitting on the couch next to jo) I feel like i'm in the waiting room of a hospital.
J- (doesn't reply)
T- jo..are you okay?
J- When Blair said what she just did..all that could go through my mind was..this is all my fault.
T- jo, don't think like that. it's not your fault blair did what she did!
J- if i wasn't thinking about myself for one G-d damn second!!!! We could have gotten here before Blair started to drink. If anything serious happens to her...it's (starts to get teary eyed) all my fault!!! (starts to cry)
T- (doesn't know what to say so she just hugs jo) blair will be fine jo..i just know it.