She Let Herself Go (New JJ story)

[Janet Tripper]

OKAY!!! !!! As most of you'll know I am a big George Strait fan!!! So when this song came out I so pictured Jack and Janet in it. I kinda give it a differnet twist but the story itself is told just like the song!!! I hope you'll enjoy it!!! It will be a very short probably 5 chapter story!!! This story is written as if TC never happened!!! Thanks!!!
ENJOY!!!
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Chapter 1

Janet stretched he arms high; the feeling of her bones popping set a good relief for the day long back pain. She had been up since early in the morning, needing to fix her husband’s breakfast. She opened the refrigerator’s door and pulled out the fresh jar of pink lemonade. For the first time since lunch she took a seat. She has spent most of the day ironing Philip’s pants before making lunch for the eight farm workers.

She stared out the window as she noticed his car pulling up in the drive way. She smiled happily as she saw him getting out. He was all business in his three piece suit. They never would have though he could still keep his career as an art collector when they decided to move to the ranch his uncle left Janet.

It was a 300 acres ranch with horses, beautiful beds of flowers Janet had planted, a field where they grew oranges that were distribute to different grocery stores throughout California, and conveniently located ten minutes near the beach.

Every evening Janet would rider her favorite horse, sunshine to the ocean. It was her only way of getting away and enjoying herself. It was like a meditating time for Janet to let her spirit free.

“Hi honey.” She tried greeting him with a kiss but he turned his face.

“Hello Janet.” He said coldly and short.

“Did you have a good day?” She wondered unable to tell by his attitude, she never knew how to treat him. He was one person this second and another in two.

“What kind of a stupid question is that?” he said removing his tie, “Does it look like I’ve had a nice day.”

She shook her head, “I’m sorry.”

“Just shut up and give me my dinner. I want to go to bed early tonight.”

“It’s in the oven. Dinner should be ready in ten minutes.”

“What?” He turned around shouting. “I go off all day long work hard to give you all you need and want and you can’t even have dinner in time.” He asked angrily.

“I’m terrible sorry Philip.” She started to explain the reason dinner was late. “I didn’t want to start cooking because then you get upset if dinner is cold.” She said regretting her last statement.

“What the hell are you thinking? That I want to eat a cold dinner.” She shook her head as she picked up the tie and jacket he threw on the floor.

“I’m sorry I will start setting the table. You can go change honey and I will have things ready for when you come back.” She said with a fear in her tone.

“That’s more like it.” He said pinching her chin.

With tears in her sad face, Janet made her way towards the kitchen. She always dreamed of marrying a perfect charming and caring man. What ever happened to those dreams, she wondered. Growing up her parents were always kind and loving with each other something that made marriage a perfect illusion of what life should be about but when she married Philip those pink fairytale dreams became dark nightmares.

He was never very romantic but he was a kind and sweet man. She was blinded by the feelings she had for him. The first three years of their marriage were pleasant not perfect as she always imagined but she couldn’t really complain. But after that he became bitter and cold hearted.

He hardly even kissed or touched her. Most of their conversations were based on things she was doing wrong, and if ever they made love it was always because he was in the mood for it; forcing her to give in to his needs.

Once their children became old enough to know what was going on around them, he tried to cover up things. They had long silent dinners where the only sound made were from the silverware hitting. The years seem to fly Janet grew older and her twin boys were soon off to college leaving her alone to deal with a destroyed marriage.

They had enough money to hire a maid or two but he preferred spending his money on liquor or women, they really needed a cook to feed the ranch workers but he believe Janet was strong enough to deal with the responsibility on her own. And whenever she complain he would ask ‘why do you need help, you do nothing but stay at home all day. There are women out there who would love to be in your place. But they have to work and care for their family on their own and they don’t complain.’

She quickly wiped of the tears running from her face, “Is my dinner ready or not?” He demanded.

“Yes. I’m coming.”

*~*

The couple ate their dinner in pure silence. He would keep his eye on her staring her down like if she was just another animal in the farm. Janet who feared even the look of his eyes, kept her sight on her dinner. “I need to go get some groceries for tomorrow.” She informed him.

“That is fine with me. Take your time.” He said softly, “Enjoy the afternoon it’s a beautiful afternoon out there. The gentle wind is perfect for you to take a ride along the ocean.” He said wanting to get ride of her for a while so he can bring his lover just like he did when she would go visit her parents in Speedway or their children at UCLA.

Janet laughed inside, thinking of all the times she’s come home knowing that other women had passed through her bed, while she was away. ‘What a rat.’ She said to herself.

“I think I will.” She informed him. “I’ll go take a ride before I go get the things I need from the store.”

*~*

Janet headed over to the horse stables, she though of how lucky she was to have something for herself, to enjoy. The orange sun was resting perfect against the blue sky. “Evening Mrs. Dawson.” Jack greeted her as she came around in her riding jeans and gray sweater. “Taking sunshine for a ride?”

She smiled as she nodded her head; her first true simile of the day crossed her attractive face. “I’ve had a long day. I need to get away.”

He looked into her deep brown eyes, “Well if I can help in anyway,” he cleared his throat, “I’m here for you ma’m. You know you have my loyalty and help at your service.” She felt the intensity of his liquid blue eyes penetrate her soul.

“Thank you, Jack. I will always keep that in mind.” She thanked the younger man.

He had been working for Philip for quiet a while now. Janet really trusted him and did see him as a friend. They would sometimes spend hours planting flowers and enjoying each other’s company. Aside from their ten year age difference he was a very mature man. He would always advice her to divorce him and start a new life. “I’ve seen the pain in your eyes many times.” He would say, “And no woman deserves such a life.”

Jack started to attach himself to Janet in a romantic way but never spoke of his feelings. He knew someone like Janet would never fall for someone like himself. So he tried his best to befriend her and enjoy the time they shared together.

“Be careful.” He said as he helped her up the horse. “Don’t let night fall and you still be out wondering by yourself.”

“I won’t.” she smiled before she took off.

*~*

The soft breeze caressed her hair as she rode slowly the waves crashing against her horse’s feet.

The sun was just starting to set when she turned around and headed into town. She remembered Jack’s advice a sweet feeling settling inside her as she thought that someone actually cared for her at all.

*~*

When she returned home the stars were bright and the sky was a navy blue. Janet returned the horse back to its stable. She softly rubbed the horses face and smiled reliving the early afternoon by the beach.

Janet headed back inside her three bedroom ranch, and noticed that all the lights where out and Philip’s car was missing. She rushed inside the house calling his name softly just in case he was there. But there was no respond.

Janet made her way into the kitchen and turned on the light, “I wonder where he could be now.” She asked upset when all of a sudden a white envelope addressed to her caught her eye.

She poured her heart and soul into their three bedroom ranch
Spent her days raisin’ babies, ironin’ his pants
Came home one day from the grocery store
And found his note
And without him there to stop her
She let herself go

She opened it and began to read his handwriting:

Janet,

I can’t live like this anymore. You know there is nothing between us. If ever there was a fire burning in each other’s hearts for one another the flame burned out years ago. I don’t love you or ever did. The only reason I asked you to be my wife was to regain my uncle’s wealth. Stupid man had to leave most of his riches to you, a total stranger.

Janet couldn’t continue to read the rest of the letter. She crumbled it up and tossed it across the room, letting herself go she cried in anger as her weak body slid against the kitchen wall.

[JackTripper258]

Great story! Man, imagine Jack as a cowboy.... anyway, can't wait to read more!

[Number 9 Dream]

I seriously wanted to punch Phillip What an @ss he was to Janet! I hope Jack can make her feel better

[Janet Tripper]

Originally Posted by JackTripper258

Great story! Man, imagine Jack as a cowboy.... anyway, can't wait to read more!

Thanks!!! <wink, wink> I so can imagin him as a cowboy!!! He would be totally hott!!! Anyhow hopefully I'll have another chapter next week!!! Thanks for reading !!

[Janet Tripper]

Originally Posted by Number 9 Dream

I seriously wanted to punch Phillip What an @ss he was to Janet! I hope Jack can make her feel better

I know I hate his guts!!! Him and Icky but she isn't in this story!!! I can only handle one of them at a time!!!!!! Thanks for reading it!!!

[_Jack&Janet_]

YAY.... I hope there's more! click click

[Janet Tripper]

Originally Posted by _Jack&Janet_

YAY.... I hope there's more! click click

Thanks girly ....there will be!!!

[_Jack&Janet_]

WHEN!!! ?????

[Janet Tripper]

This weekend!!! I have a mega accounting test this week!! So I will probably start working on Chapter 2 this Friday!!! I've outlined it so its easier to get the chapters writen!!! Thanks for checking on it girly!!!

[_Jack&Janet_]

So hows this story comin along?!

[Janet Tripper]

Originally Posted by _Jack&Janet_

So hows this story comin along?!

LOL!!! Thanks for checking!!! I'm about to have dinner and then come back online to work on it!!! Hope you've been working on yours too!

[JackTripper258]

Yeah! You both need to get workin'!! Chop chop! j/k, take your time!

[_Jack&Janet_]

Originally Posted by Janet Tripper

LOL!!! Thanks for checking!!! I'm about to have dinner and then come back online to work on it!!! Hope you've been working on yours too!

I AM I AM!!!
I hope to have it up real soon!

[Janet Tripper]

Chapter 2


Half a year had gone by since Philip’s departure. At first Janet didn’t know what to do. She had given her life and soul to this man. She held on to their marriage through thick and thin never did it cross Janet’s mind to just leave the way he did. She has every reason in the world to leave him but she always remained faithful and by his side. The first week Janet stayed in bed locked behind her bedroom door. She didn’t even bother to come out and make lunch for the employees. She felt like she had no reason to live and move on in life.

She felt like a small four-year old lost in Disneyland. She had no idea how to run a ranch or even worst what bills needed to be paid or who she even needed to pay them too? She would cry her self to sleep for an entire week. The phone would ring and she would pick up and let it fall on the receiver once again until she couldn’t take the ringing noise anymore and unplugged it.

Until one rainy morning she heard a knock at the door. “Go away.” She ordered.

“Mrs. Dawson. It’s me Jack.” He whispered against the door.

She looked around, “I don’t mean to bother you and you don’t have to open the door.” He said softly. “I just…well…” He took in a deep breath. “I know you are going through a hard time but some of the fellows have not had a descent meal in days and I was wondering if you didn’t mind me making breakfast. I know you have other things in mind and we don’t want to bother you so if you don’t have a problem with me making the meals for the men I …”

Janet slowly got out of bed and made her way towards the door, she stood behind it, “I’ll be there.” She said softly clearing her throat. “Give me some time to shower and I’ll be there.”

“Yes ma’m.” He said with a smile on his face. “I’ll go start everything for breakfast.”

Janet took one last look in the mirror before she made her way to her kitchen. She inhaled a deep breath and promised her self she would get over this. ‘If those men out there have enough love and courage to stay and keep working without notice of further pay or any news about their job, she was going to leave her problems behind and make it through.’ She said as she brushed her long shoulder length hair. “I will make it.” She said softy fighting her tears, “I have to prove to myself and Philip I can do this.”

She walked out to the kitchen and painted a smile on her face. “Morning Jack.” She greeted him with a warm smile as she congratulated him on the delicious smell coming from the kitchen.

“Go wash up and let the others we know breakfast will be ready in fifteen minutes and that we will have a meeting afterwards.” She said taking the spatula from him.

He winked at her proudly. “You’re the boss.” Jack said making his way out the kitchen door but stopped his progress to turn around and look at Janet once more. “I’m very proud of you.” He said as he leaned in to kiss her cheek.

*~*

After breakfast Janet apologized to her employees for her behavior and told them she was going to try to make sure they kept their job. “I never interfered with my husbands business a mistake I am now regretting but I promise I will do my best to keep this ranch going. And if you promise to help me and be patient with me we will be up in our feet in no time.”

She was guaranteed their help mostly Jack’s who approached her after the small meeting. “I know you will make it through this.” Jack said without a doubt in his mind. “And like I’ve said before, Janet, if I can be of any help I am right here for you.”

“Thank you Jack. I will need all the help I can get.”

The two friends sat together for hours planning new ideas to improve the ranch and make it as successful as it once was when Philip’s uncle used to run it.

*~*

With in months the place was beginning to see some profits. Janet managed to score a major contract with local and state wide grocery stores where they would deliver fruit to. During the year they would plant and grow different types of crops that were delivered throughout the state of California. Janet also hired two housekeepers. Courtney who was in charge of keeping the house clean and Nancy who made all the meals for the household. In addition to the two ladies Jack suggested she hire more men to help in the farm, mostly after Janet decided to start breading horses.

“Thank you for all your help.” Janet said as she and Jack sat by the pool.

“That is my job.” He said patting her hand.

She looked down as she saw him cover her hand with his, she smiled nervously as he feel of his touch seemed to awaken a different feeling inside her. “I know but you’ve gone above and beyond. And I really appreciate it. I don’t know if I would have been able to manage this big place without your help.” She thanked him. “You have giving me a new reason to go on.”

Jack smiled tenderly as his baby blues twinkled just as bright as the starts up above them.
There was awkward moment between them as the silence seemed to echo forever. “Well.” He said looking around as she removed his hand from hers. “I guess I will see you tomorrow?

She nodded her head and smiled at him, “Good night Jack. And again thank you for everything.”

He returned the smile and waited for her to get up, “You coming?” He asked when he noticed she went back to her book.

“No, I am going to sit out here a bit longer. I am hoping to finish this tonight.”

“Okay. Don’t fall asleep out here.” He said laughing.

“I won’t. Thanks for worrying.”

‘If she only knew.’ Jack said to himself, “Night Mrs. Dawson.”

She looked up at him with a warning look, “Janet. Don’t call me Mrs. Dawson anymore I will soon be taking my maiden name back and I want nothing to remind me of Philip. Plus you are my friend and friends don’t call each other by their last name.”

“Okay Janet. Sweet dreams.” He said as he inched closer to her and kissed her forehead before he took off like a little boy who had just stolen his first kiss.

Just as Jack suspected Janet fell asleep underneath the stars once again her book resting against her chest, “I knew it.” He whispered as he slowly placed the book on the side table before carrying her body inside her bedroom.

Just after her ex-husband’s goodbye, Janet would make it a habit of staying out and relaxing as she watch the stars up above, where she would end up in a deep restless sleep. The first night Jack took her inside her home, she though she had lost her head, wondering how she got back inside her room.

But now she knew she had her own guardian angel living with her. He wanted so bad to get her out of those jeans and shirt but decided it would be best if he just leave her alone. He would hate to wake her up and frighten her. Jack softly laid her body against the soft sheets, he slowly place a strand of hair behind her ear. Admiring her beauty he let his imagination go wild as a picture of him lying next to her crossed his mind.


Jack chuckled at his thoughts, “Night angel.” He said as he presses his lips against hers softly trying to savor the taste of her lips.

*~*

“Hey babe,” Vicky said as she ran her hands across Philip’s chest while he tried to put on his pants.

He smiled, “Where are we going today?” She asked rubbing his back. “You promised this trip to be more fun the some of your other business trips.”

He turned around “I have to go met with an old friend and discuss our new deal for the old gallery I used to have here. After I come back I will take you out to the most luxurious restaurant in town.” He said running his hand through her hair.

“Are you going to stop by your old house?” She asked curiously.

“I have to.” He said smiling evilly. He wondered how Janet had been managing since his goodbye. “I just need her to sign the divorce papers and I am a free man.” He said opening his arms wide. “Besides I’ll love to see how she is doing with out me. I bet she is all tears, spending sleepless nights crying missing me.” He laughed out loud as she joined in.

*~*

He wondered how she’d take it
When he said goodbye
Thought she might do some cryin’
Lose some sleep at night
But he had no idea
When he hit the road
That without him in her life
She’d let herself go

“Mrs. Dawson shouldn’t be to long.” The young lady told Philip as she brought out some sweet tea for him to enjoy. “She just went to pick up some things we needed for lunch.”

“Good.” He said enjoying the refreshing drink.

The two adults made some small talk as they waited for Janet to arrive. At the sound of Janet’s new Jeep Wrangler Philip started to make his way out the door, anxious to see his wife’s face when he welcomed her home.

Janet parked her red vehicle along the side of the house as she and Jack laugh uncontainable. “That was probably one of the funniest jokes I’ve heard.” She said catching her breath.

“I have a million of them.” He informed her as he came around to open the door for Janet to get off. “Allow me.” He said as he opened the door and she took his hand.

Philip’s smile seemed to disappeared in slow motion as he watch Janet having a great time with a an unsurpassable smile across her pretty face. He watched as another man took his wife in his arms and carried her body to the floor. His hands securely settled around her slim waist.

“Thank you.” Janet said as her feet touched ground. The feel of his touched made Janet’s heart skip a beat and loose her sense of thought. Slowly she raised her sight to meet her eyes with his. He smiled softly as she swallowed hard. Their eyes seem to have gotten lost in one another’s as their bodies inched closer against the others. Janet felt her lips part slightly but enough to give Jack the courage to lean in and touched his lips with hers. She felt a light tingle feeling run all through her body. It had been decades since she’s felt the honest touch of a man. Slowly her tensed body alleviated as she found a rhythm to his soft lips. And without a worry on her mind she let herself go….enjoying the feeling of true love.

As they pulled away slowly Jack explore her face with a worry expression before Philip’s laughter interrupted their moment. Janet’s eyes widen and Jack brought both of his hands to his side. “Very cute.” He said clapping his hands together. “I didn’t think you would be the type to sleep with another man while you were still married.” He said chuckling as he gave Jack a darting look.

Jack stepped up to him but Janet held him back, “Thanks Jack. I will handle it from here. Make sure everyone is doing well and let them know lunch will be ready in an hour.”

“Yes, ma’m” He said as he couldn’t help but run his fingers through her cheek.

“What do you want?” She asked firmly.

“Ouu, I love your new attitude, if it weren’t for the big cost I’ve already invested in our divorce I would keep you by my side.” He said trying to run his finger down her arm.

She pushed him off and repeated her question, “I don’t have all day.”

“I just need you to sign our divorce documents but maybe we can hold that off till after you and I have a little fun in our bedroom. You know reawaken some old memories.” She could feel her temperature rising as she heard his sickening words.

“Don’t talk to me like that.” She demanded, “I am a new person Philip. Don’t you ever think you can walk all over me like you did before. Where do I sign?” She asked with annoyance counting the minutes for him to leave her house.

Once Janet had sign all that was needed she asked him to leave. “Call me sometime.” He said admiring her new attitude and look. She had change since his leaving. She was always a pretty girl he wouldn’t deny that but something about her today made her stand out. He wonder if the touch of make up or the way she did her hair had anything to do, or even her new clothing. He looked her up and down once more, before he forcefully pulled her closer pressing his lips against hers. But Janet was quick and was not going to take his macho man attitude like she did for the past twenty years of her life. She pushed him away before she cross her hand across his face. “Don’t you ever touch me again.” She said looking him straight in the eye, “Leave. Leave me alone. Go.” She repeated furious as he left with an ear to ear smile.

[_Jack&Janet_]

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