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Warm & Fuzzy · 03-02-2005, 09:36 PM

Hi, guys! As of now, I am simply overjoyed!!!!! On Jan 27th, I FINALLY confronted to a teacher about my eating disorder. (After YEARS!!) At the time, I was mad at her 'cause I thought she had not taken me seriously, so I wrote her a 5-page letter explaining my case afterwards. I waited, and waited, and waited until yesterday... but STILL NO RESPONSE TO THE LETTER!!! I was sure she had decided to completely ignore me and/or was offended by what I had said in the letter. Turns out, she just didn't e-mail me back because she was afraid that someone else might dig thru my emails and find out about it.

So ANYWAY, yesterday, I saw her, and she told me she will try her best to find an ED specialist and/or physchologist RIGHT at the school.... FREE OF CHARGE!! AND on top of everything else, neither my parents NOR my classmates will know about it!!!!

Gosh, I have no words to describe my relief. My heart is POUNDING right now. I am soooo anxious... For once, my heart isn't pounding because I am scared, because I am exercising, or because I am throwing up or whatever.... but it's pounding 'cause I am SOOOO full of relief, joy, you name it. All good feelings. The smirk on my face right now must be a mile long, I swear. (Okay, so I exaggerate LOL). But bottom line??? I am happy.

Yesterday, I ate like a normal person, GUILT-FREE. Today, I did the same. I am so pleased.... I hope with some counselling, I will FINALLY be able to free myself from this hell hole. All I need to do now is wait.

Thanks for listening.

And special thanks for Chambers, who has stuck thru with me all the way!

consentida · 03-02-2005, 09:40 PM

I told ya she'd go and find someone to help you.

Teachers are truly amazing. And I'm so happy for you Jenny. I hope everything works out for you.

*Pleasant Tomorrow* · 03-02-2005, 09:58 PM

I'm glad you're going to get help and that you're happier.

MsOrange · 03-02-2005, 10:11 PM

I know I dont' know you, but all the same, i'm glad to hear you are finally setting yourself free!! You'll be in my prayers! Good luck

dandelion wine · 03-02-2005, 10:15 PM

That is really great to hear and I'm very happy for you. Good luck with everything.

snl75 · 03-02-2005, 11:24 PM

its great to hear that im glad youve taken one of the biggest steps on the road to recovery you will be in my prayers. and good luck jenny.

Kay Scarpetta · 03-03-2005, 10:58 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Transit Whiz

so I wrote her a 5-page letter explaining my case afterwards.

YESSSS! I told you the letter approach works wonders!!!

Congrats, Jenny. I'm happy for you

Brian Damage · 03-03-2005, 11:05 AM

I am glad to hear that you are going to get the help that you need.

TheGreatPretender · 03-03-2005, 04:38 PM

Good for you. You deserve it.

x3 Taylor x3 · 03-03-2005, 04:48 PM

That's awesome. I hope everything works out.

dawsongirl · 03-03-2005, 05:32 PM

Yay Jenny! I hope all goes well. It's nice to feel happy, isn't it?

ABlairican Pie · 03-05-2005, 11:14 AM

Strange how it seems to take such a long time before help arrives!

Superstar · 03-05-2005, 12:52 PM

Good for you Jenny

Ags2000 · 03-06-2005, 02:49 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Transit Whiz

Hi, guys! As of now, I am simply overjoyed!!!!! On Jan 27th, I FINALLY confronted to a teacher about my eating disorder. (After YEARS!!) At the time, I was mad at her 'cause I thought she had not taken me seriously, so I wrote her a 5-page letter explaining my case afterwards. I waited, and waited, and waited until yesterday... but STILL NO RESPONSE TO THE LETTER!!! I was sure she had decided to completely ignore me and/or was offended by what I had said in the letter. Turns out, she just didn't e-mail me back because she was afraid that someone else might dig thru my emails and find out about it.

So ANYWAY, yesterday, I saw her, and she told me she will try her best to find an ED specialist and/or physchologist RIGHT at the school.... FREE OF CHARGE!! AND on top of everything else, neither my parents NOR my classmates will know about it!!!!

Gosh, I have no words to describe my relief. My heart is POUNDING right now. I am soooo anxious... For once, my heart isn't pounding because I am scared, because I am exercising, or because I am throwing up or whatever.... but it's pounding 'cause I am SOOOO full of relief, joy, you name it. All good feelings. The smirk on my face right now must be a mile long, I swear. (Okay, so I exaggerate LOL). But bottom line??? I am happy.

Yesterday, I ate like a normal person, GUILT-FREE. Today, I did the same. I am so pleased.... I hope with some counselling, I will FINALLY be able to free myself from this hell hole. All I need to do now is wait.

Thanks for listening.

And special thanks for Chambers, who has stuck thru with me all the way!

I'm glad you finally took somebody's advise and got some help. I'm always around somewhere if ya wanna talk.

D

Warm & Fuzzy · 03-07-2005, 07:38 PM

Hey, guys, thank you soooo much!!!!! I am simply delighted. BUT.. I am also sorry to report that after 6 days of healthy, normal eating... I am now just back to my old ways.

I still haven't heard from my teacher yet, but I will update when I do. Sigh... I guess I'm not free yet, huh?

03-02-2005, 09:36 PM	#1
Warm & Fuzzy Member Forum Fanatic Join Date: Feb 02, 2001 Posts: 10,254	Will I be free now?? Hi, guys! As of now, I am simply overjoyed!!!!! On Jan 27th, I FINALLY confronted to a teacher about my eating disorder. (After YEARS!!) At the time, I was mad at her 'cause I thought she had not taken me seriously, so I wrote her a 5-page letter explaining my case afterwards. I waited, and waited, and waited until yesterday... but STILL NO RESPONSE TO THE LETTER!!! I was sure she had decided to completely ignore me and/or was offended by what I had said in the letter. Turns out, she just didn't e-mail me back because she was afraid that someone else might dig thru my emails and find out about it. So ANYWAY, yesterday, I saw her, and she told me she will try her best to find an ED specialist and/or physchologist RIGHT at the school.... FREE OF CHARGE!! *AND* on top of everything else, neither my parents NOR my classmates will know about it!!!! Gosh, I have no words to describe my relief. My heart is POUNDING right now. I am soooo anxious... For once, my heart isn't pounding because I am scared, because I am exercising, or because I am throwing up or whatever.... but it's pounding 'cause I am SOOOO full of relief, joy, you name it. All good feelings. The smirk on my face right now must be a mile long, I swear. (Okay, so I exaggerate LOL). But bottom line??? I am happy. Yesterday, I ate like a normal person, GUILT-FREE. Today, I did the same. I am so pleased.... I hope with some counselling, I will FINALLY be able to free myself from this hell hole. All I need to do now is wait. Thanks for listening. And special thanks for Chambers, who has stuck thru with me all the way!
	__________________ "To the world, you may be one person, but to one person, you may be the world." ~Unknown

03-02-2005, 09:40 PM	#2
consentida oh, you pretty things Forum 3000 Club Member Join Date: Jan 21, 2002 Location: New York Posts: 3,841	I told ya she'd go and find someone to help you. Teachers are truly amazing. And I'm so happy for you Jenny. I hope everything works out for you.
	Last edited by consentida; 03-02-2005 at 11:34 PM.

03-02-2005, 09:58 PM	#3
Pleasant Tomorrow Member Forum Addict Join Date: Feb 19, 2003 Location: New York Posts: 69,525	I'm glad you're going to get help and that you're happier.
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03-03-2005, 04:38 PM	#9
TheGreatPretender just because Forum Veteran Join Date: May 22, 2004 Location: Trying to think of a creative, witty location. Posts: 7,628	Good for you. You deserve it.
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03-03-2005, 04:48 PM	#10
x3 Taylor x3 Yeahh man Senior Member Join Date: Jan 28, 2004 Posts: 1,741	That's awesome. I hope everything works out.
	__________________ Eat brains motha ****a!!!

03-02-2005, 10:11 PM	#4
MsOrange Bringin' Sexy Back Forum Veteran Join Date: Dec 27, 2004 Posts: 6,133	I know I dont' know you, but all the same, i'm glad to hear you are finally setting yourself free!! You'll be in my prayers! Good luck

03-02-2005, 10:15 PM	#5
dandelion wine ~ Forum Superstar Join Date: Jul 20, 2003 Location: Behind the Couch Posts: 34,967	That is really great to hear and I'm very happy for you. Good luck with everything.

03-02-2005, 11:24 PM	#6
snl75 Member Senior Member Join Date: Aug 25, 2004 Location: in the formen basement watching snl Posts: 1,377	its great to hear that im glad youve taken one of the biggest steps on the road to recovery you will be in my prayers. and good luck jenny.

03-03-2005, 11:05 AM	#8
Brian Damage I'm Rich Bitch Forum Icon Join Date: Feb 03, 2002 Location: What Ain't No Country I Ever Heard Of...They Speak English in What? Posts: 63,107	I am glad to hear that you are going to get the help that you need.

03-03-2005, 05:32 PM	#11
dawsongirl Member Forum Icon Join Date: Jan 04, 2001 Posts: 53,140	Yay Jenny! I hope all goes well. It's nice to feel happy, isn't it?

03-05-2005, 11:14 AM	#12
ABlairican Pie Member Forum Superstar Join Date: Dec 12, 2001 Location: Living where cats reign more Supreme than a pizza. Posts: 31,619	Strange how it seems to take such a long time before help arrives!
	__________________ Release the kitties. --Nathan Explosion

03-05-2005, 12:52 PM	#13
Superstar Member Forum Icon Join Date: Dec 08, 2003 Posts: 63,316	Good for you Jenny

03-07-2005, 07:38 PM	#15
Warm & Fuzzy Member Forum Fanatic Join Date: Feb 02, 2001 Posts: 10,254	Hey, guys, thank you soooo much!!!!! I am simply delighted. BUT.. I am also sorry to report that after 6 days of healthy, normal eating... I am now just back to my old ways. I still haven't heard from my teacher yet, but I will update when I do. Sigh... I guess I'm not free yet, huh?