Who the ef are YOU? - Sitcoms Online Message Boards

*Pleasant Tomorrow* · 01-31-2005, 10:09 PM

In Spanish today, our teacher decided to tell us about this true colors thing, and help us find out which type we are. There's four types, blue, orange, green and gold...it was like a little test thing, and I came out to be orange...which is witty, goofy, active and likes excitement...etc...So, she asked who got orange and I raised my hand along with other kids. One kid blurted out "whooaa, Ashlee got orange?" But anyway, it got me thinking...people don't really know me and it pisses me off. I hate people assuming who they think you are. Being shy is why I don't appear to be who I really am around most people, and I hate that. Nobody knows me...so...I decided, why not post a thread to say who you really are?[/lamequeer] But in all seriousness...

I'm not a really smart, dedicated student. I get bored sitting down, especially with a subject that doesn't interest me in the least. People think I am. I'm goofy, and dare I say, funny in a way. If someone from school saw me like that, they'd probably have a heart attack. I'm creative, I love coming with ideas and writing them down...and I want people to see them, but I'm afraid of what they'll think...besides, I'm too busy judging what I wrote before I show anyone. I always want to shout out something funny, or try and get attention in classes...but I can't because I'm worried about people judging me in negative ways. I guess you can say I give more than two sh*ts about what people think about me. That doesn't fit my personality at all...and why I think I'm so miserable a lot of the time. I wish I could be who I really am, but all day it's like an act for me. It makes me wonder if I'll ever get where I want to in life.

The end. Just had that on my mind. I need deoderant.

TheGreatPretender · 01-31-2005, 10:11 PM

?

AllIWantIsYourClutch · 01-31-2005, 10:13 PM

I totally understand what you mean.

I'm really quiet in all my classes...And a lot of times I know things, but I can't be one of those obnoxious people who just says stuff.

I think a lot of it is my "friends." I try to be myself around them...you know, like you're supposed to be able to do...and all I do is get put down for it...Everything I say is wrong or stupid or not good enough. They leave me out of everything and I don't actually understand why we're called "friends" anymore...

But ANYWAYS.

I know exactly what you're saying. It's like you can't really win either way.

*Pleasant Tomorrow* · 01-31-2005, 10:13 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by TheGreatPretender

?

Yeah, that was pretty homosexual, wasn't it? Just state who you are I guess. **** it, I don't know.

*Pleasant Tomorrow* · 01-31-2005, 10:15 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by AllIWantIsYourClutch

I totally understand what you mean.

I'm really quiet in all my classes...And a lot of times I know things, but I can't be one of those obnoxious people who just says stuff.

I think a lot of it is my "friends." I try to be myself around them...you know, like you're supposed to be able to do...and all I do is get put down for it...Everything I say is wrong or stupid or not good enough. They leave me out of everything and I don't actually understand why we're called "friends" anymore...

But ANYWAYS.

I know exactly what you're saying. It's like you can't really win either way.

Ohhh Lord, thank you. Friends and even people like my dad scare me into trying to be something else like that, too. My friends in elementary school I was never good enough for, my friends now I'm not good enough for...I'm not good enough in school for my dad. So it's hard to know what to do or who to be. People telling you "just be yourself" is easier said than done. I'm just so scared of what people think because I've been put down all my life and I don't need anymore of it...so I try to avoid it as much as possible.

AllIWantIsYourClutch · 01-31-2005, 10:20 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by *Pleasant Tomorrow*

Ohhh Lord, thank you. Friends and even people like my dad scare me into trying to be something else like that, too. My friends in elementary school I was never good enough for, my friends now I'm not good enough for...I'm not good enough in school for my dad. So it's hard to know what to do or who to be. People telling you "just be yourself" is easier said than done. I'm just so scared of what people think because I've been put down all my life and I don't need anymore of it...so I try to avoid it as much as possible.

OMG I KNOW.

This has been happening since like first grade. I'd have "best friends"...Then pretty soon they would start going places without me and not invite me anywhere and leave me out of stuff...And one day we weren't friends anymore. It's happned more than once and it's happening again right now.

I think right now I'm going to start something new...The good ol' theory of "Don't speak unless spoken to." That way, you can't possibly do anything wrong.

I think we were separated at birth.

*Pleasant Tomorrow* · 01-31-2005, 10:23 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by AllIWantIsYourClutch

OMG I KNOW.

This has been happening since like first grade. I'd have "best friends"...Then pretty soon they would start going places without me and not invite me anywhere and leave me out of stuff...And one day we weren't friends anymore. It's happned more than once and it's happening again right now.

I think right now I'm going to start something new...The good ol' theory of "Don't speak unless spoken to." That way, you can't possibly do anything wrong.

I think we were separated at birth.

YES. My friends never wanted me around and eventually it was just over. Now, since I'm the goof...they just tease me and think they can get away with it like I don't have feelings. I don't know if I'm just overly sensative, but I'll feel like there's something wrong with ME because I can't get along with anyone. I ponder if I'm just making friends with the wrong people, or that maybe I just can't get along with anyone and I really AM from the planet *******. And I'm actually trying to get off of the "don't speak unless spoken to" thing, because that's all I've ever done and I'm miserable.

AllIWantIsYourClutch · 01-31-2005, 10:26 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by *Pleasant Tomorrow*

YES. My friends never wanted me around and eventually it was just over. Now, since I'm the goof...they just tease me and think they can get away with it like I don't have feelings. I don't know if I'm just overly sensative, but I'll feel like there's something wrong with ME because I can't get along with anyone. I ponder if I'm just making friends with the wrong people, or that maybe I just can't get along with anyone and I really AM from the planet *******. And I'm actually trying to get off of the "don't speak unless spoken to" thing, because that's all I've ever done and I'm miserable.

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. They constantly make fun of me and stuff and when I get mad they say I'm too sensitive and crap like that. I know what you mean about being friends with the wrong people...But I can never find the right people. So right now, the wrong people are the only people I have. And it's making life miserable.

Dude, we are totally going through the same thing.

robyrob · 01-31-2005, 10:27 PM

i'm Plaid.

wait, how do you tell what color you are?

i'm pretty goofy in real-life, constantly making smart-ass, sarcastic comments, even at work or other innapropriate times that sometimes earn some strange looks... like the time i was talking to my boss about something and I said, "man thats some crazy poop", but when I am doing something serious I am usually pretty serious.

In school I was mostly sortof quiet; i was never in classes with any of my friends because I was always in AP stuff, but I WOULD sometimes blurt out stuff and get in trouble....depended on the class I guess.

Hollow · 01-31-2005, 10:31 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by *Pleasant Tomorrow*

Being shy is why I don't appear to be who I really am around most people, and I hate that.

that is exactly how i am. i'm always withdrawn and quiet around people i dont really know, but around people i do know like my brother and his friends i'm loud and outgoing and blurt out anything that comes to mind.

*Pleasant Tomorrow* · 01-31-2005, 10:32 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by AllIWantIsYourClutch

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. They constantly make fun of me and stuff and when I get mad they say I'm too sensitive and crap like that. I know what you mean about being friends with the wrong people...But I can never find the right people. So right now, the wrong people are the only people I have. And it's making life miserable.

Dude, we are totally going through the same thing.

Yeah, we totally are. Move to my school, please.

*Pleasant Tomorrow* · 01-31-2005, 10:33 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by robyrob

i'm Plaid.

wait, how do you tell what color you are?

Ahah, that's not really the question Robitron. That's just what got me thinking.

You're totally x squared to the y double e

*Pleasant Tomorrow* · 01-31-2005, 10:34 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by safety pin

that is exactly how i am. i'm always withdrawn and quiet around people i dont really know, but around people i do know like my brother and his friends i'm loud and outgoing and blurt out anything that comes to mind.

yeah it sucks, because when you can't be yourself you're miserable, and I never can.

robyrob · 01-31-2005, 10:36 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by *Pleasant Tomorrow*

Ahah, that's not really the question Robitron. That's just what got me thinking.

You're totally x squared to the y double e

cool

does that make me blue, or gold then ?

*Pleasant Tomorrow* · 01-31-2005, 10:37 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by robyrob

cool

does that me me blue, or gold then ?

An off turqoise color. Reddish.

01-31-2005, 10:09 PM	#1
Pleasant Tomorrow Member Forum Addict Join Date: Feb 19, 2003 Location: New York Posts: 69,525	Who the ef are YOU? In Spanish today, our teacher decided to tell us about this true colors thing, and help us find out which type we are. There's four types, blue, orange, green and gold...it was like a little test thing, and I came out to be orange...which is witty, goofy, active and likes excitement...etc...So, she asked who got orange and I raised my hand along with other kids. One kid blurted out "whooaa, Ashlee got orange?" But anyway, it got me thinking...people don't really know me and it pisses me off. I hate people assuming who they think you are. Being shy is why I don't appear to be who I really am around most people, and I hate that. Nobody knows me...so...I decided, why not post a thread to say who you really are?[/lamequeer] But in all seriousness... I'm not a really smart, dedicated student. I get bored sitting down, especially with a subject that doesn't interest me in the least. People think I am. I'm goofy, and dare I say, funny in a way. If someone from school saw me like that, they'd probably have a heart attack. I'm creative, I love coming with ideas and writing them down...and I want people to see them, but I'm afraid of what they'll think...besides, I'm too busy judging what I wrote before I show anyone. I always want to shout out something funny, or try and get attention in classes...but I can't because I'm worried about people judging me in negative ways. I guess you can say I give more than two sh*ts about what people think about me. That doesn't fit my personality at all...and why I think I'm so miserable a lot of the time. I wish I could be who I really am, but all day it's like an act for me. It makes me wonder if I'll ever get where I want to in life. The end. Just had that on my mind. I need deoderant.
	__________________ my name is ashlee Welcome! Everything is fine.

01-31-2005, 10:11 PM	#2
TheGreatPretender just because Forum Veteran Join Date: May 22, 2004 Location: Trying to think of a creative, witty location. Posts: 7,628	?
	__________________ Peace is a good thing and so is salmon when it's smoked

01-31-2005, 10:27 PM	#9
robyrob certified wackball#3 Moderator Forum Icon Join Date: Aug 03, 2003 Location: hiding under the third booth at Arnold's Posts: 58,211	i'm Plaid. wait, how do you tell what color you are? i'm pretty goofy in real-life, constantly making smart-ass, sarcastic comments, even at work or other innapropriate times that sometimes earn some strange looks... like the time i was talking to my boss about something and I said, "man thats some crazy poop", but when I am doing something serious I am usually pretty serious. In school I was mostly sortof quiet; i was never in classes with any of my friends because I was always in AP stuff, but I WOULD sometimes blurt out stuff and get in trouble....depended on the class I guess.
	__________________ * firefox * AdAware * HiJackThis * CoolWebShredder * Spybot * SpywareBlaster * Spyware Terminator * * GeeksToGo * AntiVir * Avast antivirus * Housecall Online * Sysinternals Security Utilities * * ZoneAlarm * Agnitum-firewall * Comodo Firewall * AVG Anti-Rootkit * RootkitRevealer * ParasiteCheck * * Annoyances * FreeCodecs * Mikes-Hosts-File * GRC.com * MSAntispyware * DVD's * TradeList * myspace *

01-31-2005, 10:13 PM	#3
AllIWantIsYourClutch peaceout. Forum Icon Join Date: Aug 02, 2001 Location: Illinois. Posts: 53,424	I totally understand what you mean. I'm really quiet in all my classes...And a lot of times I know things, but I can't be one of those obnoxious people who just says stuff. I think a lot of it is my "friends." I try to be myself around them...you know, like you're supposed to be able to do...and all I do is get put down for it...Everything I say is wrong or stupid or not good enough. They leave me out of everything and I don't actually understand why we're called "friends" anymore... But ANYWAYS. I know exactly what you're saying. It's like you can't really win either way.