Can't Take It Anymore!!!

[Rebel Queen 1980]

My life is crappy!!,My parents hate me,Every time I do or say
something they get mad for no reason and then they say
I was brought up wrong,No one cares about me or is nice
to me,Except for my eye doctor that's about,but hell do I care,
I wish had a different life,better yet I wish I was dead!,Why
do your parents always say bad thing during holidays!!,
I wish someone else would care enough to lend me a hand,
no one cares about me!!!,I hate that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[laceyinthesky]

I'm sorry to hear that.

[pna42]

Don;'t be so down, Jo. Some parents are idiots. You're going to have to find a way to rise above it.

[Rebel Queen 1980]

Yeah,that's I spend more with my mom's sister and her husband,
I like them better sometimes because they treat me different,
they're nicer and they hardly get mad at me for anything,we
have alot of good times together,And my cousins treat me
like I was their sister,They always listen to me,and never
yell at me or call me names or anything.I was I could go
live with me but I can't because I'm in my twenties now,
but having learning disabilities.I just have to find a way out!

[Hollow]

i feel the same way. **** the world and everyone in it.

[MissZero]

its hard but try to be optimistic...theres always someone that really cares for u even if u don't see it. Kepp ur head up

[*Pleasant Tomorrow*]

Originally posted by JoCool
Yeah,that's I spend more with my mom's sister and her husband,
I like them better sometimes because they treat me different,
they're nicer and they hardly get mad at me for anything,we
have alot of good times together,And my cousins treat me
like I was their sister,They always listen to me,and never
yell at me or call me names or anything.I was I could go
live with me but I can't because I'm in my twenties now,
but having learning disabilities.I just have to find a way out!

See, not everyone hates you. You're loved. Sometimes when you're pessemistic like me you just see everything as ****ty...and the thing is, it all isn't. A lot, yeah, but not all. Sometimes I feel bad for being depressed because I know how much worse and more ****ed other people are than me, but you can't help it. We all handle things differently. You should talk to your parents, or something. Maybe they don't realize what they're saying to you. If they don't listen, then screw 'em.

[Rebel Queen 1980]

I guess so,but I don't know how means times I've wanted
to take my life,I don't see anything really getting better.
I get scared at everything still,like when I found out I
had cataracts last month and I just slumped down.I told
my mom I was scared and she said there's nothing wrong
with you .I asked my eye doctor if I was going to go blind.
and she said No,but she was more attentive than my mom
was.Mom ignores my questions.I'm just glad someone else
was listening. My parents make me wanna scream sometimes.

[dawsongirl]

Originally posted by JoCool
My life is crappy!!,My parents hate me,Every time I do or say
something they get mad for no reason and then they say
I was brought up wrong

o_O If your parents really said that, then they are idiots. I'm assuming they are the ones who brought you up...

[Rebel Queen 1980]

Yeah,I guess you're right,I don't understand why I have such
a communication gap with them,My parents never yell at
my brother or sister when ever they say or do something,and
they never get mad when they joke around and stuff,they
laugh,but whenever I joke around they tell me i'm an idiot
and that I act ********,Back in high school I had a teacher
who was also football coach,then he became the assistant
principal,Anyways I could always talk to him about anything
and he would always listen to all of my problems,I hardly
even see him anymore,That's why I miss my young life
because I always had someone to talk too.Soon as school
ended,It's seems like all the happiness went out of me.

[Kitt]

Jo Cool, have you stood up to your parents and told them, with confidence, what you think about the way they disrespect you? You have to stand up for yourself in life. It gives you self esteem and gives those around you the impression that you will not tolerate being disrespected. They'll knock it the hell off real quick if you make it clear that you refuse to be tied to whipping post.

[EmoJoe]

Sorry

[Pitooey]

Jo - Maybe your Mom is very stressed out. She probably has too much on her plate. The same thing used to happen to me when I was a kid.

I was the black sheep in the family. I knew who I was deep inside of me though. So if my Mom said anything negative about me (Which she said alot............) I never believed any of it. Luckily you have this place to come to. People listen.

[Mr. Stefani]

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[*MIBabe03*]

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