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CD DeLorenzo · 04-07-2004, 08:22 AM

I hate it when I get fanfic ideas while I should be doing something else!

Disclaimers and such as usual.

Between The Lines

Nate, I’m really sorry to leave like this but I just can’t
Help it. I’ll try to explain myself and hope you’ll respect
Me and my decision to get away from being a cop. Since
Liz shot me I started to feel different about our job and my
Friends, including you. I tried to ignore it but lately I feel
Imprisioned in my own skin because of what happened to
Me. So I decided to leave everything behind for a new start.
As to where I’ll go, I don’t know. I hope you don’t have
Revenge on your mind because I left you the way I did.
Please don’t try to follow and find me. It’s over. I better
Hurry because I have to catch my plane into my new life.
I’m really looking forward to that even though I’m also
Scared of it. But it was time for me, I needed a change.
Love forever, CD

Silent tears were falling down on the note in his hand. He didn’t care where he was anymore, nor about anything else. It just hurt too much, and the alcohol he was downing didn’t help like it was supposed to, but even seened to make it worse. Whenever he closed his eyes he saw her face, her beautiful blue eyes and that incredible smile that he loved to see so much. It was as if he could still hear her laughter all around him, her voice softly whispering words of love into his ear while her blond hair tickled his neck and he’d hold her close, inhaling her scent. He couldn’t believe that she was gone, no matter how often he read those words, it didn’t make sense. That just wasn’t his CD, the woman who was a cop with all her body and soul and loved him with all her heart, but yet it was her handwriting, her words that felt like daggars in his heart. Trying to drown his sorrows with another glass of Vodka he didn’t notice how the door of the bar opened and a familiar woman walked into the Anchorside and approached him as she saw him sitting at the counter.

“Oh Nate.” Sitting down she sighed, knowing the significance of the day, it had been exactly one year ago and he never had gotten over it. Even though he never talked about it, never talked about her, the loss of the only woman he had ever loved, she knew that it still hurt him like it did on the first day and that this would probably haunt him forever. They all knew the story by now, the story of how his heart had been broken by one of their very own. Everybody was shocked about that and they all hadn’t been able to believe it but eventually just had accepted it and had gone on with their lives. Even Nate tried to do that the best he could, but ever since that day a year ago he had changed. He wasn’t the same man anymore and the anger and pain deep within him were evident to everybody who saw him.

Kicking back another shot he noticed the woman sit down next to him but didn’t even acknowledge her with as much as a ‘hello’ and just continued to fill glass after glass, hoping this would finally kick in and give him the oblivion he longed for so much. But then again forgetting was the last thing he wanted. Why else would he be cradling the paper in his hand after all if not to remember?

Seeing how he looked at it, Kate McCafferty decided to try again. Today she wasn’t his boss, she was a friend, mourning over the loss of a loved one together with him. “Is that the infamous note?” She asked and reached for it.

Nate just nodded and let her take it. After all Kate knew her longer than anybody else of them, maybe she would be able to make sense of all of this. If she really had loved him, how could she leave? Why couldn’t she trust him and confide in him and give him the chance to help her through whatever was bothering her so much?

For the first time Kate read the note CD had left Nate the day she disappeared. The same day she had received her resignition in the mail, no words of explanation though. Nate had told her about the note and that apparently she had been fed up with being a cop and ran, but he hadn’t ever showed the note to anyone. Probably because he had felt so humiliated by it. Right now he probably was too drunk to care. She couldn’t believe it either, this just wasn’t like CD, and she thought she knew her as if she was her own daughter. Reading over it a second time it finally sank in though and she understood and jumped up from the barstool in utter shock because she couldn’t believe what she was reading there. “OH MY GOD!”

candace~n~nathan · 04-07-2004, 08:39 AM

you freakin JERK!!!!!!! how could u just STOP?!! O man, it's on now!

well, as I head to school, I'm going to think of different ways of plotting ur death

--- if u don't post more soon, that is!

Jo_Luvs_Ketchup · 04-07-2004, 09:12 AM

You stop there??? Thats not fair!!!! Get back here!!!!!!!!

planet_stella · 04-07-2004, 02:18 PM

Yaaaayyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!! A new fic!!!! I loved it!!! But how could you stop?!?!? I gotta know what's going on in Kate's mind!!! Post more!!!!

MovieHuntress17 · 04-07-2004, 05:01 PM

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH! How on earth could you stop like that!?!?!! Are you trying to give me a heart attack!? POST MORE!!

Snowflake345 · 04-07-2004, 05:04 PM

CD DeLorenzo · 04-07-2004, 05:37 PM

On the train today... I wrote more... 9 pages on this and 2 on TS... but I won't post more until I hear what I wanna hear hehe... but I ain't saying what that is... it's about this story though... about the beginning of it... I'm curious who here reads what Nate read and who reads what Kate read... okay enough hints.

MovieHuntress17 · 04-07-2004, 05:42 PM

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Originally posted by CD DeLorenzo
On the train today... I wrote more... 9 pages on this and 2 on TS... but I won't post more until I hear what I wanna hear hehe... but I ain't saying what that is... it's about this story though... about the beginning of it... I'm curious who here reads what Nate read and who reads what Kate read... okay enough hints.

I think i have a hunch as to what Kate read,but I dunno lol...so post more,so i can find out!!! Pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez!

MovieHuntress17 · 04-07-2004, 06:12 PM

I know what Kate read! I know what Kate read! I know what Kate read! And since Cat already knows I know what Kate read,I won't spoil it for anybody! POST MORE!

btw,whatcha think of my avatar?lol

CD DeLorenzo · 04-07-2004, 06:25 PM

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Originally posted by MovieHuntress17
I know what Kate read! I know what Kate read! I know what Kate read! And since Cat already knows I know what Kate read,I won't spoil it for anybody! POST MORE!

btw,whatcha think of my avatar?lol

LOL it's hilarious! That ain't Kate though, is it? I mean Bonnie, yeah, but ya know LOL

I know that Emma knows what Kate read!I know that Emma knows what Kate read!I know that Emma knows what Kate read!I know that Emma knows what Kate read! LOL

And Maria too actually!

And Barb, she got it first lol.

MovieHuntress17 · 04-07-2004, 06:30 PM

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Originally posted by CD DeLorenzo
LOL it's hilarious! That ain't Kate though, is it? I mean Bonnie, yeah, but ya know LOL

I know that Emma knows what Kate read!I know that Emma knows what Kate read!I know that Emma knows what Kate read!I know that Emma knows what Kate read! LOL

And Maria too actually! And Barb, she got it first lol.

Ty lol,and Yep,thats her! The one and only! lol

And see 3 people know what Kate read so.....POST MORE like ya said ya would when somebody read what Kate read!

CD DeLorenzo · 04-07-2004, 06:35 PM

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Originally posted by MovieHuntress17
Ty lol,and Yep,thats her! The one and only! lol

And see 3 people know what Kate read so.....POST MORE like ya said ya would when somebody read what Kate read!

but what I mean was that somebody reads it here and goes oooooh! That Nate is a moron! and posts it here without help lol

MovieHuntress17 · 04-07-2004, 06:49 PM

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Originally posted by CD DeLorenzo
but what I mean was that somebody reads it here and goes oooooh! That Nate is a moron! and posts it here without help lol

maria1986 · 04-07-2004, 10:03 PM

This is GREAT so far! Thanks for the little hint you gave me

. I would have never figured that out.

Keep on postin'!

maria1986 · 04-07-2004, 10:08 PM

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Originally posted by MovieHuntress17
btw,whatcha think of my avatar?lol

I think it is cute! Is that from Sordid Lives?

04-07-2004, 08:22 AM	#1
CD DeLorenzo TRACEY FOREVER!!! Senior Member Join Date: Jun 20, 2003 Location: I don't wanna talk if it makes you feel sad Posts: 2,376	Between The Lines I hate it when I get fanfic ideas while I should be doing something else! Disclaimers and such as usual. Between The Lines Nate, I’m really sorry to leave like this but I just can’t Help it. I’ll try to explain myself and hope you’ll respect Me and my decision to get away from being a cop. Since Liz shot me I started to feel different about our job and my Friends, including you. I tried to ignore it but lately I feel Imprisioned in my own skin because of what happened to Me. So I decided to leave everything behind for a new start. As to where I’ll go, I don’t know. I hope you don’t have Revenge on your mind because I left you the way I did. Please don’t try to follow and find me. It’s over. I better Hurry because I have to catch my plane into my new life. I’m really looking forward to that even though I’m also Scared of it. But it was time for me, I needed a change. Love forever, CD Silent tears were falling down on the note in his hand. He didn’t care where he was anymore, nor about anything else. It just hurt too much, and the alcohol he was downing didn’t help like it was supposed to, but even seened to make it worse. Whenever he closed his eyes he saw her face, her beautiful blue eyes and that incredible smile that he loved to see so much. It was as if he could still hear her laughter all around him, her voice softly whispering words of love into his ear while her blond hair tickled his neck and he’d hold her close, inhaling her scent. He couldn’t believe that she was gone, no matter how often he read those words, it didn’t make sense. That just wasn’t his CD, the woman who was a cop with all her body and soul and loved him with all her heart, but yet it was her handwriting, her words that felt like daggars in his heart. Trying to drown his sorrows with another glass of Vodka he didn’t notice how the door of the bar opened and a familiar woman walked into the Anchorside and approached him as she saw him sitting at the counter. “Oh Nate.” Sitting down she sighed, knowing the significance of the day, it had been exactly one year ago and he never had gotten over it. Even though he never talked about it, never talked about her, the loss of the only woman he had ever loved, she knew that it still hurt him like it did on the first day and that this would probably haunt him forever. They all knew the story by now, the story of how his heart had been broken by one of their very own. Everybody was shocked about that and they all hadn’t been able to believe it but eventually just had accepted it and had gone on with their lives. Even Nate tried to do that the best he could, but ever since that day a year ago he had changed. He wasn’t the same man anymore and the anger and pain deep within him were evident to everybody who saw him. Kicking back another shot he noticed the woman sit down next to him but didn’t even acknowledge her with as much as a ‘hello’ and just continued to fill glass after glass, hoping this would finally kick in and give him the oblivion he longed for so much. But then again forgetting was the last thing he wanted. Why else would he be cradling the paper in his hand after all if not to remember? Seeing how he looked at it, Kate McCafferty decided to try again. Today she wasn’t his boss, she was a friend, mourning over the loss of a loved one together with him. “Is that the infamous note?” She asked and reached for it. Nate just nodded and let her take it. After all Kate knew her longer than anybody else of them, maybe she would be able to make sense of all of this. If she really had loved him, how could she leave? Why couldn’t she trust him and confide in him and give him the chance to help her through whatever was bothering her so much? For the first time Kate read the note CD had left Nate the day she disappeared. The same day she had received her resignition in the mail, no words of explanation though. Nate had told her about the note and that apparently she had been fed up with being a cop and ran, but he hadn’t ever showed the note to anyone. Probably because he had felt so humiliated by it. Right now he probably was too drunk to care. She couldn’t believe it either, this just wasn’t like CD, and she thought she knew her as if she was her own daughter. Reading over it a second time it finally sank in though and she understood and jumped up from the barstool in utter shock because she couldn’t believe what she was reading there. “OH MY GOD!” Attached Images
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04-07-2004, 08:39 AM	#2
candace~n~nathan Member Senior Member Join Date: Jul 30, 2003 Posts: 1,855	you freakin JERK!!!!!!! how could u just STOP?!! O man, it's on now! well, as I head to school, I'm going to think of different ways of plotting ur death --- if u don't post more soon, that is!
	__________________ Drunk guy: What's her name? Is it Jennifer? It's usually Jennifer. Is it Heather? Sometimes it's Heather. Nate- It's Candace. But we, uh, call her CD.

04-07-2004, 05:01 PM	#5
MovieHuntress17 #1 Actress ever Forum Regular Join Date: Oct 28, 2002 Location: "Over yonder" Posts: 886	AHHHHHHHHHHHHH! How on earth could you stop like that!?!?!! Are you trying to give me a heart attack!? POST MORE!!
	__________________ Howdy! :-D Stacy:Sorry to bother you. Cap:You've still got time to reconsider. Crazy is normal,and Normal is crazy! Optimism can be a real b!t(h sometimes. "I've discovered the hardest discovery to make is who you are."-Bonnie Bedelia. "It's Not reaching your dreams that counts. It's going towards them."-Cher Somebody once said(I don't remember who) "I know that God won't give me more then I can handle...I just wish he didn't trust me so much." <- - I liked that. God Bless EVERYONE ~Emma~

04-07-2004, 05:04 PM	#6
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04-07-2004, 05:37 PM	#7
CD DeLorenzo TRACEY FOREVER!!! Senior Member Join Date: Jun 20, 2003 Location: I don't wanna talk if it makes you feel sad Posts: 2,376	On the train today... I wrote more... 9 pages on this and 2 on TS... but I won't post more until I hear what I wanna hear hehe... but I ain't saying what that is... it's about this story though... about the beginning of it... I'm curious who here reads what Nate read and who reads what Kate read... okay enough hints. Attached Images

04-07-2004, 09:12 AM	#3
Jo_Luvs_Ketchup Member Eternal Member Forum 4000 Club Member Join Date: Aug 09, 2003 Posts: 4,195	You stop there??? Thats not fair!!!! Get back here!!!!!!!!

04-07-2004, 02:18 PM	#4
planet_stella Member Forum Regular Join Date: Jul 13, 2003 Location: In LOVE with Jay... Posts: 961	Yaaaayyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!! A new fic!!!! I loved it!!! But how could you stop?!?!? I gotta know what's going on in Kate's mind!!! Post more!!!!

04-07-2004, 06:12 PM	#9
MovieHuntress17 #1 Actress ever Forum Regular Join Date: Oct 28, 2002 Location: "Over yonder" Posts: 886	I know what Kate read! I know what Kate read! I know what Kate read! And since Cat already knows I know what Kate read,I won't spoil it for anybody! POST MORE! btw,whatcha think of my avatar?lol

04-07-2004, 10:03 PM	#14
maria1986 HATCHEE GAL Forum Regular Join Date: Dec 15, 2001 Location: FL Posts: 780	This is GREAT so far! Thanks for the little hint you gave me . I would have never figured that out. Keep on postin'!