Absurdity

[-*Forever*-]

Wow... this is REALLY good. I'm going to start writing TD fics again... this inspired me to write again.

[MyStErIoUs ChIck]

C.D. and Jinny unbuckled their seatbelts simultaneously and
then looked at eachother. "What?!" inquired C.D. and Jinny
at the exact same time."whoa. That was kind of weird" said
Jinny. "I know. ESP, I guess" replyed C.D. "Give me a break"
said Jinny as she got out of the car and slammed the door.
C.D. opened her door, pressed the automatic lock button,
got out, and shut the door lightly. They both walked up to
the front door and C.D. unlocked & opened it. Jinny walked
in followed by C.D. "uh...nice place" said Jinny. "oh, thanks.
Feel free to sit down and make yourself comfortable" said
C.D. Kindly. "Yeah, well...I intended on doing so" replyed
Jinny bluntly. C.D. shrugged and sat down on the couch.
Then Jinny sat on the couch but on the very end as far
away from C.D. as she could possibly get. "I don't bite"
said C.D. sarcastically. Jinny smirked a little but didn't
say anything. "umm...ok. Anyway, do you want anything
to drink?" asked C.D. "nah" said Jinny as she shook her
head. "Alright. so, do you want to talk now?" inquired
C.D. softly. Jinny nodded but was silent. "well, uh...what
did you mean when you said earlier that you wanted to
talk to me because I'd probably understand since I've been
in a similar situation to yours?" Jinny gulped, looked down,
and started twiddling her thumbs. "What's wrong??"
inquired C.D. with concern. "ok, I'll just come out and tell
you without beating around the bush" said Jinny. "I'm
listening" replied C.D. "Well, I've been having terrible,
reoccuring nightmares for a while about something very
tramautic that happened to me in reality. I'm even starting
to see things and I'm having tunnel vision that's probably
brought on from panic attacks...and I think I'm going
crazy because of the whole thing" said Jinny expressively.
"My god...I'm sorry, Jinny. would you like to share more
about the traumatic event that you mentioned?" asked
C.D. calmly.


To be continued....

[Swimfan85]

nope definitly not cool!!! how could you leave us hanging there???!?!?!?! THIS ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ADD MORE

[MyStErIoUs ChIck]

Jinny sighed, looked down, and then back up into
C.D.'s eyes. "Yeah, I need to talk about this" said
Jinny softly."ok, go ahead..." said C.D. After a few
moments of hesitation, Jinny began speaking of her
experience."Well, ya see....something bad
happened to me before I became sober and I was
helpless at the time due to my degree of intoxication.
I remember it so clearly, though. Despite the fact
that I was completely ***** faced when it happened,
I know every detail about that night. Some things
just stick with you and you always remember. It
relentlessly haunts me and I relive it through every
thought, every nightmare...." said Jinny as her voice
trailed off. "It just happens to me over and over again
through vivid images in my head that seem so... real.
I don't know how much longer I'll be able to stand this.
I'm bound to go completely nuts after a while...after
excessively picturing it" continued Jinny after her brief
pause. C.D. knew exactly what Jin was talking about,
but she wanted to hear her say it. C.D. went through
the same thing and knew it was in Jinny's best interest
to come out and admit what happened to her, so she
asked her a very straight forward question. "What
happened to you, Jinny?" inquired C.D. as politely
as she could. Jin just looked blankly at her for a few
minutes and then she turned her face because she
didn't want C.D. to see that she was about to cry.
"Please answer the question" insisted C.D. After
hearing C.D.'s request, Jinny's mind was distracted
from her emotions, so she didn't start crying...but
she looked back at C.D. again, and prepared herself
to confess what it was that had such a traumatic
affect on her. "I...well, uh...you know....I was drunk.
Really out of it" said Jinny expressively. "Uh huh
...go on" replyed C.D. "ok, umm....I blacked out
somewhere along the line and I woke up in someone
else's bed not knowing what the hell was going on.
I felt so weak, the intoxication had one hell of an affect
on me....all groggy and disorientated...I could hardly move,
but I managed to pull the covers back and was surprised
to see that I had no clothes on. Some guy walked inside
the bedroom and my body was exposed because I had
just pulled the covers back...and I was just lying there
...just lying there helplessly altered from all the alcohol
that I consumed. The guy said "oh, I see you're awake
and ready". I slurred my words but I made a point to let
him know that I definitely was not ready and the
last thing I wanted to do at that moment was have sex.
The bastard wouldn't take no for an answer and he
locked the door, took off his clothes, and came towards
me. I kept saying no, stop, dont, and whatever other
word came to mind in order to get him away from me
as if I was trying to come up with a magic word that
would make him disappear...but....he.....just ignored
me and went along with what was convenient for
him. The son of a bi*ch raped me!!" concluded Jinny
in anger. C.D. got especially emotional at that point
and started crying. "Jinny...that's awful. I'm so sorry"
said C.D. empathatically. Jinny ignored C.D.'s comment
and continued talking about the rape. "After he was
done taking advantage of me, he sloppily put my
clothes back on with my pants half down, carried me
outside, put me in the backseat of his car, drove
me to some unfamiliar place and laid me on the
ground somewhere. That was the night I ended up
in jail" said Jinny. "Why didn't you tell anyone before?!"
inquired C.D. "Well, it was too hard for me to talk
about it then...and no one would have believed me
anyway". "Why not?" asked C.D. in curiousity. "Everyone
saw me as Jinny, the slutty lush" said Jin as she rolled
her eyes.


Note to readers:

Hey, I hope this isn't too intense for anyone.
It's not exactly pleasant...I know that.
Well, I'll add more soon....unless no one
wants me to. hehe.

[Swimfan85]

dude!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this kicks butt!! add more....looks like we have another talented writer on the td board...time to get out the threats if u dont add soon... haha this rocks

[MyStErIoUs ChIck]

threats,eh ?!?! hahaha. don't worry.
I assure you that I'll be adding more soon.
I enjoy writing and I'm having fun with this
so far. hehe. Well, glad ya like it.

[Babes_Cat]

Wow, you are seriously an awesome writer. You got some talent Hun. LOL! MOre please!


And J/w. do you have a screen name?

[MyStErIoUs ChIck]

Originally posted by Teddys_Gurl
Wow, you are seriously an awesome writer. You got some talent Hun. LOL! MOre please!


And J/w. do you have a screen name?

why, thankyou! Yep...I have several screen
names on AIM, but I only use one of 'em.
Well, I'll probably post more tonight.
Writing fanfics are fun!!
hehe...

[Swimfan85]

i think you should add more...hehe i made softball yessssss! and sunday i get my varsity letter for hockey*yah baby* but there was only like 15 girls left tonight and we all became close in 1 night it was weird....but hey ADD MORE AND DUDE WHATS your sn...?

[MyStErIoUs ChIck]

C.D. smirked a little at Jin's comment and said "Well,
not everyone saw you that way". Jinny raised
her eyebrows and looked at C.D. in both surprise and
disbelief. C.D. shrugged and said "You were a
lush, but you had a disease...and you had no control
over what you did when you were under the influence. So...umm....you weren't a slut intentionally" stated
C.D. while she grinned optimistically. Jinny started laughing
and then C.D. was the one who had a surprised expression
on her face. "What's so damn funny?" asked C.D. as she
laughed along with Jinny". "The way you said that, the look
on your face....and who the hell ever heard of someone unintentionally being a slut?" asked Jinny smiling. C.D.
laughed, shook her head, and said "well, you know what
I mean". Jinny nodded and then was silent for a while.
"ok, umm....we're going to need to investigate and nail
the creep who assaulted you. I hope you remember
enough of his physical appearance to describe him to
a sketch artist" said C.D. "No, listen...I have to tell
you something else that I left out" said Jinny quietly
in almost a whisper. "Yeah?" asked C.D. "The guy
who did it is at the local hospital in critical condition"
stated Jinny. "What happened?!" inquired C.D. with strong expression. "I hurt him" said Jinny reverently. "What do you mean, Jinny? You were too drunk that night to even defend
yourself. Please elaborate" requested C.D. "Hmm. Think
about it, C.D....it isn't rocket science! obviously I did it
after I sobered up" said Jinny sarcastically with a tone in
her voice. "Dammit, Jinny...just cut out the wisecracks long enough to tell me everything that happened!!" shouted C.D.
"You keep on yelling at me, Delorenzo...and I won't tell you
sh*t!!!" shouted back Jinny. "Common, Jin....stop it. I just
want to know what happened" replyed C.D. as calmly as
she could manage at that point". "Too bad. Maybe I don't
want to tell you! You know enough as it is" said Jinny
sharply with her temper still flared. "Jinny Exstead, I think
you better stop acting like a child and tell me what's going
on right now" demanded C.D. "Excuse me?! How dare you
talk to me like that! You are not my mother!!" exclaimed
Jin in fury. "I'm sorry, Jinny. Please tell me.This is very
important" replyed C.D. softly. "I'm out of here..." said Jinny
as she got up and started walking towards the front door.
C.D. got up, walked in front of her, and stood in front of the
door. "Get the hell out of my way!!" yelled Jinny. "How are
you going to get anywhere? I drove you here, remember??"
inquired C.D. "I'll walk! Get out of my way now!!"
exclaimed Jinny. "No, I'm not budging. I don't know why
you're doing this, Jinny. This is something that's not to
be taken lightly" said C.D. with a scowl on her face.
Jinny put her hands on her hips and said "ok, you have
two options. Either you move and let me by or I'm going
to be forced to brutally kick your ass like I did the other guy
that you're so anxious to hear about" said Jinny. "Are you
kidding me, Exstead? you actually think you can take me
on??" asked C.D. in a tough voice. The confident way that
C.D. said it and the expression on her face actually intimidated
Jinny as she was in a rather fragile state on the inside even
though she tried to come off as being intimidating; her plan
backfired.Jin looked down and her vulnerable side was transparent in C.D.'s eyes, so she knew it was safe for her
to take charge. "Get over there and sit down" said C.D. in
an authoritative voice. Jinny stomped off to the couch with
her arms crossed. "Now please tell me the whole story"
requested C.D. politely.

[Jo/Blair_fan]

SWEET!!!! I Want MORE NOW!!!!!!!!!!!

[NewsiesGurl229]

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[Jinny Girl]

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[MyStErIoUs ChIck]

Jinny sat there on the couch scowling at C.D. for a few minutes
before she decided to talk. C.D. sat down next to her and Jinny
scooted way over at the end the couch again where she was sitting before she got up. C.D. rolled her eyes and said "well, are you going to tell me?" "ok, well...like I said....I hurt him" replyed Jinny. "And?" inquired C.D. "And I was sober when it happened. Not right after the assault, but several months
later. I just snapped and I wanted him dead, so I hunted him
down with the intention of homicide" said Jinny flatly without showing any remorse. "Jinny...you....weren't afraid of him?!"
asked C.D. in surprise. "Of course not! I would have killed him
the night it happened if I wasn't so damn discombobilated"
said Jinny brashly."wow--that's just surprising because most
rape victims are fearful of the culprit...and it really
surprises me that you actually tried to kill him. I understand why you'd want him dead, but Jinny...you're a police officer for god sakes! I know that you're aware of what can happen to you
under the circumstances. If this guy ends up dying, you'll be charged with 1st degree man slaughter. You'll get either life without parol or possibly the death penalty depending on what the judge decides!!" exclaimed C.D. with concern. "No, C.D...
I didn't try to kill him. I planned on it in the beginning when
I was searching for the lowdown son of a bit*h, but when I
found him...all I did was beat the crap out of his sorry ass.If
I really wanted to kill him, I would have just blown his brains
out with my gun" said Jinny in a sullen manner. "Wait a minute
...I thought you said you wanted him dead" said C.D. "I did!
I just....couldn't do it" said Jinny as she put her head down. "Why
not?" asked C.D. in curiousity. "Because he said that his parents
were friends of my mother and that she was always complaining
to them about what a handful I was...that she wished I was more
behaved like their son, who just happens to be a rapist now...so
he said that it was my fault she killed herself and he raped me as
punishment for what I did...and I believed him at the time, but
then I remembered later on that my mother loved me. I wasn't
a bad kid and she never would have bitc*ed about me if I was" said Jin as tears started coming down her cheeks. "When did he say that? the night he assaulted you or when you beat him up??"
inquired C.D. "It was when I beat him up..." said Jinny as she
sniffled and rubbed her red, tear flooded eyes. "I had him
down on the floor with his arms pinned back behind him and
he was very angry and called me names & stuff....so then he
just brought that up all of a sudden. I was really surprised by
what he said...I let my guard down...that's when he got his
arms loose and got up so abruptly that I couldn't stop him.
He came after me and I kicked him in the ribs. He keeled
over so then I aimed my kick for his head, but I missed and
kicked him in the neck instead.He fell backwards...hit the
floor...I got down, grabbed his throat, and slammed his
head into the ground several times until I rendered him
unconscious. I did it out of self-defense; I wanted to make
sure that he didn't come after me again. I couldn't take
it if I was to be raped again. I'd much rather die. I'm
already going crazy from being raped once!! I mean,
literally crazy. You know, something absurd happened
to me this morning. You won't even believe this, C.D...I woke
up from one of those reoccuring nightmares I've been having ever since the night of the assault....and I could have sworn that
I was completely naked, but I went to bed clothed.It freaked me out because it was exactly what happened the night I was
raped. So I screamed because I was really scared.
I thought it was happening to me again. My Dad heard me
and woke up. Then the poor guy came running into my room
half asleep and all frantic. I covered myself up and told him
to get out because I didn't have anything on. Then he said
that I did have clothes on, so I looked at myself and he
was right. I was dressed for work!!" exclaimed Jinny.



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