After Full Moon---Meant to Be

[TDivisionInspector]

Meant to Be

*Scene picks up at the end of Full Moon as Nate looks at CD

resting her very tierd head on his shoulder.*

**Nate just sits there in such bliss watching CD sleep. Wow he

thinks to himself. She is so beautiful. He has wanted to be with

this woman since the very first moment he layed eyes on her. She

is stunningly beautiful on the outside, but even more gorgeous and

amazing on the inside. He knows she has been through so much in

her life. With men usually. She hasn't said alot to him about it,

but he can sense it when she pulls away from his subtle advances.

And he is certain she feels the same way for him, as he does for

her. And now as she sleeps, he runs through his head what it would

feel like to be dating her. Or to have her be his girlfriend. And

as he thinks about that, his heart skips a beat and he smiles a

faint smile as he sits there. But he thinks it's so far from even

happening, that his smile quickly fades. Just then, CD's head

slips a little down on his shoulder. Nate isn't sure weather to

wake her, or let her sleep. But he sure can't sit in Anchorside

with her all night. So after he finishes his drink, he figures

she's been awake 36 hours, and is probably out cold. So ever so

carefully, he moves his right arm around her back, and his left

arm under her legs and slowly lifts her off the stool at the bar.

CD barely stirs, and Nate worries that he won't be able to carry

her. Not because of her weight, he's very strong and CD wasn't all

that heavy. Tall, but not heavy. But the reason he worried he

couldn't carry her, is because the feeling of holding her, just

made him go weak in the knees. GOD, how he loved this woman. He

didn't think anyone could EVER know how much, not even CD. He

manages to keep his composure as he carries her to the door,

trying to open it with his left hand careful not to let CD slip.

Nate opens it after not much effort, and wonders how he'll open

the car door and get her in, but somehow he manages. He lays her

down in the backseat of the Crown Victoria. The car that they both

share on a daily basis. And as Nate stands up after putting CD in

a comfortable position, he catches a whiff of the perfume that he

was teasing her about earlier in the day. He knew it was Shalimar

even if she was getting aggrivated by his razzing. Then ever so

quietly, Nate climbs into the drivers seat, and starts the

ignition. On one hand, he's not worried he'll wake her because

she's been awake so long. And on the other hand, he's not sure how

heavy of a sleeper she is. It's not like he's ever slept with her

or anything to know. With all kinds of thoughts running through

his head, he slowly pulls away from Anchorside and heads to his

house. Not knowing what else to do. Going to CD's house would be

pointless. He doesn't have her keys and going through her purse

wouldn't be gentleman like. As he arrives at his house, he takes

CD out of the car as carefully as he put her in. And he can't help

but chuckle at the fact that she is snoring. He wonders how ANYONE

can snore when they're being moved around so much, but apparently

CD can. As he gets her to his front door, and opens it he thinks

to himself now he must be an expert at opening doors with 145

pounds in his arms! Once inside his house, he lays CD down on his

couch, glad that this is the last time that he'll have to

interrupt her sleep even though it didn't seem like she was

disturbed. Then after Nate locks his door, he grabs a blanket from

his bedroom, and lays it over CD. He smiles a wide smile as he

watches her sleep. He could watch her forever. After about 5

minutes of just staring at her, he gets an idea. He gathers some

wood from the corner of his living room and puts it in the

fireplace, and throws in a match. The fire causes a little light

to shine on CD's face. Nate went and got a second blanket from his

hall closet, and sat in the chair closest to CD. As he cuddles up

with the blanket, he once again stares at her. He knows is very

sweet, caring, and polite with her, but he is a man after all and

he does have testosterone, and he really can't help but wonder

what it must be like to make love to CD. It would have sooooo much

more meaning then it would if it was anyone else. It would be

sexual, sensual, intimate and amazing. Though Nate never told

anyone, he prefers making love to sex. Sex is just two horny

people going at it like rabbits. He always thought that. But

making love involves feelings, not just sex organs. And all he's

done in his life is have sex, he never once found anyone that he

wanted to make love to. Until CD. The longer Nate sits there, the

more tierd he gets. He too, has been awake for 36 hours, but was

trying to act all tough in front of CD, but he too was VERY tierd.

And as much as he'd like to sleep with the woman of his dreams

right next to him, he fought as much as he could because he didn't

want CD to freak out when she woke up not wondering where she was.

But he couldn't stay awake any longer, and he figured if she woke

up before him she would see him and know she was at his place. And

he didn't think her reaction would be all that bad, knowing she

was with him. And so, he finally falls asleep. Next to the person

who has just made him the happiest he's ever been.**

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*Meanwhile, at Jinny's house, her and Teddy are just going to

sleep after they both made up for all the missed time since Teddy

walked away from Jinny. With Teddy moving from his right side to

his back to sleep, Jinny does the same. And as Teddy moves his

right arm behind Jinny's head, she puts her right hand on his

chest, to feel his heartbeat.*

Teddy: So Jinny.
Jinny: Yeah?
Teddy: I was just wondering. Do you regret us sleeping together

now or what?
Jinny: Regret it?
Teddy: Well yeah. I mean, in the Division lobby you were saying

how you just wanted to shake hands and leave it at that.
Jinny: Well, Teddy, ya know, what else was I suppose to say? After

everything you said at Anchorside about how you didn't want us to

be friends what was I suppose to think? I really didn't think you

wanted me to talk to you anymore, nevermind you wanting to sleep

with me.
Teddy: I know Jin. I'm really sorry about that. But if you only

knew what it did to me inside when I saw you with that guy. I

couldn't help my reaction. But after time had passed, I came to

forgive you and couldn't take not being with you. So I knew I had

to make things right somehow.
Jinny: Ok. And I am so sorry I did that, and that you had to see

it. I really was drunk baby, I swear. I didn't even remember doing

that once I sobbered up. But I am on the straight and narrow now,

and have no intention of going back to the way I was. If for any

reason I do, I need you to make sure no matter what you leave me

...permanently. Because if I go back to drinking, I don't want you

to spend the rest of your life waiting for me to get my act

together. I want you to be happy no matter what. So promise me if

I drink again, that you'll leave me.
Teddy: Jin, just hearing you say that tears me apart. I'm not who

I was before. Someone who leaves the first second things get

difficult. I'm in this for the long haul Jin. So no. I can't and

won't promise you that.
Jinny: Teddy, I love you. she slowly says as a tear escapes her

left eye.
Teddy: I love you too, baby girl. With all my heart. And you would

have to do something really extreme to ever get me to leave you

again.
Jinny: Extreme like gain 50 pounds? she asks slyly.
Teddy: I'm serious Jinny. he says laughing slightly I was nothing

when I wasn't with you. There were times I didn't think I'd make

it to the next day, with all the heartache I had in me.
Jinny: Well, you know what. It was killing me too, not being with

you. But hopefully from this moment on that will all change.

*And with that Teddy wraps both his arms around Jinny and they

fall asleep cuddling, the way they used to before they broke up.*
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*With daybreak approaching, CD and Nate are still fast asleep next

to each other. Within the next hour at some point Nate woke up

just long enough to stretch in the chair that he was sleeping in

and started to go back to sleep, until he remembered what the

situation was and that CD was sleeping on his couch. He couldn't

take having her lay there and not be able to touch her or love her

like he had wanted to do since day one. And so, with his eyes

burning from still being tired he got off the chair and kneeled

down on the floor in front of CD. Hoping this wouldn't wake her,

he just had to do this while he still had the courage. He had to

kiss her. Even if she never knows he did. Even if this was all he

got to do with her. So now his heart was in his throat and he

prayed that if CD woke up when he did this she wouldn't mind. But

he just had to take the risk. While she layed on her left side in

the same position Nate had put her in, he leans in and ever so

softly and sweetly places his lips on CD's letting the electricity

run through every single inch of him. And after about 5 seconds he

pulls away.*
Nate: I love you Candace, and I always will.

*And with that, he goes back to his chair, and with his right hand

he plays with her golden locks on her forehead, until he once

again fell asleep. At about noon time, Nate was the first one to

wake up. Which really made him happy because he wanted to be awake

when CD woke up. He wanted to see her reaction. And after he was

awake for a bit and managed to tear himself away from staring at

sleeping CD, he decided to go get a bowl of cereal and a cup of

coffee. Once he had settled down in his chair, CD sat up at first

having no idea she was at Nate's, until she opened her eyes more

and looked around and saw Nate right by her side.*

Nate: Well Good Morning, bright eyes!
CD: Ok Nate. Where am I, and why am I here? she asks with a wierd

tone to her voice.
Nate: Well, you're at my house. he says matter of factly as he

took a bite of his cereal, trying hard not to let CD see that her

presence made his hands shake.
CD: OK. Question number one answered. Question number two. Why?
Nate: Ok. What's the last thing you remember?
CD: Having a midnight supper with you at Anchorside.
Nate: OK. Well you fell asleep, dear.
CD: Oh my God, are you serious?
Nate: Yup.
CD: I can't believe that! I was so tierd, I guess I couldn't stay

awake a minute longer.
Nate: Yeah I guess not.
CD: Well, I still don't know how I got here.
Nate felt his throat get dry as he tries to figure out how to tell

CD how she got in his apartment.
Nate: Well, you were sleeping, with your head on my shoulder might

I add, and I didn't want to wake you so I carried you to our car

and drove to my house. I would have gone to yours, but I didn't

wanna go looking for your keys in your purse, so I just took you

to my place, and now you're here.
CD: Oh wow. Ok. And I slept through all of that?
Nate: That and then some. You know you snore right?
CD: I do NOT!!
Nate: Oh yes you do, it was funny.
CD blushes some.
CD: Oh and I'm sorry.
Nate: For what?
CD: Sleeping on you.
Nate: Oh don't apologize, I didn't mind really. he says as his

voice cracks.
CD: Well anyway, I really appreciate what you did for me. You went

above and beyond the call of duty.
Nate: All in a days work. he says smiling at CD. She smiles back.
CD: Well, I've taken up enough of your time, so if you wouldn't

mind giving me a ride home I'll be out of your hair.
Nate: Ummm sure I could give you a ride, but do you really have to

leave so soon?
CD: Umm no I guess not, I just didn't want to overstay my welcome.
Nate: CD. That's not possible.
CD: Well thanks, Nate. she says smiling at him.
Nate: Oh umm would you like something for breakfast? I can fix

you anything.
CD: Oh no thank you. That's fine. I can't eat when I first wake

up. But...is that coffee you have?
Nate: Yeah I just made a fresh pot. I'll get you a cup.
CD: Thanks alot.
Nate: No problem.
When Nate returns from the kitchen, he sits beside CD on the

couch, instead of on the chair again. CD gives him a sideways look

wondering why he was sitting by her now.
Nate: Umm CD I need to talk to you.
CD: OK. What's up? she asks before she takes a big gulp of her

coffee.
Nate: After last night, I don't think I can keep this to myself

anymore.
CD: What do you mean Nate?
Nate takes a deep breath and lets it out slowly.
Nate: What I mean is, I'm really glad you're my partner.
He wanted to kick himself in the ass for chickening out.
CD: Ok. Well, you know what I'm really glad you're my partner too.

Besides, who else would carry me and all and go out of there way

like that.
Nate: Yeah.
Nate regresses as he gets mad at himself for not telling her how

he felt.
CD: But ya know, I get the feeling that's not what you wanted to

tell me.

*Nate looking at CD now, doesn't know what to say next. So, he

does what he feels, and what comes natural to him, and scoots

really close to CD wrapping his arm around her shoulders. CD makes

herself more comfortable and rests her head on his chest. Nate is

sure CD can hear his heart beating right through him. After about

5 minutes of cuddling, Nate puts his hand under CD's chin lifting

it up to him, looks her in the eyes, and says what he didn't have

the guts to before.
Nate: CD I love you. I always have. You mean the world to me. I

don't want to be without you for a single second you complete me.
CD: Oh Nate. What took you so long? she asks smiling at him.
Nate looks deeply into CD's eyes and gives her the kiss he's been

dying to for the almost two years he's known her. After they kiss

for what seems like an eternity to them, CD starts crying while

she's kissing Nate so he pulls away.
Nate: CD, are you alright??
CD: Oh Nate. I'm fine. I'm just so happy you have no idea. Why

didn't we do this sooner?
Nate: Who knows, but I'm really glad we're doing it now.
CD: So am I. she says.
CD: So, where's you're bedroom? she asks slyly.
Nate: Right this way, baby.

*And with that Nate stands up grabbing both her hands in his, and

leads her to his bedroom, and they kiss each other the whole way

there. Once at the bedroom, Nate lays down on his bed taking CD

with him. With more kisses to guide the way, CD undresses Nate

which is difficult because he was still in his work clothes from

the night before, as was CD. But once she rid him of everything

article of clothing, it was Nate's turn. Oh, how he had looked

foward to this. He ever so slowly undressed her, and once they were both naked they wasted no time getting the two bodies into one. As Nate entered her, he kissed her ever so softly and held her hand the whole time. Never had she made love to a man oh was that intimate. Nate clearly wasn't having sex. He was making love. With CD. And they were each the best the other had ever had. After it was over, they layed there together literally intertwined. CD was on her right side, and Nate on his left. And they lay facing each other kissing, while CD's left leg was between Nate's legs. And with them being as happy as they've both ever been, they just lay there. Kissing, and crying. And with that they knew, that they would be together until the end of there lives.*

[Jo_Luvs_Ketchup]

That was GREAT! I'm glad someone decided to post about after that episode! It's like Teddy just went there for a one night stand then walked off the face of the earth! They treated that terribly! And DUH of course Nate had to do something about CD falling asleep on his shoulder. I'm glad it was that! I love those two!!!
GREAT FIC THANKS ANGIE!

[JessieHumpsTheDark]

i <3<3<3 it! omg i love this ep..especially when they played it on Halloween like 1 yr ago or 2. was awsome! please post more