Ok well it has been about 3 days since the show aired and im still depressed. So i decided to write through my pain even if it does suck! lol So here we go! This is what it would have been like if that witch Whatsherface RUE wouldnt have come in! UGGG i hate her!

***8:45pm***
Nate was starting to get impatient. <shes already 15 min. late> he thought looking at his watch for the umpteenth time since he got to the little italian place on polk 30 min. ago. CD rushed in the door. Nate stood as he saw her aproching. "Oh God Nate im sorry!" she said walking towards him. "I thought you changed your mind" he said feeling relieved that she hadnt. "No actually i just couldnt figure out what to wear" "Your wearing the same thing you wore to work today" Nate laughed. CD looked down at her pink shirt. "You look beautiful" He said leaning in and kissing her on the cheeck. "Sit down" he motioned to the chair as he pulled it out for her. "MMMmmm who knew you were such a gentleman!" CD exclaimed. Just then the waiter came up "Could i offer ya'll some fine wine sir?" The sharply dressed waiter asked. "Yes, the best wine you got please" Nate said smiling at CD. CD smiled back as the waiter left. Silence fell over the pair. "Kinda weird huh?" Nate said. "Ya, but this is wonderful Nate! This place is gorgeous." CD reached across the table and put her hand ontop of his. "You think anyone knows about us?" Nate asked. "I dunno...I dont care, im just glad theirs an US" CD said smiling. "Me too" Nate looked out the window and CD's eyes followed."Hey! Its raining" CD said. "Sure is, and im sharing it with you" Nate said thinking of their conversation the day before.
***9:45***
CD and Nate walked out of the little italian place on polk hand in hand. "The rain stopped, wanna take a walk" Nate turned and asked CD "Sure" she smiled. The two walked silent hand in hand down the road to the little park they were at earlier that week. "Lets go sit at the table" CD motioned him towards the green table. They sat down side by side "Deja vu" Nate chuckled. CD turned and looked at him. <is this real? The man i have loved for so long... sitting next to me?> CDs thoughts were interupted by Nates hand on her chin. "Whacha thinkin?" Nate asked. She sighed and looked down at her hands. "How this has to be to good to be true. That this isnt real. That i dont deserve this" CD said in one breath. Nate got off the table and stood infront of her. Cupping her face in his hands he said "This IS real CD. Its not to good to be true because if it was it wouldnt feel like this. And as for you not deserving this...We have BOTH been hurt in our lives, After all that we've been through, together and apart, we DESERVE EACH OTHER. You deserve someone who will love you everyday, every second. You deserve someone that looks at you and melts. You deserve someone who knows what your feeling cuz they can see it in your beautiful blue eyes. Thats ME CD You deserve me! And i deserve you. This HAS to be real, Because if its not, If this is FAKE, Then i dont want to be real. Me and you will live forever in fakeness" Nate chuckled. Tears began falling from CDs blue eyes. Nate pulled her close and she embraced him.

More?!?!?

MMMMMMOOOOOORRRRRREEEEEE!!! This is awesome and I'm so peeved at Lifetime... I mean, it's not like we waited 2 years for that... I can't wait til January...... *sighs* Anyway, this is awesome. More please!

This is SO great!!!! Post again really, REALLY soon!!!

yeah! Totally! You gotta post more! :)

This is soooooo cute.You MUST post more.Now!

Originally posted by planet_stella
This is soooooo cute.You MUST post more.Now!

Nate leaned in to kiss her and she backed up. "Nu uhh! No kissy kissy on the first date" She smiled as she teased him. He smiled back as he grabbed the back of her head pulling it towards him "I'll show you kissy kissy" He said as their lips met hard and passionatly. Their tongues colided in fury. After a moment they broke apart both breathing heavy Nate took her in his arms. "I love you Candace De Lorenzo" "And i love you Nathan Basso." They stade that way for what seemed like eternity neither wanting to let go for fear of loosing eachother. CD yawed and Nate let go and grabbed her hand. "Come on I'll walk ya home" CD reached up w/ her other hand and gripped his neck and kissed him gently before they walked to CD's house hand in hand. Stopping ever so often to embrace in a moon light kiss under the stars and to take in the reality of their new relationship.

hehe ok well thats all i got for now umm i should be able to post somemore tonight sometime so check back! Cuz next is the GOOD part lol if ya know what i mean!:lol:

Originally posted by CD_Nate _4ever

hehe ok well thats all i got for now umm i should be able to post somemore tonight sometime so check back! Cuz next is the GOOD part lol if ya know what i mean!:lol:

haha. Gotcha. So come on and bring it on! :D

Originally posted by CD DeLorenzo
haha. Gotcha. So come on and bring it on! :D
Bring it on HUH? You cant handle this! lol Aight.. Aight just cuz you asked for it! ITS ON!!!!!

They stood infront of the door steps to her apartment building. Neither had even thought about what was going to happen once they arrived their. <Should i ask him up, or should we take it slow?> she thought. Nate pulled her into his arms. His head went into the crook of her neck and he planted small kisses all down the right side of her neck. "My heart feels like its about to expload." he said. She moaned in response as he began licking and nipping her neck and earlobe. "Nate" she smiled as he kissed more. "What" he murmered then went back to the task at hand. "Maybe we should go inside" She said pulling back to look him in the eyes. "You sure?" he asked kissing her forhead. She took his hand and led him in the building, through the hall, up the elavator, and into her apartment without saying a word. CD slammed the door shut with her foot as Nate turned around and pinned her up against the door as he began kissing her. She moaned into his mouth. He slid her coat of and it fell to the ground she did the same w/ his. Still kissing him she managed to get his shirt and hers off. So they were skin to skin. He reached around her back and undid her bra and it to fell to the ground. She jumped and wrapped her legs around his waist. He pressed her up against the door more and she felt his hard erection pushing into her. He began to move backwards towards her bedroom. She took his lower lip and sucked on it and he moaned . "You like that" She said "Mmmm" was all he could get out. They reached the bedroom and he flug her on the bed then climber on top of her. He looked at her, her blue eyes glittering and shinning BRIGHT blue. Her blonde hair frizzed from all the action. She nodded her head letting him know it was safe to go on. He kissed her lips gently then made his way down her neck, breast, stomach, belly button, then he unzipped her pants and pulled them down taking the pink thong w/ them. She reached up and slid his pants off letting his boxers follow also. Finally they were flesh to flesh. He began kissing her all over again as she massaged his back and neck and running her hands through his hair. He placed one of his hands on the inside of her thigh mear inchs from her throbbing spot. He jutted a few fingers in and massaged their till she cupped his face in her hands and said "Nate dont be a tease" as they exchanged smiles he slipped himself inside her and they became one. Something they had only dreamed of for 2 years. An hour later they both layed still nacked in each others arms. Neither saying anything but "i love you" as they slowly and gently exchanged kisses. CD felt SAFE like she had told him. No longer did she have to go to bed alone. He was there. He was there to protect her. He wrapped her naked body in his arms and she matched her breathe w/ his and let herself drift off to sleep knowing he would be there when she woke up.

heheh! See told ya you couldnt handle it!!!! lol I hope ya'll like it. I wish they would do it for real! lol Anyone else wish theyw ould? lol

hah, hey I can handle a lot MORE, so keep on writing.

And what I wish for is that she survives for a beginning *sighs*

You just HAD to bring that up didnt you! GOSH ! now im so upset i cant post no more! Shes gonna survive she HAS TO! *runs off crying*!! BOOOHOOOO

Of course she will. *passes box of Kleenex over* I'm still all upset about it too and I haven't even seen it yet!

What are you waiting for? What do you mean you havent seen it yet?!?!?! Go watch it!
lol

Originally posted by CD_Nate _4ever
What are you waiting for? What do you mean you havent seen it yet?!?!?! Go watch it!
lol

Hell yeah! Give me a tape and I will right away! They don't air Division is this ****ing deprived country where even cow**** sucks!

Where the hell you at that they dont show the division? And how do you see the division if they dont air it there lol
im confused!
:confused:

Originally posted by CD_Nate _4ever
Where the hell you at that they dont show the division? And how do you see the division if they dont air it there lol
im confused!
:confused:

germany. And I live on tapes. And the internet. And Miranda! And Jeanie! yeahhh! and LEE! who doesn't read these boards but still.

This is freakin awesome! All day in band, I was thinkin... 'Hmmm, I wonder if there's more...' And you did! Yay!!!! Sry... More, please.

Originally posted by CD DeLorenzo
germany. And I live on tapes. And the internet. And Miranda! And Jeanie! yeahhh! and LEE! who doesn't read these boards but still.

U live in Germ. or you just there for a while? Thats gotta suck not having division! Whats wrong w/ those germans! GOSH! lol. Well im gonna post a lil more after lunch prolly. YAY!:happyface

so huury up! Go have your lunch and then come back here and post more!!!!!!!

Originally posted by CD_Nate _4ever
U live in Germ. or you just there for a while? Thats gotta suck not having division! Whats wrong w/ those germans! GOSH! lol. Well im gonna post a lil more after lunch prolly. YAY!:happyface

I live here :( and it STINKS! I hate germany! HATE IT! No Division, no Snapple, no nothing. and I hate Switzerland! And Italy! okay no, Italy and Switzerland are okay but I hate getting abducted there. So please post more.

Originally posted by CD DeLorenzo
I live here :( and it STINKS! I hate germany! HATE IT! No Division, no Snapple, no nothing. and I hate Switzerland! And Italy! okay no, Italy and Switzerland are okay but I hate getting abducted there. So please post more.
Ok Ok just cuz i feel so sorry for you im gonna post more. lol. I dont know really want im gonna write so if this next part sucks sorry lol.
The sun shined in through her bedroom window as Nate opened his eyes. CD turned over to look at him and put a hand on his face "goodmornin sunshine" he said kissing her lips gently.

<Every mornin' when the sun comes up on the east side i catch a buzz. Lyin' next to you, roll over and kiss your cheek just because, then the paper comes, we pour a cup of Joe. Hey Baby theres somthin' i want you to know:
If you need a hand... hold on
I'll be there beside you. If you stumble i wont let you fall.
I'll be right behind you. If you find your loosing your way, I'll be the one to guide you home.
Your not alone
Im behind the sunshine and in the wind that blows
Im YOUR SHADOW>

"I guess we gotta get up and go to work huh?" CD said pulling him close to her, breathing in his scent. "Yap, but its out first work day as a couple... I think it'll be fun." Nate replied. CD pulled back from him so she could look him in the eyes. "You really think its worth the risk?" she asked him "I dont want this to be a secret CD. I dont think i could hold it in! I'd prolly exploded and stand up on the desk at work and say "I LOVE CD!" he laughed she cupped his face in her hands and climbed ontop of him. "Ok then we wont keep it a secret, we will let the whole world know. No matter what the consequenses are." She said kissing him passionatly.
***The Division***
They stood in the elevator surrounded by people they didnt know. "You ready" Nate asked CD squeezing her hand. She paused a min. The elavator doors opened. "Ya lets do it" she said as they walked out of the elavator hand in hand. They walked down the hall and into the bullpen where Jinny and Magda were already at their desk. Jinny and Magda looked up and both raised their eyebrows as CD and Nate said "Hey" and walked past them to their own desks still holding hands. Jinny turned back around and looked at Magda "What the hell was that" Jinny wispered. Magda smirked. "They did it last night Jen" Magda wispered back. Jinny let out a giggle as Kate walked in. By this time Nate and CD had both took theirs seats at their desks and everything seemed normal. Except for the huge grins on their faces. "Goodmorning everyone" Kate said passing by them to go to their office. Magda shot Jinny a glance and they both got up and ran into Kates office and shut the door. Nate looked up and laughed. "How much you wanna bet they are talking about us right now" CD smiled as her foot slid up Nates leg sending tingles through his body. Nate smiled. "Did you hear them they think we DID IT last night" Nate smirked. "We did!" CD said. "Oh ya thats right we did!" Nate said teasing CD.

More?!?!?!?!? FEEDBACK plz!
P.S. Shadow by Marcel does not belong to me. Although i love the song and wish i would have sang it lol.


:guitar: :love:

do you really think you have to ask that?! lol. Of course more!

MOREEE

Yes, you should def. add more! :D

Ok here we go!!! Hold on to your seats folks!

"CD Nate can i see you two in my office please" Kate said as she opened her door and Jenni and Mag ran out and sat at their desks. "Sorry guys. We thought she knew" They wispered as CD and Nate shot them a bad look. Nate and CD walked side by side into Kates office as their hands brushed each other Nate squeezed CDs hand before they went in. "Have a seat you two" Kate sat in her chair behind her desk. "Wanna tell me whats going on?" Kate asked raising an eyebrow. "Kate we just..." CD studdered out but she was interupted by Nates hand on hers as he said "Kate, CD and I have been partners for 2 years now. And as partners we have learned to love and protect each other from harm. We love each other and neither one of us has wanted to admit it for fear of having this converstation w/ you but we cant hide it anymore." Nate stopped as he heard CD sniff, he looked over at her and a tear fell off her cheek. <Dammit> he thought <I shouldnt have done this! I shouldnt have made her do this! She told me she was scared to death of loosing our partnership, so why did i have to push her> He gripped her hand tighter. "Look Kate you can split us up if you want because no matter what we are going to be together. But you and I both know CD and I are good together! WE are good Inspecters! And were good partners. If anything i feel us being a couple makes us better Inspecters. So please just think about before you make your decision ok?" Kate was amazed at what she was hearing. She had seen this coming though... for a long time "Ok guys give me sometime to think about it." Kate replied. "How much time Cap?" CD said as she wiped her eyes. "I'll tell you guys after lunch, Now go on get back to work" and with that CD and Nate got up and went back into the bullpen. They sat down at their desks and Jenni and Mag rushed over. "We are so sorry guys, we thought ya'll had already told her. We figured everyone knew but us!" Jinny said feeling bad for letting the cat out of the bag. "Jinny its ok with you guys telling her it just saved us from having to tell her today." Nate said as he went around to CDs chair and started massaging her shoulders. "Its ok CD, relax" he said. Jinny and Mag went back to their desks and continued on their work. Nate continued to massage CDs shoulders as she let her head fall. "Come on lets get some work done, I wanna get my mind off of Kates decision" CD said as she reached for Nates hand on her shoulder. So they sat down and started doing paperwork. Around lunch time they decided to crab some Burger king and go to the park and sit on their Green table. This table was becoming a home for them. A safe place to go when they needed to be alone. "Nate im scared" Nate pulled her close to him "Dont be, Im going to be here everyday for the rest of your life no matter what" He kissed herlips gently. After lunch they walked back into the bullpen holding hands like they hand done that morning. Kate opened her door "Ok guys come on in here." CD and Nate went into Kates office this time not letting go of eachothers hands. "Have a seat you guys" Kate motioned to the chairs. "No We'd rather stand" Nate said feeling anxious. CD squeezed Nates hand so hard he thought it was gonna rip off. "Well i've come to my decision" Kate said.......

DUN DUN DUNN
you guys wanna know her decision?!?!?! HUH! Well if you do im gonna have to get some replys first! lol

Oh heres a picture i made! HEHEH

You're killin me........ I need to know... Like, now.... PLEASE?¿?¿?¿?
BTW, that lil picture thing is really nifty.

How mean!! I'm dying from the anticipation!! Must know NOW!!!

okay, this fan fic is addicting-I might even try my hand.... that picture is really cool.What ep did that picture of CD leaning over talking to Nate come from?

More fanfic and more pics please! :)

And as for that pic, she's actually kissing his forehead, it's from Sweet Sorrow.

Thanks..I may have missed that episode.Man I wish that Lifetime would air previous seasons!:

HEY!!!! What's her decision??? We NEED to know!!!!!!:)

Whoa, you can't just let us hang here!!!! Your story is great and I'd love to read more of it NOW!!!!!! ;-)

Byebye
Britta

P.S.: And I like your version more than the "getting shot"part in the series!!!!!!!! (So do all the others around here I guess .... :-))

HEY!!! Have u forgotten this fic?? We NEED to know her answer!!!:D

OMG! guys! Im soooo sorry i havent posted! I kept meaning to post here but just didnt have time. I got a boyfriend now and we have been hanging out creating CD NATE moments. lol The other day we went to a park and sat on a picnic table and i thought of CD and Nate lol ok well here you go!!! and again Im sorry it took so long!

<Would she hurry up already> CD thought as she continued to sqeeze Nates hand. Kate leaned over her desk as she said "Nate your right you guys are GREAT partners and even BETTER inspectors... I knew this was bound to happen eventually, I mean everyone knew it! " CD and Nate looked at each other and smiled a little. This eased the tension alittle. "Im willing to let you two remain partners as long as your work is not effected." Kate continued. Nate let go of CDs hand and wrap his arm around her shoulder as she sighed he pulled her close. "Thanks Cap you wont regret this! We swear!" Nate said very excited. Kate smiled then got serious "There is something else though" both CD and Nate looked at her worried. "You cant announce your relationship at work... If the chief finds out im letting you too stay partners he'll have my ass and both of ya'lls too" CD nodded her head "No problem Cap" She looked at Nate and smiled "Thanks so much Kate...Really" Nate said as him and CD headed back to the bullpen. "Hey... why dont you two take the rest of the day off ok?" Kate said. CD turned back around "Thanks Cap your the best!"
Nate helped CD get on her coat, "What do you want to do with the rest of the day?" Nate asked as they walked to the elavator. CD waited till they got in the elavator and it was empty. "This whole day has been kinda draining, what do you say we go back to my apartment and sleep" CD smiled as she rubbed her hands through Nates hair. "HMMM sounds good to me" He said pulling her into a kiss before the door opened and they headed home.

ok there it is lol...... Im having MAJOR CD and NATE withdrawls!!!!!! Im so upset! I need CD AND NATE!!!!! uggg neways hope people are still reading this! lol

Awesome post!!! MORE!!