Blair walked in the room from a great day of school. She got a 100% on her Social Studies test and a cute guy whom she thought was "The One" asked her out. When she walked in she expected to see Jo sitting on her bed, but instead there layed a note. Blair wasn't at all prepared for what she read.

She read the note silently. "Blair,
There is something I have to tell you. I can't live this way any more. I don't know what's wrong with me and frankly I don't really want to know. I'm telling you this because I don't want to leave without saying good bye. You've been a good friend all the short years I've known you and I don't know what I would've done without you. Thanks for being such a great friend. Mrs. G, Natalie and Tootie have been great friends, too, but we had something special. I know you're probably in shock from these words I'm telling you and it's been very hard writing this. Blair, I'm afraid I can't explain to you the feelings I'm feeling right now as I'm writing this, but I been feeling this for a long time. It's like I'm missing something, and there's no way I'm ever going to find it. Everytime I start to care about something, something seems to go wrong, it's the Jo Polniaczek law of nature.
I could go on forever with a list, but I'll only mention a couple. I used to have lots of friends in the Bronx, but most of them have gotten killed in gangs and stuff (I've thought about going back there but I've realized how much I've changed and I just wouldn't belong there anymore). There was my first love, Eddie, I thought he was the only one I could ever love, and my heart totally broke when I found out about him being married and I knew I couldn't trust him anymore.
I have had great times with Nat, Tootie, Mrs. G. and you, and even though we've had some hard times we stuck together and I don't want this to break you guys up so please do me a favor and stick together. Just because I'm not going to be around any longer doesn't mean I have to break your friendship up. All you have to do is forget about me and remember all the days when I wasn't there (your happiest years).
So, I guess this is good bye. I don't like to say that when I know I'm going to see somebody again, but I know that I will never see you again. Blair, This is it, I'm committing suicide. I'll say it again, I'm sorry I had to say that, but I always speak the truth.
Before I go I would like to give a special thanks to Mrs. G. who kept me here as long as possible, without her I wouldn't have stuck around long enough to have all the great memories I've had.

Your best friend,
Jo"

There were many horrible thoughts racing through Blair's head. "but Jo was always so sure of herself" ect. Then she thought "OMG!! Suicide!! The bathroom, the medicine cabnet!" She raced into the bathroom and looked down and yet again she wasn't prepared for what she saw.


Okay, IMO this is lame. Should I continue?


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~Jo
AIM-JoandNatRule
ICQ-38668978
Message me any time!
~3 things in life matter, FOL, The Division, and Mountain Dew!

KEEP IT UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! please write more soon.

-colleen-

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JO rocks!!!!!!!!
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J: i'm gonna loosen some teeth!
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AIM ssgoalie8 or nmkjo

Please keep going!!!!

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Jo: Uh...In a minute your gonna have flared teeth.

oh my gosh this is so good. please post more soon. and it is not lame

u call this lame??? how can u ?? I CALL THIS ATD!! keep going!

I love it!!!

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Marsh~Mallow
Quotes said by Jo (my fav character)
Your born You move on You die
Thats life
There are people in this world who get shoved around and there are people who do the shovin
I thought you liked me in that way that you like somebody when you like them in that way
You're so stupid you couldnt spell IQ
I hate teaching people how to drive;they're nervous, they make mistakes, and they cry when you slap them
Here's to all who wish me well and all the rest can go to...
Jersey

KEEP GOING!!!! PLEASE!!!

OMG I love it,It's not at all lame Please post more soon,What season Is this from?

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What would make you shut-up in your sleep.
-Blair

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How do you say you'er going to be sweeping up your teeth in french?
-Jo
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From now on its good by Natalie hello hot lips!
-Natalie

D--->-- D--->-- D--->--

Don't look now guy's,But we'er in trouble......
-Tootie

;o);o);o);o);o);o);o);o)

Girls!!!What is going on here!!!!!
-Mrs.G

§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§

B:Thats it i'm flat busted.
N:Well i've seen them looking better.
Bev:She means she has no money,She's Broke.

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

B:Mrs.Garrett you need to
fix the heat,our room was like a hot tub last night.
Mrs.G:I'll get someone to fix it.
J:Mrs.G this is serious the tounges are hanging out of my shoes.
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My Quote of the week.
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"Take a number,I'm doing something better."

Originally posted by BlairandJo:
OMG I love it,It's not at all lame Please post more soon,What season Is this from?

Keep going this speaks for me also!!!



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Jinny:God She's got to bug up her a** for me.
CD: Why?
Jinny: Oh how should I know...maybe I'm not her idea of what a lady cop should look and act like.

~Exstead~

This is awsome! keep goin!!!

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Blair- It's 1984, isnt it
Jo- Very good, now do you wanna guess what planet we're on

Wow, I didn't think I would get that many responses. http://www.sitcomsonline.com/ubb/smile.gif It's a real confidence booster. I'm not sure which season it is so I'm saying 3-4 season. I'll try to find some time to finsh it. I have the idea's I'm just getting them written down.

[This message has been edited by Jo_Polniaczek (edited 03-30-2001).]

GREAT SO FAR! KEEP GOING! http://www.sitcomsonline.com/ubb/smile.gif http://www.sitcomsonline.com/ubb/smile.gif http://www.sitcomsonline.com/ubb/biggrin.gif http://www.sitcomsonline.com/ubb/biggrin.gif

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<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Luv yaz!
~Kerri~
Pal2125@aol.com

Blair- When I was little I used to be afraid of the Boogie Man and my daddy would say "don't worry hunny. we own the Boogie Man!

THis is really great so far.When are you gonna get more post?really soon I hope....

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"Your born,you move on,you die,that's life."-Jo
Nancy McKeon is #1!!

I'm sorry, I've been grounded, but I'll get some more posted soon.

What Blair saw changed her whole opinion of Jo. Jo was lying there so pale, weak, yet helpless. Blair had never seen Jo look like this. She had never seen anyone look like this. For a moment, a moment that seemed to last forever, Blair just stared.

She knelt down with hope that Jo wasn't what it looked like, dead. For the first time in that 30 minutes Blair had hope, Jo was breathing! She had never felt happier in her whole life.

"Mrs. Garrett!!!" Blair yelled at the top of her lungs.

Mrs. Garrett walked in the room. "Where's Jo?" She saw the look on Blair's face and her eyes traveled to the floor.

Blair saw the questioning look on Mrs. G's face and said just one word, "Suicide attempt".

"What? Why would she want to do that?"

"It's all in here", Blair replyed handing her the suicide note.


I know it's not very much, but I have to take a shower, go to bed, ect.
Continue?

definately, i told you this was going to be good. can't wait for more
-colleen-

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JO rocks!!!!!!!!
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J: i'm gonna loosen some teeth!
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AIM ssgoalie8 or nmkjo

More,More,More I have to have more.Great Fan fiction.

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What would make you shut-up in your sleep.
-Blair

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How do you say you'er going to be sweeping up your teeth in french?
-Jo
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Jinny:Are there any cops or Jinny haters here!

Yes!Of course we want more!This is an awsome story and I can't wait for more...

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"Your born,you move on,you die,that's life."-Jo
Nancy McKeon is #1!!

MORE!!!!! Pwease!!!

"We better get her to the hospital! We'll take my car, it'll be faster"

"okay", Blair replyed not taking her eyes off Jo.

*Don't worry, Blair", Mrs. G said looking at the expression on Blair's face. "She'll be OK" At least I hope so she thought.

The silent drive to the hospital was very long, or so it seemed.

When they arrived they got some nurses to help them get Jo inside the ER.

Blair and Mrs. G sat nervously awaiting for the news. Hoping it would be good news.

"Mrs. G, I'm going to go leave a message on the answering machine for when Nat and Tootie get back from studying."

"Okay, that's very thoughtful of you"

Blair made the phone call and as she sat down she starting having some flahbacks of all their times, good and bad.

AT that moment the doctor walked out of the room looked at everyone and said "She's probably going to be alright, but we can't make any promises. If you'd like to see her, one at a time, it's room 232."

Mrs. G looked at Blair and said "Blair, you go first, you two are best friends."

Blair didn't say anything but the look in her eyes said she was scared, but she would do it. For Jo, who was probably her only best friend she'd ever had. Well, there was Dina Becker, but she hadn't considered her a 'real' friend.

ATD! ATD!im sensing a blair/jo moment coming on here...im getting veeeeeeery excited about this! u know me, lil sensitive me and my blair/jo moments are a gr8 mix! o boy i don't what im talkin about here...lol neway GREAT job so far!

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<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Luv yaz!
~Kerri~
Pal2125@aol.com

Blair- When I was little I used to be afraid of the Boogie Man and my daddy would say "don't worry hunny. we own the Boogie Man!

great!!!!!!!! keep going
-colleen-

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JO rocks!!!!!!!!
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J: i'm gonna loosen some teeth!
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AIM ssgoalie8 or nmkjo

More!! Keep it coming!

Blair put her hand on the doorknob eager to go in and see her bestfriend, but frightened about the thought of seeing her like that again. That thought remained in her mind the whole time after seeing her. Blair didn't know it but that thought would remain in her memory for the rest of her life, whether she wanted it to or not.

She walked in Jo's room not that confident that she wanted to see her like that, but confident that she would stick by her friend no matter what happened. Through thick and thin. She knew Jo would do the same.

Jo was not yet awake, but looking a little bit better than she had while lying on the floor. It was only 5:00, so she would wait for as long as she possibly could. Until Jo woke up.

She waited for what seemed like forever. While she was waiting she was having some more flashbacks. The day Jo had arrived at the time felt like the worst day in her life, no she realized it was not the worst, but the best. Finally she saw Jo move. "C'mon, Jo please wake up!"

"Whaa? Why? What am I still doing here, I thought I'd be dead by now." Jo said in a small, weak voice Blair had never heard.

"Jo, You're still alive!! You're being given another chance to live! Now, why would you do a thing like that?"

"You read the note, Blair. I poured all of my feelings into that, but to sum it up I don't really have a feel for life anymore, so I thought it'd be better to commit suicide. Blair, do you know why I was feeling that?" Jo asked.

Blair really didn't have an answer, but she thought she'd try her hardest to give Jo one.

oh my gosh this is so good. please write more soon. I love it.

OOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO this is so
so so so good.Post more soon.

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What would make you shut-up in your sleep.
-Blair

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

How do you say you'er going to be sweeping up your teeth in french?
-Jo
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Jinny:Are there any cops or Jinny haters here!

This is so great! You have to post more!

OMG!!!! This is soooooo good!!! Post more ASAP!!!!

Blair cleared her throat and said "Jo, I'm sorry, but I can't answer that question. If you don't know why you were feeling that then I probably don't. Jo, will you promise me you won't ever try to commit suicide again? If you have those feelings you should talk to someone." Blair was starting to cry. "I don't know what I'd do without you, Jo. I don't think I've ever told you this but your my very best friend. Blair couldn't take it anymore, the tears just flowed out.

"Blair, I can't promise I won't ever get those feelings again, but I can promise that if I do, I'll talk to someone. What I did was very selfish wasn't it?" By this time Jo was crying too.

"I won't lie, Jo. Yes, it was selfish, but I understand how you felt. I used to feel that way a long time ago. It's a horrible way to feel and I sure in the heck don't want to anymore, and I hope you don't either. I used to think the day we met was the worst day in my life, but now I realize it was the best because you came in my life. Jo, you changed me, you made me a sensible person. Before you came I was just a spoiled, rotten, brat."

Jo was going to make a remark once Blair said that but she decided against it, she didn't want to ruin this special moment. "Blair, you changed me too. I've become a sensible person also. I used to punch people out if they tried to help me. I've found out that violence isn't the right way, there's a better way to channel it.

Blair smiled for the first time in a while. "I guess we wouldn't have made it without eachother, huh?"

Jo returned the smile. "I dunno why we're friends. We're like the odd couple. But I sure am glad we are friends.

The two friends smiled at eachother. They had no idea what the future was in store for them, all they knew was the would be best friends 'til the end. Nothing would get in their way.


So, did ya like it? I dunno why, but I didn't like it...

This is Awsome!!!

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CD- And how long has it been since you got some Jinny? 24 hours.
Jinny- Yes, mom, but i rountinly practice safe sex!

Teddy- What? Your in danger and I'm supposed to hide in the closet?

Jinny- I guess I'm just a dumb cop. Why don't you spell that out for me.

aaaaaaaaw that was so sweet! i loved it! http://www.sitcomsonline.com/ubb/smile.gif

Originally posted by Blair n' Jo Rock:
aaaaaaaaw that was so sweet! i loved it! http://www.sitcomsonline.com/ubb/smile.gif

That was awesome!!! One of the best Fan-fics ever!!!!

Great, bravo, encore, k oi! (Don't ask, it's an inside thing.) For your first fanfic, it's ATD! Seriously!

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"God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference."
"Keep the courts hott, and your summers cool!" Katie Honea

.:*Danielle*:.
Go #33! Lady Bulldogs all da way! Basketball rulz!
Basketbaiichick@aol.com
or
BlairWarner33@yahoo.com
or
BlairWarner@gurlmail.com

k oi=kewl, right? haha, I'm just startin' to get this...
Thanks for the comments! I'll write another one but I don't have any ideas...Anyone wanna buddy up?

It's great!!!

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