At this point in my life, I'm really wanting to be in a long term relationship. For the last three years, I've basically been doing the dating thing, and you might even say I was a serial dater at one point in time. Over the last few months though, after a couple really bad dating experiences I had, I've basically been staying away from the dating world, and have just been taking time to see where I want to go in my life, and what I want to do. On one hand, I know I'm not ready for a serious relationship, just for the simple fact that I'm not where I want to be in my life right now. Not too many women out there searching for jobless, carless guys, who live with their mom's. :lol: On the otherhand though, I am making alot of changes in my life, as I'm getting ready to go back to school, I'm working on getting my drivers license, and I have really made alot of progress in my social life, and in interacting with others. I don't know though, I just really love the idea of having one person who you're absolutely crazy about to come home to everynight, to listen to talk about her day, and to lay next to and hold each and everynight. That's something I'm craving, and really needing right now. It's strange because if you would have told me two years ago that one day I'd be dying to be in a LTR, I'd have said you were crazy, but that's exactly where I am at right now. Amazing how your feelings on these kinds of things can change in such short periods of time.

Anyway, where are all of you in your love live's right now, and where do you hope to be in the future??

I am happily married with two beautiful little girls. I would eventually like to have at least one more before I retire. LOL

I am happily married with two beautiful little girls. I would eventually like to have at least one more before I retire. LOL
One more what, one night stand? ;)

Aw, Brad, I hope you find that girl for you :) You deserve it--you're such a nice guy!

I'm basically in the same boat you are except I haven't even dated for the past few years. The last long term relationship (or anything really) was in 2001, and I was pretty turned off on dating for a while after that.

Thing is, I really don't have the confidence to just approach guys I find cute or whatever because I'm afraid they'll just laugh at me and tell me to go away. I don't feel like I'm the type of girl they'd want, I don't know. Guys constantly tell me how I'm such an open person, like I'm 'one of the guys'. They tell me about their relationships or girls they want to hook up with. For once, I want to be the one they want to be with! :lol:

And it's weird because I know I'm not unattractive, dumb, or uninteresting...I guess I'm just not good enough, I don't know.

But, yeaaahh, I'm single and pretty much missing being in a relationship.

One more what, one night stand? ;)


Interested? :grineyes: ;) :p

Interested? :grineyes: ;) :p
Stop that, lol. I'm old enough to be your hot older sister. :lol:

Stop that, lol. I'm old enough to be your hot older sister. :lol:


:lol: :lol: :lol: :lol:

I was just in a relationship for 3 years that pretty much killed my interests in them so i'm gonna say i just want to have fun at this point in my life. i'd like to find a nice classy girl i can take home to mom but i cant seem to find one

At this point in my life, I'm really wanting to be in a long term relationship. For the last three years, I've basically been doing the dating thing, and you might even say I was a serial dater at one point in time. Over the last few months though, after a couple really bad dating experiences I had, I've basically been staying away from the dating world, and have just been taking time to see where I want to go in my life, and what I want to do. On one hand, I know I'm not ready for a serious relationship, just for the simple fact that I'm not where I want to be in my life right now. Not too many women out there searching for jobless, carless guys, who live with their mom's. :lol: On the otherhand though, I am making alot of changes in my life, as I'm getting ready to go back to school, I'm working on getting my drivers license, and I have really made alot of progress in my social life, and in interacting with others. I don't know though, I just really love the idea of having one person who you're absolutely crazy about to come home to everynight, to listen to talk about her day, and to lay next to and hold each and everynight. That's something I'm craving, and really needing right now. It's strange because if you would have told me two years ago that one day I'd be dying to be in a LTR, I'd have said you were crazy, but that's exactly where I am at right now. Amazing how your feelings on these kinds of things can change in such short periods of time.

Anyway, where are all of you in your love live's right now, and where do you hope to be in the future??

Right now i'm not in relationship. I'm just trying to take it day by day. Last year My brother past away so i think about him and my lost family most of the time. I have try to go on some dates this year but they just don't work out and i always get hurt in the end. What i want in the future is to be just happy & in love with someone. :)

I'm very single right now. This is the way I want it for the time being though, so I can't complain.

I'm pretty sure I'm in love with someone I'll never be able to have, and I'm too stubborn to let go. I hate my life.

I've been happily married for almost 5 years now, and we have two little girls.

Not too many women out there searching for jobless, carless guys, who live with their mom's. :lol:

Am I the only girl who doesn't care if a guy still lives with mom? Just curious.

Anyway, I'm in a relationship. Working on a year and a half. Not ready for marriage, babies, anything like that. I'm 27 going on 15.

I'm pretty sure I'm in love with someone I'll never be able to have, and I'm too stubborn to let go. I hate my life.

That was me for 8 years. It's a very frustrating feeling.

Am I the only girl who doesn't care if a guy still lives with mom? Just curious.

For my sake, I sure hope not. :lol: ;)

I'm pretty sure I'm in love with someone I'll never be able to have, and I'm too stubborn to let go. I hate my life.

I'm so sorry you're going through that, I really am. :( Believe me, I know how you feel. Visit this link and you'll see what I mean. Here (http://www.sitcomsonline.com/boards/showthread.php?t=200102&page=4)

Anyway, just hang in there Ashlee, you're definitely not alone!! :)

I'll be 20 next month and I can honestly say I've been single for all 20 years. It has been very hard on me because I know I'm a great catch and I have a lot to offer a guy, but most guys don't see past my weight. I'm not majorly obese mind you, but I need to lose about 40 pounds, however, health problems make it very difficult to do so. I thought there would be a guy out there who would love me for who I am, but I guess I was wrong. With the superficial world we live in, I'll have to work extra hard to lose the weight if I ever wanna date again. :(

Aw, Brad, I hope you find that girl for you :) You deserve it--you're such a nice guy!

I'm basically in the same boat you are except I haven't even dated for the past few years. The last long term relationship (or anything really) was in 2001, and I was pretty turned off on dating for a while after that.

Thing is, I really don't have the confidence to just approach guys I find cute or whatever because I'm afraid they'll just laugh at me and tell me to go away. I don't feel like I'm the type of girl they'd want, I don't know. Guys constantly tell me how I'm such an open person, like I'm 'one of the guys'. They tell me about their relationships or girls they want to hook up with. For once, I want to be the one they want to be with! :lol:

And it's weird because I know I'm not unattractive, dumb, or uninteresting...I guess I'm just not good enough, I don't know.

But, yeaaahh, I'm single and pretty much missing being in a relationship.

Thanks for the kind words, that's very sweet of you to say. :) I'm definitely going to keep searching, and hopefully I'll find that girl of my dreams real soon.

I can understand what you're saying about having trouble approaching the opposite sex, and being afraid that they'll laugh at you or something. I struggled with self conciousness for years, and to this day I still struggle with it. In a world where people can be so cruel, it's definitely easy to feel that way. I still have trouble just going up to a woman I like, and telling her how I feel, and as a result, most of the women I do date I meet online first. You can still get rejected there, but atleast you don't have to worry about being humiliated in front of others.

Anyway, you are a really awesome girl, and you too deserve to be happy. I truly wish the best for you, and hope that you can find the guy of your dreams, because you sooo deserve it. Just be patient, and I'm sure you'll find him!! :wave:

I'm single. I've never gone out on a date before. I would very much like to. Every year I keep on saying that one of my goals is to go out on a date but it never happens! :lol: I don't know. I'd like to date around for a while. I'm not looking to be in a committed relationship right now.

I'll be 20 next month and I can honestly say I've been single for all 20 years. It has been very hard on me because I know I'm a great catch and I have a lot to offer a guy, but most guys don't see past my weight. I'm not majorly obese mind you, but I need to lose about 40 pounds, however, health problems make it very difficult to do so. I thought there would be a guy out there who would love me for who I am, but I guess I was wrong. With the superficial world we live in, I'll have to work extra hard to lose the weight if I ever wanna date again. :(
Oh, there's a guy out there that maybe has a few extra pounds on him and feels the same way you do. You could be each other's self-esteem. :) But I feel the same way you do; I have lumps that I just hate but they don't go away and so I was pretty sure I'd never get anywhere. But I found a guy who looks past that and loves me for me. He just happened to not be in this state. This place was full of creeps I guess.

Anyway, you're young. And he'll come along when you're not looking. And he'll be a saint. :)

sadly, nowhere:( :( :(

I'll be 20 next month and I can honestly say I've been single for all 20 years. It has been very hard on me because I know I'm a great catch and I have a lot to offer a guy, but most guys don't see past my weight. I'm not majorly obese mind you, but I need to lose about 40 pounds, however, health problems make it very difficult to do so. I thought there would be a guy out there who would love me for who I am, but I guess I was wrong. With the superficial world we live in, I'll have to work extra hard to lose the weight if I ever wanna date again. :(

You shouldn't be so hard on yourself Lauren, you are beautiful!! If you lived closer to Oregon and asked me out on a date, I would say yes in a split second!! Like Tara said, confidence goes a very long way, and I've been taking that advice, and even though I have a very long way to go, I've also come very far, and have seen great results. Never feel bad about who you are, because believe me, there are many people who think you are an awesome person, and I am one of them!! :)

Am I the only girl who doesn't care if a guy still lives with mom? Just curious.


I sure hope not. :lol:

At this point in my life, I'm really wanting to be in a long term relationship. For the last three years, I've basically been doing the dating thing, and you might even say I was a serial dater at one point in time. Over the last few months though, after a couple really bad dating experiences I had, I've basically been staying away from the dating world, and have just been taking time to see where I want to go in my life, and what I want to do. On one hand, I know I'm not ready for a serious relationship, just for the simple fact that I'm not where I want to be in my life right now. Not too many women out there searching for jobless, carless guys, who live with their mom's. :lol: On the otherhand though, I am making alot of changes in my life, as I'm getting ready to go back to school, I'm working on getting my drivers license, and I have really made alot of progress in my social life, and in interacting with others. I don't know though, I just really love the idea of having one person who you're absolutely crazy about to come home to everynight, to listen to talk about her day, and to lay next to and hold each and everynight. That's something I'm craving, and really needing right now. It's strange because if you would have told me two years ago that one day I'd be dying to be in a LTR, I'd have said you were crazy, but that's exactly where I am at right now. Amazing how your feelings on these kinds of things can change in such short periods of time.

Anyway, where are all of you in your love live's right now, and where do you hope to be in the future??



I'm single and have female company for SAFEPLAY activities and then after they leave I turn the game back on. LOL

I'm miserably single.

practicaly married

my ex-boyfriend whom i was going to marry and i are still in love but can't be together for complicated reasons. and i'm trying to overcome a painful little fling he had with my friend a few months ago and is sorry for.

Right now, I guess you could say I'm having fun. :)

I met this guy about six months ago, and we hit it off immediately. So, um, yeah. :) I've been spending a lot of time with him lately, and it's at the point when other people have been asking me if we're dating whenever the two of us go somewhere and he runs into people he knows. I will say that much, though... we DO kiss.

It's all good, though, and I'm enjoying myself. He's a hell of a great friend, too. :)

You shouldn't be so hard on yourself Lauren, you are beautiful!! If you lived closer to Oregon and asked me out on a date, I would say yes in a split second!! Like Tara said, confidence goes a very long way, and I've been taking that advice, and even though I have a very long way to go, I've also come very far, and have seen great results. Never feel bad about who you are, because believe me, there are many people who think you are an awesome person, and I am one of them!! :)


Thanks to you all! I know self-confidence is something I need to work on. Brad, that's so sweet of you! I wish I lived closer to Oregon, he he! ;)

Thanks to you all! I know self-confidence is something I need to work on. Brad, that's so sweet of you! I wish I lived closer to Oregon, he he! ;)

:bighug:

This August will be 7 years that I have been married. Time went by so fast. Now I have a beautiful baby. I love the way things are.:)

Ive been seeing Curt about a month now. I am SO happy. I never thought we would ever be together, but we are. Its a bit complicated though as he is not ready for a relationship yet so we're not 'bf/gf', but we are exclusive with no others involved. So its a relationship but not a relationship, if that makes sense.

That was me for 8 years. It's a very frustrating feeling.
Mmhm. I want to die.

I'm so sorry you're going through that, I really am. :( Believe me, I know how you feel. Visit this link and you'll see what I mean. Here (http://www.sitcomsonline.com/boards/showthread.php?t=200102&page=4)

Anyway, just hang in there Ashlee, you're definitely not alone!! :)
The link didn't work :( But yeah, I can feel for someone who's ever felt the same. It's an absolutely sick feeling. You are sick emotionally, psychologically and sometimes even physically. It's been going on for 2 years and I keep going from not caring, to being completely upset. I'm so sick of it.

My social life was over before it even started. Though I have kissed girls, I've never dated in my entire life, and stopped trying to date in my late-20's. I figured if I'm not going to be with anybody by that time, I'm not going to be with anybody at all.

I have been married now for 6 months and all is going very well. :)

NONE OF THE ABOVE. well crushing. but i've never had a girlfriend. of course i'm 15 (not even that until June 2 actually) so it doesn't bother me.

The link didn't work :( But yeah, I can feel for someone who's ever felt the same. It's an absolutely sick feeling. You are sick emotionally, psychologically and sometimes even physically. It's been going on for 2 years and I keep going from not caring, to being completely upset. I'm so sick of it.

Believe me, I totally know where you're coming from. I'm going through the exact same thing right now, and all of those words you just used, totally describes what I'm feeling as well. One of the worst things about it for me, is that this woman is a great friend of mine, and I hang out with her atleast 5 times a week, and so it feels like torture being around her at times, knowing I can only go so far. Sometimes I just want to hold her, and pour my feelings out to her, but I know that would jeopardize our friendship, and I love her so much, I could never do that. :(

Anyway, if you ever need someone to talk to who can relate, I am just a P.M. away. Like I said, hang in there. I know it doesn't feel like it now, but it will get easier, I promise. Time doesn't necessarily heal all of our wounds, but it does make them less painful, and less deep. :)

We'll be married 22 years this September. :love: I consider myself fortunate to have found my true love while in my 20s. I have a friend who has two quick marriages behind her, and now she's 48 and alone.

my ex-boyfriend whom i was going to marry and i are still in love but can't be together for complicated reasons. and i'm trying to overcome a painful little fling he had with my friend a few months ago and is sorry for.
Sarah, I'm so sorry to hear this. I can only imagine the pain you're in. If he's truly sorry, and your love is strong for each other, perhaps you can overcome this. It won't be easy, but the alternative is being apart, and you can see how that's working out. I hope whatever decision you make works out for you. :hug:

I've never been kissed. Never dated. Never gone anywhere near that area of experience. I've got mixed feeling about it. Mostly I'm satisfied. I'm grateful for not having to suffer through much of the downs others must endure. I'm happy with who I am and don't need anyone else to complete me. Still, it does get lonely sometimes and I often wish I had more experience, simply so I would be ready when someone special comes along. It would be nice to have someone to cuddle and a shoulder to lean on when times are tough.


At this time, I'm currently running. Evasive maneuvers. This woman at work keeps chasing me and I don't want her. Ironic, yes.

If she is the one girl who will ever have an interest in me whatsoever, then I'd rather be single for the rest of my life. Unfortunate, yes. But there it is.

So its a relationship but not a relationship, if that makes sense.

Not at all! :lol: But I don't remember ever reading anything that said that relationships where supposed to make sense!

Believe me, I totally know where you're coming from. I'm going through the exact same thing right now, and all of those words you just used, totally describes what I'm feeling as well. One of the worst things about it for me, is that this woman is a great friend of mine, and I hang out with her atleast 5 times a week, and so it feels like torture being around her at times, knowing I can only go so far. Sometimes I just want to hold her, and pour my feelings out to her, but I know that would jeopardize our friendship, and I love her so much, I could never do that. :(

Anyway, if you ever need someone to talk to who can relate, I am just a P.M. away. Like I said, hang in there. I know it doesn't feel like it now, but it will get easier, I promise. Time doesn't necessarily heal all of our wounds, but it does make them less painful, and less deep. :)Aw, thank you. My situation is a little bit different. I've explained it on the board before, but its so pathetic I doubt many people notice :lol: This might be long, so brace yourself... It's actually pretty complicated and movie like, the way everything happens. I guess I fell for him when I was a stupid little naive sophmore who lacked attention, but for no reason he gave it to me and I wasn't used to that from guys because I'm so shy, and none really ever pay attention to me. But, the way he would act and look at me just gave me the impression that he liked me.

I still remember the first time I'd ever really talked to him, 9th grade swim class I was sitting out for some reason or another, and he popped up next to me and goes "heyy, do you remember me from 7th grade?" and I said yeah, and we just started talking. Sometimes I wish I could go back and erase that moment so I'd lack the pain I feel now. Back to the whole "story", though, in 10th grade we became pretty good friends. Not best friends, it never really got that far, but we'd always talk to each other and stuff. And again, little things he would do just drew me in. Not only that, it made me think he felt that way, too. The way he would look at me, and stand really dangerously close to me for no reason...so many weird things. I was wicked confused, but it was too late by the end of 10th grade.

The beginning of junior year was fine, it was pretty much the same...only things began to look not so good. My friend and I went to some local music thing my city was knowing he was there because, well, he's a friend. But there was another girl, and they seemed way too close...and I was crushed. Completely crushed, and that was when it began to go downhill. He didn't talk to me much that day which was odd to me.

BUT, in school things weren't so bad. It was just like the year before, so I sort of put the day behind me, keeping that certain girl in mind, unhappily. He happened to be in my gym class so we'd always partner up, and he always seemed wicked happy for me to be there. But, as the year progressed, for no reason he gradually stopped acknowledging me so much. I'm a shy person who's afraid to speak up, so I didn't say much...but I was confused...AND I still liked him. I didn't understand why he started acting differently. So, I began to hurt even more and decided, after I had told my friend about everything, that I needed to tell him...and I did. And nothing changed. Yes, he responded in the sweetest way possible, never directly saying no I don't feel the same, but implying it. And, of course that hurt...but not so much as things just getting worse and worse.

By the end of the year I was a ghost to him. No more coming over to me, and talking to me and smiling at me. I wasn't there anymore...and I KNEW it couldn't be because of what I had told him because it had already started to happen before I said anything.

This year, things got even worse. It's like we're not friends anymore. Actually, I couldn't even say we were. Friends talk to each other and acknowledge one another's existence, don't they? I'm in his study hall this year, but he hasn't said a word to me...just finds other people. One time there wasn't anyone else for him to talk to in that study hall, so he sat in the row in front of me, not saying a word. The whole period was silence, and I'll never know why. I'll never really know why he changed his entire attitude about me, or why I no longer matter...even as a friend. I'm no one to him now, and I think that's why hurts most of all.

Not at all! :lol: But I don't remember ever reading anything that said that relationships where supposed to make sense!
:lol: Yah, its kinda weird. Basically we're together without the label. He said way in the beginning he wasnt ready for a relationship, and he doesnt know when hed be ready. He said we should stop before it even turns into anything, but that obviously didnt work. We dont talk about 'us' and whatnot at work since he doesnt like being part of work gossip, regardless if its true or not, so if we go out somewhere we meet somewhere else, other than work. People are talking anyways, but we're trying to atleast avoid some of it so it doesnt get too overboard.

:rip:

I've been in a serious relationship for 6 months now, and things are going really great. :)

it all sounds like such a typical teenager problem, people are probably rolling their eyes

Well I know I'm not. I feel bad for you. Knowing what depression is like, I can see myself acting just like you if I were in your situation. I think overall, you're handling it very well and maturely. :)

There is this guy that I have been in love with for almost 2 years. And I would be in a relationship with him in a minnute, but I see other guys have my share of one night stands. But there is one guy that I am really in love with. But I don't let it control my life I still have my options. But oh if he ever told me he wanted to be with me I would do it in a minnute.

it all sounds like such a typical teenager problem, people are probably rolling their eyes
Not me. That's quite a sad and very serious story. She's no friend. I'm hoping she's a school deal, which means you won't have to have her in your face anymore. They're done, and now the question remains is if you can forgive him. I don't like the way he behaved towards you when he got involved with her. Not very gentlemanly at all. With a suicide attempt, what's going on in his mind? Is he over her? Is he feeling guilty of the way he hurt you? Regardless of the reason, he needs help to sort that out.
This is going to sound like such a Dear Abby reply, but are they any school counselors or someone who can help the two of you put this crisis behind you? You're both in total agony without each other, but moving past this is something you can't do on your own. It can be done. Couples with decades together have survived infidelity. Forgiveness isn't easy. Maybe more time will heal your heart, Sarah. I don't know. Please keep me posted. Feel free to e:mail me, if you'd like. Us old-timers have a lot of years of experience in matters of the heart. You poor sweet gal. :(

Well like some of you already know I have a huge crush on this girl named samantha. It's really hard to just go up and talk to her I don't know I just can't explain it. I've never had a girl friend but a couple of people have had huge crushes on me. I don't have this problem with talking to girls but with samantha I do. But anyways just hoping she notices me is all. Eh I'm probably boring people with this.

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God, the guy I like is probably crushing on someone else. I'll never be good enough :(

This really hurts :crying:

God, the guy I like is probably crushing on someone else. I'll never be good enough :(

This really hurts :crying:
Perfect for someone else who's better. :) Turns out he's probably not good enough for you.

Took me YEARS to convince myself of that, but it's pretty much true.

It's such a lonely ****ing world :lol: Seriously, I wish we could only fall for people who'd feel the same way back. And always, not just when they feel like it.

It seems to me that there are a good number of people on this site who have been unlucky in love. Maybe some of you should think about pairing up. I know a couple already have, but the more, the merrier. :love:

It seems to me that there are a good number of people on this site who have been unlucky in love. Maybe some of you should think about pairing up. I know a couple already have, but the more, the merrier. :love:

dawsongirl is already taken... :(

It seems to me that there are a good number of people on this site who have been unlucky in love. Maybe some of you should think about pairing up. I know a couple already have, but the more, the merrier. :love:

I think that's a great idea!! There's a few people here who I could see myself getting together with. Unfortunately none of them live in Portland. :( But yeah, there's obviously alot of people here who share many common interests, so I could definitely see some good matches being made!! :)

dawsongirl is already taken... :(
I could clone myself!

I think that's a great idea!! There's a few people here who I could see myself getting together with. Unfortunately none of them live in Portland. :( But yeah, there's obviously alot of people here who share many common interests, so I could definitely see some good matches being made!! :)
lol...anyone want to start a moving service?

I could clone myself!

That... would... be... Awesome!

It seems to me that there are a good number of people on this site who have been unlucky in love. Maybe some of you should think about pairing up. I know a couple already have, but the more, the merrier. :love:
Any guys living in New Mexico? No? I thought so. :(

Nobody here lives in North Dakota... Fine by me. :lol:

Nobody lives near me here in Alabama either. :(

Single and I'm alright with it. I just got off this on again off again thing with this one girl and I'm glad I didn't go all the way. I saw her true colors before that happened and am glad I decided to drop that peice of trash. I'm normally not so harsh but whatever, she deserves it. :) Everyone told me they were glad that I ended it and that the right girl will come along soon enough. So I trust my friends and until then, I'll just have to wait.

It seems to me that there are a good number of people on this site who have been unlucky in love. Maybe some of you should think about pairing up. I know a couple already have, but the more, the merrier. :love:
like me and crystal. we're SO's Whitney and Bobby

Single and I'm alright with it. I just got off this on again off again thing with this one girl and I'm glad I didn't go all the way. I saw her true colors before that happened and am glad I decided to drop that peice of trash. I'm normally not so harsh but whatever, she deserves it. :) Everyone told me they were glad that I ended it and that the right girl will come along soon enough. So I trust my friends and until then, I'll just have to wait.

I never listen to my friends anymore. Everyone told me that this girl was completely in love with me. Told me to go for it. After I had gotten too deeply involved emotionally, these same "friends" told me she was no good for me. They were right the second time. Makes me wonder why they would all unanimously say the opposite thing the first time... It only served to confuse me more than I already was.

Most people don't make good matchmakers.

That... would... be... Awesome!
I was down there last November. My clone might be able to find her way around....


too bad I wasn't paying attention from the airport.

I never listen to my friends anymore. Everyone told me that this girl was completely in love with me. Told me to go for it. After I had gotten too deeply involved emotionally, these same "friends" told me she was no good for me. They were right the second time. Makes me wonder why they would all unanimously say the opposite thing the first time... It only served to confuse me more than I already was.

Most people don't make good matchmakers.
Sounds like a "told you what they thought you wanted to hear" situation. ohno:

Happily married for 11 and a half years. He is truly the love of my life. I can't imagine my life without him.

Married (June 6 will be 1 year), with two daughters.

Single and not looking.

Damn this romantic and remembering heart of mine.

So, I met this guy last semester in my classes named Paul and we hit it off imediately. He is sweet and has a great taste in music. I laugh at his jokes, he laughs at mine...and best of all, HE IS TALL WITH PRETTY EYES!!! And he is a strong guy, and I always feel safe around him. I like him a lot. He's just a guy that I could bring home to my family, my dad would talk sports with him, my mom could carry on a conversation with him, and my kid brother could play with him.

When I got the courage to tell him just how I felt and tell him how I thought his eyes were so pretty, he told me that he didn't see me that way and although I was a great person who made great cookies, he wasn't interested in me that way. I seriously thought he liked me back and that we were going to be such a cute couple because he was flirting back with me!

It hurts a lot, because I reeeeeeeeeeally like him, I still talk to him at lunch because we have no classes together, and things are pretty much back to normal. We're really good friends and really don't want to lose that between us but I just wish we were something more.
It seems like every stupid poem that I write in English is about him and it's really annoying. I know I can't have him and I want him out of my head.



...oh, how pathetic I am, I'm tearing up as I'm closing this. :crying: