View Full Version : Will I be free now??


Warm & Fuzzy
03-02-2005, 09:36 PM
Hi, guys! As of now, I am simply overjoyed!!!!! On Jan 27th, I FINALLY confronted to a teacher about my eating disorder. (After YEARS!!) At the time, I was mad at her 'cause I thought she had not taken me seriously, so I wrote her a 5-page letter explaining my case afterwards. I waited, and waited, and waited until yesterday... but STILL NO RESPONSE TO THE LETTER!!! I was sure she had decided to completely ignore me and/or was offended by what I had said in the letter. Turns out, she just didn't e-mail me back because she was afraid that someone else might dig thru my emails and find out about it. :)

So ANYWAY, yesterday, I saw her, and she told me she will try her best to find an ED specialist and/or physchologist RIGHT at the school.... FREE OF CHARGE!! AND on top of everything else, neither my parents NOR my classmates will know about it!!!! :eek:

Gosh, I have no words to describe my relief. My heart is POUNDING right now. I am soooo anxious... For once, my heart isn't pounding because I am scared, because I am exercising, or because I am throwing up or whatever.... but it's pounding 'cause I am SOOOO full of relief, joy, you name it. All good feelings. The smirk on my face right now must be a mile long, I swear. (Okay, so I exaggerate LOL). But bottom line??? I am happy. :)

Yesterday, I ate like a normal person, GUILT-FREE. Today, I did the same. I am so pleased.... I hope with some counselling, I will FINALLY be able to free myself from this hell hole. All I need to do now is wait.

Thanks for listening. :) And special thanks for Chambers, who has stuck thru with me all the way!

consentida
03-02-2005, 09:40 PM
I told ya she'd go and find someone to help you. :) Teachers are truly amazing. And I'm so happy for you Jenny. I hope everything works out for you.

*Pleasant Tomorrow*
03-02-2005, 09:58 PM
I'm glad you're going to get help and that you're happier. :)

MsOrange
03-02-2005, 10:11 PM
I know I dont' know you, but all the same, i'm glad to hear you are finally setting yourself free!! You'll be in my prayers! Good luck :)

dandelion wine
03-02-2005, 10:15 PM
That is really great to hear and I'm very happy for you. Good luck with everything. :)

snl75
03-02-2005, 11:24 PM
its great to hear that im glad youve taken one of the biggest steps on the road to recovery you will be in my prayers. and good luck jenny.

Kay Scarpetta
03-03-2005, 10:58 AM
so I wrote her a 5-page letter explaining my case afterwards.

YESSSS! I told you the letter approach works wonders!!! :D :D :D Congrats, Jenny. I'm happy for you :hug:

Brian Damage
03-03-2005, 11:05 AM
I am glad to hear that you are going to get the help that you need.

TheGreatPretender
03-03-2005, 04:38 PM
Good for you. You deserve it. :)

x3 Taylor x3
03-03-2005, 04:48 PM
That's awesome. I hope everything works out.

dawsongirl
03-03-2005, 05:32 PM
Yay Jenny! I hope all goes well. It's nice to feel happy, isn't it? :)

ABlairican Pie
03-05-2005, 11:14 AM
:clap: :clap: :clap: Strange how it seems to take such a long time before help arrives!

Superstar
03-05-2005, 12:52 PM
Good for you Jenny :thumbsup:

Ags2000
03-06-2005, 02:49 AM
Hi, guys! As of now, I am simply overjoyed!!!!! On Jan 27th, I FINALLY confronted to a teacher about my eating disorder. (After YEARS!!) At the time, I was mad at her 'cause I thought she had not taken me seriously, so I wrote her a 5-page letter explaining my case afterwards. I waited, and waited, and waited until yesterday... but STILL NO RESPONSE TO THE LETTER!!! I was sure she had decided to completely ignore me and/or was offended by what I had said in the letter. Turns out, she just didn't e-mail me back because she was afraid that someone else might dig thru my emails and find out about it. :)

So ANYWAY, yesterday, I saw her, and she told me she will try her best to find an ED specialist and/or physchologist RIGHT at the school.... FREE OF CHARGE!! AND on top of everything else, neither my parents NOR my classmates will know about it!!!! :eek:

Gosh, I have no words to describe my relief. My heart is POUNDING right now. I am soooo anxious... For once, my heart isn't pounding because I am scared, because I am exercising, or because I am throwing up or whatever.... but it's pounding 'cause I am SOOOO full of relief, joy, you name it. All good feelings. The smirk on my face right now must be a mile long, I swear. (Okay, so I exaggerate LOL). But bottom line??? I am happy. :)

Yesterday, I ate like a normal person, GUILT-FREE. Today, I did the same. I am so pleased.... I hope with some counselling, I will FINALLY be able to free myself from this hell hole. All I need to do now is wait.

Thanks for listening. :) And special thanks for Chambers, who has stuck thru with me all the way!

I'm glad you finally took somebody's advise and got some help. I'm always around somewhere if ya wanna talk.

D

Warm & Fuzzy
03-07-2005, 07:38 PM
Hey, guys, thank you soooo much!!!!! I am simply delighted. BUT.. I am also sorry to report that after 6 days of healthy, normal eating... I am now just back to my old ways. :( :( I still haven't heard from my teacher yet, but I will update when I do. Sigh... I guess I'm not free yet, huh? :(

MsOrange
03-07-2005, 07:40 PM
Hey, guys, thank you soooo much!!!!! I am simply delighted. BUT.. I am also sorry to report that after 6 days of healthy, normal eating... I am now just back to my old ways. :( :( I still haven't heard from my teacher yet, but I will update when I do. Sigh... I guess I'm not free yet, huh? :(
can't happen over night. stick with it, you'll get there. don't give up! please.

TJL
03-07-2005, 08:15 PM
Don't give up! We're pulling for you.

rusyd
03-07-2005, 08:22 PM
I hope all works out for you. Be patient-6 days is just the begining-as w any disease it takes time to cure. Best of luck and I will keep you in my prayers. :)