Past or Present (continued..)

[CD DeLorenzo]

Originally posted by candace~n~nathan
DAMMIT, WHO'S THE MAN?!!!!!!





I mean, uh, first thing's first!! That was AWESOME!! And I lmao at the CD:"the mail man is a women..." Nate:"oh yeah...shes hot..." part!! HAHA, well, enough said, except for MORE!! And- DAMMIT, WHO'S THE MAN?!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm totally with Lisa on that one! LOL and I have an idea too... well 2 ideas... a good one and a bad one... well good guy idea and bad guy idea LOL

[maria1986]

Originally posted by CD DeLorenzo
I'm totally with Lisa on that one! LOL and I have an idea too... well 2 ideas... a good one and a bad one... well good guy idea and bad guy idea LOL

well I was going to wait some more until I revealed his identity...but since you are back, and Im so happy..I decided to put it in this part....

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After a day in the hospital, Hannah's fever finally came down...she was still sick but they let her go home...CD took a couple days off to take care of her...Nate got the honor of working with both Raina and Angela....they were on there way back from a crime scene...Nate let the ladies have the front...he sat in the back listening to their conversation...
Angela:"definatly Denzel Washington..."
Raina:"no way!....Morris Chestnut is WAY better looking..."
Angela:"what do you think Nate?"
Nate(joking):"I can't choose...they are both so hot..."
They arrived back to the Division...Nate was so glad...no more girl talk...Magda and Jinny were sitting at there desks discussing baby names....
Magda:"I like the name "Crumpet" for a girl"
Jinny made one of her faces....
Jinny:"Crumpet???"
Magda:"yeah..."
Jinny:"what the hell?...that kid will get picked on big time..."
Magda:"well what do you have in mind for yours?"
Jinny:"I haven't really thought about it...Teddy already has a list of names...he's so excited..."
Magda:"yeah Gabe and Ben are too..."
Jinny:"do you want a boy or girl?"
Magda:"a girl....but it really doesn't matter....how about you?"
Jinny:"I don't guess it matters to me either....I just hope the kid turns out normal..."

After work Nate went home to his family...CD was sitting on the couch holding Hannah...Nate came in at sat next to them...
Nate:"hey..."
CD:"hey...how was work?"
Nate:"oh great...what fun it is working with two women...."
CD laughed...Nate took Hannah from CD...she wasn't her usual cheerful baby- babling self since she wasn't feeling good...
Nate:"hows Daddy's baby girl?"
Hannah laid her head on Nate's chest...
CD:"she still isn't feeling well...but I think she is doing better today than she was yesterday..."
Nate:"have you found out who your moms secret guy is yet?"
CD:"no...she is just getting weirder and weirder about it....I don't know why she will not let me meet him..."
Nate:"do you know his name?"
CD:"no...she just said he is some guy from her garden club...."
she looked down at her watch....
CD:"ooh she should be home now...Im gonna run down and see how her day was..."
Nate laughed...
Nate:"you are determined to find out who that guy is, aren't you?"
CD:"yes!...I wanna know why she is keeping him a secret..."
Nate:"maybe she just wants to keep him laying low until she is sure it is serious.."
CD:"Nate, you don't know my mother...she always parades her new boyfriends around...she has never been like this..."
Nate:"ok...has Hannah had her bath?"
CD:"no not yet...."
Nate:"Well she can take one with me...."
CD:"yeah you need a bath...you stink..."
Nate:"oh your just smelling yourself..."
CD punched his arm... then grabbed her coat and left for Polly's....Nate grabbed some toys for him and Hannah to play with in the tub....

CD knocked on Polly's door...Polly came to the door and was shocked it was CD...
Polly:"CD!...what are you doing here?"
CD:"I came to see how your day was..."
Polly:"oh it was ok...you know...the usual sunflower girl stuff..."
CD:"so do you have another date tonight?"
Polly:"yeah...he should be here any time now..."
CD:"I good...I wanna meet him..."
Polly:"thats probably not a good idea....he's uhh...really shy..."
CD:"so!.....I like shy people..."
Polly:"really CD...I will let you meet him when the time is right..."
CD:"why?...is it someone I know?..someone I don't like?"
Polly:"yes actually...."
CD:"who!?"
Polly:"ok I'll tell you tomorrow....I just have feeling you are going to hate me after this...."
CD:"ok fine!..."
CD left angry and went back up to her appartment....she went into the bathroom where Nate was sitting in a bubble bath and Hannah was standing pouring water over his head...
Nate:"hey Mommy!....look whos feeling better...."
CD smiled to cover her anger...
CD:"I see that...."
Nate:"whats wrong CD?"
CD:"I'll tell you later..."
Nate:"ok....you wanna join us?....we are playing Dinosours.."
CD:"Nate she's a girl....she should be playing dolls or something..."
Nate:"I know...we like to keep the dolls dry...so we play with them in her room..and we play with the dinosours in the tub..."
CD got in with them and they played for a while....

After that they had dinner and got into bed...
Nate:"so what were you upset about?"
CD:"my Mom says I know the guy and I don't like him....that is why she is keeping him a secret...."
Nate:"who do you think it is..."
CD looked down....
CD:"I have a feeling it is Rickey...do you think she would do that?"
Nate:"I don't know...I don't want to think she would...."
CD:"oh who am I kidding...she let him rape me....of course she would do something like this...."
Nate:"lets not jump to conclusions....."
CD:"oh I know its him....who else would make me hate her if she went out with him?"
Nate:"I have an idea...lets get dressed...."
CD(confused):"uh ok...."
they both got dressed....
Nate:"ok...you stay here with Hannah..Im gonna get the bonoculars out of the car...Im gonna go around to your Mom's window and see if it is someone I know or not....if it isn't...you can go see who it is...."
CD:"ok..."

Nate went to the car and got the bonoculars...then he went around to Polly's window...he saw her and a man sitting on the couch...they looked like they were in a serious
conversation....Nate quickly ran back up to their appartment...CD jumped up when he came through the door...
CD:"well!?"
Nate sighed...
Nate:"I have no clue who that guy was....he looked about your moms age...I guess..."
CD knew then that it was Rickey....CD felt a tear run down her cheek....
CD:"I can't believe her!...I reallly thought she cared about me now..."
Nate sat down and put his arm around her....
Nate:"Im sorry CD..."
CD yanked the bonoculars from his hand...
CD:"Im gonna go see what that b@stard looks like now...I hope he's fat and bald!"
She left the appartnent and went downstairs...she arrived by Polly's window....she took a deep breath and looked into the bonoculars...first she saw Polly...then she looked over....her jaw dropped...she walked back up to her appartment...schocked...
Nate:"well?...has he aged?"
CD just sat on the couch next to Nate and Hannah....
Nate:"did it shock you to see him after all of this time?"
CD looked over at Nate...
CD:"it wasn't even him!"
Nate looked at her confused....
Nate:"well who was it!?"
CD:"it was my Father!"
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[CD DeLorenzo]

I was thinking Ricky too, but her dad!!!!! whoa!!!!! keep going!!!! And thanks btw, I'm happy to be back as well.

[candace~n~nathan]

WOW!! wasn't expecting HIM!! I thought it would be Ricky, too! That was great, can't wait for more!!

[Snowfall]

WOW! I was thinking Ricky, too, but that was a shock! I can't wait to read more!

[planet_stella]

Whoa!!!CD's father was the last person I expected the mysterious man to be.You have to post more!

[zwalane]

I didn't expect that one either. What a surprise. Keep going

[maria1986]

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Nate:"your Father?...as in the guy you haven't seen since you were 10?"
CD:"yeah..."
CD was still in schock....he was the last person on earth she expected her mother would be dating...
CD:"I had kind of forgotten what he looked like....but he looks the same...older...but the same...."
Nate rubbed her back....he wasn't sure what to say...
Nate:"uh...you gonna go talk to him?"
CD:"what would I say?....he probably doesn't even want to see me...that is why my Mom was keeping him a secret...."
Nate:"well...lets go to bed..."
CD:"ok...."
CD followed Nate and Hannah to the bedroom....
CD:"you know what?..I changed my mind...Im gonna go down there!..."
CD left before Nate could even say anything to her...

CD's heart raced as she walked to Polly's appartment....she had no idea what she was going to say to her Dad...she knew she wanted to yell at him for leaving her and Polly...but deep down she wanted to just hug him too...she knocked on Polly's door...all of a sudden she chocked...now she wished she hadn't come down here...she decided to just ask for milk and pretend to not even recognize her Father...Polly opened the door...
Polly:"oh hey..."
CD:"we are out of milk and Hannah is whining...can I borrow some?..."
Polly:"uhhh....yeah of course..."
Polly couldn't just let her daughter wait outside in the cold...she told her to come on in...she knew CD was gonna flip out when she saw Bill...CD followed Polly to the living room...Bill stood up when he saw his now 35 year old daughter enter...CD just smiled and said Hi like she was just passing some stranger on the street...she went ahead to the kitchen and got the milk...
Bill:"I don't think she knows who I am..."
Polly:"well you think she is just going remember who you are after 25 years?"
CD put some milk into a container and went back to the living room...she hugged Polly and said goodnight and quickly left again before anyone could say anything...sure hurried back up to her place...she put the milk in the fridge and went into the bedroom...she put on her pj's and climbed into bed....Nate and Hannah had already fallen to sleep....with dinosours in the bed with them...

The next morning Nate left for the Division..CD did not have to go back until a the next day...she got up and made Nate breakfast like a little housewife...she wouldn't admit it, but she liked doing stuff like that for him...he ate and left...Hannah was still asleep...CD decided to clean up around the appartment....she heard a knock on the door...she answered it...it was Polly....
CD:"hey..."
Polly:"hey...I guess I better tell you about that guy...."
CD:"come on in...."
CD and Polly went and sat on the couch...
Polly:"CD...that man was Bill...your Dad..."
CD sighed....
CD:"I know..."
Polly:"why didn't you say anything?"
CD:"I didn't know what to say..."
they both sat in silence for a while...
CD:"I thought it would be Rickey you were seeing..."
Polly:"Oh no!...I would never do that!....I never ever want to see that man again..."
CD:"but how can you date...Dad...after what he did?...and not even tell me?"
Polly sighed...
Polly:"I didn't intend to start dating him...."
CD:"well why did you?"
Polly:"about a month ago, Bill called me...he got my number from some old friends we had when we were together...he was looking for you...he said he wanted to see you....I told him to come here and talk to me before I told him where you lived...I wanted to make sure he had good intentions...we went out to dinner...and it was like, all these old feelings back...."
CD:"why does he want to see me after all this time?"
Polly:"I think you better talk to him about that...."
CD:"I don't want to talk to him!"
Polly:"you really should...everyone deserves a second chance...."
CD:"no...he left us...I can't stand him..."
Polly:"he's really sorry CD...I swear...just talk to him...please?"
CD:"he probably just needs money or something...Im not talking to him..."
Polly:"he doesn't need money...."
CD:"well I don't care...I don't want to see him..."
Hannah walked into the living room carrying an empty bottle...
Polly:"hey sleepy head!..."
Hannah:"Nana!"
Hannah ran and jumped into her Grandmothers lap...she handed the empty bottle to her mom...CD got up and got her some juice....she came back and handed the bottle to her...
Polly:"well....you have two younger sisters...teenagers.....their Mother died when they were young...so your Dad is raising them alone..."
CD(sarcasticly):"oh how Fatherly of him..."
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[CD DeLorenzo]

hehe! This keeps on getting better! Keep on writing! LOL

[candace~n~nathan]

that was excellent!! more soon i hope!!

[Snowfall]

This is getting sooooo great! And wow, CD has teenage sisters....who would've thought? Post more soon! Pleeeease?

[planet_stella]

Originally posted by "Snowfall"
This is getting sooooo great! And wow, CD has teenage sisters....who would've thought? Post more soon! Pleeeease?

This is not getting sooooo great! It was great form the beginning! lol Post more!!!!! SOOOOOOOOON!

[zwalane]

That was good. Can we have some more Jin and Mag please. I know this supposed to be about C.D. but i like the fact that Jin and Mag are pregnant at the same time.

THIS IS GREAT POST MORE!!!!!!!!!!

[Snowfall]

Originally posted by planet_stella
This is not getting sooooo great! It was great form the beginning! lol Post more!!!!! SOOOOOOOOON!

Of course it was FANTASTIC from the beginning! And it's really great now, too, so post more soon!

[maria1986]

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Jinny had the day off as well....she woke up that morning to a loud sound...it was music coming from the guest room...Jinny got up to see what was going on...she walked into the guest and saw Teddy painting the walls...he was wearing a white wife-beater and some jeans...he also had a tool belt on and paint all over his arms...Jinny giggled alittle at how cute he looked but was still confused about what he was doing...
Jinny:"uhh why are you painting the walls blue?"
Teddy:"oh hey Jin....sleep well?"
Jinny:"uhh yeah...but would you mind explaining why the walls are blue and the carpet is ripped up?"
Teddy put down his paint brush...he had blue paint on his forehead...
Teddy:"well last night I had a dream..well more like a vision..of how our baby's room should be...so I just went with it...I know you want to do the baby's room too...but I really think you will like what I have in mind..."
Jinny:"uhh Teddy...I just found out I was pregnant....and you are painting the room blue....what if we have a girl?"
Teddy:"oh we are having a boy..."
Jinny:"how do you figure?"
Teddy:"in my dream we had a son..."
Jinny:"Teddy that was just a dream....that doesn't mean we are definatlly going to have a boy!"
Teddy:"trust me Jinny...I just have this feeling..."
Jinny just laughed...
Jinny:"ok whatever you say....but Im gonna be pissed if we have a girl and she has to sleep in a blue room...."
Teddy:"ok fine...I bet you..uhh...$300....that we will have a boy..."
Jinny wasn't sure what they would have..but she figured what the hell...
Jinny:"ok you're on buddy!"
they shook hands...Jinny then looked down at the bare floor and the ripped up carpet...
Jinny:"that was really nice carpet..."
Teddy:"oh the kind I ordered is even nicer than that...its light blue...really soft....it really compliments the curtains I ordered too..."
Jinny:"Teddy, have you been watching Queer Eye For The Straight Guy again???"
Teddy blushed...
Teddy:"no, I swear!"

Polly was finally able to talk CD into having lunch with her Dad...she got Hannah dressed and took her the park....CD nervously got dressed herself....it was so weird..she hadn't seen her Dad since she was 10...she could barley even remember what his perasonality was like...she grabbed her keys and left for the resturant Polly told her to meet him at....He was already there when she arrived...she walked up to where he was sitting...he stood up to greet her...they just stared at each other for a couple seconds, then Bill grabbed CD and hugged her...CD broked away and sat down....Bill sat down also and decided to break the akward silence....
Bill:"you turned into a beautiful women..."
CD sighed...
CD:"why are you here?"
Bill:"I wanted to see you..."
CD:"but why?"
Bill:"because your my Daughter...."
CD:"well I don't really want to see you....Im just here to tell you what I think about you..."
Bill sighed...
Bill:"I know you hate me..."
CD:"damn right I do...."
Bill:"Candace...Im sorry..."
CD:"apology not accepted....but I do want to know one thing...why did you just leave?"
Bill:"I left because I was a bad man then..."
CD rolled her eyes....
CD:"Im not 10 anymore...Im an adult...I can handle it..."
Bill:"oh...sorry...well...when you were about 8 or so...I got hooked on drugs pretty bad...I don't know if you noticed....I became real bitter...your Mom and I faught all the time...about everything....I got to where I would use the money for bills to support my habit...your mom was nagging me...so I started cheating on her..then I got to where the drugs were the only thing that mattered....so I left..."
CD:"so what are saying?...its Mom's fault?"
Bill:"no...of course not...it was my fault....I really had a problem...then a few years later I got a DUI and was sentenced to a year in jail...during that time I got sobor and realized I didn't want that kind of life...so after my jail time was over, I went to re-hab...I have been clean ever since...."
CD:"but why didn't you come back after you got clean?"
Bill:"I tried....your Mom had found someone else...and she didn't believe I had really changed...I don't blame her though..I did her so badly....she told me this new guy was great....and you really liked him and forgotten all about me...so I figured it was too late to make things right with you again...."
CD just sat taking in all he was telling her...
Bill:"...then a few years after that....I met my second wife....Sandy...we had two Daughters....Caitlyn and Cassidy...she died in a car crash back in '92..."
CD:"but why are you waiting until now to find me?"
Bill:"I thought about finding you everyday...but I just kept telling myself it was too late....and years kept going by....and then last year I had a heart attack...and that made me realize I had to find you and make things right...life is short and I don't won't mine to end without you in it...."
CD sighed...
CD:"I can't just pretend everything is ok....."
Bill:"I understand....but I do love you...very much...and I think about you all the time...Caitlyn and Cassidy have always known about you....they have always wanted me to find you....I was just afraid...."
CD:"how old are they?"
Bill:"Cassidy is almost 15...Caitlyn is 18....they look alot like you...Cassidy is tall like you...Caitlyn's personality is more like yours....or atleast how I remembered it..."
CD laughed alittle...
CD:"I have changed alot since we last saw each other..."
Bill:"yeah your mom has told me all about you...."
CD:"oh no..."
Bill laughed...
Bill:"it was all good......and you are a cop?...wow...I always knew you would do something great like that..."
CD:"yeah I love it..."
Bill:"and that Hannah....she's a character..."
CD:"yes she is....sometimes I think Im going to have to tie her down..."
they both laughed and then sat silent again....
CD:"well...it was nice talking to you....I better get back to Hannah...."
Bill:"I hope we can keep in touch..."
CD:"like I said....it was nice talking to you...but I have been doing just fine without a Dad for the last 25 years..."
Bill:"so thats it?"
CD:"yeah...."
CD grabbed her coat and walked off...apart of her believed him...but the other part didn't want to let herself trust him after him walked out all those years ago....
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