Happy Birthday Jeanie: Acts Of Betrayal And Acts Of Love

[Jeanie]

Originally posted by CD DeLorenzo
LOL say pretty please!

Hey the way I type tonigt I was lucky to get that typed. lol

If I have to

Pretty please..

[CD DeLorenzo]

Originally posted by Jeanie
Hey the way I type tonigt I was lucky to get that typed. lol

If I have to

Pretty please..

LOL I actually wanted to be mean and tell ya to say pretty please with sugar on top, but since ya started a new page.... lol

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Jinny was taking one slow breath after the other. Still fighting it. ‘Of course I still love him.’ She thought to herself. She didn’t even blame him for going. After all she was the one who asked him to leave because she hadn’t been ready yet. But she knew that now she was, she just hoped it wasn’t too late now. ‘How long can love last, really?’ She wondered. ‘How does it withstand all the crap we throw at it?’ And she knew she had thrown way too much crap at the love she and Teddy had shared. The love she still was feeling for him.

Taking another breath she slowly looked around. She had to get out of here somehow. Now that she finally was looking forward to her future she couldn’t just give up. Maybe she could call somebody. When she reached for her cellphone she remembered she had left it in the car after calling Magda. ‘Dammit!’ She thought She wanted to scream for help but she was too weak. Darkness overcame her and she couldn’t fight it anymore. Her last thought before she passed out was that she hoped somebody would find her just in time.

Nate looked out of the window to see rain pouring down. He sighed and looked around. They hadn’t actually agreed on a specific time, but CD sure was taking her time with whatever she still wanted to do. Or had she changed her mind after all? The more time passed, the less he believed she’d still come. Maybe he should call her? Then he hoped that nothing had happened to her. It wasn’t like her to be so late without calling him at least. ‘Face it Basso.’ He thought to himself. ‘She realized that she deserves something better than you. She won’t come anymore.’ But yet, somehow he couldn’t give up just yet. Something told him to keep on waiting and that she would come.

In another part of town another man was waiting for his woman as well. He growled as he checked his watch and she still wasn’t home. “Dammit Kate, where are you?” Louis muttered to himself. She had just wanted to turn in her retirement papers, that couldn’t possibly take her this long!

But Kate hadn’t turned the papers in. In fact she just crumpled them and tossed them into the wastebin. She just belonged here. So she looked around her office and put the cane aside before she slowly sat down into her chair behind her desk, in her office. She knew that she had done the right thing. No matter if she’d ever made chief or not. She was a cop and a damn good one at that. She couldn’t just give up and leave her people behind.

Relieved she took a deep breath when suddenly she remembered that Louis must be going crazy by now because he was waiting fcr her. So she picked up the phone and called him.

“Kate?” He answered worried.

“Yeah, Louis, listen, we need to talk.” She said. “I can’t leave just yet though.”

He growled. “Why the hell not? What’s taking you so damn long, you just wanted to turn in...”

At that she cut him off. “Well I didn’t. I couldn’t.”

“What do you mean you couldn’t?” He yelled into the phone.

“Louis, let me explain.” Kate tried. “That guy, Spivey, the acting captain here, he was a jerk and totally uncapable of doing this job! He wanted to get rid of three of my best inspectors and I just couldn’t let that happen. My people here need me! They deserve something better than some creep who jerks off on a tree!”

“Kate dammit! You’re out of your mind! Stop thinking you’re the only good cop in this city because you’re not! Turn in those damn papers!” Louis was furious.

“What the hell happened to supporting me no matter what I decide?” Kate yelled back at him.

“I just said that when I thought you’d do what I want!” He yelled, not realizing he had given away his true motives.

Kate realized what was going on. She took a deep breath and calmly replied. “That’s what it actually is, isn’t it? You just want me to do whatever you want! You don’t actually care about my feelings or my wishes! You haven’t changed one bit!”

“Kate, Kate, no, stop.” He tried.

But Kate was just starting. “You know what Louis, I have a newsflash for you!” She yelled again. “The world does not revolve around you and I’m not your damn puppet on a string! And to be honest I’m sick of your crap!”

“Kate, you’re overreacting!” He yelled back at her. “You’re gonna get a heartattack if you keep that up!”

“So what if I do? That’d be your fault then! And yours alone! And you know what Louis? So was the stroke! Yes I had too much stress in my life, but hardly because of work! I’ve always had stress here. And I handled that just fine for years! The stress that led up to the stroke was your fault! And don’t you dare to tell me to resign again! The only thing I should resign from is you!”

“What the hell is that supposed to mean?” He growled.

“It means that when I come back I want you and your stuff outta there! I couldn’t care less if you go back to Lithuania, Mombasa or the Vatikan! But you’re not staying with me anymore!” Having made her point she hung up the phone and took a deep breath. She couldn’t believe she had fallen for this guy twice.

Even though it was hard she was glad she had done what she had to do. She loved her job and needed to be here. But Louis? Had she ever loved him? She wasn’t sure about that anymore. But right now she had to worry about something else. So she took her cane and made her way out of her office again, wanting to talk to Magda. But Magda wasn’t there anymore. “Where did she go?” Kate muttered to herself.

[candace~n~nathan]

more please!!

[CD DeLorenzo]

here's the next part

Hey Lisa, how's the 'Have Jinny Survive' campaign coming along, huh? LOL who knows what might happen if there aren't enough supporters for that one...

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Magda took a deep breath. She hated the feeling that once again overcame her. Guilt, shame, she couldn’t even quite describe it. But she couldn’t stop either and knocked on the door. But as soon as the door opened she didn’t feel bad for being there anymore. The bad feeling she had had because she left her husband alone at home vanished as soon as she saw the man she had come for. “Jonah. Can I come inside?”

His response to that was sweeping her off her feet and undressing her on their way to his bedroom. By now Magda wasn’t thinking about her husband or son anymore at all, let alone about her partner. She was just looking forward to getting laid by her doctor.

Nate checked his watch again, still no CD in sight. He took the last sip of his water and decided to just go home. She had stood him up and he had made a fool out of himself. But when he looked up and wanted to call the waiter he immediately had to smile. She had come after all. And it definitely had been worth the wait. She was wearing her hair up and the long black dress looked like she had been poured into it. “Whoa.” He whispered as she approached him.

CD smiled happily when she saw that he still was there. She had been so scared that he had left already. He got up and pulled her into a hug. “I’m so glad you came.” He whispered as he held her close. “I already thought you’d stood me up.”

“Yeah me too.” She sighed. “I’m sorry it took so long...”

“Don’t worry about it. I’m just glad you’re here now.” He smiled and eventually let her go again. “You look so amazing.” He whispered.

“Thanks” She slighty blushed and gave him a quick peck on the cheek and then he held her chair out for her to sit down. She grinned at him as he sat down again himself. “God I wonder if a day could get weirder and worse than today.”

He frowned at that. “Because of the whole thing with Spivey or...?”

“Or.” She chuckled. “Well it started with the Bonsai. But when I got home, guess who I ran into.”

He shrugged. “Who?”

“Jinny. And you won’t believe this, but we’re neighbors. She lives in the appartment next to mine since she moved out from her dad’s place again. Can ya believe that? We never realized.” She smiled as now a waiter approached and poured wine into their glasses.

Nate had to laugh. “Well be glad you ran into Jin and not Spivey. On my way here I stopped at Walgreens... and he was there and I don’t know, it was just weird.”

“What were you doing at Walgreens?” CD grinned at him.

“I uhm, needed some, uhh Aspirin.” He murmured.

“I see.” She had to smirk at that. “In case you picked this place because it’s around the corner from my place and are planning on going there later by the way...” CD started.

Nate cut her off right away. “CD, no! Really, you should know me better than that. I just..”

This time she cut him off. “...we’re not gonna go there...”

Again Nate cut her off. “That’s totally okay, we have all the time...”

But again CD cut him off. “... because my mother is there.”

“What? Seriously?” He frowned, still remembering how upset she had been at her mother’s last visit.

CD nodded. “That’s why it took me so long too. I was about to leave when she showed up.”

He cringed at that. “I’m sorry. And what does she want?”

CD rolled her eyes. “She’s seeing a shrink, bla bla, wants to make up, bla bla, is staying on my couch for now.”

“Well you could always stay on my couch.” He grinned.

She smirked back at him. “I might just come back to that.”

The waiter approached them once again and handed them the menues. CD glanced through it but nervously kept on checking her watch. Something suddenly felt terribly wrong and she had a hard time sitting still.

“CD.” Nate sighed and put his hand on top of her own. “What is it?”

“Huh?” She looked up at him.

“Is it me? Am I making you so nervous?” He asked. “Please don’t be...”

“No, it’s not you.” She smiled at him. “I’ve been waiting for this all day long.”

He smiled back at her. “But then what is it?”

She sighed. “It’s Jinny... and Liz... and... I don’t know... I have this very weird feeling that something is very very wrong...”

“What do you mean?” He frowned.

She shrugged. “I don’t even really know myself... When Jinny and I talked earlier... we talked about Gina in the hospital and that Liz was so weird... and she just disappeared somehow. Yeah and I called the hospital about Gina, but they said she was sleeping. So Jinny and I agreed on checking on her tomorrow, because Jin had an appointment and I.. well I wanted to come here.” She smiled at him again.

He smiled back at her again. “And I’m really glad you’re here.”

She sighed and gave him a puppy eye look. “Can I just real quick call Jin to see if everything’s okay?”

He nodded. “Of course.”

She got out her cellphone and called both Jinny’s home and cell number. But she just got her machine and mailbox. Frowning she looked at Nate. “She doesn’t answer.”

[Bonnie Is Great!]

OMG Jinny must survive!!!!!!!!!! Pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeese!!

Post more soon

[maria1986]

that Magda....what are we going to do with her?!....I just hope CD and Nate get over there in time...JINNY MUST SURVIVE!!!!...

[candace~n~nathan]

hey, the jinny campaign is coming along rather nicely!!

[CD DeLorenzo]

Originally posted by candace~n~nathan
hey, the jinny campaign is coming along rather nicely!!

hmmm if ya say so

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Nate nodded, he knew her well enough that she couldn’t rest now, and usually when she had a hunch or a bad feeling there always was something behind it. “You wanna go again?” It was more a statement than a question.

She nodded and got up right away. Nate quickly paid the bill and she kissed his cheek. “Thanks.”

“No problem.” He smiled at her. “So where to now?”

“Well she said she was gonna see her therapist.” CD said.

“You know who that is?” He asked.

CD nodded. “Magda mentioned it.”

“Then what are we waiting for?” He followed her outside.

“You sure you wanna come with me?” She asked.

“I’m still your partner.” He nodded.

She grinned at him. “Yeah you are.”

Now he was the one to give her his puppy look. “Before we drive off...”

“Yeah?” She smiled at him.

“Can I get a kiss?” He asked shyly.

She smiled broadly. “I thought you’d never ask.” She whispered and wrapped her arms around his neck.

He grinned and put his hands on her hips, drawing her a little closer to him as he lowered his lips to her own.

She smiled as her lips brushed against his and he started to softly nibble at her lower lip. She still couldn’t believe how incredible it felt to be in his arms and how he managed to let her forget everything around her, just by a kiss. She ran her tongue along his lips until his own met hers and he drew it into his mouth. They danced around each other longingly until they had to pull back for air again. Smiling broadly he leaned his forehead against hers. “CD...” He whispered.

“I know.” She gave him another quick kiss. “But...”

“I know.” He just had to give her another quick kiss as well. “Come on.”

Hand in hand they walked to her car and he took the keys from her and held her door open.

“Thanks.” She grinned at him and then he rushed around to get in himself. She drove to the address and when they walked up to the door, of course they also saw that sign. “I do not like this.” CD muttered and tried to call Jinny again. She looked more worried with each passing minute.

“Nothing?” Nate asked.

She shook her head. “Dammit!!!”

He sighed and put his hands on her shoulders.

“The hospital.” CD then said.

“What?” He frowned.

“If that would’ve been me, I’d have buried myself in work now.” She motioned at the sign again. “And the last thing Jinny and I talked about before she left was....”

“...Gina.” He finished her sentence.

[candace~n~nathan]

don't leave us hangin!!! MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORE!!!!!!

[Jo_Luvs_Ketchup]

Originally posted by candace~n~nathan
don't leave us hangin!!! MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORE!!!!!!

Yeah, what Lisa said. PRETTY PLEASE?

CD: Pretty please? You forgot to say with sugar on the top.

OK, PRETTY PLEASE WITH SUGAR ON THE TOP? Hey, why not. And a cherry!!

[Bonnie Is Great!]

OMG MOre please you must let them find Jinny, and Her still be alive!

[CD DeLorenzo]

She nodded. “Exactly.” With that she called the hospital and got the same news that they had told Jinny earlier. That unfortunately Gina died due to complications.

“Geez what is it with you guys, if you started talking to each other you’d spare us a lot of trouble.” The nurse hissed at her.

“Excuse me?” CD asked defensively. “What the hell is that supposed to mean?”

“That you’re not the first one who asks about her.” She growled.

“Who else was there? Another Inspector?” CD asked. “Jinny Exstead, about 5’6”, long black hair?”

“Yeah her. And that Marshall... Liz something.” She answered. “She was the last one who talked to Gina. And then that other Inspector asked me the same...”

At that CD simply hung up and looked at Nate. “We gotta go.” She started to run back to the car and he followed her.

“Where to? What’s going on?” Nate asked when they were in the car.

“Liz killed Gina and I’m pretty sure Jinny figured that out and went to confront her.” She said as she pushed the gas down as far as possible and switched on siren and lights.

They soon arrived at Liz place and ran inside. When they knocked on the door and rang the doorbell no one answered. “Dammit” CD muttered. “Let’s go inside.” She reached for Nate’s gun since she was still wearing her dress and of course had left gunholster and everything at home.

“Help yourself.” Nate chuckled at that. “And do you really wanna storm in there like that, we don’t have a warrant...”

CD glared at him. “**** the warrant. I’m going in there.” She prepared herself to kick the door open.

“Wait, let me.” Nate said and took the gun from her again. Even though he’d love to see it, he doubted CD would actually be able to kick that door open in her dress and high heels. But knowing CD she had completely forgotten about her outfit by now or simply didn’t care. No matter what, the job always came first with her. At least when somebody might be in danger. And right now he just hoped she was wrong with her prediction about Jin.

[Jo_Luvs_Ketchup]

Oh come on. You cannot leave me hanging there. Post more pleeze. For me?

[candace~n~nathan]

yay!! u posted!! that was excellent!! more soon!!

[CD DeLorenzo]

CD nodded at him and stepped aside so he could kick the door open. He secured the room and CD rushed in right after him. “OH MY GOD!” They both yelled out upon seeing the sight in front of them. CD right away rushed to Jinny’s side and pressed her hands down on the wound, trying to ignore all the blood that was all over her already. She checked if Jinny was still breathing by leaning close over her face with her own, looking down at her stomach. Thankfully she could feel her breath against her cheek. “CALL AN AMBULANCE!” She yelled at Nate, but he was on the phone already as he checked for a pulse. “She still has a weak pulse.” He informed both CD and the person on the other side of the phone line.

Then he realized he probably should check Liz too. He just looked at CD and shook his head. CD looked back at him for a moment but then turned to Jin again. “Hang in there Jin.” She didn’t even notice the tears that started to emerge from her eyes.

Nate quickly kneeled down next to them and helped CD to apply pressure to the wound in order to stop the bleeding.

“Help is on the way.” CD assured Jinny and with one hand stroked through her hair. “You’ll make it. Don’t worry.” But she more needed to hear that herself.

“Of course she will.” Nate reassured her. “She’s been through too much crap already to give up now.”

“Yeah.” CD nodded. “She’s a fighter.”

“Dammit!” Nate called out. “No pulse. She needs CPR.” He right away felt for the spot on her chest and started with the compressions.

CD held her mouth shut and breathed into her nose. They heard something crack but didn’t really think about it. “Pulse is back!” CD announced incredibly relieved after a moment while Jinny snapped for air and opened her eyes for a split second but right away drifted off again.

But she had seen somebody. Blonde hair. CD? No that couldn’t be. She and Nate were on their date. But she had told Magda where she was. Maybe she had sent help. Or maybe it had been CD. She didn’t know and didn’t care right now. The only thing that mattered was that she knew help was coming. ‘Help, yeah.’ She thought and then she was surrounded by darkness again.