i brought sexy back and all i got was this crappy thread title.

[*Pleasant Tomorrow*]

You guys can only become obsessed with American Idol again if there's another gay couple.

[EmoJoe]

Originally Posted by robyrob

YES

[robyrob]

Originally Posted by Rock Princess

omg, i could get $63,800 for college, granted that I do them all and get the max amount.

did you apply for the Gay Black Jewish Klansmen for Tolerance and Understanding Scholarship yet?

[EmoJoe]

Originally Posted by *Pleasant Tomorrow*

You guys can only become obsessed with American Idol again if there's another gay couple.

im NOT obsessed i'm just enjoying this episode cause it's my HOME CITY.

[Ravey]

Everytime I think that life can't get any worse, I get surprised. My mom tells me to record AI while I was laying in bed. I said ok, I was not planning on falling asleep. I was crying and had to lay down for a few minutes. Next thing I know I hear screaming that it's 10 minutes past 7. And now she screaming back and forth how i'm undependable and how she should kill herself rather than depends on me. SHE should kill herself? I should be the one screaming back and forth abot ****ing death not her. My life is nothing and never will be, not hers. I come home from god damn school that I think i'm dropping out of after this ****ing semester anyways. And marriage comes up. I say I don't wanna get married ever. All I hear is "You don't know!1" I say yes I do know. And she starts getting 'pissed.' And goes "then I guess college is extra important. You still want a nice car and clothes." To her me not getting married automatically means I'm gonna be alone forever, and she is ok with that. She even admitted she doesn't care if me or my sister are alone our entire lives. Like ten minutes in ****ing AMERICAN IDOL is the end of hte world. You dont' miss much on that show in TEN minutes. Wonder when she became so obsessed with the stupid show. I have no offline friends, I'll never go on a date, I hate school, and I have no motivation to do anything anymore but sleep and cry. Everytime I turn around I get depressed. I didn't even really get a fair chance at the stupid college thing. I was saying 2 or 3months before I even got signed up that i don't know if i want to go. And my dad told me he'd look into other options to get me out of this house and never did. Thank god a semester is only 3 months. So come April I don't have to go back there anymore.

I had to rant.

[robyrob]

psssst, hey JACK:

http://bulletin.myspace.com/index.cf...F5155396517797

[robyrob]

Originally Posted by Ravey

Everytime I think that life can't get any worse, I get surprised. My mom tells me to record AI while I was laying in bed. I said ok, I was not planning on falling asleep. I was crying and had to lay down for a few minutes. Next thing I know I hear screaming that it's 10 minutes past 7. And now she screaming back and forth how i'm undependable and how she should kill herself rather than depends on me. SHE should kill herself? I should be the one screaming back and forth abot ****ing death not her. My life is nothing and never will be, not hers. I come home from god damn school that I think i'm dropping out of after this ****ing semester anyways. And marriage comes up. I say I don't wanna get married ever. All I hear is "You don't know!1" I say yes I do know. And she starts getting 'pissed.' And goes "then I guess college is extra important. You still want a nice car and clothes." To her me not getting married automatically means I'm gonna be alone forever, and she is ok with that. She even admitted she doesn't care if me or my sister are alone our entire lives. Like ten minutes in ****ing AMERICAN IDOL is the end of hte world. You dont' miss much on that show in TEN minutes. Wonder when she became so obsessed with the stupid show. I have no offline friends, I'll never go on a date, I hate school, and I have no motivation to do anything anymore but sleep and cry. Everytime I turn around I get depressed. I didn't even really get a fair chance at the stupid college thing. I was saying 2 or 3months before I even got signed up that i don't know if i want to go. And my dad told me he'd look into other options to get me out of this house and never did. Thank god a semester is only 3 months. So come April I don't have to go back there anymore.

I had to rant.

tl;dr

[*Pleasant Tomorrow*]

Originally Posted by Joe®

im NOT obsessed i'm just enjoying this episode cause it's my HOME CITY.

theyre held in ur city?

[Courtnee]

Originally Posted by robyrob

did you apply for the Gay Black Jewish Klansmen for Tolerance and Understanding Scholarship yet?

Not yet.

[robyrob]

Originally Posted by robyrob

tl;dr

am i the only one who is incapable of reading large, continuous blocks of text like that?

I am sorry, jackie - i honestly see a large blurb like that that, and I just CANT read it, i'm not making light of your problem or anything

[Ravey]

slam slam slam. ****ing whore.

[*Pleasant Tomorrow*]

Originally Posted by Ravey

Everytime I think that life can't get any worse, I get surprised. My mom tells me to record AI while I was laying in bed. I said ok, I was not planning on falling asleep. I was crying and had to lay down for a few minutes. Next thing I know I hear screaming that it's 10 minutes past 7. And now she screaming back and forth how i'm undependable and how she should kill herself rather than depends on me. SHE should kill herself? I should be the one screaming back and forth abot ****ing death not her. My life is nothing and never will be, not hers. I come home from god damn school that I think i'm dropping out of after this ****ing semester anyways. And marriage comes up. I say I don't wanna get married ever. All I hear is "You don't know!1" I say yes I do know. And she starts getting 'pissed.' And goes "then I guess college is extra important. You still want a nice car and clothes." To her me not getting married automatically means I'm gonna be alone forever, and she is ok with that. She even admitted she doesn't care if me or my sister are alone our entire lives. Like ten minutes in ****ing AMERICAN IDOL is the end of hte world. You dont' miss much on that show in TEN minutes. Wonder when she became so obsessed with the stupid show. I have no offline friends, I'll never go on a date, I hate school, and I have no motivation to do anything anymore but sleep and cry. Everytime I turn around I get depressed. I didn't even really get a fair chance at the stupid college thing. I was saying 2 or 3months before I even got signed up that i don't know if i want to go. And my dad told me he'd look into other options to get me out of this house and never did. Thank god a semester is only 3 months. So come April I don't have to go back there anymore.

I had to rant.

Obviously your mom has problems that she's just placing right on you. Just look at it that way. But don't quit school -_-

[EmoJoe]

Originally Posted by *Pleasant Tomorrow*

Obviously your mom has problems that she's just placing right on you. Just look at it that way. But don't quit school -_-

yeah quitting school would do no good but its obvious that shes not angry at you shes just taking it out on you. im sorry though jackie :/

[Ravey]

Originally Posted by *Pleasant Tomorrow*

Obviously your mom has problems that she's just placing right on you. Just look at it that way. But don't quit school -_-

I ****ing hate school. School means living in this house. And I can't take two more years of this. And then she thinks i'm gonna go FOUR years. Someone would have to hold a gun to my ****ing head. Then again, maybe that'd be best at this time. I hope they'd ****ing shoot me since i'm to chicken to do it myself.

[*Pleasant Tomorrow*]

Originally Posted by Ravey

I ****ing hate school. School means living in this house. And I can't take two more years of this. And then she thinks i'm gonna go FOUR years. Someone would have to hold a gun to my ****ing head. Then again, maybe that'd be best at this time. I hope they'd ****ing shoot me since i'm to chicken to do it myself.

Ugh I know nothing I say can change your mind but really, keep doing what's best even if it's a pain in the ****ing ass. You have to for yourself. Maybe it's making you miserable now but it won't in the future. What would you do if you didn't stay?