Just To Do It Again

[*Nancy Mckeon*]

aaaaaaaaargh!! why do you always make cd and nate fight?!?!?!!?! do you REALLY hate them that much?!?!?!?!??!?!?!??!?!?!??! can't you make more of those xxx rated scenes???????

[*Nancy Mckeon*]

new page new page new page!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[*Nancy Mckeon*]

how bout more now?????????????????????????????????????

[CD DeLorenzo]

Originally posted by *Nancy Mckeon*
how bout more now?????????????????????????????????????

hmmm okay

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In the morning CD woke up, sick again and again she hid it from Nate and then made breakfast and surprised him with breakfast in bed, feeling guilty for keeping her secret and lying to him.

He was still upset...."where were you last night?"

"I just needed some time alone." She sighed. "I'm sorry that I said I was with Jin, I know that was wrong."

"Yeah it was... Im sorry too... I’m just so paranoid when you are not with me... I’m scared something will happen to you again...." He admitted.

"I'm sorry baby." She kissed and seduced him... and he enjoyed that alot.

Afterwards they were snuggling and she played with his fingers. "You remember how I talked to that GYN yesterday?"

"Yeah..." He was playing with her fingers himself.

“Well... there were... a lot of pregnant women there..." She said, not realizing how dumb that sounded.

"Well yeah... I can understand that..." He gave her a weird look.

"Yeah... well there were many of them!" She exclaimed.

"I’m sure there were... makes you glad you are never gonna have to be that way, huh?"He chuckled.

"Eh hehe... yeah." She nodded. "But it made me think, ya know?"

"Think what?" He asked.

She sighed. "Do you want that? Kids and stuff?"

He knew she didn't... and he didn't want to lose he over that... "Na...Im fine just with you..."

"Great." She smiled and to make him stop thinking about that she seduced him again... and he really enjoyed it again...

During the next few weeks CD was thinking a lot... avoiding him a lot, and seduced him whenever he started to get suspicious and asked questions... she spent a lot of time alone too, sometimes Jinny would cover for her, or sometimes she'd tell him she had to work some overtime... and of course she was hiding all the puking...

Nate was just like ‘what the hell...’ but then the sex would make him forget.

One day CD said she'd go to the movies with Jin... Jinny even picked her up and the three had dinner together... since CD was so hungry... and then CD and Jin left, and Jin dropped CD off, but didn't ask what was going on. She knew CD loved Nate and figured she was planning a surprise or something. CD then went to her GYN, for and ultrasound and stuff... and Jinny went downtown to a victoria's secret store, wanting to buy something nice to surprise Teddy...

Nate just sat home unaware of what CD was really doing... but he started to wonder about all this alone time she needed. He then called Jinny just to see if CD really was with her...

"Exstead?" She answered her phone.

"Hey Jin... this is Nate... is CD with you?" He asked.

"Yeah of course... she uhhh... she went to the restroom..." Jinny had a lot of practice from covering up for Mag's affairs...

"Ok...just checking...bye...." He hung up again.

"Phew" She said as she hung up again.

Nate was still suspious but just went on to bed like he usually did...

There was an emergency for the doc and CD had to stay a lot longer than expected.

At home Nate got up and wondered why she was still gone.

Jinny got worried when CD wasn't there when she was supposed to pick her up again and she drove to CD and Nate's, thinking she probably went home already, rather pissed that CD had forgotten about her.

Nate saw Jinny pull up and figured CD was with her...

Jinny decided that if CD wasn't home yet she didn't wanna get Nate suspicious, so she got out her cellphone and called their number and Nate answered.

"Hi... uhhh... this is Stephanie Smith." Jinny disguised her voice, or tried to at least. "I went to highschool with CD, can I talk to her please?"

"Uhh... she isn't here... can I take a message?" Nate wondered why that voice sounded somewhat familiar.

"What do you mean she isn't there?!? Then where the hell is she?" Jinny blurted out, forgetting to disguise her voice now.

"**** Jinny!... I thought she was with you!?" He recognized her now.

'Damn!' Jinny thought and just hung up and drove off again, hoping CD would be there now... and she was and Jinny drove her home again.

Nate of course started grilling her when she came in the door...

"Hey baby." CD smiled at him, all happy because she had gotten surprising news and seen her babies for the first time.

"Don't ****ing hey baby me...." He yelled.

"Whoa... what the hell is your problem?" She frowned.

"You!" He was furious.

"What????" That pissed her off and she forgot all about her plans to tell him about the pregnancy.

[Rebel Queen 1980]

I just love it when CD and Nate get it on!

[Snowfall]

Originally posted by JoCool
I just love it when CD and Nate get it on!

Ooooh, me too! Post more soon. I can't wait for more!

[candace~n~nathan]

Originally posted by JoCool
I just love it when CD and Nate get it on!

o ME TOO!!!!!!!!!!!

[CD DeLorenzo]

LOL I guess Maria's right... you're all thinking the title here is Just To Do IT Again.... but that's not why it's called that... actually it's gonna be sad and full of drama and *sniffs* and yeah... but this is the prove that Lifetime is full of liars! Just because CD and Nate had reached happiness doesn't mean the storyarc was over... cause after the sun comes rain again and after the rain comes sun again and... yeah well.... I'll shut up and here's more.

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"Are you cheating on me?" He asked straight out.

"Holy **** NO! How DARE you even ask me that?" She couldn’t believe it.

“Well you sure are acting like you are..." He didn’t believe her.

"I'm not!" She glared at him.

"Yeah whatever..."Nate went into the bedroom and sat on the bed... about to cry.

CD followed him. "Dammit how can you even think that?"

He turned away so she couldn't see his manly self cry... "You are always gone... and never tell me anything... and you just act different..."

"I know." She sighed. "And I'm sorry about that... you're right... something did happen... and I have no idea how to tell you..." She swallowed.

"Tell me what?" He got real scared now.

"I... I... I'm going through some difficult changes at the moment..." She just couldn't get the words 'pregnant' or 'baby' over her lips.

Nate was confused...."changes?"

"Yeah... ya know... changes... life is full of changes.." She said.

"Like menopause???" he asked knowing she was still way too young for that.

She blinked at him shocked at that. "You're such a jerk!"

"Well thats the only changes I can think of!" He defended himself.

"Then you're an even bigger ***** than I always thought you are!" She was pissed more and more with everything he said.

"Oh you think I’m a *****?...then why the hell are you with me?" He got upset about being insulted.

"You know what? I'm starting to wonder that myself! The sex isn't all that great anymore either!" She yelled straight into his face.

"What!?!?!?!?!" He was shocked about that.

"I'm hungry." She said and went to the kitchen.

He just sat on the bed pissed off while CD fixed herself some dinner. Then he walked in there and got something to drink... just ignoring her... CD ignored him too. Finally he broke the silence... "Would you at least tell my what kind of changes you are going through? I would really like to know..."

"Nothing you have to worry about." She said, making a decision. "Since all you ever think about is yourself anyways."

He just rolled his eyes and left the room... she had just gotten impossible to talk to anymore...

CD finished her food and started to pack her stuff.

He noticed her packing... "What’s going on?"

"I'm packing." She stated the obvious.

"You need more ‘alone time’..." He sighed.

"Yes. Have you seen my Madonna CD? I want that." She tried to continue to ignore him.

"I saw it earlier lying around... so how long are you going to be gone?" He wished she wouldn’t go.

"I won't come back." She said.

"What?!?!?" He asked shocked.

"I said I won't come back." She found the CD and tossed it into her suitcase. "I'm leaving you."

"Wait a minute! ...we love each other... we can work this out..." He got really scared now.

"No we can't." She sighed. "Not this time. I have to go."

He called after her as she left. "CD you can't do this to me!"

She swallowed and turned around once more and hugged him tightly. "Promise me something Nate."

Tears streamed down his face. "What?"

"Take good care of Jinny, Kate and Raina... they need someone strong they can always count on."

"You are leaving the Division too????" He felt like his worst nightmare was coming true.

"I have to." She couldn't hold back her own tears anymore because she loved him so much, but she had to go for the babies.

“CD, I love you...please give me another chance..." He begged.

"I wish I could." She whispered. "But I need to go."

"I thought I was all you needed..." He sobbed.

"You used to be..." She whispered and looked down guiltily.

"Tell me what you need... what am I doing wrong?...please!" He would do anything to make her stay.

"You know what I need...." She swallowed.

"No I don't...." He didn’t have a clue.

"That alone time...." She whispered. "Except that I won't be all that alone..." With that she grabbed her stuff and left him behind.

He knew she had found someone else... he went back to his room and cried his eyes out...

CD stayed at a hotel that night, crying like never before in her life, in the next morning she quit her job way before any of the others arrived for work...

[maria1986]

whoa...I forgot how freakin' sad that part was!... ...

[candace~n~nathan]

wow, how depressing.

















so bring on the sun now??????

[*Nancy Mckeon*]

:tear: so so sad mmmmoooooooooorrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Snowfall]

Oh, NOOOOO! This is starting to sound like that dumb show that we used to watch! I'm so sad now.... Post more soon!

[*Nancy Mckeon*]

mmmmmmmmmooooooooooorrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[CD DeLorenzo]

yeah I know... it's so sad

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Nate took alot of time off during the following three years... he couldn't go to work...it made him think of CD... Raina was now his partner... he became bitter after CD left... not the nice guy he used to be... Lily was now living with him... he didn't love her but he figured what the hell CD isn't coming back and he needed someone to lay...

One day he and Raina had an assignment and they had to go to one of the best PI firms of the city, because they had found out that apparently they had been working on the same case already.

CD meanwhile had established herself as successful private investigator and was working for the hottest firm in town, she was one of the partners and making big bucks... One day her babysitter was sick so she took her two kids, Nathan and Nalany with her to work.

Raina and Nate entered the firm... Nate knew exactly where to go after he asked the receptionist, so he went straight there... he never let Raina do much talking... so she just kind followed behind...

Nathan was a lot like his daddy and had decided he really had to play with his mom's purse right now... he had found a condom in there, since CD carried some around now... whenever she wanted sex she'd screw one of the guys at the firm, depending on whatever she felt like, but she just used them in any way she wanted. "Hold on a sec." She said to the person on the phone. "Nathan give that back! That isn't a toy!" She said rather loudly.

"Wow Mommy I didn't know you kept baloons in your purse..." He had opened the wrapper already and saw what a kid would see in it.

"I wanna balloon!" Nalany started to cry and the client CD was talking to started to complain again too.

"That isn't a..." She had to talk to the guy on the phone again. "No sir, I can assure you that we do not work for your wife as well, hang on just a second please." She turned to her kids again and figured 'what the hell... they want balloons, they'll get balloons' and turned two condoms into a balloon for each of them and then talked to the guy again.

Nathan hopped off the desk and walked around the firm with his new baloon... Raina saw him and asked where he got it from... "My mommy!... Nally has one too! You wanna see?" he drug Raina over to show her his sisters balloon...

Nally waved at her brother's new friend and showed off her balloon when CD ended her phonecall and realized her kids had wandered off again. "Oh no!" She sighed and left her office and saw them in the hallway, talking to a black woman that looked somewhat familiar, though she only saw her from the back. "Come on guys! Didn't I tell you to stay in my office?" She sighed and picked them up and then turned to the woman. "I'm so sorry... they're just so wild..."

"CD!" Raina exclaimed surprised.

"Raina!' She smiled, recognizing her now. Then she chuckled when they got strange looks. "No one actually calls me CD anymore..." She explained. She had changed a lot, her hair had grown rather long and she had a fancy hairdo, was wearing expensive designer stuff, skirt, high heels... she was all buisness like.

She hugged CD... "Well what do they call you!?"

"Boss." She laughed.

"Oh...wow!...you look great!" Raina grinned.

"Thanks, so do you!" She smiled at her. "What are you doing here?"

"Mommy I'm hungry!" Nally started to play with a strand of CD's her. She looked exactly like her mommy while Nathan looked just like his daddy.

“Mommy!?" Raina got one surprise after the other it seemed.

She grinned proudly and nodded. "Yeah. Those little devils here are mine." She grinned at them. "Nathan and Nalany. They're twins."

"Oh well I've already met them... nice balloons by the way... and speaking of Nathans... mine is around here somewhere..." Raina grinned.

"You have a kid too? Wow, congrats!” CD smiled. "And as for the balloons... well they wanted balloons and that was the closest thing I had." She chuckled.

"oh No... no kids..." she laughed... "Nice comprimise though..."

CD laughed. "You want a coffee?"

"Sure... I'll be right back though...." She said and walked away.

"Okay." She smiled.

Raina went back and found Nate... he had finished talking to who had handled the case. "Hey I just ran into an old friend... you wanna come have coffee with us?" Raina knew their history but she thought after all this time the wounds were healed and it would be nice for them to see each other.

"Well I need to get back to work..." Nate said.

"Oh come on...its just coffee...." Raina whined.

Nate agreed and they headed to CD’s office.

When Raina knocked on the door CD was just ordering the coffee from her secretary over the phone, and she ordered chocolate milk and cookies for the kids.

Nathan was lying in a chair with his feet hanging over the arms... kicking them back and forth... Nalany was quietly playing with her dolls... Raina opened the door... her and Nate entered... Nate looked at CD and had to do a double take...

[*Nancy Mckeon*]

okaaaaaaaaay lol not what i was expecting lol but still great as usual!! lol mmmoooooooorrrrrrrrrreeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!