yeah, i've seen that site before. i was in that place for a while a few years ago...it is initially what drove me to being a suicidal maniac most of my freshman year, although many other factors followed. you can blame the victim for pulling the trigger or swallowing the pills but you can't blame them for desperately wanting to. i didn't see it as 'letting them win' because i knew that they (well one person really, a few friends went along at times) didn't actually hate me and would feel outrageously guilty knowing they caused me to do that, which was my intention. they apparently later learned through others though that i was suicidal for one reason or another and yeah it definitely stopped, they only time they'd talk to me was to say something like "sarah can you hand me my purse? thanks! you're the best!" kind of weak of them that they couldn't apologize straightforward, whatever though.<end sarah's pity story #932>
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