[TheGreatPretender]

Originally Posted by ¤I Love Clay Aiken¤

Only a few of you know the details of my crush, Darryl, but basically we've talked a few times.. just stupid small lil jokes and such when we're working. Those are all fine and peachy, but I want to have a semi-real convo, where I get to know him better. I want to do this though, without acting like Im not interested in him like that, even though I am -.-. I mean, I dont want him to think I DONT like him, but I also dont want to come across as really liking him, in case he doesnt-- itll save me some humiliation. I usually only see him in the aisles when Im walking around putting stuff back, so I dont want to be like.. sooo whens your birthday, how long youve been here, etc.. I dont want it to seem as desperate? All I got so far is "hey, whats up?" -.-

UGH I always do that. Make it seem like I hate the guy and don't give a **** about him when I'm really infatuated with him. And I don't even mean to do that.