hey hey,

yay! people who like that 70s show as much as i do! wow!

Hey Welcome I'm melissa

Yo.

hey hey how you doin?

whos your fav character then??

jackie is soo funny just because shes so shallow ha ha ha ha

I"d go for either Eric or Donna
I like Donna cause she kind of resembles my Niece a little (Or i should say my Niece resembles her)

cool, she must be real pretty, how old?

donna is cool. but she cann get kinda stressy over small things, erics often in trouble!

i like donna

my niece? She's 13
heres a pic this is her and I at the Mall on Friday I'm the one with the Dark hair (I get told I look like Jorja Fox..Sara Sidle CSI and I also think Lauren can somewhat Resemble Catherine Willows from CSI) Laurens the Blonde

thats a really nice piccy

:happyface

i love this face :crazy:

thanks I'm glad you like it :) I think she resembles Donna a little
and I get Jorja Fox ALOT (which If you dont watch CSI you'd have NO idea who that is)

no i dont watch CSI

but i looked on google.com and found pics of her, i guess you do look a bit like her

*laughs* not sure how old those pics from Goggle are BUT heres some Recent ones of her
this is from an ep called "Invisible Evidence"

and this is the MOST Recent ep (also my avi Pic is her)

cool, is it worth watching? my friend watches it but i dont. whats it like?

Originally posted by mograt
cool, is it worth watching? my friend watches it but i dont. whats it like? well I'M HOOKED its very good much better then Law and order SVU IN MY EYES but it depends if you cant handle GRAPHICNESS (blood ,gore all that) then it might not be a show for you

cool, sounds interesting, maybe i'll check it out.

Cool *smiles* I dont know about when its on in England but here in america its (well atleast My Part of America) on 9:00 on CBS

Yeah CSI is cool. She/he has good taste(your friend). They ever spoke to you about it?!:happyface

:crazy:

hello there kelso lover :wave:

Hey, so has your friend said anything about it? She or he?

who??

Lol, you said your friend watches it!

watches what?? CSI?

yeah

Yeah. Lol, forget it. I'm confused now!

ha ha ah yeah me2!

she will read this sometime soon and reply...

so where are you from?

Who will?! I was talking to you. lol oh well

I'm from Bristol. You?

How are you?!

your not fra from me then! im in swindon.

im ok ta how are you?? how old are ya?

I'm quite angry, don't you just hate friends sometimes.

I'm 16, you?! Swindon.. my aunt lives there. I don't like her much so I don't really visit there much but I've been there before. How old are you?

im 16 too.

why are you angry?
yeah i hate friends sometimes, dont have many at the mo, ha ha ha ha well im always on here so im ok

whats your name?

Well, my best friend made out with someone I love. She said that it didn't mean anything. But it still hurts you know?! She knew I loved him so I'm a bit angry about that. What would you do?!

My name is Sarah. Horrible name I know.:barf:

I'm sure you have plenty of friends!

ah! noooooo!!!
iv recently been in a silmilar situation

its not nice, you see, a long time ago, im talking months, my friend liked my other friend, but he liked me, the three of us used to hang out.

one day he kissed me, and its been all messed up, i didnt want it to happen,it wasnt really a big deal at the time, but she recently found out ( although i though she knew)

and were not friends at the moment.

im sorry that happened to you, its not nice.

but its hard for me too even though i look like the bitch right now!

it wasnt my fault.
:(

i have a few friends i guess ha ha

I'm not taking sides but I know how she feels. Do you usually speak to him in school or whatever(I'm guessing you're still at school). Because if she sees you with him(and because she's only recently found out) she probably gets really hurt by it. I'm not saying you should stop hanging around with him but try and make it a little easier for her. (I'm just trying to help you so you can maybe try and maybe be friends with her again, if that's what you want). Did you stop the kiss?! If you didn't don't worry. I'm not going to like you any less I'm just being noisey :happyface

And were you on your own.. you and this lad?! I'm sure you aren't a bitch. She's just finding it hard. Maybe she has other stuff in her life that's making her feel like it's the end of everything and she's kind of suicidal?! I don't know much about her but I'm thinking of the possibilities. I think you two wil be friends in the end. If she's been a bitch to you, try not to take it so personally. I'm like that with my friend and the moment and I don't realise how much it's affecting her, I don't want to hurt her but she hurt me.. alot! I'm just angry

yeah i know what you mean.

shes quite alot like you described!!
ha ha ha
but before she found out, shes been wierd recently anyway, we were great friends in the summer and since then its been on and off, one thing after another, and you wouldnt beleive how bitchy shes been to me. at least i try and be nice, and i forgive her all the time when we make up and stuff, and this time, iv done my bit, i apologised and she still wont forgive me, i have explained what happened, i hardly ever see this boy let alone hang around with him!:( and she still keeps being silly about it like she thinks i have feelings for him, even he has tried reasoning with her, shes being really nasty. shes not being much of a friend herself bu not forgiving me, and she doesnt give him a hard time about it at all!!!! just cause she likes him grr!! but she gives me a really hardtime about it all the time, we hardly talk anymore though.

theres nothing more i can do, its down to her now!

OK calm down, lol. It probably is kind of hard for her especially if she's like what I described. I'm in the same position. I make it seem like I just blame my friend for it all, but I don't. Yea it's partly his fault but he's going to have relationships or whatever but she shouldn't have done it. She probably wants to forgive you, damn I want to forgive my friend. It just hurts seeing her knowing it happened. I do forgive her, really I do. It's just the facing her part because I feel like she can get the one person I really love and it hurts. Maybe if she doesn't see him anymore, she finds that hard to. As if she isn't good enough for him to hang around with because he don't hang around with you or something. I don't really know much about her but if she's like me then this is how she feels. Is she suicidal or anything?! Just be patient.. you should still try talking to her.. she will eventually find it easier. I'm not saying you should do all the work but if she's willing to talk back then she is trying even if it don't seem like it. You know what I'm saying?

yeah i see what your saying. its been getting a little bit better, i have been talking to her sometimes, just taking it easy, and she talks back, its just not as comfortable for each of us at the moment, but we are getting there. i do understand that she feels like that, iv been in similar situations, and im really sorry that it happened, i wish it hadnt, but i couldnt dio anything about it, it came inexpecdedly. well we do kinda talk a bit, so hopefully we can be friends again soon. just taking time....

i hope it all works out with you, im sorry you feel like that, it does suck

:(



but we gotta all put on a happy face!!!! too many people are miserable these days ha ha

so keep laughing :) its good for you ha ha

I feel suicidal a lot of the time. And when I found out it made my self esteem alot worse because I knew she had him and I had no chance. Maybe he thinks I'm a bitch, I don't know. He don't talk to me anymore.It hurts. I cut myself a lot!

I know how she's feeling, keep trying. The fact she replies when you talk to her shows the fact she's forgiven you. She's just on a low point and feels akward. Be patient with her and please forgive her. It will go ok. Just don't stop talking to her! She doesn't mean what she says. I don't mean anyof what I say to my friend

yeah, she said shes finding it hard to forgive me, she hasnt yet and she said 'yeah well honesty is good in a friendship too'


i do agree , shes right i should have told her straight away, but at the time it wasnt a big deal, and i forgot about it pretty soon! it did happen a few months ago now.

its soo annoying cause i didnt really do anything wrong other than nt tell her, i stopped the kiss, i didnt want it to happen i had no choice!

but im always forgiving her and she never forgives me, and she gets so bitchy over the smallest things, she starts fights all the time, she is a bit messed up, and shes messing me up, she keeps making me cry.

noooo dont cut yourself!!!! i know you are upset but you will get through it..

i understand how hard it must be for you and my friend,

its very slowly getting better though. but it doesnt help when she starts slagging me off and making lots of other people hate me!!!! i was having a hard time in school cause there was a group of girls who hated me, but im ok with most of them now


i will just keep talking to her, try to be friendly, but every now and then i have to leave her alone to cool off, she suddenly starts getting mad again


ha ha ha

well i hope you feel better soon....
take it easy

and smile as often as you can :lol:

Hey, I know what it's like. I'm pretty deffinate she's forgiven you. The slagging you off thing is her way of showing it doesn't get to her. Iwould know. She doesn't mean it and she doesn't want the other girls to hate you. It's their choice not hers.
About the honesty thing, yea it's true but she's only saying that because she's mad. If you had great times then she probably need you the most right now but finding it hard to talk to you and feels really awkward. And don't say bitchy to her lol. It will only make her feel liek she is a bitch(which I don't think she is, she's just hurt, but if you think she is then that's your choice.) I guess it's not her fault she's messed up. She's just like me. I'm messed up but I don't realise it. And I don't mean to mess my friend up either. But please don't be mad at her because you think others hate you because they can thing for themselves. I'm only begging for her because I don't think I'd have a chance to be friends with my friend anymore. I don't want her to not have a chance either. Does she have low self esteem or cut herself or suicidal? or don't you know?

shes got very very low self asteem, im usually always there to help her, cause im her friend and (this is before this incident with the kiss) she used to keep saying im never thhere for her and that i dont care about her no matter how many times i tell her its not true and that i do care etc.

and yeah only recently she has cut herself a bit....

it was just really hard when suddenly 3 girls started having a go at me and giving me a hard time about it all at once!! then little while later another girl came and started saying ' oh who doesnt hate you'

that wasnt nice

i think we will be friends again. just may take some time.

whats the story with your situation then? did your friend want it to happen? or did she stop it ? whats her story?

i hope you two make up soon then.

im suprised im telling all this to a complete stranger! ha ha ha but its nice to talk to someone in the same situation

thanks

but other than all this hows life?? what are you studying in school? (asuming your still in school)

iv just done my mock exams last week

im studying social science, french, art. graphic design and the other compulsary subjects,
how about you?

Yea, I bet she couldn't controll how others felt about you. I'm sure she didn't want you being hated. A bit?! If her selfesteem is that low then I think it would be alot. I do it alot. She doesn't mean to push you away like that. She's just blocking people because she don't feel they care (because of her esteem). And maybe the lad isn't helping. She probably doesn't feel like he cares about her or whatever and that she doesn't have a chance with him and stuff like that.

Oh my friend kissed him, and they were alone. But she found out he liked her and she said she didn't want to be alone with him incase something happened.. so why were they alone?
She said it didn't mean anything.It still hurt Although I accuse her of wanting it. I know I sound like a bitch but snapping at people is my way of dealing with it(as with your friend). But I see them in school talking, and it still hurts me. Even if there is nothing going on it makes me soo depressed. That's why I said bout you and him being seen together. It's ok. I like talking to you about this. I just also want you to see it in her point of veiw and how she feels about it all and she's not a bitch, or atleast doesn't mean to be. Maybe school got in the way and that's why she said you were never there for her.

I'm studying History, Art, Graphics and French! I love English! haha

cool, i have a real problem with english i dont like it at all, wish i did though its cool.

art is my fav subect.

she kissed him??
i dont blame you being annoyed. see with me, he came on to me, yes we were alone, but only cause i was trying to get him out of the room, then he did it.

i never see him in school really, were very rarely seen together.

so hopefully that will men this will be over with soon!

its annoying he doesnt seem to get any of the blame, when hes the one who did it! he knew she liked him aswell.

well enough of this, theres nothing more i can do now and i cant change the past.

let your anger out. best way.

i hope your friend realises you dont mean it though, its important for her to know that, i never thought of it that way before and i feel much better now so thanks,

cause the stuff she says really hurts sometimes.

well im going to go for a bit so i will post more later

good luck with everything!!

Yeah, I'm deffinate she blames him aswell! Honest, she may not take it out on him much but she does. With me, I know he's going to have relationships. But when your two friends kiss and she knew I liked him, it hurts. She probably knew he was going to kiss people but because it was you, her best friend, it hurt a lot more. So she takes it out on you. I'm guessing she don't do it as much anymore. But yea.. I'll speak to you later. Byexx:wave:

Originally posted by Kelso_Lover
Yeah CSI is cool. She/he has good taste(your friend). They ever spoke to you about it?!:happyface Hey Welcome I"m melissa :wave: Did you see the pic of me and My niece on Page 1? of this thread (I'm the dark haired girl my niece is the blond) I get told I could be Sara Sidles Twin hhehe i think thats how our CSI convo got started

Hey Melissa :wave:

Yea.. I saw the pic. I think you do resemble her! You and your cousin are very pretty:D

Yea I think that would be why the conversation got started lol. I love CSI!!

EDIT: Oops, neice! :lol:

Originally posted by Kelso_Lover
Hey Melissa :wave:

Yea.. I saw the pic. I think you do resemble her! You and your cousin are very pretty:D

Yea I think that would be why the conversation got started lol. I love CSI!!

EDIT: Oops, neice! :lol: aww Thanks *smiles* hey its okay that You typoed that HALF the time she acts more like my Little sister anyways if you have AIM feel free to Im me at SaraSidleCSILV OR MSN at amypostthree2tango@hotmail.com

hey melissa mind if i add you on msn??

do you use msn kelso_lover?? its sarah isnt it

For some strange reason, msn doesn't seem to be working at the moment, but I will deffinately add you as soon as I get into it! :D

Right, sexy_lil_minx1@hotmail.com! Crap e-mail address I know but I made it ages ago. Add me on that and I'll talk to you as soon as I get on there!

cool, just added you, im k_ridge@hotmail.com incase you dont know who it is.

speak to you when you get back on there then!

Cool! I hope you feel better about the situation with the lass!

Originally posted by mograt
hey melissa mind if i add you on msn??

do you use msn kelso_lover?? its sarah isnt it no Mograt go Right ahead and add me I dont mind at all *smiles*

:) Just watched CSI! I can't remember what it was called now.

I take it I'm on me own! :(

Hahaha still can not get into msn. Grrr. I got into it earlier though.

:crazy:

I don't know why I keep posting on this one but I'm bored!

hey hey im here!! ill talk to you!!


my brother has been on the computer all day! now its my turn :)

Lukily I don't have a brother. Yay!

Woohhoo I have someone to talk to!

Hey. :wave:

:wave: how are you today, you an only child?? i have two brothers, but one is in university now wehey! in london.

nice day??

im talking to that girl, the one i was talking to you about, we seems to be getting on ok, at the moment. fingers crossed!!

spoken to your friend yet?

Nope, I have a sister! We get on fine. Aww your brother in university? Don't know why I find that cute.

You talking?! Good. She seem in an ok mood?!

Nah, me and my friend aren't talking. And I can't get on msn!

yeah she seems in a good mood today, not always though. but at least we getting better.

ha ha ha how is it cute? ha ha ha

hes studying graphic design.

i have a brother one year younger too

how old is your sis?

lucky you get on well!!
i get on better with my younger bro but recently weve been fighting alot. oh well!!

Yeah but you love him I'm sure. I bet he's cute. But then again, everythings cute to me. I don't know why your brother going to university is! What are your brothers names?! I bet when the older one gets home , you get on well right?! Don't you miss him?!

Maybe the girl had a good weekend. Or maybe she's just fed up of arguing and just wants to get on (whether she's forgiven you or not!)

My sister, Dani, is 18. I rarely see her because she's at uni too. In Leeds. She says she enjoys it and she said there's this hott lad called Ben in her class! hahaha bless her. She said she misses us too. We don't see her a lot!

my bro is 19, we get on better than we used to, dont really miss him dont think about him! ha ha ha


hey cool, i know a boy called ben who goes to uni in leeds, he does chemisrty, i dont think its him though cause i just asked him if he knows anyone called dani, would be cool if it was same person though ha ha ha!!!

whats your surname then? theres a small possibility they may have met!! a ha ha

such a small world.

think you will go to uni? im nto sure if i will. depends on how well u do in college i guess

you going to college?

Dani Johnson her name is. Well we call her Dani but it's short for Danielle! I don't think she does chemistry. I'm not certain he's in her class either. Not sure. Don't know how many uni's there are in Leeds.

Yeah I wanna go college then uni. Hopefully I shall do so.

cool, hopefully i will too.

well i have some art homework to get on with, ill be back to chat later

byeeeeeee

OK, just going to do this post for when you get back! haha!

I just text my sister.. I got the name wrong. Lol oopsy! It's Gary.. don't know how I came up with Ben, I'm rather dumb!!

So what kind of music are you into?!

Oh, the lad I love, who's majorly SEXY lol and has a good personality of course, just text me and said he was sorry about the kiss and he didn't want to hurt me and it was all his fault! Yer right.. he's only saying that because he fancies her! Hmmm what to say. I love him so much :(

does he definately fancy her? well sounds like he is sorry so maybe you can at least be friends!!?? did you text back? what did you say to him?

im into different types of music, but i really dont like pop or dance that kinda thing....

im more into rock, but i dont like the new stuff, i like my 80s punk (the ramones are the best!! probably my fav band) eeeerm i like old stuff like meatloaf, motorhead....metalica and megadeth are good too......


but then i like classical and jazz and blues too!!! i play a few instruments, bass guitar mainly, piano, most types of guitar, tiny bit of harmonica, clarinette, and hopefully ill soon be getting a sax :D

do you play anything? what music do you like?
have you heard of jamie cullum? i really like his stuff its very good.

oh and i like old ska too, new punk/ska is crap though ha ha ha ha

oooh

i really like this boy, hes younger than me, hes in ove with me, i couldnt quite say i love him but i really like him alot!!!!


theres one problem.....

he is my brothers best mate...they been friends for years!!

so we cant really get with each other

my bros having a hard time that we even like each other!!

it all sucks really. hes soooo nice, he has the long hair and lush eyes which i love on a boy :D

Yeah he does fancy her. I'm kind of finding it hard talking to him. We used to be real close and now we never talk and he stopped hanging around with me. So I don't know what happened there. I just dont know what to do :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:( I miss him!

Oh I see, this is going to be hard for your brother. Do you see a lot of this boy you like?! I don't know what you should do about it. Talk to your brother though. You need to find out exactly what he thinks.

I'm into rock. I like megadeth, iron maiden, tiger army, tsanumi bomb(I think I spelt that wrong), black sabbath, AFI etc..
All kinds of rock there.

I don't play anything

awww....well i dunno what you can do hunni!! take your time. what does he look like??

erm, this boy, sonny his name is, my brother is called ben, well iv known sonny a long time too, cause when we were all small, we used to hang out together a bit, but hes more bens friend cause theyre same age etc....

i see him in school thats about it, on the very odd occasion he comes over, but to see ben....but this was when i didnt know he liked me and i didnt like him at the time, and now we really really like each other.....well

iv spoken to ben, he just finds it wierd, and hes kinda upset that i hang round with all his friends, but the thing is, i dont really have any of my own friends!!! and theyre my friends too now.....

hes done same thing to me!! i was friends with this girl, then ben started seeing more of her than i do and now theyre going out!!

but he has a problem with me and sonny....

well im not too bothered, we still have fun i dont neccesarily need to be going out with him.


wow!! you like afi!!!! i forgot to mention them but they are amazing!! i have loads of their albums!!! what ones you got??

they so cool, i can play a few basslines too :D my bro ben is very into them too...

do you have any pics of you that i can see??

what do you look like?

this is what i looked like with long hair....

http://homepage.ntlworld.com/yeonne.ridge/family/pages/KYM2.htm

(im the one in the offspring hoodie)

but i cut my hair since then, its black, and its all short and sometimes i spike it, but im kinda growing it out a bit now

but this is kinda what it looks like

http://homepage.ntlworld.com/yeonne.ridge/corfu/pages/105_0520.htm

and im the one in black, with my mum :D id like to see a pic of you if you have one....??

I have all their albums and most their vingls(oops, spelt wrong, records basically).. been a fan for 5years. Seen them 4 time. And I know a lot of people who can get hold of rare stuff so there you go.

I see what you mean with Ben and this girl. But he only hangs around with this one girl right?! And by the sounds of it you hang around with all of his friends. He probably thinks they like you more. I'm not saying you should stop being friends with them but make it a little easier on him.

Have you done anything with Sonny?! This lad you made out with, you know the one your friend likes, because it's been brought back up recently do you have feelings for him?! Sorry if you think I'm being rude I'm just curious!

This lad I like has brown hair. Brown eyes and he's about the same height.. actually a little taller. He's fine!! I want him back even if it is just as a friend!

no i havnt done anything with sonny. itsa just a small group of his friends at school, i see no one out of school, and ben gos town and stuff with his girlf friend!! who was origionally my friend!! and yeah he hangs out with a few of them, thing is, im ok with it, and i have put up with all my friends liking one of my bros all my life!! i just find it frustrating that he cant just deal with this one friend of his liking me. itll blow over soon, its no biggy really.

awww i really like sonny, im talking to him now, he saying how i look so pretty ha ha ha ha ha ha

thats ace, if i tell ben youv seen afi etc, he'll want to talk to you, ha ha ha not many people round here into afi, they rule!

erm, the guy i 'made out with' (very breifly) that my mate liked, no i dont have any feelings for him, and i only did a tiny bit at the time which makes even more annoying.

bens friends dont prefer me at all, they see him everyday after school, and never me so its not like im stealing them!! i dont care anymore, hell just have to get used to it, theyre my friends now and i like them so...what can i do!! ha ha

dont you have a pics then??

No I don't have pics. Dan(as it said above the pic thing) is rather hot. He he he. Does Ben look older now?! Because he kind of looks young in the pics. But he's cute!

But Ben only hangs around with her right?! He doesn't hang around with your other girlfriends does he?!

The guy, does he still like you?! Because the girl might find that differcult! I don't really know much about it but I kind of know how she's feeling!

hahaha yea I'm a huuuuuuuuge AFI fan! They're awesome!

oh you looked at more of the site? cool, lots of family pics on there.

ben doe slook older, cut his hair, went for davey havok in 2000 look, long fringe the rest is short.

ben is very young looking.....baby face. but hes very tall. there are cool pic of dan pulling faces in there ha ha

and no the boy doesnt like me anymore, we never evensee each other really, bump into each other at school , never even talk much!!

well, bens girlfriend jenny comes in a pakage with her best friend, so when hes with her, hes with her and kate, and sometimes the others, mainly just them. i dont see his friends out of school at all.

do you have a mobile then? my parents went to cribbs causeway today, if we had met a few weeks ago i could have met you possibly ha ha ha ha

been bristol loadsa times

Yeah Dan is niiiice. And by the sounds of it Ben is too. Why don't you hang around with people in your year?! I'm sure you have people in that year you could hang around with so don't say you haven't!

When you talk to people in your year?! Is he often around?!
Who does the girl hang around with and how much does she like the guy(you didn't give me a name!). And do you deffinately know he don't like you anymore?!

Yeah I have a mobile.. when I get into msn I could give you the number.. don't want to give it over this!

yeah lots of people think dans nice, got a long term girlfriend though, shes cool

im sure he doesnt like me anymore, we havnt spoke for a long time really.

yeah i have friends in my year, but i like to hang out with the year 10s, theyre cool, my friends are ok, but i prefer hanging out with year 10s. bens not always there with us though, as he goes home at lunch while i stay in school.
oh well

her names carrie, the one who likes the guy who came on to me....

she hangs round with bens girlfriend ha ha ha ah you keeping up withi this?? ha ah

she has plenty people to see. shes ok, we got on well earlia


yeah ok, when wil you be back on msn do you know? dont forget to add me!!

As soon as I can! I won't

So Ben's your brother, Jenny is his girlfriend, who hangs around with Kate and Carrie(the girl we've been talking abut). Ok I think I got it!

So when he came onto you, did you want it(because you said you liked him a little)?! I won't like you less. Becuase I wouldn't blame ya hahaha! And how come you were on your own with him when he liked you?! Or was she somewhere else in the house(assuming you were in a house)?! Do you talk to him on msn?!

yeah you got it!!!!

i kinda liked him, but i didnt want it, you see, he was in my room, he went upstairs, there were people downstairs which is why i went to get him to come down. thats when it happened.

i cant talk now, im off, ill post more tommoro

bye

:rolleyes: he he he

hey hey, good day? i got my mock exam results back today for science, i got a U :S im predicted an A or B and i got ungraded!!!! aahh!!!!

how are you today?

Nah, not a good day. You?! Shame about your exam.. doesn't matter though I suppose! It's a practice. There's still a while until the exams so you could improve. And the results don't prove anything.. you could have a really good working grade and not so good on exams. It doesn't matter so don't worry. I get E's and D's for exams but I know I'm better than that!

cool.

not a good day? how comes??

is it your mate and the boy??

Don't know. Kind of to do with them but not fully.

You have a good day?!

awww..... today was ok.

p.e was kimda boring though, always is, two hours of badminston!! :mad:

well im gonna go do some bassing now.

bye

I quite like badminton. It's better than most other stuff.

bye.. speak soon yeah?!

I can't get on msn again. Maybe you'll come on here.

Well, hi if you do. How are you?

hey, how come you cant get on msn?

things seem to be much better with me and carrie, you know how i was saying shes a bit messed up and stuff, she wants to sort herself out now, and shes had a good day :D im glad shes getting better. and we spoke to each other!! in person! on the way home from school :D

hows it going with you lot? any changes? they talking to you yet? or you talking to them

I don't know.. MSN is ****ed on my comp. Ooops, am I allowed to swear on here?

Glad everything is going good with you and Carrie. I'm happy she wants to sort herself out. She sounded like she needed something knocked into her to realise that. And obviously it has.

I'm ok, you?

Everything's fine. I haven't spoke to my friend yet but I've spoken to the guy.. that's a start!

cool did you get on well?

this young boy, couple years younger has a crush on me, i thought it was just nothing at first kinda ignored it cause im not interested in him, but he gave me a gold necklace today!! :S what do i do?!! i need to tell him im not interested really....


iv heard he wants to see if he has a chance with me before he moves on to this other girl, i think i shall encourage him to move on.....ha ha ha

awww poor thing!

Yeah we got on well.

What year is the kid.. do you know his name?!

Yeah, encourage him to move on.. bless him though. He moves on a little quick don't he? hahaha

yeah i think he's year 9, he hangs around with me and my year 10 friends and break and lunch, hes called chris

yeah seems wierd that he would give me a necklace even though he plans on moving on soon as i turn him down! ha ha

odd....

hes kinda wierd.....

ha ha ha
thats mean hes ok really.

did you and this guy talk long? what you talk about? just casual stuff? you didnt give me any names, whats this boy and girl called?

Did you accept the gift?

We didn't talk long, but I can tell everything is ok!

The girl is called Jane, the guy is called Matt.

Some people are just weird lol. He just wants a g/f by the sounds of it(Chris that is). He'll find someone. I'm sure!

yeah hope so....

although...i dont wanna be mean or anything, but he is the kinda person you can tell isnt very lucky with the ladees a ha ah
if you know what i mean


hes not exactly very attractive and hes a bit wierd....

i wonder why he doesnt hang out with people in own year group!! im just as bad though....but iv never seen him with anyone in his own year group

well if he finds someone then shes a special girl!!!! cause again not being mean...hes not the type of person that would get a girl easily.....

hope i didnd sound too nasty there.

cool, i made a new friend called matt recently...

janes a cool name, my bro ben loves that name

he ran round town once shouting 'jane' just so he could meet a jane ha ha ah he even called his guitar jane

Your brother is mad. Made a new friend called Matt? What's he like?

Nah you didn't sound too nasty. He's only in year9. He has plenty of time!

Helllllo again!

hey hey, how you doin?

i have all my neighbours round at the mo, having a christmas dinner

my neighbours are great theyre mad!!
ha ha ha

so i shouldnt be on the computer really....

ill reply tommoro!!
bye x

la la la la

havnt been on here for a while..

la de da

Oh... i ahvent been on here for ages!

how are you?

oh.. youre not on.. hahahahaha nevermind, talking to myself is fun

so sarah.. how are you?

im good.. and yourself?

Loooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnesssssssssssoooooooooommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmeeeeeeeeeeee

Sorry if you get notices... by email :S

i know youre online because my status is appear offline.
dont you wanna talk to me no more?

hey hey!
sorry bout that, i got one email through saying there was a reply but didnt look at it for ages!!


course i still wanna talk to you!!

im ok, how are you?

hows it going with your mates?

hoe can you see if im online????


you on msn??

why are you appearing offline?

sorry, yea I was online. Now I can't again. MSN is weird

I'm ok.. you?

Everything is great now thanks, and you?

What you been doing?

hey hey, things were ok for a bit......but carrie hates me againa now. for another reason which i dont actually know, shes really messed up. i havnt done anything to her.

but shes calling me nasty things at the moment. im just laughing it off now, not gonna let her get me down, iv had enough of it!
ha ha ha ha

so you and this boy talking now? what about the girl?

thats cool if its sorting out.

ok well ill talk to you next time your online then!!

Yeah everythings ok. 'm sure she's not messed up. You obviously did something. She wouldn't do it for nothing would she? No one would do that.

Been out anywhere... with anyone?

I guess it doesn't help if you're laughing at her really does it? It just sounds like you're doing what's best for you but you need to think of the other people too. sorry if I sound rude by saying it

hey hey, how you doin?

havnt been on here in a while - again.

hows it going with your mates?

k

My MSN is really playing up at the moment. I haven't been on here for ages.

It's going fine with the lad, but him and the girl are going out now. So I'm not talking to her. The only reason I'm talking to him is because he's been really supportive of me the past weeks. I even ''got off'' with him. He says he has feelings for me but why is he going out with her? I need to talk to him.

How's it with you?

what the hell!!!!
whats that all about?!!!
when did you 'get off' with him? and why?
how that happen?!!!!




odd......

Well, I was upset, and all crying and everything! He came home with me and no one was in. We talked for hours. Then it just happened.... a few times lol.

A week after, none of us two mentioned what had happened, then she asked him out and he said yes. He doesn't like letting people down and he didn't think that we had a chance after all this **** went on. He fancied her a little but not as much as me.

Right now they're at the cinema. I'm texting him. He says he wishes he were with me. So I told him either he stays faithful to her and be fair to her, that means stop telling me he loves me etc. Or dump her. So now it's upto him I suppose.

So what's going on in your life?

what a twat!!!!!



sorry....
why the hell is he with her if he likes you more???!!!!!
madness!!!!

how odd#]



what are you gonna do??????

things are ok with me....i guess

small problem....but i cant say right now

Yeah, he said he's finishing with her tonight. But I don't know whether I should get with him or not. I've loved him for ages. But even though she's hurt me loaaads, I don't want to hurt her because I know what it's like.

What do you think?

Aw, why can't you tell? (sorry if it sounds like I'm trying to push you into telling me)

Is it a guy problem or friend?

:crazy:

:( allllll on my lonesome!

I still don't know what to do with the lad

hey, sorry for leaving you aone like that!!


yeah its kinda a guy problem....

ha ha

stupid problem i always get into.

hmm......

yeah you dont wanna hurt her, like she hurt you

if you think like that then you are being the bigger man :D (or woman)

dont wanna hurt her

but if youv liked him a long itme......

and if he really likes you....

does she like him still?
if she does then...i dont know what you could do. perhaps all leave each other alone for a while??

well if she dont really like him then go for it. get with him. finish with him if he hurts you at all though......no more chances!!

(of course you can do what you like) this is just what i would do...how i see it.

but other wise, hes not really being fair on this girl....i would go mad if my boyfriend was liking another girl. so its not fair for him to do that.

if it was me....i would hope he dumps her and all leave each other alone for a bit...or at least untill someone doesnt fancy him anymore...then its ok, but if you all like each other....then there will always be someone to get hurt!



well i dont know....i dont rally know full story so i cant say, but if it were me thats what i would consider doing.

yuou can do what you want....good luck!

Hey again. He dumped her, and told her the truth why. She started texting me about it and how sorry she was that she ever hurt me etc etc. Then, she told me to just get with him. I don't think she is over him. Hmmm. I did see him today. He came round and parents were out. Yet again he tried it on with me... I resisted. Something in me thought it was wrong, although I would love to get with him. I guess it might not work....

I don't know, everything is going wrong again.

So what is this guy problem? Do you have a boyfriend? Sorry, I'm a bit noisey. Always am. I suppose I shouldn't ask personal questions.

I like your ideas about leaving it for a while. Although I don't know how long I can resist it.... I've waited so long for him to love me, understand me and just be there for me and care. Now I've got him in the way I've always wanted.. I'm refusing it.
Thank you for the ideas!

Wooooooooooaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :rolleyes:

thats quite alright, luckily im a rather 'diplomatic' person....not sure what it means but someone said i am and this seems to fit in this context....i think

hga a ha ha ha ha

did you say something didnt feel right? only get with him if it feels right, and make sure your friend is alright with it....if she is then she will most probably get over it soon enough....

just so long as no one is getting hurt....should make sure of that first...

dont get with him if it doesnt feel right though of course....

well have fun whatever you do!!

let me know how it goes :P (if you want)

Yeah. That's why I resisted.

Hmmm oh well.

You got a boyfriend? Seeing anyone?

What's that problem you have?

Damn MSN signed me out. AHHH!

woah! this thread is getting long......

ok cool,

erm...
ok, i might aswell tell you whats going on.

yeah, i have a boyfriend, there was alot of chaos about when we got together for various reasons, but they dont matter anymore....its all died away...
well anyway, he is ace! i do really like him....but i only like him when i see him....i havnt seen him over the christmas holidays at all....in fact we havnt spoken once untill this morning!! i tend to start to go off people when i dont see them for a long time....



well anyway....i recently met this other guy....hes really nice to....he emailed me last night saying about how he likes me....problem is....i like him too,


why do i always get myself in this mess when i get with someone!!!! dammit!


well. im not going to do anything about it just yet, cause i know if i dump my boyfriend, i will start liking him alot again as soon as i start seeing him everyday at school!! and i will only start to see this other guy less, as he goes to college.

its all mad

ha ha ha ha

im just gonna play it by ear and see what happens....but i need to stay with my boyfriend for at least a bit longer and see how i really feel about him. then if i still really like him i will have to forget about the other boy...snd he will have to get over me, we will have to be friends.....but for now, we are just friends.

i wonder what happens next!!!! in next weeks episode of kirstys love life....


life is just a comic sarah!!!
enjoy it!
ha ha ha ha

Oooh ok. So this other lad likes you aswell?

Who's your boyfriend? Have you ever mentioned him to me?

I think it's good you're giving it time. You'll soon like him more again once you see him.

What's going on with that chick?

yeah, ill just wait till were back in school....i dont know if i have mentioned him.


well....if by 'that chick' you mean carrie....then i think were ok...at the moment, keep fighting..so friends on and off as usual.

but other day she realised how bad shes been, and apologised for calling me a slag....and we are talking now...im just being very careful what i say (as usual) so as to try not to upset her....i always end up saying wrong thing. hmmmm


but at the moment were ok...i think

I think you may have mentioned him...... your brother's friend? Or don't you like him anymore?

Hmmm. Well atleast she's apologised and admitted she's wrong. No one likes admitting their wrong do they?

Aww, my other friend, Rachel, fancies two guys. And they both like someone else.... she's really upset. I hate it when my friends are upset......

:lol:

awww....why are you laughing then?! ha ha ah

yeah it is my brothers friend, i have mentioned him havnt i.

well i havnt seen him in ages. but were back to school soon so ill see him soon

what have you been upto recently?

thes hols have been so boring....and still gone quick!
oh well

Hi everybody..:wave:

helloooo jadetheevil :D

how you doin?

i suppose youv been reading what weve been talking about? :crazy: our fault for talking about personal stuff where everyone can see it i guess!

ha ha
how ar eyou doin kelso_lover?

we dont talk on this much now!