I'm lost,that's for sure. :(

I don't know what I ever did to be such an outcast,geez. :(

I have been nothing but nice to people and this is what I get in return. :mad:

Maybe the probelm is,I've been too nice to people and people don't seem to like nice people.

It really sucks. :(

Oh well.......

I can just stay in my own little world.

It really pisses me off. :livid:

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
I have been nothing but nice to people and this is what I get in return. :mad:




Cin you are not an outcast here. :bighug:

Originally posted by Christopher
Cin you are not an outcast here. :bighug:

:nod: I don't recall treating you badly. I like you, I really do. :) :hug:

Originally posted by PZelda: VICKI!!
:nod: I don't recall treating you badly. I like you, I really do. :) :hug:






A lot of people here do Cin :bighug:

Originally posted by Christopher
Cin you are not an outcast here. :bighug:

Thanks,Chris :bighug: I hope you're right about that.

Originally posted by PZelda: VICKI!!
:nod: I don't recall treating you badly. I like you, I really do. :) :hug:

Thanks,Allison :hug:

I just feel unliked.

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
I just feel unliked.





But you aren't. So don't think that :bighug:

Like people would rather talk to someone else than me.

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
I just feel unliked.

Don't say that. :( Many a time, we've wondered where you were (in your thread) and when Isabel came thru, we were all really worried because the power in Anthony's area came back on after 3 days but for you, it was nearly a week. :(

Originally posted by Christopher
But you aren't. So don't think that :bighug:

Thanks,Chris,but it just feels that way.

Originally posted by PZelda: VICKI!!
Don't say that. :( Many a time, we've wondered where you were (in your thread) and when Isabel came thru, we were all really worried because the power in Anthony's area came back on after 3 days but for you, it was nearly a week. :(

That was torture,it really was.I missed being here,but there was nothing I could do.

terrible

Maybe I won't take a nap,today,I don't know.

I hate having to take naps,because it messes up my sleep pattern.

Last night,I didn't sleep well at all.

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
I hate having to take naps,because it messes up my sleep pattern.





I hate when I mess up my sleep schedule. But sometimes I just can't sleep.

Although I do feel a little better,physically,but mentally,I feel awful. :(

Originally posted by Christopher
I hate when I mess up my sleep schedule. But sometimes I just can't sleep.

Same here. :(

I just don't understand why,at age 20,things really went downhill,for me. :(

That was 15 yrs. ago and I'm no better off,now.

Originally posted by Christopher
A lot of people here do Cin :bighug:


I know I do.

I guess this is my own whine and complain thread.

Originally posted by Brian
I know I do.

Thanks,Brian.

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
I guess this is my own whine and complain thread.






Cin, I hate this new thread. I wish it was more happier :bighug: :santa:

Originally posted by Christopher
Cin, I hate this new thread. I wish it was more happier :bighug: :santa:

I wish I could be happier.Thanks,Chris. :bighug:

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
I wish I could be happier.Thanks,Chris. :bighug:





I got a signature now :santa:

Maybe someday,things will get better,that's almost laughable,seeing that they've had 15 yrs to get better.

Originally posted by Christopher
I got a signature now :santa:

I see the mumbles and santas. :)

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
I see the mumbles and santas. :)




:mumble: :santa:

I'm tiring my self,complaining so much.

Cin I gotta go. I hope when I return you are happier :bighug:

But,sometimes I just have to vent.

Originally posted by Christopher
Cin I gotta go. I hope when I return you are happier :bighug:

Bye,Chris :bighug: I hope I'm happier,too.

I don't think I'm gonna take a nap.

Maybe I'll sleep better tonight,if I don't.

I'm bored

The title of this thread is the title of a Dusty Springfield song.

I hope I can sleep tonight.

Too much confusion over on the other thread.

I need my own thread,because it's more low-key.

My thread is my retreat.

Although it is boring talking to myself.

Oh well.......

I mean,I like other people on my thread,but,I think that was a little too much.

Besides,I don't fit in with most of those people,anyway.

I really don't want to go to the appt tomorrow.

I'm going to spend as little time as possible there and just get the hell out.

I'll be glad when I don't have to see that loser,anymore.

I don't know how the hell he has as many patients as he does,he sucks so bad.

Well..........

How boring

I thought maybe someone would stop by here,but I guess I was wrong...

I may have to be content with this.

Might be all I have.

I don't understand people,I really don't.

People are one ****ed up species.

Sad,really.

That's why I love animals so much.

Animals will always stick by you and people,forget that ****.

This is quite boring.

But,I think it beats the alternative.

People suck.

:crying:

:crying: :crying:

I'm just wasting time,I know.

:mad: :mad: :mad: :mad: :mad:

I miss my Grandma so much. :crying:

I wish she never had to leave us. :(

I can't stop feeling badly about her death. :(

She suffered so much and I know it was really for the best,but I miss her a lot. :crying:

I should get to bed by 12:00

Where the hell is everyone????

:(

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
Where the hell is everyone????





I had a horrible dentist appointment this morning. They want me to use these tight retainers :( They hurt me teeth :mad:

Originally posted by Christopher
I had a horrible dentist appointment this morning. They want me to use these tight retainers :( They hurt me teeth :mad:

I'm sorry,Chris. :bighug:

Testing......

:crying:

:crying: :crying: :crying: :crying: :crying: :crying: :crying:

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
I'm sorry,Chris. :bighug:




Thanks Cin :bighug: How are you today? :santa:

Originally posted by Christopher
Thanks Cin :bighug: How are you today? :santa:

Hey Chris!!:bighug: Well,I wasn't feeling too badly,until,I went over to the other thread and I said hi,twice and I was completely ignored,except for one person.No one can tell me that they didn't see me say hi,I know they just didn't consider me important enough to say hi.I know where I stand and it's at the very bottom of the barrel. :crying:

Hey Cin :wave: You're here :santa:

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
Hey Chris!!:bighug: Well,I wasn't feeling too badly,until,I went over to the other thread and I said hi,twice and I was completely ignored,except for one person.No one can tell me that they didn't see me say hi,I know they just didn't consider me important enough to say hi.I know where I stand and it's at the very bottom of the barrel. :crying:





Cin don't think that way :bighug:

Originally posted by Christopher
Cin don't think that way :bighug:

Thanks,Chris,but I'm afraid it's true. :(

Why the **** do I keep coming back here? :livid:

There's really no reason for me to be here,it's not like anyone really gives a **** about me.

I guess I keep hoping things will be different,but people are still just as rude and self-centered,as always. :mad: :mad:

I swear,if anyone says anything rude to me,I will not hesitate to tell their ass off. :mad: :mad:

Being nice and trying to keep the peace,just isn't going to cut it,anymore.

Damn people. :mad: :mad: :mad:

I should change my avatar,soon.

It's time to move on from John's death. :(

I wish I had one of those programs that allows you to alter pics.

They're just too damn expensive. :mad:

I'm not made of money,ya know. :rolleyes:

There's no reason for those programs to be so expensive,geez. :rolleyes:

It's like robbery.

I hope tomorrow is ok.

I always hope every day is ok.

I think I'll start counting,since I'm bored.

1

2

3

4

5

6

7

8

9

10

This is boring,too.

Something really weird happened,earlier.

When I posted,the posts didn't show up. :eek:

It freaked the hell out of me.

I still don't know why it happened. :confused:

It was spooky. :eek:

I'm wasting my time.

I really dread the holidays,with my Grandma gone. :crying:

We went to her house every Thanksgiving and Christmas. :crying:

I still can't believe she's really gone and I'm having a rough time coping with it. :crying:

I'm sad about it. :crying:

She was a great person.

:(

:crying: :crying: :crying: :crying: :crying: :crying: :crying: :crying:

I don't believe this. :crying:

Hmmmmmm

I hope I can sleep,tonight.

I've got a lot of tension. :(

Jenny,are you here,yet?

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
I've got a lot of tension. :(

:( :bighug:

Originally posted by Jenny
:( :bighug:


:bighug:

Originally posted by Jenny
:( :bighug:

Thanks so much,Jenny :bighug: Did you get my email,that explains,everything. :(

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
Jenny,are you here,yet?

:nod: Sorry it took so long for me to get in here. The comp is being a bitch, as usual. ohno:

Originally posted by Brian
:bighug:

If that was for me,Brian,Thank you. :hug:

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
Thanks so much,Jenny :bighug: Did you get my email,that explains,everything. :(

I'm not sure, I haven't checked my mail in the past few hours. And you're welcome, Cindy. I'm here for you. :bighug:

Hey, Brian :wave:

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
Damn people. :mad: :mad: :mad:





:crying: I am sorry Cin :bighug:

Originally posted by Jenny
:nod: Sorry it took so long for me to get in here. The comp is being a bitch, as usual. ohno:

Yeah,my computer is being a real bitch,too. :mad:

Originally posted by Christopher
:crying: I am sorry Cin :bighug:

Hey Chris!!!:bighug: and thanks for always caring.

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
Yeah,my computer is being a real bitch,too. :mad:

If only our computers had asses. We'd both be kicking the comps asses. :nod:

Originally posted by Christopher
:crying: I am sorry Cin :bighug:

Hey, Chris :wave:

Originally posted by Jenny
I'm not sure, I haven't checked my mail in the past few hours. And you're welcome, Cindy. I'm here for you. :bighug:

Hey, Brian :wave:

Jenny,you and Chris are the best friends I have here. :) :bighug:

Originally posted by Jenny
If only our computers had asses. We'd both be kicking the comps asses. :nod:

:nod:

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
Jenny,you and Chris are the best friends I have here. :) :bighug:

:bighug: You, Chris, Cathy and just about everybody on here except for it are my best friends. It can go rot in hell for all I care.

Originally posted by Jenny
:bighug: You, Chris, Cathy and just about everybody on here except for it are my best friends. It can go rot in hell for all I care.

Yes it can. :mad: :mad: :mad: :mad:

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
Yes it can. :mad: :mad: :mad: :mad:

Yep. :nod:

Btw, Chris, I got 'Normal Again'

I'm going to have to get to bed,soon.I stayed up too late,last night and it ruined my sleep. :(

And Cindy, btw whenever you want a new avatar pic, just email me. The PM box is gonna stay shut off for awhile.

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
Jenny,you and Chris are the best friends I have here. :) :bighug:




Thank you :bighug: You, Jenny, JJ, Holly, and people I forget all the time are my best friends here :bighug:

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
I'm going to have to get to bed,soon.I stayed up too late,last night and it ruined my sleep. :(

I'm glad I got to talk to you before you left. I hope you sleep better tonight.

Originally posted by Jenny
And Cindy, btw whenever you want a new avatar pic, just email me. The PM box is gonna stay shut off for awhile.

Ok,and thanks so much,Jenny,you and Chris have been so good to me and I really appreciate you all. :)

Originally posted by Christopher
Thank you :bighug: You, Jenny, JJ, Holly, and people I forget all the time are my best friends here :bighug:

:bighug: Thanks, Chris

Originally posted by Jenny
Yep. :nod:

Btw, Chris, I got 'Normal Again'





I want Sims :D

Originally posted by Christopher
Thank you :bighug: You, Jenny, JJ, Holly, and people I forget all the time are my best friends here :bighug:

You and Jenny are just really wonderful friends.I can't say enough about you two. :bighug:

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
Ok,and thanks so much,Jenny,you and Chris have been so good to me and I really appreciate you all. :)

The same goes for me too. I just value you guys even more since the whole ****face deal. I'm glad we met, guys. :bighug:

Literati sucks! :mad: My cousin tricked me :rolleyes: I wanted a fun game :(

Originally posted by Jenny
I'm glad I got to talk to you before you left. I hope you sleep better tonight.

Thanks,Jenny. :bighug:

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
You and Jenny are just really wonderful friends.I can't say enough about you two. :bighug:




Literati sucks. It is boring :sleep2:

Originally posted by Jenny
The same goes for me too. I just value you guys even more since the whole ****face deal. I'm glad we met, guys. :bighug:

So am I :bighug:

Originally posted by Christopher
I want Sims :D

Go for it. From the sound of it, I think you're computer is much better than mine, so whatever I needed, you might have. Give it a shot

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
You and Jenny are just really wonderful friends.I can't say enough about you two. :bighug:

Thanks, Cindy :bighug: :)

Originally posted by Christopher
Literati sucks. It is boring :sleep2:

I don't know anything about it,so I can't comment. :)

Originally posted by Christopher
Literati sucks! :mad: My cousin tricked me :rolleyes: I wanted a fun game :(

:( What's the game about? I've never heard of it before.

Originally posted by Jenny
Thanks, Cindy :bighug: :)

You're welcome.And you and Chris have made me feel a lot better,now. :) :bighug:

Originally posted by Jenny
:( What's the game about? I've never heard of it before.





It is like scramble a little.

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
You're welcome.And you and Chris have made me feel a lot better,now. :) :bighug:

I'm glad you're feeling a lot better. You just deserve to feel good, Cindy. You really and truly do. :)

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
You're welcome.And you and Chris have made me feel a lot better,now. :) :bighug:





Cool :bighug:

Originally posted by Christopher
It is like scramble a little.

Ah, Scrabble is okay, but yeah, it isn't exactly excitement fun.

Originally posted by Jenny
I'm glad you're feeling a lot better. You just deserve to feel good, Cindy. You really and truly do. :)

Thanks. :) You and Chris help alot. :bighug:

Originally posted by Christopher
Cool :bighug:

:bighug:

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
Thanks. :) You and Chris help alot. :bighug:

I'm glad we can help out. I just wish we could make you feel great 24/7.

Well,as much as I don't want to,I've got to get to bed.It was great talking to you two.Nite and sleep well. :bighug: :bye:

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
Well,as much as I don't want to,I've got to get to bed.It was great talking to you two.Nite and sleep well. :bighug: :bye:




Night Cin :bighug: :santa: :bye:

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
Well,as much as I don't want to,I've got to get to bed.It was great talking to you two.Nite and sleep well. :bighug: :bye:

Nice talking to you, too. Good night, Cindy :bighug: :bye:

Originally posted by Jenny
I'm glad we can help out. I just wish we could make you feel great 24/7.

I'm so thankful for you two. :) :bighug:

Originally posted by Christopher
Night Cin :bighug: :santa: :bye:

Nite Chris :bighug: :bye:

Originally posted by Jenny
Nice talking to you, too. Good night, Cindy :bighug: :bye:

Nite,Jenny :bighug: :bye:

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
I'm so thankful for you two. :) :bighug:

:bighug: I feel the same way about all of the people I know in random, except for you know who.

Originally posted by vintagetvgirl
Nite,Jenny :bighug: :bye:

Hope you get a good night's sleep, Cindy. :bye:

They need to add more classic movie channels and a western channel. :faint:

Originally posted by Jenny
They need to add more classic movie channels and a western channel. :faint:

But the name sounds so ****ing familiar for some reason. Argh, I bet my father has watched the movie or something. If it has that Chuck Connors guy in it, I might've walked by the set and saw Chuck and rolled my eyes thinking it was something else. Ugh, *kicks own ass*

I will just have to look some more. That's all there is to it. If Chuck was a bust and Bill was a bust and 'Ride Beyond Vengeance' was a bust, maybe I could try Claude Atkins name. Hmm, give me a break. *rolls dice*

****, Claude was a bust, too.

Hi :wave:

I know this will be way too ****ing easy if I find it this way.

Originally posted by dawsongirl
Hi :wave:

Hey, sis :wave: How are you doing today?

Why do I keep wanting to add a t to that man's name?

That twit needs to stop logging in and then immediately off. He's probably just seeing if I'm on. :rolleyes:

Originally posted by dawsongirl
That twit needs to stop logging in and then immediately off. He's probably just seeing if I'm on. :rolleyes:

What a ****face. :rolleyes:

Originally posted by Jenny
Hey, sis :wave: How are you doing today?

Pretty good. You?

Originally posted by dawsongirl
Pretty good. You?

My neck is a bit sore, but other than that, I'm okay.

Originally posted by Jenny
:bighug: You, Chris, Cathy and just about everybody on here except for it are my best friends. It can go rot in hell for all I care.

:D Thanks sis.

And yes....YOU can rot. Spying on us and all. :mooner:

Geez...took me awhile. I was going thru back posts.

Originally posted by dawsongirl
:D Thanks sis.

And yes....YOU can rot. Spying on us and all. :mooner:

You're welcome. :bighug: Hey, hope you have fun this weekend. I'll miss you, sis. But I do hope you have a wonderful time.

:nod: I hope it pisses on an electric fence. It'd serve it right.

Originally posted by Jenny
You're welcome. :bighug: Hey, hope you have fun this weekend. I'll miss you, sis. But I do hope you have a wonderful time.

:nod: I hope it pisses on an electric fence. It'd serve it right.

I'll miss you too. But it should be fun. And boy...it's not going to be warm. Only 59 Sunday. Brrr. But I hate going to a race when it's 90.

Gotta restart, hope I can get back in here. After I left the boards this morning, I didn't shut down the comp, I wanted to d/l some before I went to bed. So something freezes up and I couldn't even get back online. So if I'm not back here, the comp ****ed up.

Boo your computer. :(

Originally posted by dawsongirl
I'll miss you too. But it should be fun. And boy...it's not going to be warm. Only 59 Sunday. Brrr. But I hate going to a race when it's 90.

Make sure you take plenty of pics so you can put them in a scrap book or something. Just make sure you don't post any on here.

Originally posted by Jenny
Make sure you take plenty of pics so you can put them in a scrap book or something. Just make sure you don't post any on here.

Yeah...can people see your Yahoo photos?

I bought 4 rolls of film.

I didn't realize that Bill Walton's son was running for CA governor.

Bill Walton is a monkey. :p

Originally posted by dawsongirl
Yeah...can people see your Yahoo photos?

I'm not sure. Ugh, I finally got back in here again. I'm gonna kick this gd thing if it ****s up again.

OH! Before I forget...Snappy came today, so tomorrow morning, it will be on it's way to you.

Originally posted by dawsongirl
I bought 4 rolls of film.


:cool:

Originally posted by Jenny
I'm not sure. Ugh, I finally got back in here again. I'm gonna kick this gd thing if it ****s up again.

Oh...well, I'll figure out something.

Thank you! The dumb word game is over :woohoo: Hi everyone :wave:

Roseanne is on in an hour :guitar:

Originally posted by Jenny
:cool:

Now just watch me forget them. Last year, I forgot the long range lens for my camera. :rolleyes:

Originally posted by dawsongirl
OH! Before I forget...Snappy came today, so tomorrow morning, it will be on it's way to you.

Ah cool! :woohoo: Okay, I'll start stocking up on the batteries. :woohoo: Thanks again, sis. :bighug: Is it gonna cost anymore to ship it?

Originally posted by Christopher
Thank you! The dumb word game is over :woohoo: Hi everyone :wave:

Hi Chris!

Hey. :wave:

Originally posted by dawsongirl
Hi Chris!




Hi Cathy :hello



Dead night tonight :santa:

Originally posted by Christopher
Thank you! The dumb word game is over :woohoo: Hi everyone :wave:

wb, Chris :) :wave:

Originally posted by Jenny
Ah cool! :woohoo: Okay, I'll start stocking up on the batteries. :woohoo: Thanks again, sis. :bighug: Is it gonna cost anymore to ship it?

Probably not much. It's pretty light. I opened it and it's mostly packing peanuts.

Oh foo...I was gonna write up instructions. Oh well...if you need help, ask me. I'm always here.

i'm getting a new Avatar. :grr:

Hey, MG :wave:

Originally posted by Jenny
Hey, MG :wave:

Hello :D

Originally posted by Jenny
wb, Chris :) :wave:




I had to play checkers after that dumb game is why it took so long.

Originally posted by *MacGyver Gurl*
Hey. :wave:

Hey MG :wave:

Originally posted by *MacGyver Gurl*
Hey. :wave:






Good morning :wave:

It is better with the avatars turned off.

I wonder what episodes N@N is airing of Roseanne tonight.

Originally posted by Christopher
It is better with the avatars turned off.


I like to see peoples Avatars :lol:

Originally posted by dawsongirl
Probably not much. It's pretty light. I opened it and it's mostly packing peanuts.

Oh foo...I was gonna write up instructions. Oh well...if you need help, ask me. I'm always here.

k, cool

Let me ask you one question right here. Okay, I will be taking pics from tape, so stick the cord in the vcr outlet, right or does it matter if I plug it in the dvd player? Yeah, this question might sound stupid, but I want to know ahead of time so it won't fock up any.

o0o0o0 I found this really cool pic. :lol:

Originally posted by *MacGyver Gurl*
I like to see peoples Avatars :lol:






So do I, but my eyes are tired. My avatar has to move so I keep it turned off at night :lol:

Originally posted by *MacGyver Gurl*
I like to see peoples Avatars :lol:

Me too.

Originally posted by Christopher
So do I, but my eyes are tired. My avatar has to move so I keep it turned off at night :lol:


That i can understand :lol:

I am sick of boring dreams I never remember. I want nightmares tonight. I heard if you eat chocloate before you go to sleep you get nightmares. Anyone know if it is true?

Originally posted by dawsongirl
Me too.

It still signing on and off?:rolleyes:

Originally posted by Christopher
Hi Cathy :hello



Dead night tonight :santa:

A little. :santa2:

But it was nice seeing Chris #1 pop in. And then we scared Chris #2 again with dorm horrors. :(

Originally posted by Jenny
It still signing on and off?:rolleyes:

It did once more, but then I left.

Originally posted by Christopher
I am sick of boring dreams I never remember. I want nightmares tonight. I heard if you eat chocloate before you go to sleep you get nightmares. Anyone know if it is true?

I dunno. And why would you want nightmares??!!

Originally posted by dawsongirl
A little. :santa2:

But it was nice seeing Chris #1 pop in. And then we scared Chris #2 again with dorm horrors. :(






:lol: I am glad I am not staying in a dorm.

Originally posted by Christopher
I am sick of boring dreams I never remember. I want nightmares tonight. I heard if you eat chocloate before you go to sleep you get nightmares. Anyone know if it is true?

It's never happened to me. But hey, it might work with you. Give it a go.

Originally posted by *MacGyver Gurl*
i'm getting a new Avatar. :grr:

I should too.

Originally posted by dawsongirl
I should too. I like yours

Originally posted by dawsongirl
It did once more, but then I left.

Ugh. Even stalks on IM. ohno:

Originally posted by *MacGyver Gurl*
I dunno. And why would you want nightmares??!!





Because the past few nights I have these boring dreams that seem to take forever to go through, it sucks :mumble:

Originally posted by Jenny
Ugh. Even stalks on IM. ohno: Wha? :lol:

Originally posted by Christopher
Because the past few nights I have these boring dreams that seem to take forever to go through, it sucks :mumble:

I dont hardly ever dream :lol:

Originally posted by Jenny
k, cool

Let me ask you one question right here. Okay, I will be taking pics from tape, so stick the cord in the vcr outlet, right or does it matter if I plug it in the dvd player? Yeah, this question might sound stupid, but I want to know ahead of time so it won't fock up any.

You'll wanna plug it into the VCR.

You'll have to display what the tape's playing on the Snappy instead of just watching it on TV because most VCRs only come with one video output, so the one going to the TV will have to be the one the Snappy goes into.


Boy...lemme try to make that clearer. Hold on.

Originally posted by dawsongirl
A little. :santa2:




:santa: :snowman:

Originally posted by Christopher
:santa: :snowman: :stocking:

party: Port Charles is over tomorrow :dance: I hate that show, it is stupid. :guitar: May it never air reruns like Dark Shadows :santa: