NCVARick
09-27-2003, 09:10 PM
This was posted by Stanley Farara on January 12, 2003:
Originally posted by theyoungestguy
HI EVERYBODY,
You guys and gals are great! I just wanted to post here because (not that I am selling papers or anything) the NE just did an article about me and believe it or not, it was GOOD! God has a sense of humor that's for sure.
I also want to post something from my book, but am a little reluctant because of rights. It's not because I don't trust this board but I just think it would be more powerful if I didn't do it right now but I will post something I have written that is very close to me. It's what happened to me spiritually out there I think.
Bear with it and enjoy. Please pray for the lost ones!
We were so happy in the beginning, knowing only innocence and love. You are my personal and eternal friend. Then, in your quest to be free, you turned away from my love and tried to pursue happiness alone. When your lust for comfort in the physical and material things of this world became more important to you than me, you unknowingly murdered the passion of your own soul...And I wept for you.
As you tried harder to regain what we had in the beginning by yourself the pain had begun. You struggled to be free yet the ropes that bound you became tighter and tighter...your pain was my pain..And again, I cried..As tears fell from my face they burned hot to my soul. You shivered in the cold darkness as your eyes became blinded by the scales from the years, yet you could not drop one tear. You were wounded, and as I wept I began to carry you. The last flicker of light within you had turned into a burning coal which was destroying your flesh. And I wept as my closest friend was dying. I held you tightly against my chest and waited painfully for you last breath..You were trembling and turned to me. Your eyes filled with tears and as one finally rolled down your face, you muttered the words I had been longing to hear for so many many years. You said, "God please help me." And as I held you tighter your uncontrollable tears of sorrow have become our everlasting tears of joy.
Welcome home Stan.
May God bless you and keep you until next time.
Stanley Fafara aka "Whitey"
Originally posted by theyoungestguy
HI EVERYBODY,
You guys and gals are great! I just wanted to post here because (not that I am selling papers or anything) the NE just did an article about me and believe it or not, it was GOOD! God has a sense of humor that's for sure.
I also want to post something from my book, but am a little reluctant because of rights. It's not because I don't trust this board but I just think it would be more powerful if I didn't do it right now but I will post something I have written that is very close to me. It's what happened to me spiritually out there I think.
Bear with it and enjoy. Please pray for the lost ones!
We were so happy in the beginning, knowing only innocence and love. You are my personal and eternal friend. Then, in your quest to be free, you turned away from my love and tried to pursue happiness alone. When your lust for comfort in the physical and material things of this world became more important to you than me, you unknowingly murdered the passion of your own soul...And I wept for you.
As you tried harder to regain what we had in the beginning by yourself the pain had begun. You struggled to be free yet the ropes that bound you became tighter and tighter...your pain was my pain..And again, I cried..As tears fell from my face they burned hot to my soul. You shivered in the cold darkness as your eyes became blinded by the scales from the years, yet you could not drop one tear. You were wounded, and as I wept I began to carry you. The last flicker of light within you had turned into a burning coal which was destroying your flesh. And I wept as my closest friend was dying. I held you tightly against my chest and waited painfully for you last breath..You were trembling and turned to me. Your eyes filled with tears and as one finally rolled down your face, you muttered the words I had been longing to hear for so many many years. You said, "God please help me." And as I held you tighter your uncontrollable tears of sorrow have become our everlasting tears of joy.
Welcome home Stan.
May God bless you and keep you until next time.
Stanley Fafara aka "Whitey"