why must people hate me for things i did when i had pms?!!?!

p.s. i'm really sorry about those posts holly, i love your blinkies and blends and i can totally understand why you were frustrated. sorry i took anything out on you.

and this is to someone else...no matter what anyone says, you can't tell if a person is actually mad or not online.

THERE got it out.

do you have pms 24/7? apparently so.

hmm... I didn't think younger girls could get PMS. I just thought some had bad attitudes. I learn so much each day.

aww lay off her, she had pms. and she apologized.

Oh ok. So when someone tells you to "f*uck off" and "god help martina", you should just blow it off? Um.. yeah, ok. And aaaaaaaaalllllllllll the times that that person was having a bad day they took everything out on you, you are supposed to blow that off too? Well I dont consider someone who once told me when they had "PMS" that "I was so ugly Martina would never want to meet me" a great friend. And I NEVER lied to this friend either because I dont lie to my friends. Okay, got that out.

I never once called her so ugly that Martina would never want to meet her. Another lie, like the time she said her friend was in Ellen Burstyn's movie and then right after I met her she changed the story and said her friend met her too. I was only telling you to 'f*uck off' because I'd said I didn't want to talk and you kept sending me messages. Like I said, I had PMS and I appologized. You seem to forget all the times I was nice to you when you were feeling bad, and the times you haven't been such a good friend yourself (to me and to others on this board).

BTW, thanks Sarah.

OMG!!!! I hate it when friends fight....It makes me wanna cry!

I hate it too, but I really did nothing wrong Friday. I was never once even mad at Madelyn and she started saying I was, that's when the fighting part started. To be honest, I'm sick of her putting words in my mouth and ignoring me for nothing.

Originally posted by Bonnie Raitt
I never once called her so ugly that Martina would never want to meet her. Another lie, like the time she said her friend was in Ellen Burstyn's movie and then right after I met her she changed the story and said her friend met her too. I was only telling you to 'f*uck off' because I'd said I didn't want to talk and you kept sending me messages. Like I said, I had PMS and I appologized. You seem to forget all the times I was nice to you when you were feeling bad, and the times you haven't been such a good friend yourself (to me and to others on this board).

BTW, thanks Sarah.

Now how the hell do you know how I act with my other friends? And you cant get it through your head apparently that Jessica was in the movie, and she did meet Ellen and I didnt know that until I asked her if she did. I dont know why it matters anyway, It was someone you dont even know, and you met her anyway so there is no reason to be jealous. And dont lie about the time you told me that about me being so ugly Martina would never want to meet me, because you did say that and I wouldnt forget something like that, or make it up. And yesterday you IMed me and said something about me taking you out of my profile and all i said was that I dont care anymore and you said "f*uck off." And I know what youre trying to do now. Youre trying to make me look like the bad guy and your trying to get everyone to hate me.

Originally posted by MaRtInA_GuRL


Now how the hell do you know how I act with my other friends? And you cant get it through your head apparently that Jessica was in the movie, and she did meet Ellen and I didnt know that until I asked her if she did. I dont know why it matters anyway, It was someone you dont even know, and you met her anyway so there is no reason to be jealous. And dont lie about the time you told me that about me being so ugly Martina would never want to meet me, because you did say that and I wouldnt forget something like that, or make it up. And yesterday you IMed me and said something about me taking you out of my profile and all i said was that I dont care anymore and you said "f*uck off." And I know what youre trying to do now. Youre trying to make me look like the bad guy and your trying to get everyone to hate me.

First of all, I'm not jealous that your friend *met Ellen* I'm just amazed that you'd lie about it. Second of all, there you go putting words in my mouth and lying. You did lie about what I said to you about being ugly and no I'm not trying to make you look like a bad guy or get people to hate you. In fact, it appears to me that that's what you're trying to do to me. I only imed you about the profile because you were supposedly my friend and you kept taking me out of your away message, and later after the fight had happened I told you to f*uck off because you kept sending me messages. All your doing is twisting my words and starting another fight after I tried to appologize.

Originally posted by Bonnie Raitt


First of all, I'm not jealous that your friend *met Ellen* I'm just amazed that you'd lie about it. Second of all, there you go putting words in my mouth and lying. You did lie about what I said to you about being ugly and no I'm not trying to make you look like a bad guy or get people to hate you. In fact, it appears to me that that's what you're trying to do to me. I only imed you about the profile because you were supposedly my friend and you kept taking me out of your away message, and later after the fight had happened I told you to f*uck off because you kept sending me messages. All your doing is twisting my words and starting another fight after I tried to appologize.

You know what? I dont care anymore. I just dont care. Im not going to accept your "apology" because I know two weeks from now you'll just get mad at me again. So lets just stop talking to each other. I just dont wanna deal with it anymore. And I didnt twist any of your words by the way. Have a nice life.

Originally posted by MaRtInA_GuRL


You know what? I dont care anymore. I just dont care. Im not going to accept your "apology" because I know two weeks from now you'll just get mad at me again. So lets just stop talking to each other. I just dont wanna deal with it anymore. And I didnt twist any of your words by the way. Have a nice life.

Actually I was never appologizing for anything I said or did to you, it was for Holly. I don't want to be friends with a self centered person who twists my words and makes me feel bad about myself. I never got mad at you Friday, I rarely get mad at you you just assume that I do. If you didn't care, you shouldn't have posted anything. What were you hoping to get from it? Honestly?

Originally posted by Bonnie Raitt


Actually I was never appologizing for anything I said or did to you, it was for Holly. I don't want to be friends with a self centered person who twists my words and makes me feel bad about myself. I never got mad at you Friday, I rarely get mad at you you just assume that I do. If you didn't care, you shouldn't have posted anything. What were you hoping to get from it? Honestly?

Ok now i have something to say. Whitney your a nice person and all but i think you have no right to call Madelyn self-centered, Maybe you guys should not be friends cause it is obvious your gonna fight and say things you will regret later.

PS. Don't think i'm taking sides because i'm not!

She IS self centered. She knew how many horrible things were (and still are) going on with me lately and just assumed I was mad at her when I never even hinted that I was, and she started picking on me and acting like she was the victim of 'a horrible best friend'.

Originally posted by Bonnie Raitt
why must people hate me for things i did when i had pms?!!?!

p.s. i'm really sorry about those posts holly, i love your blinkies and blends and i can totally understand why you were frustrated. sorry i took anything out on you.

and this is to someone else...no matter what anyone says, you can't tell if a person is actually mad or not online.

THERE got it out.

You have to understand people pm me everyday about it and I'm just tired of it. Now I know how my friend Tori feels because she always gets people iming her and nagging her about how to do something website or graphics related. It tends to get annoying after awhile. Especially, when you try to be nice to everyone and help them out, but one pm after another is just driving me nuts. And I'm sorry if I make anyone feel bad, but please understand this from my point of view.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks


You have to understand people pm me everyday about it and I'm just tired of it. Now I know how my friend Tori feels because she always gets people iming her and nagging her about how to do something website or graphics related. It tends to get annoying after awhile. Especially, when you try to be nice to everyone and help them out, but one pm after another is just driving me nuts. And I'm sorry if I make anyone feel bad, but please understand this from my point of view.

I understand, i'm really sorry. I was having a horrible day. Which reminds me, if anyone out there is willing to talk I really need someone to chat with.

IM me at o Bewitched o