Wanted to walk away from your life? Like, you get sick of everything thats going on around you and you just wanna...leave.

I swear, I feel like that tonight. I feel like that a lot actually. Everyone hates me and its like ahh...I dunno.

So do you guys ever feel like that sometimes?

Yes.... right now. Middle school friends can be so stressing and complicated. Everyone talks about everyone else, you get stuck in the middle, accused of things you didn't say. Everyone ends up pissed off at you, and you're now all alone. I hate life right now.

Originally posted by Miss Karly
and you're now all alone. I hate life right now.


Exactly. I feel so isolated. Like everyone puts me in the back of their minds and forgets about me. of course no one notices how depressed and withdrawn I've become because they're too damn busy to care. Gawd, screw everyone.

Not really. When something came up I didnt want to do or whatever, yea I wished I would just disappear lol... but I dont feel that way and get upset or anything.

Originally posted by consentida
Wanted to walk away from your life? Like, you get sick of everything thats going on around you and you just wanna...leave.


EVERY day of my life. :(

That hits all of us sometimes. How can *anyone* hate you?? Well, you can rub it in their faces when they see you on tv! :)

But really, it'll work itself out. Think of all the people on the streets who're *much* worse off than yourself. Everything'll be ok- esp. in about ...3, 4 years! :D

Originally posted by Rickenbacker
That hits all of us sometimes. How can *anyone* hate you?? Well, you can rub it in their faces when they see you on tv! :)

But really, it'll work itself out. Think of all the people on the streets who're *much* worse off than yourself. Everything'll be ok- esp. in about ...3, 4 years! :D


;) Oh yes. 3 or 4 years and I'll be just fine.:rolleyes:



















:D

yeah, i used to hate my life....but you cant let it get to you...my two favorite motto's..."tomorrow is another day" and "i just move on"

Originally posted by consentida
Wanted to walk away from your life? Like, you get sick of everything thats going on around you and you just wanna...leave.

oh yes everyday. thankfully i only have a couple of months left here.

I hardly have a day where I'm NOT thinking about walking away from my life. My life sucks major as!!!

I'm so sick of my job right now. I wake up too damn early, go up and feel tired working with a couple of bumwipes who don't know how to do their job, and it's just discouraging...I go through the motions with some of the things I do and it gets hectic....I would just like to stay at home and do my screenplay assignments.

Originally posted by pandora_spocks


EVERY day of my life. :( ditto

Yeah, I feel like just quitting everything some days.

every other day

Originally posted by consentida
Wanted to walk away from your life? Like, you get sick of everything thats going on around you and you just wanna...leave.

I swear, I feel like that tonight. I feel like that a lot actually. Everyone hates me and its like ahh...I dunno.

So do you guys ever feel like that sometimes?

Yes,I feel that way SO often,it's a terrible feeling. :(

Yes, Yes, Yes. Ive felt like that alot.

Originally posted by consentida
Wanted to walk away from your life? Like, you get sick of everything thats going on around you and you just wanna...leave.

So do you guys ever feel like that sometimes?



Yes, I do.

Originally posted by consentida



Exactly. I feel so isolated. Like everyone puts me in the back of their minds and forgets about me. of course no one notices how depressed and withdrawn I've become because they're too damn busy to care. Gawd, screw everyone.


I felt exactly the same in Junior high. Worst years of my life! But don't worry things will get better eventually!:)

Originally posted by Miss Karly
Yes.... right now. Middle school friends can be so stressing and complicated. Everyone talks about everyone else, you get stuck in the middle, accused of things you didn't say. Everyone ends up pissed off at you, and you're now all alone. I hate life right now.
I understand what you're going through. I had to put up with that same crap in JH. I always felt like I had to impress people for them to like me, never felt like I had the right clothes, hair stuff like that. It's so sad because you are only a kid once and when you are older you should be able to look back on your childhood/adolescence with fond memories and unfortunately not many of us can do that,

Originally posted by consentida
Wanted to walk away from your life? Like, you get sick of everything thats going on around you and you just wanna...leave.

I swear, I feel like that tonight. I feel like that a lot actually. Everyone hates me and its like ahh...I dunno.

So do you guys ever feel like that sometimes?

Yes. Especially when I start thinking about the direction my life (isn't) taking. Looking for a job depresses me to no end and I wish I was someone else. Realizing I'm single also depresses me. :(

Originally posted by Miss Karly
Yes.... right now. Middle school friends can be so stressing and complicated. Everyone talks about everyone else, you get stuck in the middle, accused of things you didn't say. Everyone ends up pissed off at you, and you're now all alone. I hate life right now.

I know exactly what you mean. Last year was complete hell for me. Now, I'm in high school, and I was expecting it to be worse, but it's much better. Unless you are one of the head cheerleaders, no one talks about you, but your friends still put you through a lot of crap. So, it does get better.

But, to answer the question. As I said up there, life was hell a year ago, but now, I love it. Well, sometimes. I think I might be depressed, though, because something really good will happen, and everyone else is so happy, and I'm just like "Yeah....great." then move on. I dont know whats wrong with me.

Yes. I constantly wish I could walk away and start life as a completely different person. To hell with this life...

Yes.... right now. Middle school friends can be so stressing and complicated. Everyone talks about everyone else, you get stuck in the middle, accused of things you didn't say. Everyone ends up pissed off at you, and you're now all alone. I hate life right now.

I think everyone feels like that alot, but everyone is afraid of someone catching them out, or having something against them, so they all shut up so no on ethinks they're crazy. Anyway, I just, set myself a goal, something to complete and succeed, and when I feel crap, I think, oh, when I fianlly reach my goal it'll be different. Even if It never happens, it keeps you sane.

Yes, I feel like I am never going to meet up to my expectations and everyone elses expectations of what I should be. Its very stressful being in high-school too.(in my opinion anyways)

Originally posted by consentida
Wanted to walk away from your life? Like, you get sick of everything thats going on around you and you just wanna...leave.

I swear, I feel like that tonight. I feel like that a lot actually. Everyone hates me and its like ahh...I dunno.

So do you guys ever feel like that sometimes?

i feel like that quite a bit. oh well...i've learned that it's every teenager. once in everyone's teenage life, they feel like dying or something. it's a fact. no one is perfect.

My dream is to get away from this stupid, small-minded, ******** little town and just start again somewhere else. I'd totally re-invent myself. I'd become the person I've always wished I could be but was never able to be cos my parents were always watching me or cos my straight friends, who don't understand me, were holding me back.
I've made so many mistakes in my life and it's too late now to correct them. Really the only way to get my life back on-track is to start again somewhere else.
I'd get my own little apartment, get a dog, a new job, I'd adopt a different name (I'd insist that everyone call me L.J.), and I'd hit the scene. I'd get myself a nice woman and everything would be sweet.
Then I could be happy. I'd have my woman and my new apartment and my dog and my new job - I'd be happy. And I wouldn't have to worry about my f*cking mother checking up on my every move!

Unfortunately, I doubt any of this will ever happen. I have this awful vision of me still living at home with my parents when I'm 40 years old. I imagine that I've never had a girlfriend, I've never left the UK and I've never gotten a decent job. It scares the sh*t outta me but it seems so real!
Please God - don't let my life turn out that way!!! :eek:

Mossop I can soo agree with how much you hate your small town
I HATE MINE TO and I'M SO SICK of my job and the rudeness of EVERY Boss i've every Had and well RUDENESS of Oregonians in general
so Yeah sometimes I wish i could afford to just MOVE away from this town

Yes there are times I just want to be someone else and get away from my life. I'm 21 and I've never really had a boyfriend and I feel like I maybe destined to be alone for ever. I mean everywhere I turn someone is falling in love it's just not fair. And right now I'm thinking of changing my major and my mom was like maybe you want to go to a different school and my bestfriend found out and she is trying to get me to move to the town she is living in and going to school there and I was like I don't know if I even like the school and she is like so what just move here. And then I applied for a part-time job that would be very good experience for me and I told her and she was like no don't take the job move here and I was like I would be making good money and she was like so what I don't care move here I miss having you around and I was like you just miss having me around so you can run my life. She did that during highschool and I never really did anything to stop her so I guess that was my fault. So sometimes I just wish I could run away and leave all my problems behind. But if I did that my family would miss me and I don't want to do that to them I love them to much. And I have to trust that god will eventually make it all better.

No, I enjoy my life, sure there have been some rough times in my lifetime, but I know that God is there to help me through tough times, and so I just put the bad stuff behind me and see what tomarrow will bring.

Originally posted by Three'sCompanyrules
No, I enjoy my life, sure there have been some rough times in my lifetime, but I know that God is there to help me through tough times, and so I just put the bad stuff behind me and see what tomarrow will bring.

Same here.

whenever i feel that way i usually just go to sleep. it helps me.

I've many-a times just wanted to scream and run away from everyone and everything around me. All my friends aggrivate me to the point where I just want to smack them all. I mean, I have a boyfriend too, but I make time for my friends and I to do things. And every time I do, they say "Sure!" Then, usually just before I leave to pick them up, they call and cancel because their boyfriends want to do something.

I try so hard in school, in band, at soccer and at many other things. I get A's, I'm going to the highest band next year, and I'm on the soccer team, but do any of my friends say "Good job" or "Way to go?" No. Of course not. They don't appreciate me and what I do. I mean, it's not important to them, but it is to me. Does that mean anything anymore?

I help all of them with their problems, consoling them over a breakup, help them with their homework, give them rides to places, borrow them money and buy them lunch when they need it. They take it for granted that I'll always be there. I won't, though. A month after graduation and I'm gone.

I get so frustrated with how my life's going every day and I just want to never speak to any of my friends ever again because they already have abandoned me, but somehow I always end up buddies with all of them again. I always forgive them for leaving me to myself.

Times like these, though, call for 'Pella. I'm not just saying that because I'm "obsessed" with them. They've SERIOUSLY kept me from committing suicide. I'm just struggling to keep my head above water, and they make it a little easier.

This song, without a doubt helps me the most:



"Keep On Smilin'"

Well you say you've got the blues
You've got holes in both your shoes
You're feeling lonely and confused
You got to keep on smilin'
Just keep on smilin'

Yeah you're 'bout to go insane
'Cause your woman's playin' games
And she says that you're to blame
Just keep on smilin'

Keep on smilin' through the rain
Laughin' at the pain
Just flowin' with the changes
Till the sun comes out again

Singin' in a honkey tonk cafe
But nobody's hearin' what you play
They're too busy drinkin' anyway
You gotta keep on smilin'

Say you found a piece of land
You're gonna change from city boy
To country man,
Try to build your life with your hands
And just keep on smilin'
Keep on smilin'

Keep on smilin' through the rain
Laughin' at the pain
Just flowin' with the changes
Till the sun comes out again

You're just hangin' out
At a local bar
And you're wonderin'
Who the hell you are
Are you a farmer?
Are you a star?

Smile on through the rain
Laugh through all the pain
Flow on with the changes
Till the sun shines out again
Keep on smilin', smilin', laughin', laughin'

oh my gosh! pretty much all the time. i just curl up in a ball and cry. :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

Originally posted by Polniaczek033
oh my gosh! pretty much all the time. i just curl up in a ball and cry. :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

I guess you missed the little suprise back there, right?;)

1ce in a while

:mad: :mad: :mad: :mad: :mad: Right now I"m just SO FED Up with my family ITS NOT EVEN FUNNNNNY

i am constantly feeling down and wanting to go away from this life. i mean my school is hell. no one sticks up for any one else basicly and well unlike most people there i do have morals that i stick to as best i can. so it ends up at the end of the day i have to stick up for one of my friends (one of the best looking girls in our grade) because all most of the guys ever think about is pictureing her naked:mad: . so i end up in arguments about that all the time. then i come home to divorced parents. hardly see my dad usualy he is drinking when i do, and a mother who is never home or alwyas dirnking with her friends. i don't know how much more i can take i really don't