Does anyone else have this? I'm pretty sure I do and every symptom listed on the site (below) I have experienced more than once. Gee, this is quite sad. I have depression, bpd, paranoia; I wonder what else I have? :eek: I need some major help!

http://www.palace.net/~llama/psych/bpd.html

That link doesnt work! LOl. Does it work for anyone else?

Originally posted by •Shotz|NYC•
That link doesnt work! LOl. Does it work for anyone else?

:lol: Yes, it does! Well, it does for me anyway. ;)

I'm clinically depressed and I'm currently seeing a psychiatrist to work through the whole thing.

All I can tell you, Pandora, is to seek professional help. It seems that you, like me, are going through a lot and you need to talk to someone about it.

Originally posted by AKA
I'm clinically depressed and I'm currently seeing a psychiatrist to work through the whole thing.

All I can tell you, Pandora, is to seek professional help. It seems that you, like me, are going through a lot and you need to talk to someone about it.

lol yeah I know, but I'm really poor and can't afford to pay some shrink to tell my problems to. Actually, I think I'd be somewhat okay if my dad wasn't around. He seems to be part of why I'm so crazy, I already know that. He's one of those father's who hates his kids, his wife, and everyone else. He's such a controlling man and I really wish he'd go kill himself..I'd be so much better off and not to mention so would my mom. Why doesn't she leave you may be asking yourself..well I can't exactly tell you because this board has ears :lol: to be honest if I did then someone would know and all hell would break loose at my house so we'll just leave it at she can't. Why can't I leave now well, cause I'm just too damn depressed to. I pity myself, man.

I may have borderline personality disorder - something is definately wrong!

Don't feel too bad, I have OCD and depression. OCD is horrible...

I used to be depressed all the time but now i'm not...Cause when i watch Three's Company and i see Joyce she makes me feel good right away...

Here is a big hug to everyone from me :D
:bighug:

I try not to dwell on my depression and such, but it's always there you know. It feels like if I'm happy for even a moment then it's bad for me, but if I feel all depressed and omg I wanna kill myself then I feel better which isn't right because then there's something obviously wrong, but when I'm really down I've gotten so used to it, it feels like home and if I'm not I just find something that depresses me. I try to perk up and for most of the time when I'm doing something that makes me happy lets say watching Liz then I feel good and I don't feel so depressed because my mind is not thinking of that it's off somewhere else. I have terrible mood swings though, the simplest thing can just tick me off and make me depressed. I guess thats where the BPD comes in.

I think I'm starting to turn into some sort of freaking psychopath or something, I took one of those tests and here are the results...

Disorder...... Rating
Paranoid:.........Moderate
Schizoid:........... High
Schizotypal:...... Moderate
Antisocial:......... High
Borderline:........ Very High
Histrionic:.......... Moderate
Narcissistic:........ Moderate
Avoidant:........... Moderate
Dependent:........ Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:...... Low

I mean I've always been majorly depressed and anti-social, but look at my Schizoid and Borderline scores. Oh well, if we're all crazy, we may as well be all crazy together...

whoah, i got depressed by reading this topic. :o the only thing i ever had was ADD when i was a kid and i don't have it anymore. and if anything bad happens i can tough it out.

Originally posted by Miss Karly
I think I'm starting to turn into some sort of freaking psychopath or something, I took one of those tests and here are the results...

Disorder...... Rating
Paranoid:.........Moderate
Schizoid:........... High
Schizotypal:...... Moderate
Antisocial:......... High
Borderline:........ Very High
Histrionic:.......... Moderate
Narcissistic:........ Moderate
Avoidant:........... Moderate
Dependent:........ Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:...... Low

I mean I've always been majorly depressed and anti-social, but look at my Schizoid and Borderline scores. Oh well, if we're all crazy, we may as well be all crazy together...

Karly, you don't even wanna see my results. Gee, these tests just depress me even more. :(

Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: Very High
Schizoid: Moderate
Schizotypal: Very High
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: Very High
Narcissistic: Very High
Avoidant: Very High
Dependent: Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive: High
Take the test (http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv)

http://images.quizilla.com/1033888669_ffavoidant.jpg
Which Personality Disorder Do You Have? (http://quizilla.com/users/rosiekins/quizzes/Which%20Personality%20Disorder%20Do%20You%20Have%3F)

I took it:

Paranoid: Moderate
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: Moderate
Borderline: Moderate
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: High
Avoidant: High
Dependent: High
Obsessive-Compulsive: High

Oh meangya.. Im like high for every one of those. Notice though how Im moderate for being paranoid.. that makes no sense. If anything that should be the highest. Ugh Borderline of what? Im not borderline of anything!! I agree with the avoidant and histrionic one 100% though. Schitotyal? Meangya thats high but the other one is low..I expected these to all be low with the exception of paranoid, avoidant, and histrionic. But Im not too surprised about the narcisstic. Oh well I know Im fine.

Mine are pretty much accurate. Notice how many 'very high's' i have. :eek:

Originally posted by •Shotz|NYC•

Oh meangya.. Im like high for every one of those.

Yeah, I know... a few of my "moderates" are actually "highs". I'm extremely avoidant...

Originally posted by Miss Karly


Yeah, I know... a few of my "moderates" are actually "highs". I'm extremely avoidant...
A lot of my highs should be moderates!! LOl.

My results...

Paranoid: Very High
Schizoid: High
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Moderate
Histrionic: Moderate
Narcissistic: High
Avoidant: High
Dependant: Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive: Low

Sheesh, I'm a regular basket case. Some of those don't describe me, though. Like, I'm not as narcissistic as they think...I'm interested in people and I don't take advantage of them.

My results:

Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: Moderate
Schizotypal: Moderate
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: Low
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: Low
Dependent: Low
Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate

Looks like I hold the record for most Very High's. Anyone wanna top 7? :D

Originally posted by pandora_spocks
Looks like I hold the record for most Very High's. Anyone wanna top 7? :D

Eh, can't top 7, but I say we all start a support group! :p ;)

Originally posted by Miss Karly


Eh, can't top 7, but I say we all start a support group! :p ;)

:lol:
Sounds good to me! I know I could sure use one. :D

It doesn't work for me either. :rolleyes:

I took this test before and many of those personality traits were high,according to the test.

According to this thing I'm sane. But WTF does narcissism have to do with personality disorders? And what does Histrionic mean?

Disorder Rating Information
Paranoid: Moderate
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Low
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: High
Avoidant: Low
Dependent: Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive: Low


All things aside, I'm on Paxil and it works well for me. I'm much happier and outgoing.

Nevermind, I found out.

Histrionic
People with histrionic personality disorder are constant attention seekers. They need to be the center of attention all the time, often interrupting others in order to dominate the conversation. They use grandiose language to discribe everyday events and seek constant praise. They may dress provacatively or exaggerate illnesses in order to gain attention. They also tend to exaggerate friendships and relationships, believing that everyone loves them. They are often manipulative.

I am NOT manipulative.

OMG...this makes me sound like a BITCH! I'm not though!

http://live.quizilla.com/user_images/1033888824_wfluffnarc.jpg

Originally posted by dawsongirl
OMG...this makes me sound like a BITCH! I'm not though!

http://live.quizilla.com/user_images/1033888824_wfluffnarc.jpg

:lol:
Now why didn't I get that one? :D