Chica, I understand what your going through. I am getting more depressed as each day goes by. Sometimes, I wonder if any one cares, or listens. Sometimes I feel like I'm in a room wearing an invisible suit with a bunch of people and no one seems to care.I don't seem to be getting anywhere. Yes, I've prayed to God like I've mentioned to you about it and then I wonder why me? Like I mentioned in a e-mail I sent you Chica. If the oppertunity came I would of taken it.

I just wrote a reply to you and I got kicked offline again ERRRRRRR......That keeps happinging to me lately,but I want to say Im so very sorry you are having such problems and I dont know you but Im giving you an online hug....Please never give up on life.So many people here are battling depression and there loved ones.My x husband is, were still together even after our divorce.Sounds weird but true.We have a beautiful daughter and he suffered depression so badly he was hospitalized http://www.sitcomsonline.com/ubb/frown.gif tore me up.But when he got help it answered a lot of questions and thats why were still together now.If Freddie was here now he would see all the love people feel for him.Hopefully hes looking down from heaven seeing it.My point being, theres a lot of love I think, on this board.If you need someone to talk to reach out.Please never ever give up, you or Chica or just me http://www.sitcomsonline.com/ubb/frown.gif please !!!! I know how empty my husband felt,and he is doing so much better.I will honestly pray for you.Please never give up...

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Thank you Ladie loves Freddie. Thanks for the hug.

I want to give you a hug also Hue Mee and Chica. I agree with Lady Loves Freddie that there is so much love here and that Freddie is smiling down from heaven because of all the special thoughts and love going out to him. Please hold on, keep praying, and watching for the miracle that is yours. Just talking to someone about your feelings helps and something I highly recommend is keeping a journal or diary. I am in prayer for you and all of my Freddie family members. I need you folks and the sunshine you bring to my life. I stand at the ready as a listener for you. We may not come up with all the solutions, but I am convinced that together, we will weather the storms of life. You have friends here who are concerned and care about your well-being. As a good friend relayed to me, "There are no coincidences." We have all congregated here for a reason. I think it is the mutual love and respect we have for Freddie. We all are connected to him and relate to his struggles and pain. We see the bright glow of his life and wish so very much that he could have found his lifeline to help him to hold on one more day! It was there, as it is for us today. Don't give up and don't give in. We hear your voice and feel your hurt. You are not alone. Hebrews 12:1

Chica - If you have a bible open it up. It will show you the way......... Don't give up...... Come here and we will speak to you...... I am praying for you also........ Believe in Freddie for he made a mistake and now he knows it. If he was alive he would tell you to not give up........ He's always here with us......

Chica,
I wanted to say that I understand what you mean; last week I was feeling very depressed and didn't think that anyone cared about me. I now know that is not true. What helped me was my faith and talking to a very good friend. I pray that you feel better very soon! I have a friend that suffers from severe depression, she inherited it from her Mother. She has even tried to kill herself twice that I know about. I guess what I'm trying to say is Keep your Faith, and remember that you do have friends here on this board, and I'm sure that you have alot of friends in your real life also. Well, I've ramblined on long enough. Take care and God Bless you!!!! If I can find it, I have a little prayer to share with all of you!!!! Thank you for your time!!!! http://www.sitcomsonline.com/ubb/wave.gif

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As I sit here in tears . I want to thank those who have responded to my situation. It is hard to put a side this crap that I'm dealing with . Knowing that I have friends here who understand and care. I have prayed to God thanking him for friends like you to help keep my spirits up . It is a hard battle right now dealing with what I'm going through. I believe as I was told in an e-mail that Freddie is looking down pleading for me to keep on living and give myself a chance. I will cling to the hope I have through God and the friends I've made through the love of Freddie.

Hi! I want to tell you that it is great all the love and concern that is expressed on this board. This is this kind of expression of feeling that keeps me finding my way back here!

To all of you that have expressed needs and concerns on this board to all of us I want to let you know you have an army of kids who pray for you! I teach religion to 45 5th Graders every day and during prayer time I lift up all of my internet friends who have special needs. I would never tell them what they are, of course, but the kids pray for you anyhow and I know that the Good Lord always listens to the prayers of children!
Keep seeking the longings of your hearts and know that you all are definitely NOT alone!

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Cause I'm the mama, that's why!!! ;)
Do not judge a man until you have walked a mile in his moccasins...Old Indian Proverb

& We're ins upport of you too Hue! I was in your situation some yrs back. Got layed of from my joib working for the govt. It's proabably the best even tho I doun't have alot of dough LOL! Cuz my hubby & I both later got diabetes & takes alot of our time. So hang it there! & You too Chica! http://www.sitcomsonline.com/ubb/smile.gif

Originally posted by hue_mee:
As I sit here in tears . I want to thank those who have responded to my situation. It is hard to put a side this crap that I'm dealing with . Knowing that I have friends here who understand and care. I have prayed to God thanking him for friends like you to help keep my spirits up . It is a hard battle right now dealing with what I'm going through. I believe as I was told in an e-mail that Freddie is looking down pleading for me to keep on living and give myself a chance. I will cling to the hope I have through God and the friends I've made through the love of Freddie.

I agree with you hu mee........ Freddie is looking down and pleading with you..... We will always love him and he helps us too!