ABlairican Pie
05-14-2002, 10:21 PM
On Mother's Day this past Sunday, I went up to my mommy's with
a puppy&kitty card with my photo of me and Lisa enclosed for a COOL Mom's day gift. She was suprised, then just blew my whole story off, saying why don't I get a life and all that. It was just a waste of time to her to meet Lisa and get my picture taken with her. That day WAS special to me. I told Lisa then my mother's cancer was healed, which she was glad to hear, but now... I am thoroughly convinced my mother is THE CRUELEST, MOST INSENSITIVE PERSON IN THE WORLD. I tried to make her happy, to have a laugh, but these events with Lisa over the past year where I poured out my heart to her about my mother's cancer condition mean NOTHING to my mother. I GIVE UP ON HER.
Believe me, she is absolutely super-critical and cold. I don't want anything anymore to do with her. She has no heart. I wish I could tell the truth about my mother to Lisa, that I don't know why I've wasted my tears on such a spiteful person as my mother.
Okay, today, I had a chance to make up for Sunday, I showed my manager and supervisors at work the photo and their response was OOOOOOOHHHHMYYYYYGAAAAAWWWWD.... This was the coolest thing they had ever seen about me, and why didn't they tell me before??? I told them of my little oddysey last summer and about my picture getting taken with her, and they thought it was cool. Of course, some of them thought Lisa was "too religious" or "not cool enough" or whatever, like Blair's character defined her as a person, but I know what Lisa means to me personally. She helped me get through a rough time last summer.
And above all that, she has always encouraged me.
a puppy&kitty card with my photo of me and Lisa enclosed for a COOL Mom's day gift. She was suprised, then just blew my whole story off, saying why don't I get a life and all that. It was just a waste of time to her to meet Lisa and get my picture taken with her. That day WAS special to me. I told Lisa then my mother's cancer was healed, which she was glad to hear, but now... I am thoroughly convinced my mother is THE CRUELEST, MOST INSENSITIVE PERSON IN THE WORLD. I tried to make her happy, to have a laugh, but these events with Lisa over the past year where I poured out my heart to her about my mother's cancer condition mean NOTHING to my mother. I GIVE UP ON HER.
Believe me, she is absolutely super-critical and cold. I don't want anything anymore to do with her. She has no heart. I wish I could tell the truth about my mother to Lisa, that I don't know why I've wasted my tears on such a spiteful person as my mother.
Okay, today, I had a chance to make up for Sunday, I showed my manager and supervisors at work the photo and their response was OOOOOOOHHHHMYYYYYGAAAAAWWWWD.... This was the coolest thing they had ever seen about me, and why didn't they tell me before??? I told them of my little oddysey last summer and about my picture getting taken with her, and they thought it was cool. Of course, some of them thought Lisa was "too religious" or "not cool enough" or whatever, like Blair's character defined her as a person, but I know what Lisa means to me personally. She helped me get through a rough time last summer.
And above all that, she has always encouraged me.