I have no idea about anyone here but, there are times I can't sleep because I have Freddie on the brain. I wrestle with sleep and sometimes I just can't take him out of my mind. Last night was a good example. I adore Freddie but, he's interrupting my sleep. I do believe somehow that he knows we post about him. Or why would I get these vibes? I remember when he said to someone"I want people to remember me". He told someone this. I'm forgetting now who he told this to. If I'm wrestling with my sleep.......... Imagine poor Jr.??? I know Freddie is guiding him. :confused:

That's funny you should mention that JennyLee because the night before last night (Thurs. night) I too was up thinking about him most of the night. I had gotten a Playgirl magazine on Thursday from e-bay that had the handsome "pink shirt" picture of him and a detailed interview. He sounded so short tempered and "unChico" like in it. I'm sure most of you know which article I'm talking about but reading it in this magazine made me NOT be able to stop thinking about it. He talked about his relationship with Kathy and about how he felt people viewed him as a "stud". He sounded kind of sarcastic and disgusted with life in general. It really bothered me how he appeared to see things. I wonder was he under the influence of something when this interview took place. I tried watching a CATM tape before I went to sleep that night to see the gentle Chico image he portrays so well. However, it still didn't stop the memory of that interview from going through my mind ALL NIGHT LONG!!!!

I have had both good and bad experiences as far as not being able to sleep because of Freddie. I think I posted a long time ago about the first time I felt his presence--thoughts of him running through my head keeping me awake, until finally he touched my shoulder and whispered, "It's alright, let go now--you have loved me enough today!" I also told you all before about him singing to me the song I should sing in my first voice recital. And there have been many times when I couldn't sleep for other reasons and I have felt him beside me, "spooning" against me and helping me relax.

But then there have been times like after I watched the "E! True Hollywood Story" about him. All I could see in my dreams were the hands of the actor who portrayed him, playing with the gun! I know I have mentioned that before as well, but the reaction you had to the Playgirl interview, catcopy, sounds just like how I reacted to that show. I have read that and also the Rolling Stone interview. In both he comes off as foul-mouthed, self-centered, and arrogant. I am convinced it was all posturing, catering to the nature of the magazines involved. Freddie--as he appears in CATM and as described by the lucky few who met him and have posted their experiences here--was not that person.

Reading your posts just solidifies what I've been feeling. I too have felt what Catcopy has felt. It seems we're all feeling the same thing. After so many, many years he still has our minds GA-GA.......... LOL............... :lol:

Last night My mind was racing "Find a song for Freddie" "Find a song for Freddie" But, I haven't been able to find a song that really reminds me of him. The words I hear are all wrong. Believe me when I find a song for Freddie I'll post it. LOL.....................