In the last 4 months. I've lost both my grandpas, my best friend has moved to Arkansas, and I just feel like a total gee/spaz. When I look at the mirror, all I see is this dorky looking four-eyed (My eyes are now rejecting contacts) flat-chested girl. In my life it seems all my best friends move away and I feel so alone Sometimes all I can do hide somplace and cry.

I'm sorry! Very sad losing your Grandparents. And hoping maybe you can get to visit your friend at least or talk on the phone. I'm sure you look just fine, you are feeling bad now, hoping you feel better soon!

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buck up Happycat - the best way to make new friends is to be outgoing and friendly

(which takes a little effort, but its worth it)

What you feel is real and understandable, but what you must never, ever forget is that what you are feeling right now is TEMPORARY. A reasonable mourning period for your beloved grandparents is understandable of course. But you know they would not want you to ruin your life because they are no longer a part of yours. They would want you to FLOURISH and ACHIEVE your goals and dreams. And you should do that in honor of them. Let the memory of the love you shared with them propel you towards the happiness and success that would make them proud of you and make you a better person in every way.

Well, I hope you feel better HappyCat. Believe me, I've been lonely for a while and it does get better. I mean it has too, right?