I have had many in my life. Some ranged from small breakdowns, to medium breakdowns, and quite a few times severe breakdowns. I came across an old post of mine recentely which was basically me babbling, and making very little sense. Some of ya'll thought I had gone nuts, and rightfully so. lol When I read it myself recentely, I couldn't even understand much of what I was saying. Odds are, I was probably doped up on speed, xanax, and oxycodone, along with my 10 or so prescription meds. I had probably been awake for three or four days straight, which was not uncommon for me back then. The link to that is below. lol That was one of my medium breakdowns. My most severe one happened about a year and nine months ago. I will never forget it. Slowly, everything started making no sense to me. Started off I was on the computer, and was unable to read, I just didn't understand words. Over the next ten minutes or so, it got worse and worse. Didn't understand what a wall was, what a light switch was, what a person was, or what anything else was for that matter. I was about to go completely insane, but I jumped onto my bed face down for about a half hour. Nothing made sense to me except for the phrase, don't let your mind control you, which I said over, and over, and over again for nearly a half hour. Every once in awhile I would even forget that saying and would only remember two or so words of it. I had to keep saying it though, otherwise I would have gone insane. After this happened to me, it brought a whole new meaning to the phrase have you lost your mind? I said that casually many times in my life, but sadly, I almost learned what it truly meant to lose your mind. Came across a couple youtube vids yesterday. They were about news anchors, reptillions they say, and other tv personalities breaking out in jibberish. The videos are below, and I highly recommend that you watch them. One is only about 25 seconds long, the other is about the same, and the one other one is just over fifty seconds long. Judge Judy was the latest to lose her mind, and start babbling. She actually did this during a live taping of her show, and she was immediately rushed to the hospital. After this stuff happened to me, I felt like there was something fishy going on. Some weird mind control thing, and my feelings were further validated by these videos. Why have we never heard anything about this in our lives, but suddenly it happens to four tv personalities, all within a few weeks of each other? I'm no rocket scientist, but even I known that this just happening by chance is next to impossible. Some weird crap is going down, and I hope this can be explained so that it won't happen to everyone eventually. It's definitely one of the most frightening things one could ever go through. Sheer terror!!! Scary stuff!!! There aren't enough explaination points that can truly describe how frightening it is. This is one of the reasons why so many committ suicide. It's so frightening, that people panic, and kill themselves. So glad I didn't do it. Was too messed up to know what a gun, rope, or what over dosing was anyway.

Mark Mcallister speaks jibberish during live briadcast (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ox9oUVDxnOE)

Serene Branson loses mind during live news broadcast (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AoY3v6gQWv0)

no, I haven't but I feel like I'm going to; I'm having a problem that I'm upset and confused over.:( :(

no, I haven't but I feel like I'm going to; I'm having a problem that I'm upset and confused over.:( :(

I'm sorry to hear that treky. I hope you feel better soon! :)

I'll talk to ya'll in a week. Enjoy the rest of your week everyone! :wave:

thanx Brad, but I doubt I will. It has something to do with that girl I said that I met on an on-line dating site. The post is in the thread THE FEEL GOOD DEPARTMENT.

thanx Brad, but I doubt I will. It has something to do with that girl I said that I met on an on-line dating site. The post is in the thread THE FEEL GOOD DEPARTMENT.

I'm sorry to hear that. That's actually what I thought it was. Going through the ringer during a relationship is something I'm familiar with. Took me two years to get over my ex Donna. All I did for those two years was lay in bed all day, everyday. I know this stuff hurts, and my heart truly does go out to you. Hang in there. You will definitely be in my prayers!