I got very angry because my parents needed help with their computer and it looks like I have to drop everything and do what they want.

I'm also working Saturday evenings so I can't do anything except work, my old man insists that he takes me to their house on Memorial Day Weekend so I'm like "Fine, go ahead", and I'm moving to another apartment this weekend.

And I can't answer a damn question in a Celebrate Recovery Book...looks like God isn't in my heart!

you are having the same bs days that im getting. I have had a hole in my roof
from a tornado that rolled thru here on good friday, 5 times i had to climb up on my roof to secure the tarp, It keeps blowing off from all these high winds
we have been getting. The other day, I was up on the roof with the insurance
adjuster who was trying to be real cheap with all my money I have given his
company for the past 20 years. He was stomping around my roof, " looks like you just need a layer of shingles replaced here " just as he said that, his
foot went thru my roof,sunk all the way to his knee. then he said, " And a sheet of plywood " . After I helped him get his leg out, I had to go in the
house and climb up into my attic to retrieve his shoe. It will be a few weeks
before the roofing company can get started, there are many houses ahead
of mine. They are predicting more tornadoes possible tonight. I think I
will just sit up on my roof tonight with my middle finger pointing at one if i see it.

you are having the same bs days that im getting. I have had a hole in my roof
from a tornado that rolled thru here on good friday, 5 times i had to climb up on my roof to secure the tarp, It keeps blowing off from all these high winds
we have been getting. The other day, I was up on the roof with the insurance
adjuster who was trying to be real cheap with all my money I have given his
company for the past 20 years. He was stomping around my roof, " looks like you just need a layer of shingles replaced here " just as he said that, his
foot went thru my roof,sunk all the way to his knee. then he said, " And a sheet of plywood " . After I helped him get his leg out, I had to go in the
house and climb up into my attic to retrieve his shoe. It will be a few weeks
before the roofing company can get started, there are many houses ahead
of mine. They are predicting more tornadoes possible tonight. I think I
will just sit up on my roof tonight with my middle finger pointing at one if i see it.

Okay, maybe I sounded TOO melancholy, but I really don't want to be melancholic, if you know what I mean.:(

Sometimes it helps just to break up your normal routine. Maybe go for a long drive, visit friends or the museum. It won't make your problems go away but it will put you in a better mood to deal with them.

take a break, you'll live.