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Yes......... I was reading another post where Suz mentioned about seeing the first episode of Raul after Freddie's death.

I have to mention this......... My heart :heart: and mind is finally at peace over what happened to Freddie. Thanks to this message board.

When I started here (like others) we couldn't understand about his death but over the years that I've been here and we were dissecting everything there is to know about Freddie I finally have forgiven him and understood that it wasn't his fault to hurt us.

I'm in peace now with the death of our star.

Thank you board.... Thanks TJ. ;)

I am here Pitooey agreeing with you.

I have come to love this board knowing there is a family of fans of Freddie.

Throughout the years since we all came to this board we have gone through all measures or as Pitooey said "dissecting everything there is to know about Freddie". To see his every movement, smile, style, and charisma that Freddie had shown during his entertainment career. Our own opinions of what we thought about him. What he could have been like if he was here today. I have had pictures of him in my minid of what he could have looked like. Even a dream of him in heaven meeting him and guiding me toward my lost loved ones. That was a dream I don't believe I have shared as it seemed so real and personal, until now.

I know in my heart that Freddie is in peace. I still believe he was so unaware of what was going on with him that when that moment, that horrible moment happened.He was so medicated and depressed It may have not even fased him.

I can not say how I will be feeling in the end of January. I just know that Freddie is at peace

I believe he is at peace too. I know if Mike could come and talk to us he would tell us how happy Freddie is in heaven. Amen...

I agree with all of you...I also believe Freddie is at peace now. I also believe when it's your time to go there is nothing you can do to stop it...although my dad used to say "you can help it along." None of us can understand Freddie's depression and how dark a place he was in when he died. I've been lucky enough not to ever experience that sort of mind set. I prefer to not think about his death but instead embrace his life which brought me a great deal of happiness, some great laughs and gave me the pleasure of admiring him as a person. We love you Freddie Prinze...thanks for the good times.