Horrid Memories
Written by Katie Bencken

It was a regular day at the division, Jinny and Magda were talking, CD and Angela were fighting, and Kate was in her office thumbing through papers. Kate gets up and walks out of her office, “Cases,” she called everyone. “Magda Jinny, you guys have to sort the cases, I know you’ve done this before so I don’t think you need further instruction.” She told them, Jinny gave her a look and sighed. “CD Angela, you guys have a suicide. Tara Wesly, 13, she slit her wrists. You two get to find out why.”

FLASHBACK
15-year-old CD was in the kitchen holding a knife to her wrist, she was crying very hard. ‘Why did this happen to me,’ she thought, ‘what did I do to deserve this?’ CD started crying even harder.
END FLASHBACK

CD jumped at the memory. She then took the folder and said, “Okay Captain. We got it.”
Angela looked at CD; she looked kind of pale, like something wasn’t right. But she didn’t say anything.
When the two of them got up to leave Angela looked at CD. She knew that something was wrong, like something was bothering her. But didn’t want to ask CD about it. They got to the car, got in, and headed for Sara Wesly’s house. That was Tara’s mom. CD wasn’t really concentrating much on the case or going anywhere. Angela was driving but could tell from the silence that something was really wrong. Normally the two were either fighting or talking about something.
When they got to Sara Wesly’s house CD walked up to the door and knocked on it. When she answered CD looked at her and said, “Hi, I’m Inspector De Lorenzo but you can call me CD and this is my partner Inspector Angela Reide. Are you Sara Wesly?”
“Yes I am.” Sara looked at them, knowing they were there about Tara.
“We are here to talk to you about Tara.” Angela told her, hoping not to get her too upset.
“Yes, please come in.” As she led them into the house CD and Angela saw two younger kids sitting on the couch crying, “Anna, Beth go to your room, I need to talk to these people alone.” Their mother told them in a comforting voice. It was obvious that she cared a lot for her kids.
“Ms. Wesly, how old are your other two daughters?” Angela asked, wondering what it would be like to lose your older sister.
“They’re twins, nine-years-old. They are still very upset about Tara.” Sara looked at the two inspectors, CD had a look of sympathy on her face, thinking what it would have been like for her mother if she would have commit suicide, “What do you need to know?”
“Ms. Wesly, are you and your husband still together?”
“Yes, he’s working right now. Having three, well now two kids makes it very difficult to support us. I am going to night school and he works so we have enough money.” Sara started to cry.
“Ma’am, was Tara acting different in any way?” CD asked her.
“She was upset, she came home from school very mad yesterday. When we found her this morning she was dead.” She started crying harder.
CD walked over to her and started rubbing her back. Angela looked at her in shock. She had never seen CD act this way before.
“Ms. Wesly, do you know of anyone we could talk to who would know why she was upset or do you or your husband know?” Angela asked her.
“I’m not sure. Maybe her best friend Trianna may. And possibly her teachers, Mrs. Bubb, Mrs. Paisley, Mr. Dawse, Mr. Sarls, Mr. Rutledge, and Mrs. Hoffort.” Sara told them in between sobs. She was very upset and CD wanted to comfort her. But in doing that Angela would find out about her past, which she didn’t really want.
“Thanks Ms. Wesly. Oh and what is Trianna’s last name and where can we reach her?” CD told her. She figured it wouldn’t hurt to talk to Trianna.
“Trianna Benken, her address is 1323 S. 45th street. Her phone number is 476-8774.”
“Thanks Ms. Wesly. We’ll contact you with any news.” CD reassured her. Her and Angela got up to leave, they went to the door and left.
When they got outside Angela looked at her and asked her, “CD what was that in there? Rubbing her back…that’s not anything I’ve seen from you before.”
“Oh so it’s wrong for me to care. That’s great. I can’t care about Sara Wesly because she lost her oldest daughter. That’s right I forgot, when you’re a cop you can’t have any feelings at all. Thanks for reminding me Angela!” CD snapped at her.

FLASHBACK
CD is standing there, she was all alone. Crying she slowly started to cut her wrist. She started crying even harder, then she looked at her bleeding wrist, realized what she was doing and threw the knife. She started screaming and crying very loud. But no one came. Her mom was at work; no one else was there. She had nowhere to go, no one to turn to. CD was going to die.

END FLASHBACK

CD looked at Angela she was fighting back tears. She couldn’t cry in front of her partner. She shook her head so she could stop thinking about her memory. It was a horrible thought that she just wanted to go away.
“CD, sorry. I didn’t mean it defensively. I just had never seen that side of you before and it surprised me.”
“It’s okay, I shouldn’t have snapped at you. Well, Trianna would be in school right now, and I’m guessing she went to the same school as Tara. At least she’s in the same district. We should go talk to her.”
“Yeah.” Angela agreed with CD.
As the two of them got in the car Angela was driving, “CD, I’m just wondering is something wrong? Because this morning when Captain was explaining the case you jumped and looked kind of pale. And just then you I don’t know were thinking about something. I just want to know.”
“No Angela nothing’s wrong I’m fine. Now for your information I would just like to get to work on this case.”
“Fine. I was just saying if you need to talk I’m here.” Angela said. She knew something was wrong, CD just wouldn’t tell her.
The two of them got to the school Tara was attending. They walked into the office and saw the secretary sitting there.
“Hi, I’m Inspector DeLorenzo and this is Inspector Reide, we are wondering if Trianna Benken attends this school?” CD asked the secretary.
“Uh yes, she is in classroom 354 on the 2nd floor. Why do you need to talk to her? Is she in trouble or anything?” She asked, hoping that this student with a 4.0 grade point average wasn’t in trouble.
“No, we just have to ask her a few questions pursuing a police matter.” CD told her.
“As in what?”
“A suicide.” CD didn’t want to go into details on this; she just wanted to forget that her case was about that.
“Alright, you may see her.” She told the two inspectors.
CD and Angela walked out of the office and went to room 354 on the 2nd floor. It was beginning algebra; “I hated this subject when I was a kid.” CD commented to Angela.
“Oh CD shut up and let’s just do our job.”
CD and Angela stepped in the room, “We need to speak to Trianna Benken please.” Angela spoke up as they went in.
A young girl, curly blond hair, blue eyes, about 5’4’’ stood up, “I’m Trianna Benken. What do you need to talk to me about?”
“Trianna why don’t we step in the hall.” CD said to her, Angela nodded.
“That would be fine. Mr. Dawse, would that be okay?” She asked him, she was very polite.
“Well first may I ask who you two ladies are?” Mr. Dawse asked them.
“I’m Inspector CD DeLorenzo, and this is my partner Inspector Angela Reide. We just need to ask Trianna a few questions.” CD told him, she was really hoping he didn’t want to go into details on what. If so Angela could take over.
“Inspectors?” Trianna questioned them, “I didn’t do anything wrong. This must be some mistake.”
Angela looked at her, “Trianna we need to ask you a few questions about Tara Wesly.”
“Why do you need to talk to Trianna about Tara?” Mr. Dawse asked them.
Angela looked at CD with a ‘you tell him’ look on her face while CD gave Angela the same look, “Well Mr. Dawse you see Tara, well, she commit suicide last night and according to her mother Trianna was her best friend.” Angela ended up telling him. The whole class just gasped at the thought of Tara Wesly committing suicide.
“Trianna, go talk to them and tell them what they need to know. Then come back to class. The class will talk about what happened when you get back in.” He told her. Trianna wiped a tear from her eye nodded to her teacher and walked over to CD and Angela. As the three of them walked into the hall Trianna looked at them.
“Is it true? Did Tara kill herself?” Trianna questioned them, she couldn’t think of happy perky Tara trying to kill herself.
“Yes, Tara did commit suicide. She slit her wrists. We need to find out why she did it.” Angela told her. Trying to comfort her.
“What do you need to know?” Trianna asked them, her voice shaking.
“Trianna was Tara acting different in any way lately?” CD asked her, she herself was trying very hard not to cry.
“Well, she wasn’t as happy and perky as usual, but that’s it. She was still pretty happy though.”
“Trianna, can you think of any reason that Tara might want to kill herself?” Angela asked her, she could tell now that something was wrong with CD.
“No. Can we do this later or something? This all comes as a shock to me. She was my best friend. I thought she’d confide every problem she had to me. May I please call you or meet with you at a later time Inspectors.” Trianna asked them in a very polite manner.
“Yes Trianna, this is my card,” CD said as she handed her a card, “Please do call me at a later time so we can talk to you about this. Just learning a little bit more about Tara could help us.”
“Thank you Inspector DeLorenzo. To talk to you about this should I have my mother or a lawyer present?” Trianna asked her.
“If your mother would like to be there she can. But you are not under arrest for anything or a suspect so you do not need to have a lawyer present.” Angela told her. She could tell Trianna was scared.
“Thank you.” Trianna told them.
“Thanks Trianna, and please call me.” CD told her as she walked back into her classroom. “Now for us, I say we get some lunch. It’s 12:15.” CD looked at Angela.
“Sure, what did you have in mind?” She asked her.
“I don’t know, Anchorside sound okay?”
“Yeah.”
CD and Angela headed out to the car.

FLASHBACK
CD continued to look at her wrist. She was screaming. ‘I don’t want to die at a young age,’ CD thought, ‘Oh God, somebody help me. Why did I want to do this in the first place??’ CD continued to scream and cry as her wrist bled more and more. She couldn’t just let it bleed. She didn’t want to die.

END FLASHBACK

CD was really holding back tears. No matter how hard she tried to forget she couldn’t. Angela looked at CD; they were still walking to the car. She could tell that something was really wrong. CD jumped, she didn’t want Angela to know something was wrong, she knew that Angela knew something was wrong.
“CD I’M SICK OF YOU NOT TELLING MY WHAT’S WRONG!!!” She yelled at her, “WOULD YOU PLEASE TELL ME WHAT’S WRONG. I’M YOUR PARTNER AND FRIEND; I DESERVE TO KNOW. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU? THIS IS AFFECTING OUR WORK TOO.”
“Geez Angela I’m sorry. Yes something’s wrong I was just trying not to lead on.”
“Well then what’s wrong??” Angela was bugging CD to tell her what was wrong.
“Calm down.” CD got in the car and so did Angela.
“I’m not going until you tell me what the hell has been wrong with you lately.”
“When I was fifteen years old my mom’s boyfriend raped me. A couple of days later I couldn’t believe he had done that to me.” CD started to cry, “I was so scared. I couldn’t tell my mom that her boyfriend left because of me. She was so happy with him around. I felt so vulnerable; I didn’t know what to do. Later that day while my mom was at work I got a knife out. I sat in my room holding the knife to my wrist. I was crying so hard. I started to cut my wrist. I then through the knife and started screaming and crying. But no one was home. I couldn’t do anything. I didn’t want to die though.”
When CD was done telling Angela her story about her past Angela just stared. CD broke down and started sobbing.
“CD, Oh my gosh. I, uh, well; I don’t know what to say CD. I’m sorry. I didn’t realize it was anything that bad.” Angela was in shock, she never realized her partner and friend had gone through something so horrible.
“I never have gotten over it. I…I…I,” CD started crying again. Angela just looked at her.
“CD, do you want off this case? Because if you do…”
“Angela, I don’t want off this case. I want to, and should, finish it.”
“I just don’t want you working on something that would make you feel uncomfortable.”
“You know what Angela, if I ask to be off this case, Cap will ask why. I don’t plan on telling this to her anytime soon. Okay.”
“Fine CD.” Angela said as she started the car to go back to the station. CD was crying on the way back, but not as bad as before.
CD wiped her eyes and got out of the car, she sighed, and walked inside. She got in there and Kate walked out of her office.
“How’s it going you two?”
“Fine, we didn’t get much from her mom though. And we talked to one of Tara’s friends, Trianna, and she said that she would have either her or her mom call us to get together.” Angela told her.
“Okay,” Looks at CD and could tell that something was wrong. CD was looking at Kate, almost crying. Cap didn’t know what it was about but she was going to get her to talk to her, “And CD, in my office now.”
“Great,” CD said as Kate turned around, she got up and walked to her office, “Okay, what do you want?”
“Shut the door.” CD shut the door, “Okay, now I saw your face out there, you looked like you were about to cry. I don’t know what this has to do with, but I want to know now.”
“Fine, you really want to know? This case brings back memories I don’t want to think about. There you know now.”
“Like what?”
“None of your business.”
“CD, this is my business. We’ve been friends for about twelve years now. I’d like to know what’s going on.”
“Fine, fifteen, I tried to kill myself.” CD said

FLASHBACK
CD was still crying when she heard the door open, she looked at a clock, ‘4:55, mom should be home. This is a good thing. I’m not going to die. I’ve got my whole life ahead of me,’ CD thought to herself. Her mom came running into the room, “CD, hunny, what happened, are you okay?”
CD just kept crying, she couldn’t talk she was crying so hard. Then her mom saw CD’s bleeding wrists.

END FLASHBACK

“Oh, CD, I didn’t know. Do you want someone else to take the case? Put Magda or Jinny on it and you do desk duty?”
“No, I just want to finish what I started. Okay.”
“Fine CD, this is your call. But if you want to talk, or off this case, just tell me.”
“Thanks Captain.” With that CD left her office, Kate sat down and sighed.

U like???? huh-huh???? Please reply!

------------------
Lu: Patients don't speak Spanglish either. (From Strong Medicine)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
CD: Any second thoughts yet?
Angela: Not yet.
CD: Good, because I need all of you back, the 'kick a** take no prisoners' version. If there's anything less we need to talk. (From The Division)
*********************
Jinny: He's a horse's a**, but he's got a point. (From The Division)
---------------------
I am considered a Billy Gilman, Jessica Andrews, The Division, Strong Medicine, and Reba McEntire Freak. In other words I only talk about those 5 things. BE PREPARED!!!

~~~Kate Hug-a-Tree~~~

(The Kate part is real, hug a tree's just my nick name at school and everywhere!)

PS If your teacher ever tells you to Hug-A-Tree, don't...that's how you get the nick name hug-a-tree!

this is great!!!! post more soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

When CD got out there Magda and Jinny looked at her, they could tell she was upset, about what they didn’t know. Angela just looked at her, she felt so bad for CD. She had been through so much, and now she and Paul weren’t getting along.
“What’d she want CD?” Angela asked her.
“What do you think?”
“I think I know.”
“Yeah, you do.” CD’s phone rang, she answered it, “DeLorenzo. Yeah, hi Ms. Benken. Yes we talked to Trianna earlier. And it would be very helpful if we could talk with her again. Yes. Thanks. See you two in five. Bye.”
“Trianna’s mom?”
“Yeah, they’ll be here in about five minutes.”
“Okay. You okay?”
“Drop it now. I’d rather not have the whole world know about this.”
“Sorry.”
Both of them looked down.

FLASHBACK
CD’s mom had bandaged her wrists so she could stop the bleeding. CD was sobbing, and her mom was cradling CD in her arms. ‘What would make CD do this?’ She thought. When CD had finally settled down her mother looked at her.
“CD why’d you try to commit suicide hunny? Why?” She asked her, CD looked so upset, her mom wanted to know why.
“I…I…I don’t know mom. I wasn’t thinking strait.” She told her.
“CD I know you well enough to know when you’re lying. And that’s right now.”

END FLASHBACK

Okay, I'm really sick...but writing calms me down soooo if I add a bunch beside's just this then you know why!

CD knew she had to be careful how she acted when talking with Trianna, if she broke down in tears she’d be off the case for sure. About five minutes later Trianna and her mom entered the station. When CD and Angela saw them they stood up.
“Ms. Benken,” Angela quickly said. She walked over. “Hi, I’m Inspector Reide, and this is my partner Inspector DeLorenzo.”
“Hi. We spoke on the phone.” Ms. Benken said to CD.
“Yeah. Uh Angela, go into the interrogation room with them, I’ll be there in a couple of minutes.”
“Sure CD, take as long as you need…I think I can handle this.” CD nodded and started to walk off, “Please follow me.” She told them.
CD walked into the bathroom and almost broke down crying right then and there. She couldn’t stand much more of this. She wasn’t herself today, Jinny, Magda, Angela, and Kate all knew it. But only Kate and Angela knew why. When someone walked into the bathroom CD acted like she was washing her hands, then she left. She was fighting back tears and she just wanted to let it all out, but she knew she couldn’t.
When CD got in the room she smiled and sat down.
“So Trianna do you know of anything that was bothering Tara?”
“No, I don’t know. I couldn’t tell of anything that had been different about her. Except she was agitated, I never found out why. I guess maybe she was kind of self conscious about being near teachers, especially males.”
CD looked at Angela, she was the same way after her rape. She refused to go near the male teachers. CD felt a large lump rise in her throat, she didn’t want to cry, but she had a hunch she knew what happened. All of a sudden CD’s cell phone rang, ‘Saved by the phone’ She thought.
“Be right back.” CD left the room, Paul was on the phone, “Hello, hi Paul. Yeah, rough day. I don’t know what time I’ll be off; we have a complicated case today. Yeah, how about tomorrow instead? Sure. Bye Paul.” She hung up, she couldn’t take this case much longer, she hoped that she was right on what happened, it would just make it more difficult to solve though. They’d have to try and figure whom, if she was raped.
CD walked back in the room, “Angela can I talk to you for like two minutes alone?”
“Yeah. I’ll be right back, you two can wait right here.” Angela got up and walked out.
“Angela, I was the same way after I was raped, I was agitated and would stay away from most adults, especially males. If I’m right, which I may not be, we would have to figure out who did this to her to close the case, something I don’t know if I’m up to doing. I’ll try though.”
“Good figuring CD, I say we work this view of the case, if we don’t get anywhere we’re back at square one though, right?”
“Yeah, but it’s worth a try. I say we let them leave, especially before Trianna gets upset, then talk to Captain.”
“Sure.” They both walked back in.
“Trianna you guys can go now, if we need anything else we’ll call you.” CD told her.
“Okay.”
“Thanks Trianna.” Angela told her, as Trianna and her mother left. CD broke down crying, she couldn’t take it anymore; it was all too much.
Angela tried to comfort her, but she knew that all she could say and all she could do wasn’t enough to rid her of the horrid memories in her mind.

U like???? Huh huh huh??? If you not like I stop writing!

NEone like this??? Cuz do or don't I'm gonna add more tomorrow.

i like very much!!!! post more soon!!! btw, hope u feel better http://www.sitcomsonline.com/ubb/smile.gif

------------------
im me anytime at honeybunny600 or divisiongrl01

Kate walked down the hall and saw CD; she looked at Angela with a look of sympathy.
“When she calms down put her in my office, then come get me. I want her off this case. It’s too much for her.” Angela just nodded, but she knew CD well enough that she was going to attempt to finish this.
CD hadn’t noticed the conversation between Cap and Angela. She was sobbing while Angela was holding her, almost the same way her mother was when she had found her. About ten minutes later CD had calmed down enough to get her into Kate’s office. Everyone had looked at CD by then, and had given Angela a ‘What’s with her’ face. She felt so horrible for CD. She got CD into her office and went to get Kate. Once she found her CD was sitting there, her eyes were red, she didn’t look like herself.
“CD, I want you off that case, I don’t want to see you like this again. It’s not good for you.” Kate told her.
“Captain, I’m finishing this case, like it or not.” CD said, trying to fight back. It had been a long day, but she knew she had to. What would happen the next time she got a case like this?
“CD, please. Put Mag or Jinny on it. Make this easier on you, please.”
“No, I’m finishing this up.”
“Fine, I catch you crying hysterically again, while Angela is holding you TRYING to calm you down your off.”
“Deal.” CD told her, she stood up and walked out of her office. Everyone stared, and she just ignored them. They’d go back to work sooner or later.
Angela was still in Kate’s office.
“Captain, CD can’t go on like this. She broke down on the way here after talking to Trianna, she’s just not herself.” Angela was pleading to get CD off this case. It was for her good.
“We both know CD Angela, she’s not that dumb. She always finishes what she starts. I don’t know why she’d agree to go off this case easily.”
“Okay. What if you don’t see her crying but I do?”
“Easy, tell me I’ll get her off. This isn’t good for her health, plus it’s effecting the job you two are doing.”
“Actually it isn’t, she can keep her cool so we can talk to people, it’s just after words she can’t hold it in anymore.”
“You know what, I’ve made up my mind Angela. Just go do your job. If CD’s not okay later I’ll handle it.”
“Yes Captain.” Angela got up and left her office, she figured CD would probably cry again before this day is over.
When Angela was out of the office, Magda pulled her over.
“Angela what’s up with CD? I mean she’s just not herself. I don’t think I’ve EVER seen CD cry before.”
“I’m not supposed to tell anyone. Sorry Mag. It’s just not a good thing. That’s as far as I can go. Just pray she cries again, she’s making her life miserable.”
“Okay.” Magda just looked at her, she wanted to know what’s wrong with CD, and she’d either have to ask CD or Captain.

Okay...anybody like??? Huh huh huh huh huh huh??? cuz i happen to think it sux!

omg! this is SOOOO good!!! so yes, i like http://www.sitcomsonline.com/ubb/smile.gif

~*~jenn~*~

------------------
*~*the queen of controversy*~*

"Sometimes it seems like we're all living in, like, some kind of prison. And the crime is how much we hate ourselves. It's good to get really dressed up, once in a while. And admit the truth. That when you really look closely, people are so strange and so complicated that they're actually...beautiful. Possibly even me." ~Angela Chase, MSCL

"Hello, my name is Jenn, and I'm a Cookieoholic"

*i am going to marry hermana and our children will be named flannel and nylon. we will live happily ever after in the land of pajama pants.*

"I can be satisfied with heavy machinery. In fact, I kinda like the idea of being initmate with something that comes with a money back guarantee" ~Jinny

So I added on a REAL long time ago...been sick and not around...gonna continue!!!


Angela sat down at her desk; she noticed CD was about to cry, again. This was all too much for her.
“CD, why don’t you drop this case, you can’t be like this. It’s not good for you.”
“Angela shut up, now. I’m finishing what I started, that’s the way it is.”
“Fine, I’m just thinking about you. Now what do we do?” Angela said, she was going to change the subject; she didn’t want CD upset with her.
“I say we talk to her mom, if she was raped her mom may know about it, but probably not.”

FLASHBACK
CD looked at her mom. She couldn’t tell her the truth; she couldn’t hurt her mother.
“I just, I wasn’t, I don’t know why mom.” CD started to cry again. CD’s mom figured that her daughter would open up to her when she was ready. If she ever would be no, one knew.

END FLASHBACK

“Okay CD, that works for me. Let’s go.” Angela replied, they got up and left.
Jinny looked at Magda, she knew Mag pulled Angela over, she figured she might know what’s up with CD.
“Hey uh Mag, what’s up with CD?”
“I don’t know, but I know someone who does.”
“Who?”
“Cap.”
“I ain’t asking her.”
“Fine, I want to know what’s going on.” Magda got up and walked into Kate’s office.
“What do you want Magda?” She asked her.
“Easy, what’s wrong with CD? I want to know.”
“I can’t tell you Mag, CD will have to tell you about it. It’s her life.”
“Cap, you don’t get it,” She was cut off by Kate,
“I get it Magda, you’re her friend, and you want to know what the problem is so you can help. I’m telling you right now, get it from CD, not me or Angela.”
“I know, I already tried Angela, she was no help.” Magda said, “And neither were you.” She left her office; she knew that figuring this out was going to be harder than she thought.
When CD and Angela got to Sara Wesly’s house, her husband was home. She invited them in and had them sit in the living room while she went to talk to Beth and Anna, they were sobbing.
“Angela, we need to talk to Beth and Anna too. They could know something, they are her little sisters.”
“Fine, do you want to do it?”
“We’ll do it all together…just in case.”
“Sure.”
Ms. Wesly came back, this time with her husband.
“Inspectors, this is my husband, Tom.”
“Hi Tom. I’m Inspector Angela Reide and this is my partner, CD DeLorenzo.” Angela told him.
“Ms. Wesly, Trianna told us that Tara had been self-conscious around adults, especially males. Did either of you notice this?”
“I did,” Tom, told them, “When I went to talk to her about how she had acted, she wouldn’t talk to me and just told me to get out of her room.”
“Well, we were talking with our Captain, Kate McCafferty, and she seems to think this could be the reaction to a rape. Now I don’t know if that’s what happened, but if so then we need to find out who.” CD told her calmly. She was glad she could at least talk to them.
“I don’t think that’s what happened.” Ms. Wesly said, Tom was pale; he looked as if he had just seen a ghost.
Just then someone came to the door. “I’ll get it.” Tom said rushing off.
CD looked at Angela, she seemed to think that this was it; this is who did it to Tara.
“Ms. Wesly could we talk with Anna and Beth? We just want to cover everything.”
“I suppose so.” At that time CD’s cell phone rang. “Uh Angela go on in, I need to get this.”
CD stepped outside of the house, about to cry. “Hello, who is this?? Oh my God, Ricky?? Is that you?” CD almost fainted; this was the man who had caused her so much grief for so many years. The one who caused her to attempt commit suicide. This day couldn’t get worse, at least she thought, until Ricky made the following comment. It was this
“CD, watch your every step, I’ve been watching you. I know where you are. I know what you’re doing. So always check behind you!!! You won’t recognize me, but I’ll recognize you.”
CD was incredibly scared. She didn’t know what to think, she just broke down crying. Angela could here her from inside. She ran out, after politely telling Mr. and Mrs. Wesly that they had to leave. She got CD in the car and went back to the station, trying to comfort CD on the way.
She managed to get CD into Kate’s office; she was there and had a look of sympathy on her face.
“What happened Angela?”
“I don’t know, she had stepped outside of the house to answer a phone call, the next thing I knew she was sobbing, I could hear her inside their home.”
Kate just looked. “CD, listen to me CD, what happened???”
“Ricky…he called.”
“Whose Ricky?” Kate asked.
“He…he…he…he…he was the one who raped me.”
Kate wasn’t let in on this part of the story, Angela gasped. They left CD and stepped out of Kate’s office. “Angela, was CD raped?”
“Yeah, when she was fifteen. That’s why she tried to kill herself.” Both Magda and Jinny were in earshot; thankfully they were the only ones. The both got up and walked over.
“Is this why CD was so upset earlier??” Magda asked.
“Yeah. What are we going to do Captain?” Angela asked.
“Find out what he said, she could be in trouble.” Kate told her, “Mag, Jinny stay out here…and act like you don’t know anything.”
Kate and Angela walked back into her office.
“CD, what’d he say?” Angela asked.
“That he was watching me and knew where I was, and…” CD couldn’t talk anymore; she was too scared.
Though CD wasn’t talking Kate and Angela both knew that CD had a death threat, she couldn’t stay at her own home without security, her best bet would be with another inspector.
“Angela, outside, now.” Kate said. She let CD sit there sobbing, Kate knew CD had to let it out, and she needed desk duty.
When they got out there Angela started talking, “She can’t stay at her own home without security, her best bet would be with another inspector. I can’t though…Daniel and I had plans for tonight.”
“Understood Angela, she can stay at my place…she won’t be too hard to control, she’ll be crying the whole night.”
“You sure that’ll be okay Cap? Because Daniel and I can cancel.”
“Your choice, as long as she’s not at her place.”
“She’ll be staying with me then. Daniel can see me any day, but CD, I just can’t believe this is happening.”
“Neither can I.” Kate said, wishing she knew what to say to CD, “So your sure this’ll work…and you’ll have to be up all night, comforting CD like you’d comfort a kid scared of a storm.”
Angela smiled, “I’m sure Captain…it can’t be that hard, can it?”
“If you need help just call. I’ll be willing to stand guard while you get some sleep.”
“Fine.” Angela looked sympathetic as she looked through the window to Kate’s office; she knew that CD was making herself sick. But maybe it was a good thing…CD could finally get this out in the open. “I’ll call Daniel. He’ll be fine with this.”
“Thanks Angela. Just be sure she gets a little sleep.”
“Sure.” Angela told her as she walked over to her desk, she had to call Daniel about the horribly long day she’s had, and the fact that they can’t go out tonight. When Daniel answered Angela told him about the long day…not giving too many details, and about CD staying at their place tonight because of a death threat. He understood everything.
Captain was in with CD, trying to get her to stop crying. She knew it would be hard, but she’d get it done. All she could do is sit there and rub CD’s back, attempting to show she cared. She didn’t know exactly what CD was going through, but she knew that CD was scared.

FLASHBACK
CD was crying, her mother, holding her tightly to show that she cared, was trying to comfort her. She was rubbing her back and whispering kind and soothing words in her ear.
“CD, honey why’d you do this? What’s wrong?” She asked. She knew that her daughter was hiding something.
“I…I…I…I’m slipping in school, my best friend hates me, and my life sucks.” CD said very convincingly.
“Oh honey, it’s okay. Your life doesn’t suck. Please, don’t ever try to do something like this again! Please promise me that.”
“I promise mom. I won’t ever try something like this again.”

END FLASHBACK

CD continued crying, she still couldn’t believe that Ricky had called her. She couldn’t believe that anything like this had happened to her, ever. Kate was trying to get her to stop, but there was no use. CD was too upset.
Angela entered her office; she just looked at CD, knowing that it would be a long night tonight. But it would be worth it.
Later that night at Angela’s house, CD was sitting on the couch. Angela was next to her. Now they had something else to figure out, where was Ricky? CD was still scared, but not as bad as before. She had calmed down and she wasn’t crying as hard. Sure they could talk about a half hour, but then she’ll start sobbing again. But at least she could talk.
“Okay CD, now…where could Ricky be?” Angela asked her.
“I don’t know. I’m serious he could be anywhere…he could be outside of your house for all I know.”

PLEASE RESPOND!!!!

i'm sooo glad u posted more!!!!! i can't wait till the next part!!

CD then again started crying.
Angela just looked at her, attempting to comfort her in any way possible. She rubbed her back and tried her hardest to comfort her; it just wasn’t working. CD was too upset. ‘I’ll just let her get some sleep.’ She thought to herself ‘I can stay up in the kitchen or somewhere just in case something would happen. She just needs rest.’
Angela looked at the clock, it was 10:30, and CD was calming down.
“CD, hey why don’t you get some sleep?”
“Yeah, that’s probably not a bad idea.” CD replied. She was going to sleep on the couch that night.
Daniel walked out of the room to talk to Angela.
“Hey uh Angela, can I talk to you for a minute?” He asked her.
“Sure. I’ll be right back CD.”
The two of them walked into their bedroom.
“Angela is there any chance this guy is going to break into our house tonight? Like trying to get to CD.”
“I don’t think so. If he’s been following CD he knows I’m her partner…he should be smart enough to stay away.”
“Okay, just if he does…I’m escaping out the window.”
“Haha funny Daniel. You know that CD’s scared. Just let her be and stop worrying.”
“Fine…I have to get up early tomorrow so I’m going to sleep.” Daniel told her. “I’ll see you in the morning.”
“Yeah, fine.” Angela told him as she walked out of the room.
CD, still crying, was sitting on the couch. She was worse than before. Angela ran over to her wondering what was wrong.
“CD what happened?” She asked, wondering what had happened to her.
Between sobs CD managed to answer, “Ricky called again.”
“CD what did he say?” She asked CD, after she just sat there sobbing. Then Angela heard a noise from outside the house.

Yeah...I know it's not much...but it'll have to tide everyone over til tomorrow.

okay...sry this was a double post http://www.sitcomsonline.com/ubb/tongue.gif I suck!

[This message has been edited by Hug-A-Tree (edited 10-12-2001).]

eek! omg, i need more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MMMMMMOOOOOOORRRRRRRREEEEEEEEE!!!!!!

http://www.sitcomsonline.com/ubb/happyface.gif

“CD what did he say?” She asked one more time. “Answer me now, CD please.”
“He was going to get in no matter what. I told him he didn’t know where I was, but he said he did. Then he told me your address. He said he was right outside.”
Angela just stared. She had to call Captain. Yet she had to watch for Ricky. CD wouldn’t be of much help, although she had pulled herself together…she wasn’t crying anymore.
“CD, I’m going to call Cap. Just sit there.”
“Fine, but if he breaks down that door I’m going to kill him.”
“No you aren’t, arrest, maybe, but kill…I don’t think so.”
“You weren’t the one he raped, you weren’t the one who he caused all the misery to for so long. I’m going to kill him, I swear.”
Just then somebody broke down the door, CD was up, with her weapon drawn. Angela was still calling Captain, telling her what was going on. Once CD saw him she knew it was Ricky. He still had the blue eyes that she was attracted to when he was dating her mom. Though his hair was longer, and he had gained some weight he still looked like the old Ricky.
“CD,” Ricky started
“Oh SHUT UP, you know what I refuse to take your crap right now. So put your hands above your head right now or I swear I will kill you.”
“Not if I do first.” At that point Ricky had drawn a gun and was prepared to shoot.
“Ricky, drop the gun, right now.”
Angela was in the hall watching the whole scene unfold. She was scared CD would do something drastic, or break down right then and there, but to her surprise she didn’t. Since Cap was on her way Angela didn’t want to interfere.
“Ricky I’m serious.” CD said.
“No, I’m going to finish you off just like I should have done when you were fifteen. You know, you were pretty good for a fifteen year old.”
“Shut up Ricky. Just drop the weapon.”
“No.”
Just as he was saying that Captain Kate McCafferty came through the door.
“Drop the gun, and put your hands above your head, right now.” Kate told him.
Ricky turned around and pointed the gun at her, “One word from any of you, and CD gets it.”
CD decided she wasn’t going to let him control her anymore and ran up behind him, and pushed him down, causing the gun to go off. No one was hit. CD grabbed the weapon, gave it to Kate, and arrested Ricky. Angela got him and read him his rights, taking him to the patrol car. CD just sat there and cried. Something she had needed to do for the hour that she had spent staring at Ricky, ready to shoot if she needed to.

Yeah so I was bored...no it's not over yet...please respond.

Originally posted by sue z q:
MMMMMMOOOOOOORRRRRRRREEEEEEEEE!!!!!!

http://www.sitcomsonline.com/ubb/happyface.gif

I repeat...

MMMMMMOOOOOOORRRRRREEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!

LOL http://www.sitcomsonline.com/ubb/lol.gif

Kate knelt down by her; she rubbed her back and told her everything was okay. She knew CD wouldn’t be the same for a while. She had been through so much in one day. She didn’t deserve any of it.
“Captain, would it be okay if I took tomorrow off?” CD asked in a small weak voice.
“Sure, take off as long as you need. Don’t rush back into work. I want you to come back once you’re ready.”
“Thanks.” Was all CD could say before returning to tears.
Captain figured CD would be more comfortable in her own home, so she talked to Angela about it and they both agreed. Kate was going to take CD back to her place and stay with her the whole night, just to make sure she didn’t do anything stupid.
Kate picked up CD and dragged her to her car. She was getting ready to take her home when Angela came running out.
“Cap, can I talk to you?”
“Sure.”
They stepped to the side where CD couldn’t hear them, “What about Angela?”
“I don’t think CD should be at work tomorrow.”
“Too late…she already asked for the day off.”
“Good. And uh are we going to tell Jin and Mag about this?”
“No. They don’t need to know.

THE END!

So how did y’all like this?? There will be a sequel as to how CD deals with this and what happens from there…that is if y’all want one. So please respond.