Sara aka New Girl on this Message board killed herself last night. She overdose on the medication Toprimax which she was taking for her Lupus. I was her best friend while she was alive. My name is Sam. She left a note which I will post on the board because it involves you.

Dear Sam,
I love you and I'm sorry I have to do this but I have no other choice. I can't make anyone understand about me. I don't know why the people online have to be so mean I went on to get away and I got more hassles and problems. I hope you understand. Tell everyone at school why I did this and not to cry. I love you.
Sara

She was holding this when her mother found her in the morning.

http://www.sitcomsonline.com/ubb/crying.gif OMG! http://www.sitcomsonline.com/ubb/crying.gif

Oh My God.....

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You just told me that in our IM. I can't believe it. I only knew her for such a short time.

I'll miss her. http://www.sitcomsonline.com/ubb/crying.gif

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Oh my god!....... http://www.sitcomsonline.com/ubb/crying.gif

OMG! That's all I can say........ http://www.sitcomsonline.com/ubb/crying.gif

I'm very sorry for you. http://www.sitcomsonline.com/ubb/frown.gif

I'm really and truly sorry. http://www.sitcomsonline.com/ubb/crying.gif http://www.sitcomsonline.com/ubb/crying.gif

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http://www.sitcomsonline.com/ubb/eek2.gif http://www.sitcomsonline.com/ubb/crying.gif http://www.sitcomsonline.com/ubb/eek2.gif OMG....

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I'm so very sorry. My deepest sympathies are with you and her family and friends. http://www.sitcomsonline.com/ubb/crying.gif

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umm ditto http://www.sitcomsonline.com/ubb/crying.gif



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there was more in the letter... it was 3 pages long... I only put some of the stuff on here. She wrote about a girl named amy who was really mean to her. Does anyone know who that is?

damn did you really hafta post about amy on here...thats gonna make her feel even worse....please dont say she put anything in there about me...btw her nickname for me was ******* . Look i kno ur all gonna say that we pushed her to the edge, but its just the internet and we were just messin around. Were sorry. We werent even that mean to her and she was mean to us too btw. Again we are sorry and we feel really bad about it.

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http://www.sitcomsonline.com/ubb/eek2.gif OMG

this has got to be the most ridiculus thing i've ever heard. I'm sorry if I sound harsh, and if this is true, you have my DEEPEST sympathy....but no body kills themselve over something that happens online, that's just dumb. Plus, when a family relazies that a member of their family has killed themselves, they don't rush on the internet and inform the "board." None of this goes together. Maybe i'm just very jaded, but I don't belive it. But like I said, if this is true her family and friends has my deepest symptathy, but it just doesn't make ANY sence to me. Sorry, that's just how I am...

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I agree wit ya Amanda. Good point.

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Originally posted by Divisionbabe05:
I agree wit ya Amanda. Good point.



Same here, I was thinking about that last night, how when someone dies, you 'don't rush to the board'.



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I don't mean to sound harsh or nothin but that's just stupid. Wake up n smell the coffee, it's ONLINE. And btw she does have another choice. Quit chattin' on the internet! ******.

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[This message has been edited by folfan01 (edited 11-21-2001).]

Originally posted by folfan01:
I don't mean to sound harsh or nothin but that's just stupid. Wake up n smell the coffee, it's ONLINE. And btw she does have another choice. Quit chattin' on the internet! ******.



well, that is much MUCH harder than I put it, but yea....

What's the point of telling Sara what to do now? SHE'S DEAD. And I'm not in her family. I'm in the school she went to. I was her best friend. Her family stoped talking to me. They think it was my fault for not knowing what she was going to do. I think it's kinda stupid to call a dead girl a ****** but that's just MY opinion.
Sam

Damn, I know one thing. If my best friend died, I wouldn't be telling people on the internet! I wouldn't even be on the internet. I'd be too sad. ::shrugs::

What gives you the right to make judgements on how i deal with things? i go online to get out of the real world. people online like me. my family thinks it's my fault and so does her's. no one will talk to me. what would you do in that situation?????

Originally posted by SarasMemory:
What's the point of telling Sara what to do now? SHE'S DEAD. And I'm not in her family. I'm in the school she went to. I was her best friend. Her family stoped talking to me. They think it was my fault for not knowing what she was going to do. I think it's kinda stupid to call a dead girl a ****** but that's just MY opinion.
Sam
I'm not tryin to sound like I'm bein mean or call a dead gurl a ******. I just think that was a ******** decision to make dat's all.

Originally posted by SarasMemory:
my family thinks it's my fault and so does her's.
Why do they think it's your fault? If you already postsed it then I missed it.

They think that I didn't do my job as a friend by not knowing what she was going to do.

Ok... I told Britt that I wasn't going to reply to this topic...but oh well... I am Amy, for Sam and those of you who didn't aready know.

I find this WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY hard to believe that someone would kill herself because a few people (me included) were a lil mean. We didn't say anything that would normally "offend" someone! Sheesh!

I seriously don't think Sara killed herself because of us, or at all. I mean, even though her parents "aren't talking to you," I don't think you wuld run online the first chance you get. Wouldn't a best friend "mourn" and stuff?


Now, if this is fake, I can see why. It is to teach some of us a lesson.

If this is real, I am really TRULY sorry, but at the same time I REALLY don't think this was mine, or Britt, or anyone's fault on the boards. I'm sure she has/had bigger problems in her life than worrying about what people you have never met think.

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Originally posted by NancyRulz24:
Now, if this is fake, I can see why. It is to teach some of us a lesson.


OH YAY!

Originally posted by NancyRulz24:
Now, if this is fake, I can see why. It is to teach some of us a lesson.


If this was posted to actually teach us a lesson, well then, we learned our lesson. I don't, um, exactly know what it is yet, but, eh. Anyways at first I saw it I thought it was true but now that I read some ppl's post, yall got some points.

Sara was my best friend and I came online to let the people on here that care about her know what happend. Everyone deals with this kind of thing in different ways. This is my way. I'm not blaming anyone. Sara blamed you. She overreacted to everything. She had depression and was being raped by her father. She didn't care who knew because no one believed her anyways. Now I'm hoping we can all be friends. But if you all think I'm a bad friend or that I don't care than we can't be.I love Sara and miss her alot. I come online to lose some of the pain. I prefere not to turn to drugs or drinking. Just try to accept the way I deal with things, please?
Sam

Originally posted by SarasMemory:
Sara was my best friend and I came online to let the people on here that care about her know what happend. Everyone deals with this kind of thing in different ways. This is my way. I'm not blaming anyone. Sara blamed you. She overreacted to everything. She had depression and was being raped by her father. She didn't care who knew because no one believed her anyways. Now I'm hoping we can all be friends. But if you all think I'm a bad friend or that I don't care than we can't be.I love Sara and miss her alot. I come online to lose some of the pain. I prefere not to turn to drugs or drinking. Just try to accept the way I deal with things, please?
Sam

I'm sorry for your loss . I wish you the best.


If you want, I'm always eager to make new friends.

Originally posted by Max Whittaker:

If you want, I'm always eager to make new friends.

Ditto, e-mail me sometime, I'd be glad to talk to ya, and I'm so sorry about Sara, whether it was fake or not I really don't care, I'd rather give the person the benefit of the doubt and handle death and particularily suicide with the solemness and seriousness it deserves. I'm so sorry people are blaming you, Sarasmemory, and I'm also sorry for the way Sara and you yourself have been treated around here.

People, your words matter, you may not think they do, but they do. So what if someone is a little more sensetive than you? You need to treat them with respect and quit the crap that's been going on, like calling names and beating up and attacking people.



[This message has been edited by sue z q (edited 11-21-2001).]

Originally posted by sue z q:
Ditto, e-mail me sometime, I'd be glad to talk to ya, and I'm so sorry about Sara, whether it was fake or not I really don't care, I'd rather give the person the benefit of the doubt and handle death and particularily suicide with the solemness and seriousness it deserves. I'm so sorry people are blaming you, Sarasmemory, and I'm alos sorry for the way Sara and you yourself have been treated around here.

People, your words matter, you way not think they do, but they do. So what if someone is a little more sensetive than you? You need to treat them with respect and quit the crap that's been going on like calling names and beating up and attacking people.




I agree with, suez q! I have stayed away from all the suicide posts, and was going to stay away from this post. However, what suez q said makes sense to me. Whether this is real or not, we don't need to cut people down because some people take things more serious than others.
Sam, you can e-mail or IM me anytime as well.

ks

I tried to im you ks but your email address is not availible and I don't know what it is. I'm glad to have people that are friendly here. For the first time since Sara's mom called and told me she was dead, I smiled. http://www.sitcomsonline.com/ubb/happyface.gif

Look, I dind't mean to say that you were a fake or anything. This just doesn't make much sence. I know everyone deals with suicide differently...trust me, I know...if you want to talk, about anything, not just this...i'm here, JuniorAtWren@AOL.com (IM and Email)

But if this is fake, which i'm not pointing fingers at you i'm directing this to anybody who has came on this board and threatened people with suicide, that's a real sick joke to play. Not only does it toy with everybody else emotions, but i'm sure it has some effect on you.

You have my sympathy Sam.

If anyone is still online could you please im me or e-mail me at DivisionFan@aol.com? I need someone to talk to. I just can't sleep.
Sam

OMG OMG OMG OMG NOOOOOOOOOOO this...omg i'm shaking...omg i can't belive this no...she was one of my best friend's...omg!!!oh geez i cant stop shaking!!

Originally posted by JoJoJoJoJoJoJoJoJo:
this has got to be the most ridiculus thing i've ever heard. I'm sorry if I sound harsh, and if this is true, you have my DEEPEST sympathy....but no body kills themselve over something that happens online, that's just dumb. Plus, when a family relazies that a member of their family has killed themselves, they don't rush on the internet and inform the "board." None of this goes together. Maybe i'm just very jaded, but I don't belive it. But like I said, if this is true her family and friends has my deepest symptathy, but it just doesn't make ANY sence to me. Sorry, that's just how I am...


no..it was not the message board..maybe that ticked her off a lil bit but no,if you knew her...her family like i did then you would know

Originally posted by SarasMemory:
What's the point of telling Sara what to do now? SHE'S DEAD. And I'm not in her family. I'm in the school she went to. I was her best friend. Her family stoped talking to me. They think it was my fault for not knowing what she was going to do. I think it's kinda stupid to call a dead girl a ****** but that's just MY opinion.
Sam

can u e-mail me?i was like..one of her best friends and i jus can't belive this..please e-mail me.. sfpd_jinny_jo_ny_rules@yahoo.com

ok wait...i'm not sayin your lyin or n e thing but...how do i know this isn't her dad?cuz..her dad played a pretty bad trick on me n nikki so how do i know this isn't one of em?..i mena i know sara was thinkin bout it a while ago and i know everything she goes through ya know...jus..her dad would do something like this...i dunno...i am jus so shocked i dunno what to think..e-mail me sam please

Originally posted by SarasMemory:
I tried to im you ks but your email address is not availible and I don't know what it is. I'm glad to have people that are friendly here. For the first time since Sara's mom called and told me she was dead, I smiled. http://www.sitcomsonline.com/ubb/happyface.gif


Sorry, I thought my e-mail adress was available. You can talk to me at zrbz99@aol.com!

OMG, i am so upset i wasn't here to try and stop her, but i am glad here cuz i had nothing to do with making her go over the edge. Geez, thats so sad! You have my sincere sympothy and her family,friends,u, and her are in my prayers.God bless u all! I am so sorry about hwat happened!


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Originally posted by the_biggest_nancy_fanatic:
ok wait...i'm not sayin your lyin or n e thing but...how do i know this isn't her dad?cuz..her dad played a pretty bad trick on me n nikki so how do i know this isn't one of em?..i mena i know sara was thinkin bout it a while ago and i know everything she goes through ya know...jus..her dad would do something like this...i dunno...i am jus so shocked i dunno what to think..e-mail me sam please

If this is a trick, it's a sick and disgusting trick....

Oh my gawd! That's horrible. I am so sorry to hear about her passing. I didn't even know her - I wish I could've gotten the chance to.

My deepest, most heartfelt sympathies and condolences go out to everyone who has been touched by this tragedy.

Sara, we miss you but we know you're in a better place.

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[This message has been edited by glitterbabie (edited 11-22-2001).]

iam sorry about what happened to sara i never talked to her but i did think sh ewas really nice and really sweet iam really sad that she left this world.i could see how painful it is to lose someone you love.iam sorry
another thing how could all of you think this is a joke nobody in their right mind will make up something like that.thats just plain rotten and mean.sorry if i hurt your feelings iam just stunned like all of you.