I feel like the Black Sheep in my own family because...

1-No Drivers License. I can't seem to get anyone to teach me how to drive. I've waited the longest and the only thing I know about driving is...to live without it.

2-No girlfriend. I can't find love and since I can't drive, I might as well be single forever.

3-Autism. This is the reason why I'm so behind. I'm the oldest child in my family...but I call myself the youngest because no one will bive me the responsibility because life is saying that "I'm not ready and I'm not mature enough" despite being in my mid-20's.

I'm the Spongebob or Chowder in my family, the thumb, the loner. I feel that I'm not part of my family so I might as well not be part of my family and change my name. :(

DON'T FEEL BAD! I was like that also. I didn't gey my license until i was 20 while everyone else got theirs at 16. i didn't have my first boyfriend until i was 21. i was always behind on those "major milestones". but through the years i've been able to catch up. i have very mild aspergers much like Heather on America's Next Top Model and adhd and i always had trouble fitting it and was very shy as well because of my differences but now i've embraced them. just be the best you that you can be thats all that counts, if they don't like you its their loss.

I didn't get my license until I was 25!! Now I drive everywhere - it'll happen to you, too!! But trust me, I understand how you feel. It me took 4 times to pass my road test.