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Last night, actually I had a dream about a few of my ex girlfriends. I have no idea, but all I was doing was walking down the street and kept bumping into an ex. lol

I rarely remember my dreams, but, they usually have to do with some unhappy event, so its always a relief when i wake up and realise "It was just a dream" :lol:

I don't usually remember my dreams.

The last dream I remember was the night my father passed away. I dreamed I showed him around my work place showed him my world. He seemed to approve.

Then he took my brother and me to a park playground, as though we were still kids.

It's a dream that is very dear to me, and I wish I could remember more of it. But it is enough.

i had a dream that i had dinner with paul mccartney

Speaking of dreams. About 20 some years ago my dad had a very vivid dream in which he heard a voice telling him that he had 20 more years to live. He repeated that dream to us often. Well, 20 years later (2 1/2 years ago) he died. :(

Wow....what a symbolic dream, Tara! Try Dream Dictionary (http://www.dreammoods.com/dreamdictionary/) to decipher symbolism and meaning in your dreams. It's a really good website!

Those of you who have been reading my online LiveJournal and/or have chatted with me on WLM know that I have been talking/obsessing a lot about keeping in contact with my two orphaned second cousins to my male cousin who passed away from an SUV rollver in late July 2006. Well, I got to see them twice over the summer (28 July and 19 August) from family gatherings. Since then, I have gotten really obsessed about wanting to maintain contact with the young girls who are now 4 and 6 years old through their aunts (my cousins, Myrna and Mayra).

I have asked Myrna and Mayra a total of four times (all seperate ocassions) to please let me know when they are visiting the girls so that I can get a chance to get to know MY second cousins more. Naturally, they always tell me, "yes, I will." However, it's been 1.5 months, and I have NOT received one invitation from them. It's obvious they are either very spacey or choose not to inform me. You make the obvious call.

I have dreamt of visiting these cousins several times. Plus, I dreamt something rather interesting earlier this week! I think it's symbolic in some way, but I dreamt that I called my deceased cousin and left him a voice mail. Fast forward a few days later, I was wondering why I hadn't heard back from him. It then hit me (or, someone reminded me, I really can't recall!) that I will never hear back from him! How can he receive my voice mail and call me back?

Most importantly, I think I am feeling somewhat guilty that I did not get the chance to really hang out with my cousin or the girls much when he was alive. There were times I wanted to get to hang out. I always thought he was a cool older cousin, but I never really took advantage of hanging out or anything. He was never really at his mom's (my aunt's) parties, but he did hang out more with the girls and his wife's family and their friends. You know how the saying goes that you always feel guilty when you don't take advantage of something that was possible before it becomes impossible? So, I really do believe that's probably why my female cousins haven't really been apt to letting me know when they hang out with the girls. They're probably wondering why I am doing this NOW instead of THEN? Who knows, but it gets under my skin. I have become obsessed and feel sad when I don't get to see them as much as I'd like. I want them to become part of my life, too, you know.

I've stated before on a similar thread that I have these nightmares of me either being shot or stabbed. It isn't often, maybe once a month and at times I will have that nightmare abt 3 months apart. I have had this for several years now, and it makes me wonder if I am going to die an unnatural death (car accident, homicide). It could be merely me worrying abt dying unnatural and in my subconcious I am causing these nightmares.