LOL for some reason the pissed thing reminded me of that ep of South Park where they win 10,000 dillars.,excep Cartman for submitting somethign to America's Stupidest Home Videos.

Onw of the ones they showed was Cartman talking to his stuffed animals, and Cartman sees and his face gets RED he's like at first causet hye havet he money he goes "You guys are great!" thne he sees that amnd "I...AM....SO....PISSED....OFF" hes turning RED, and they win, theyre happy and you see Cartman's face still red LOL

Holy ****, Daughtry's album is #1 on the Billboard charts...the margin between that CD and the Dreamgirls soundtrack at #2 was only 130 copies!! :eek: :eek: :eek: BUT YAAAAAAAYYYY DAUGHTRY!!!!! :woohoo: party:
It's not overrrrrrrrrrr

Holy ****, Daughtry's album is #1 on the Billboard charts...the margin between that CD and the Dreamgirls soundtrack at #2 was only 130 copies!! :eek: :eek: :eek: BUT YAAAAAAAYYYY DAUGHTRY!!!!! :woohoo: party:
THATS AWESOME!

Holy ****, Daughtry's album is #1 on the Billboard charts...the margin between that CD and the Dreamgirls soundtrack at #2 was only 130 copies!! :eek: :eek: :eek: BUT YAAAAAAAYYYY DAUGHTRY!!!!! :woohoo: party:
awesome! :woohoo: party: party:

LOL for some reason the pissed thing reminded me of that ep of South Park where they win 10,000 dillars.,excep Cartman for submitting somethign to America's Stupidest Home Videos.

Onw of the ones they showed was Cartman talking to his stuffed animals, and Cartman sees and his face gets RED he's like at first causet hye havet he money he goes "You guys are great!" thne he sees that amnd "I...AM....SO....PISSED....OFF" hes turning RED, and they win, theyre happy and you see Cartman's face still red LOL
I love that show :rofl:

I love that show :rofl:
I know,great ep too.


I need that pic though,I need to find it, where his face is like as red ash is jacket almost

How can you not like this show, Joe? Watch this. Ef word. Be advised.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=J9Cgzq3Qy60

How can you not like this show, Joe? Watch this. Ef word. Be advised.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=J9Cgzq3Qy60
:rotflmao:

Wha...where...where'd they go?

Wha...where...where'd they go?
:happyface

I'm just distracted. I have to do my homework soon.

double post

:happyface

I'm just distracted. I have to do my homework soon.
DOUBLE POST!:eek:

Oh...my God. Even the devil hates Saddam :rofl: http://youtube.com/watch?v=mrrw-ycvZB8

:happyface

I'm just distracted. I have to do my homework soon.
blahhhh

Oh...my God. Even the devil hates Saddam :rofl: http://youtube.com/watch?v=mrrw-ycvZB8
RESPECT MAH AUTHORITAH! :rotflmao:

DOUBLE POST!:eek:

lYkE oH mAh GAH dA wOrLdZ cUmIn 2 aN eNd!!!!!!!!!1111 :eek: :happyface :p

Ole Miss
That's probably the college I'll end up going to. I think my sister is going to spend the last two years of college there.

lYkE oH mAh GAH dA wOrLdZ cUmIn 2 aN eNd!!!!!!!!!1111 :eek: :happyface :p
Hello Kee-Ron at age 12 ;) :eek: :lol:


LYKE 0MIgaH RELLY NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

That's probably the college I'll end up going to. I think my sister is going to spend the last two years of college there.
What college?

I'm gonna take the SAT and ACT here pretty soon, too. Haha.

I'll take them, like 215645 times, probably.
I filled out the little form thing back in Fall, but mine's still laying somewhere in my room. lol

What college?
Ole Miss

Hello Kee-Ron at age 12 ;) :eek: :lol:


LYKE 0MIgaH RELLY NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

:lol: I don't remember typing like that when I was 12.

Wha...where...where'd they go?
SPACE

:lol: I don't remember typing like that when I was 12.
Ok.9

Ole Miss
http://www.olemiss.edu/

Ole Miss
Ole Miss? Is that an abbreviation?

SPACE
:rotflmao:

http://www.olemiss.edu/
haha why isn't it just called UM? I got confuzed :mrtarver:

SPACE
those wackballs in ur advar? :happyface :wave:

Ole Miss? Is that an abbreviation?
You can tell it's southern by the name. :lol: It's like saying "Good ole Mississippi"

You can tell it's southern by the name. :lol: It's like saying "Good ole Mississippi"
LOL yeah

You can tell it's southern by the name. :lol: It's like saying "Good ole Mississippi"
ahahah oh. Interesting :lol:

Ok.9

I didn't type like that when I was 9 either!! :happyface

k back

I could try to find posts of mine when I was 12. Didn't post here, another board. My friend and I had this feud with another girl on there and then we ended up becoming friends. I don't talk to her anymore though

ITS NOT NEW YORK ITS EAST RUTHERFORD. :mad:

I could try to find posts of mine when I was 12. Didn't post here, another board. My friend and I had this feud with another girl on there and then we ended up becoming friends. I don't talk to her anymore though
:mrtarver: i was here...when i was 11. :lol:

:lol: I don't remember typing like that when I was 12.
I never did post like that when I was 12. I did use alot of smilies though.

:mrtarver: i was here...when i was 11. :lol:
blah I didn't get the internet till I was 12 so yeah

those wackballs in ur advar? :happyface :wave:
YES

blah I didn't get the internet till I was 12 so yeah
i hadnt even INVENTED the internet yet when i was 12 so BLAH

Gonna go now. See you guys later. :wave:

blah I didn't get the internet till I was 12 so yeah
i got it when i was...8 i think..

Gonna go now. See you guys later. :wave:
:wave:

i hadnt even INVENTED the internet yet when i was 12 so BLAH
very very true Robnoglongoblong

Gonna go now. See you guys later. :wave:
:wave:

I don't even know if the message board still exists. It was one of those primative dinky ones, no registering. It was a Three's Company board. Can't find it.

make a neew one

I don't even know if the message board still exists. It was one of those primative dinky ones, no registering. It was a Three's Company board. Can't find it.
Hmm


LOL that guy had to be ESCORTED out of the audition,and that girl was good.

sarah burgrees = best auditioner so far. it'd be even better if she was from NY though.

Gonna go now. See you guys later. :wave:
:wave: byee

i got it when i was...8 i think..

The plane is on its way to Houston when a blonde in economy class gets up and moves to the first class section and sits down.

The flight attendant watches her do this and asks to see her ticket.

She then tells the blonde that she paid for economy class and that she will have to sit in the back.

The blonde replies, "I'm blond, I'm beautiful, I'm going to Houston and I'm staying right here."

The flight attendant goes into the cockpit and tells the pilot and the co-pilot that there is a blonde sitting in first class that belongs in economy and she won't move back to her seat.

The co-pilot goes back to the blonde and tries to explain that because she only paid for economy she will have to leave and return to her seat.

The blonde replies, "I'm blonde, I'm beautiful, I'm going to Houston and I'm staying right here."

The co-pilot tells the pilot that he probably should have the police waiting when they land to arrest this blonde woman who won't listen to reason.

The pilot says, "you say she is a blonde? I'll handle this. I'm married to a blonde. I speak blonde."

He goes back to the blonde and whispers in her ear, and she says, "oh, I'm sorry." and she gets up and goes back to her seat in economy.

The flight attendant and co-pilot are amazed and asked him what he said to make her move without any fuss.

I told her, "first class isn't going to Houston."

Hmm


LOL that guy had to be ESCORTED out of the audition,and that girl was good.
POOP

The plane is on its way to Houston when a blonde in economy class gets up and moves to the first class section and sits down.

The flight attendant watches her do this and asks to see her ticket.

She then tells the blonde that she paid for economy class and that she will have to sit in the back.

The blonde replies, "I'm blond, I'm beautiful, I'm going to Houston and I'm staying right here."

The flight attendant goes into the cockpit and tells the pilot and the co-pilot that there is a blonde sitting in first class that belongs in economy and she won't move back to her seat.

The co-pilot goes back to the blonde and tries to explain that because she only paid for economy she will have to leave and return to her seat.

The blonde replies, "I'm blonde, I'm beautiful, I'm going to Houston and I'm staying right here."

The co-pilot tells the pilot that he probably should have the police waiting when they land to arrest this blonde woman who won't listen to reason.

The pilot says, "you say she is a blonde? I'll handle this. I'm married to a blonde. I speak blonde."

He goes back to the blonde and whispers in her ear, and she says, "oh, I'm sorry." and she gets up and goes back to her seat in economy.

The flight attendant and co-pilot are amazed and asked him what he said to make her move without any fuss.

I told her, "first class isn't going to Houston."
:lol:

omg, i could get $63,800 for college, granted that I do them all and get the max amount.

You guys can only become obsessed with American Idol again if there's another gay couple.

YES
:woohoo:

omg, i could get $63,800 for college, granted that I do them all and get the max amount.
did you apply for the Gay Black Jewish Klansmen for Tolerance and Understanding Scholarship yet?

You guys can only become obsessed with American Idol again if there's another gay couple.
im NOT obsessed :snob: i'm just enjoying this episode cause it's my HOME CITY.

Everytime I think that life can't get any worse, I get surprised. My mom tells me to record AI while I was laying in bed. I said ok, I was not planning on falling asleep. I was crying and had to lay down for a few minutes. Next thing I know I hear screaming that it's 10 minutes past 7. And now she screaming back and forth how i'm undependable and how she should kill herself rather than depends on me. SHE should kill herself? I should be the one screaming back and forth abot ****ing death not her. My life is nothing and never will be, not hers. I come home from god damn school that I think i'm dropping out of after this ****ing semester anyways. And marriage comes up. I say I don't wanna get married ever. All I hear is "You don't know!1" I say yes I do know. And she starts getting 'pissed.' And goes "then I guess college is extra important. You still want a nice car and clothes." To her me not getting married automatically means I'm gonna be alone forever, and she is ok with that. She even admitted she doesn't care if me or my sister are alone our entire lives. Like ten minutes in ****ing AMERICAN IDOL is the end of hte world. You dont' miss much on that show in TEN minutes. Wonder when she became so obsessed with the stupid show. I have no offline friends, I'll never go on a date, I hate school, and I have no motivation to do anything anymore but sleep and cry. Everytime I turn around I get depressed. I didn't even really get a fair chance at the stupid college thing. I was saying 2 or 3months before I even got signed up that i don't know if i want to go. And my dad told me he'd look into other options to get me out of this house and never did. Thank god a semester is only 3 months. So come April I don't have to go back there anymore.

I had to rant.

psssst, hey JACK:

http://bulletin.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=bulletin.read&messageID=2619749602&Mytoken=EAF70203-B14D-4537-ADC564CF7F5155396517797

Everytime I think that life can't get any worse, I get surprised. My mom tells me to record AI while I was laying in bed. I said ok, I was not planning on falling asleep. I was crying and had to lay down for a few minutes. Next thing I know I hear screaming that it's 10 minutes past 7. And now she screaming back and forth how i'm undependable and how she should kill herself rather than depends on me. SHE should kill herself? I should be the one screaming back and forth abot ****ing death not her. My life is nothing and never will be, not hers. I come home from god damn school that I think i'm dropping out of after this ****ing semester anyways. And marriage comes up. I say I don't wanna get married ever. All I hear is "You don't know!1" I say yes I do know. And she starts getting 'pissed.' And goes "then I guess college is extra important. You still want a nice car and clothes." To her me not getting married automatically means I'm gonna be alone forever, and she is ok with that. She even admitted she doesn't care if me or my sister are alone our entire lives. Like ten minutes in ****ing AMERICAN IDOL is the end of hte world. You dont' miss much on that show in TEN minutes. Wonder when she became so obsessed with the stupid show. I have no offline friends, I'll never go on a date, I hate school, and I have no motivation to do anything anymore but sleep and cry. Everytime I turn around I get depressed. I didn't even really get a fair chance at the stupid college thing. I was saying 2 or 3months before I even got signed up that i don't know if i want to go. And my dad told me he'd look into other options to get me out of this house and never did. Thank god a semester is only 3 months. So come April I don't have to go back there anymore.

I had to rant.
tl;dr

im NOT obsessed :snob: i'm just enjoying this episode cause it's my HOME CITY.
theyre held in ur city?

did you apply for the Gay Black Jewish Klansmen for Tolerance and Understanding Scholarship yet?
Not yet.

tl;dr
am i the only one who is incapable of reading large, continuous blocks of text like that?

I am sorry, jackie - i honestly see a large blurb like that that, and I just CANT read it, i'm not making light of your problem or anything

slam slam slam. ****ing whore.

Everytime I think that life can't get any worse, I get surprised. My mom tells me to record AI while I was laying in bed. I said ok, I was not planning on falling asleep. I was crying and had to lay down for a few minutes. Next thing I know I hear screaming that it's 10 minutes past 7. And now she screaming back and forth how i'm undependable and how she should kill herself rather than depends on me. SHE should kill herself? I should be the one screaming back and forth abot ****ing death not her. My life is nothing and never will be, not hers. I come home from god damn school that I think i'm dropping out of after this ****ing semester anyways. And marriage comes up. I say I don't wanna get married ever. All I hear is "You don't know!1" I say yes I do know. And she starts getting 'pissed.' And goes "then I guess college is extra important. You still want a nice car and clothes." To her me not getting married automatically means I'm gonna be alone forever, and she is ok with that. She even admitted she doesn't care if me or my sister are alone our entire lives. Like ten minutes in ****ing AMERICAN IDOL is the end of hte world. You dont' miss much on that show in TEN minutes. Wonder when she became so obsessed with the stupid show. I have no offline friends, I'll never go on a date, I hate school, and I have no motivation to do anything anymore but sleep and cry. Everytime I turn around I get depressed. I didn't even really get a fair chance at the stupid college thing. I was saying 2 or 3months before I even got signed up that i don't know if i want to go. And my dad told me he'd look into other options to get me out of this house and never did. Thank god a semester is only 3 months. So come April I don't have to go back there anymore.

I had to rant.:( Obviously your mom has problems that she's just placing right on you. Just look at it that way. But don't quit school -_-

:( Obviously your mom has problems that she's just placing right on you. Just look at it that way. But don't quit school -_-
yeah quitting school would do no good :( but its obvious that shes not angry at you shes just taking it out on you. im sorry though jackie :/

:( Obviously your mom has problems that she's just placing right on you. Just look at it that way. But don't quit school -_-
I ****ing hate school. School means living in this house. And I can't take two more years of this. And then she thinks i'm gonna go FOUR years. Someone would have to hold a gun to my ****ing head. Then again, maybe that'd be best at this time. I hope they'd ****ing shoot me since i'm to chicken to do it myself.

I ****ing hate school. School means living in this house. And I can't take two more years of this. And then she thinks i'm gonna go FOUR years. Someone would have to hold a gun to my ****ing head. Then again, maybe that'd be best at this time. I hope they'd ****ing shoot me since i'm to chicken to do it myself.
Ugh I know nothing I say can change your mind but really, keep doing what's best even if it's a pain in the ****ing ass. You have to for yourself. Maybe it's making you miserable now but it won't in the future. What would you do if you didn't stay?

I'm sorry you're feeling blue, Jackie.

Ugh I know nothing I say can change your mind but really, keep doing what's best even if it's a pain in the ****ing ass. You have to for yourself. Maybe it's making you miserable now but it won't in the future. What would you do if you didn't stay?
For what? What am I really working to gain in MY life? Most people wish to get a nice job with a college degree and get married and have kids and buy a house one day. What do I have? Well I'm gonna have a nice job.. and a.. nice job! What a great life. Nothing more to it then a job. I might as well work at burger king or mcdonalds for life, at least i fit in there. And I"ve already told you guys a million times if i were to move out of this house I would be a stripper and work a job. And that should take care of it. And one day I'll probably go crazy and play in traffic or something. There's only so and so much a person can take. Especially when they know there is no hope for the future.

For what? What am I really working to gain in MY life? Most people wish to get a nice job with a college degree and get married and have kids and buy a house one day. What do I have? Well I'm gonna have a nice job.. and a.. nice job! What a great life. Nothing more to it then a job. I might as well work at burger king or mcdonalds for life, at least i fit in there. And I"ve already told you guys a million times if i were to move out of this house I would be a stripper and work a job. And that should take care of it. And one day I'll probably go crazy and play in traffic or something. There's only so and so much a person can take. Especially when they know there is no hope for the future.
Having a job is better than nothing...and I'm sure you'll find something more along the way. You don't know. You havn't experienced, you can't just sit there and think you know exactly how the future is going to turn out because you don't. Be a stripper? Oh that's good. Get yourself in deeper. Do you know how dangerous those jobs can freaking be?

I ****ing hate school. School means living in this house. And I can't take two more years of this. And then she thinks i'm gonna go FOUR years. Someone would have to hold a gun to my ****ing head. Then again, maybe that'd be best at this time. I hope they'd ****ing shoot me since i'm to chicken to do it myself.
school sucks but you won't regret it later. not going to college REALLY brings you down. besides maybe after a year of work you can live in a dorm?

I'm also tired of my mom asking me 'what's wrong?" I'm sure she knows what's ****ing wrong. How many "what's wrong?"'s is it going to take before she talks to me about it becuase I'm obviously not going to initiate that conversation. She's the adult, I'm the kid.

Having a job is better than nothing...and I'm sure you'll find something more along the way. You don't know. You havn't experienced, you can't just sit there and think you know exactly how the future is going to turn out because you don't. Be a stripper? Oh that's good. Get yourself in deeper. Do you know how dangerous those jobs can freaking be?
yeah don't be a stripper....-_- thats not the best choice in life.

I'm also tired of my mom asking me 'what's wrong?" I'm sure she knows what's ****ing wrong. How many "what's wrong?"'s is it going to take before she talks to me about it becuase I'm obviously not going to initiate that conversation. She's the adult, I'm the kid.
my dad asks that too. They probably know deep down it's them but can't admit it because it hurts.

Having a job is better than nothing...and I'm sure you'll find something more along the way. You don't know. You havn't experienced, you can't just sit there and think you know exactly how the future is going to turn out because you don't. Be a stripper? Oh that's good. Get yourself in deeper. Do you know how dangerous those jobs can freaking be?
They're only dangerous if you make them dangerous. And I'm not scared. So I don't care. It's an easy job that can have big money involved. And some amazing miracle would have to happen for ANYTHING to change. I was doomed from birth.

school sucks but you won't regret it later. not going to college REALLY brings you down. besides maybe after a year of work you can live in a dorm?
I will never be able to afford the cost of dorm rooms. Plus I'd have to attend another college. They don't have dorms on post.

They're only dangerous if you make them dangerous. And I'm not scared. So I don't care. It's an easy job that can have big money involved. And some amazing miracle would have to happen for ANYTHING to change. I was doomed from birth.
You don't know that. You seriously don't...and it's more likely to turn out bad if you go the way you think you are. Way more likely. It's like...people who have it bad just subconciously go into things that make it worse. I have no ****ing idea why, but you're doing it too.

my dad asks that too. They probably know deep down it's them but can't admit it because it hurts.
I'm not blaming her for the fact that I'm not straight. I'm blaming her because she doesn't care enough about my pain to talk about it. Neither does my dad. None of them will come talk to me about it. And it's been so many months, I've lost count. And I have reason to be scared to be the one to bring it up to them. Especially my mom.

I'm not blaming her for the fact that I'm not straight. I'm blaming her because she doesn't care enough about my pain to talk about it. Neither does my dad. None of them will come talk to me about it. And it's been so many months, I've lost count. And I have reason to be scared to be the one to bring it up to them. Especially my mom.
I know, I get that and I'm sure it hurts like hell. I really have no advice there. Just know we're always here to talk, even though I'm sure it doesn't fill in the gap of being able to talk to your parents.

I will never be able to afford the cost of dorm rooms. Plus I'd have to attend another college. They don't have dorms on post.
i dont know, maybe you can eventually get your own apartment. but yeah you'll need a job first...you need a job for everything really.

You don't know that. You seriously don't...and it's more likely to turn out bad if you go the way you think you are. Way more likely. It's like...people who have it bad just subconciously go into things that make it worse. I have no ****ing idea why, but you're doing it too.
No i'm not. It's not any worse of a position that I'm now. It's my ticket out. And at some points I feel like I'll do anything to get out.

No i'm not. It's not any worse of a position that I'm now. It's my ticket out. And at some points I feel like I'll do anything to get out.
Except go to school I guess...even though obviously that'll get you into a better position than any of the options you're considering.

I know, I get that and I'm sure it hurts like hell. I really have no advice there. Just know we're always here to talk, even though I'm sure it doesn't fill in the gap of being able to talk to your parents.
I don't even CARE if we ever talk about it again after talking about it ONCE. That's all I want. All I want is to talk about it once and get the ok to date - so just in case some miracle happens and I meet someone I don't have to say no or be scared. They will NEVER have to meet anyone I would date, hear about anyone I date, or even know who I'm dating and if I'm dating anyone. It's easy as that. And I'd like that better anyways. No matter who I was dating, guy or girl, I'd rather not have my parents know. Because my mom knowing would just start more arguments about how much she hates my boyfriend or girlfriend. I wish this ****ing family was normal.

Except go to school I guess...even though obviously that'll get you into a better position than any of the options you're considering.
yeah i dont see why being a stripper would make things any better. why not go to school and get a job you can be happy with? that's not considered slutty and disgusting?

I don't even CARE if we ever talk about it again after talking about it ONCE. That's all I want. All I want is to talk about it once and get the ok to date - so just in case some miracle happens and I meet someone I don't have to say no or be scared. They will NEVER have to meet anyone I would date, hear about anyone I date, or even know who I'm dating and if I'm dating anyone. It's easy as that. And I'd like that better anyways. No matter who I was dating, guy or girl, I'd rather not have my parents know. Because my mom knowing would just start more arguments about how much she hates my boyfriend or girlfriend. I wish this ****ing family was normal.
well once you get out of the house, it wont matter anymore. it'll be YOUR life, not your mom's.

I don't even CARE if we ever talk about it again after talking about it ONCE. That's all I want. All I want is to talk about it once and get the ok to date - so just in case some miracle happens and I meet someone I don't have to say no or be scared. They will NEVER have to meet anyone I would date, hear about anyone I date, or even know who I'm dating and if I'm dating anyone. It's easy as that. And I'd like that better anyways. No matter who I was dating, guy or girl, I'd rather not have my parents know. Because my mom knowing would just start more arguments about how much she hates my boyfriend or girlfriend. I wish this ****ing family was normal.
Why do you need the okay if you don't even want them to meet? But anyway... you can't just try to talk? Or write a note?

Except go to school I guess...even though obviously that'll get you into a better position than any of the options you're considering.
What does it matter? If i get kicked out of here, I'm nto gonna be going to college anymore anyways. And I probably will get kicked out of here if I don't move myself out eventually. Because as far as I'm concerned, I WILL bring up my sexual orientation on my 19th birthday wether they want to hear it or not. And if they tell me to get out I WILL yell outside in front of the ****ing house about how I'm a carpet muncher and they can call the ****ing cops. But I WILL get it out. And they WILL hear it. If they choose to accept it is a different story. It all ties together. My birthday is in April, the second semester starts a few days before my birthday, I think. So yeah. The two go hand in hand.

Why do you need the okay if you don't even want them to meet? But anyway... you can't just try to talk? Or write a note?
Because they'll find out probably. With my luck. And if I get the ok to date and we agree on them never meeting the people I date then it'll be ok. If they find out at least I got the ok so it'll be less of an argument.

What does it matter? If i get kicked out of here, I'm nto gonna be going to college anymore anyways. And I probably will get kicked out of here if I don't move myself out eventually. Because as far as I'm concerned, I WILL bring up my sexual orientation on my 19th birthday wether they want to hear it or not. And if they tell me to get out I WILL yell outside in front of the ****ing house about how I'm a carpet muncher and they can call the ****ing cops. But I WILL get it out. And they WILL hear it. If they choose to accept it is a different story. It all ties together. My birthday is in April, the second semester starts a few days before my birthday, I think. So yeah. The two go hand in hand.
Ugh this sounds so difficult. I don't know -_- I just don't want you to do **** that you'll get criticism and lack of respect for. That's more problems right there. You can find a job that earns good money without that.

Because they'll find out probably. With my luck. And if I get the ok to date and we agree on them never meeting the people I date then it'll be ok. If they find out at least I got the ok so it'll be less of an argument.
Why can't you just talk to them yourself?

Ugh this sounds so difficult. I don't know -_- I just don't want you to do **** that you'll get criticism and lack of respect for. That's more problems right there. You can find a job that earns good money without that.
:nod:

Ugh this sounds so difficult. I don't know -_- I just don't want you to do **** that you'll get criticism and lack of respect for. That's more problems right there. You can find a job that earns good money without that.
It is difficult. If it wasn't difficult and if my family wasn't ****ed in the head, I would've talked about this issue with them 4 or 5 years ago. And I don't care if people think i'm 'slutty' or 'disgusting'. People have to do what they have to do. And if that's my way out, so be it.

It is difficult. If it wasn't difficult and if my family wasn't ****ed in the head, I would've talked about this issue with them 4 or 5 years ago. And I don't care if people think i'm 'slutty' or 'disgusting'. People have to do what they have to do. And if that's my way out, so be it.
Why is that the only option to you? :lol: There's so much other **** you could do that earns just as much money damn.

Why can't you just talk to them yourself?
I said I am, on my 19th birthday. I have a feeling it won't go over well, like I said. But yeah.

Why is that the only option to you? :lol: There's so much other **** you could do that earns just as much money damn.
None of the other options are as quick or as easy.

None of the other options are as quick or as easy.
Maybe you need to look into other things more, then.

I said I am, on my 19th birthday. I have a feeling it won't go over well, like I said. But yeah.
I thought they already knew anyway...

Maybe you need to look into other things more, then.
Maybe you do.

Maybe you do.
huh?

I thought they already knew anyway...
That's the point. Don't you get it? My dad says it's obvious. My mom yelled at me about it the day we got into that huge argument. Yet now she acts like nothing ever happened. Maybe she just said it out of anger because she thought calling me gay would make me mad and doesn't really think I am. I don't fukcing know with her. But how can she not now at this point? It's not like i ever denied it. YET she doesn't come talk to me about it. It's stupid.

huh?
Forget it.

Forget it.
Nope. I'm gonna look into it.

Nope. I'm gonna look into it.
The only other option is the military. That's quick and fast.

So AI is 2 hours today? If it is.. 10 minutes really isn't anything. :rolleyes:

The only other option is the military. That's quick and fast.
why is that the only other option? yeah going to college seems long and hard but in the end it's a lot better then throwing your life away and being a stripper.

So AI is 2 hours today? If it is.. 10 minutes really isn't anything. :rolleyes:
yeah it is.

why is that the only other option? yeah going to college seems long and hard but in the end it's a lot better then throwing your life away and being a stripper.
Being a stripper isn't 'throwing your life' away. In my case, it's bettering it. I don't even know if there are any real strip clubs where I live. Id probably have to go to nashville.

Drama Queen Idol

Being a stripper isn't 'throwing your life' away. In my case, it's bettering it. I don't even know if there are any real strip clubs where I live. Id probably have to go to nashville.
no its not bettering it. it may seem like it now but you wouldnt be happy with it in the end.

Whatever. I'm done talking about this for now.

Whatever. I'm done talking about this for now.
you should just build yer OWN strip club.

Jackie why don't you try talking to a counselor or something at your college? I'm sure they'll give you some options or things you can do without school.

I'll be back in a little while, I've been staring at the computer for too long and my head hurts ozlr

I'll be back in a little while, I've been staring at the computer for too long and my head hurts ozlr
Ok :wave:

I'll be back in a little while, I've been staring at the computer for too long and my head hurts ozlr
:wave: byee

:rofl: according to the news preview some school sold alcohal for lunch.

:rofl: according to the news preview some school sold alcohal for lunch.
LOL :rotflmao:

:rofl: according to the news preview some school sold alcohal for lunch.
whaaaa?

Tonight's AI was interesting.

Gay egomanaic mimes, girls having orgasms,tone def cowgirls,opera singer being a rocker whow as good,good sing that looked like Justin Timberlake, the Elliott cookie and Curious George,moody fat black girls, a guy that quit in Holylwood, ablack girl who had bene to Hollyqwood that didnt make it being a drama wueen. More drama queens,drama queens.

Tonight's AI was interesting.

Gay egomanaic mimes, girls having orgasms,tone def cowgirls,opera singer being a rocker whow as good,good sing that looked like Justin Timberlake, the Elliott cookie and Curious George,moody fat black girls, a guy that quit in Holylwood, ablack girl who had bene to Hollyqwood that didnt make it being a drama wueen. More drama queens,drama queens.
it ruled :snob: beause it was from New York City!

and i guess lynn isnt coming on. *-*

pure body fat

it ruled :snob: beause it was from New York City!

and i guess lynn isnt coming on. *-*
Sure did rule!:D But certain people didnt


Yeah

pure body fat
:happyface

Ya know...the episode where Chef dies on South Park is actually kind of sad. I'm for real. It kind of represents reality in what the guy who did his voice did.

"and i guess lynn isnt coming on. *-*"

:mad:

III WANNA DOOO SOMETHIN' FREAKY TO YOUUU

today ROCKED. Pistons win and AI was good.

"and i guess lynn isnt coming on. *-*"

:mad:
:snob: well its not MY fault you come in at 10:30!

today ROCKED. Pistons win and AI was good.
AI was amazing, cause it was from the meadowlands! :mrtarver: i only live 40 minutes from there.

MEADOW

:snob: well its not MY fault you come in at 10:30!
you need to understand that's normal when my Pistons are on. doesn't mean i won't came on after. *_*

you need to understand that's normal when my Pistons are on. doesn't mean i won't came on after. *_*
yeah but didnt the pistons end at like...9?

I brought sexy back and all I got was your mom :(

yeah but didnt the pistons end at like...9?
Around that. But I was watching TV. :grr:

I brought sexy back and all I got was your mom :(
poor you. :(

So like...wassapppp ya'll?!

Gosh, Joe, you're almost to 58,000!

these threads are flying by

Wow myspace is gae.

Gosh, Joe, you're almost to 58,000!
:happyface

Wow myspace is gae.
:nod:

:happyface
Better get going!

I love the Daily Show :lol:

Jon Stewart of Bush clip: What? Is he signing autographs? Is that Congress or kids at a wiggles concert?

taste the rainbooow

sarah burgrees = best auditioner so far. it'd be even better if she was from NY though.

ohno: The sob stories are getting old for me.

I just realized I have waaayyy too many favorite auditioners than I thought I would. :lol: No one really blew me away like Chris Daughtry last year. But that Chris Richardson guy...oh man. He melted my heart. :biglove: Maybe my favorite this year will also be a guy named Chris! :D

Everytime I think that life can't get any worse, I get surprised. My mom tells me to record AI while I was laying in bed. I said ok, I was not planning on falling asleep. I was crying and had to lay down for a few minutes. Next thing I know I hear screaming that it's 10 minutes past 7. And now she screaming back and forth how i'm undependable and how she should kill herself rather than depends on me. SHE should kill herself? I should be the one screaming back and forth abot ****ing death not her. My life is nothing and never will be, not hers. I come home from god damn school that I think i'm dropping out of after this ****ing semester anyways. And marriage comes up. I say I don't wanna get married ever. All I hear is "You don't know!1" I say yes I do know. And she starts getting 'pissed.' And goes "then I guess college is extra important. You still want a nice car and clothes." To her me not getting married automatically means I'm gonna be alone forever, and she is ok with that. She even admitted she doesn't care if me or my sister are alone our entire lives. Like ten minutes in ****ing AMERICAN IDOL is the end of hte world. You dont' miss much on that show in TEN minutes. Wonder when she became so obsessed with the stupid show. I have no offline friends, I'll never go on a date, I hate school, and I have no motivation to do anything anymore but sleep and cry. Everytime I turn around I get depressed. I didn't even really get a fair chance at the stupid college thing. I was saying 2 or 3months before I even got signed up that i don't know if i want to go. And my dad told me he'd look into other options to get me out of this house and never did. Thank god a semester is only 3 months. So come April I don't have to go back there anymore.

I had to rant.


Sorry Jackie. :( Believe or not, I have the same mindset as you on a lot of days. It has gotten better for me though, and I hope it's the same for you. :hug:

For what? What am I really working to gain in MY life? Most people wish to get a nice job with a college degree and get married and have kids and buy a house one day. What do I have? Well I'm gonna have a nice job.. and a.. nice job! What a great life. Nothing more to it then a job. I might as well work at burger king or mcdonalds for life, at least i fit in there. And I"ve already told you guys a million times if i were to move out of this house I would be a stripper and work a job. And that should take care of it. And one day I'll probably go crazy and play in traffic or something. There's only so and so much a person can take. Especially when they know there is no hope for the future.

Ugh. You do sound like me. Near the end of the past year I was so hopeless about my future. I seriously sometimes thought I was in school for nothing. But you really never know what the future's gonna hold. My dad didn't get a college degree, my mom only went to college for some time, and they both work at the freaking post office. It's something I don't want. I'm in college so that I can get a job that I love. Stay up with it. You'll be fine.

:rofl: according to the news preview some school sold alcohal for lunch.

Mmmmm alcohol.

it ruled :snob: beause it was from New York City!

and i guess lynn isnt coming on. *-*

I thought it was the best audition city so far. :D

Wow myspace is gae.

What's new?

AI was amazing, cause it was from the meadowlands! :mrtarver: i only live 40 minutes from there.

Last year the San Francisco auditions were 10 minutes away from my house so...haha. :happyface

Ugh I want a new avatar but I can not find the right picture for it.

Ugh I want a new avatar but I can not find the right picture for it.
Hmm

LOL LYNN I swear I thought that was a girl in your av till I looked closely

I'm gonna watch the AI i recorded last night tonight. I don't have a fav. auditioner yet. *_*

ohno: The sob stories are getting old for me.

I just realized I have waaayyy too many favorite auditioners than I thought I would. :lol: No one really blew me away like Chris Daughtry last year. But that Chris Richardson guy...oh man. He melted my heart. :biglove: Maybe my favorite this year will also be a guy named Chris! :D
i dont even remember him LOLLL. all of the guys were BORING IMO. maybe its just cause i pay more attention to the girls!

OMG though...today in Health we watched this video "What Happens When Your Body Becomes Sexually Active". :rofl: it was hilarious. they were like "PETER'S PENIS IS NOW TEN TIMES THE NORMAL SIZE IT SHOULD BE!" and Peter was stalking this girl and then he put MAKE-UP on or something and...:rotflmao:

OMG though...today in Health we watched this video "What Happens When Your Body Becomes Sexually Active". :rofl: it was hilarious. they were like "PETER'S PENIS IS NOW TEN TIMES THE NORMAL SIZE IT SHOULD BE!" and Peter was stalking this girl and then he put MAKE-UP on or something and...:rotflmao:
methinks PETER and his PENIS is a PERV

OMG though...today in Health we watched this video "What Happens When Your Body Becomes Sexually Active". :rofl: it was hilarious. they were like "PETER'S PENIS IS NOW TEN TIMES THE NORMAL SIZE IT SHOULD BE!" and Peter was stalking this girl and then he put MAKE-UP on or something and...:rotflmao:
wtf? :lol:

OMG though...today in Health we watched this video "What Happens When Your Body Becomes Sexually Active". :rofl: it was hilarious. they were like "PETER'S PENIS IS NOW TEN TIMES THE NORMAL SIZE IT SHOULD BE!" and Peter was stalking this girl and then he put MAKE-UP on or something and...:rotflmao:
uhh.....:rotflmao:

Jon Stewart of Bush clip: What? Is he signing autographs? Is that Congress or kids at a wiggles concert?
I saw that :rofl:

OMG though...today in Health we watched this video "What Happens When Your Body Becomes Sexually Active". :rofl: it was hilarious. they were like "PETER'S PENIS IS NOW TEN TIMES THE NORMAL SIZE IT SHOULD BE!" and Peter was stalking this girl and then he put MAKE-UP on or something and...:rotflmao:
:rofl:

The Cheetah Girls are the Destiny's Child of the 'tween set. Sure, their version of Beyonce (red-hot star Raven-Symone) may not accompany the group on the road, but that doesn't stop pre-teens and their parents from turning out in droves for concerts.
:rotflmao:

:rotflmao:
SATANIC POST!

SATANIC POST!
toetally.

ahah political threads on chit chat are fun

ahah political threads on chit chat are fun
they're fun to read but I never post in them cos I'll end up looking like an idiot :lol:

they're fun to read but I never post in them cos I'll end up looking like an idiot :lol:
eh so do all the other people in there including mahself wooo

I watched AI. I like Kia, I think. Oh and those two best friends. I like the brunette. The blond seems like a bitch.

My hands er cold. I didn't watch AI.

My hands er cold. I didn't watch AI.
Mine are too, and my feet. You're not gonna watch AI ever though. *_*

ahah political threads on chit chat are fun
i think that a very high percentage of people in general should be BANNED from having kids

i think that a very high percentage of people in general should be BANNED from having kids
not referfring to you in particularn though, ashlee - you can go pop em out all you want.

i think that a very high percentage of people in general should be BANNED from having kids
Amen

OMG though...today in Health we watched this video "What Happens When Your Body Becomes Sexually Active". :rofl: it was hilarious. they were like "PETER'S PENIS IS NOW TEN TIMES THE NORMAL SIZE IT SHOULD BE!" and Peter was stalking this girl and then he put MAKE-UP on or something and...:rotflmao:
:rotflmao:

I want a salad.

:drool:

I'm close to 9,700 posts.

300 more to go.

3

2

1

I reeeeeeeeeeeeeally want that salad. I'm gonna start watching what I eat.

At least for a few months.

My mother is ********.

I had a picture of me that I titled "Pimpin" because I had my foil grill in and she goes, "get rid of that" all mean like so now I'm sad.

Very hungry. I'm not going to eat anything unhealthyyyyyy.

I watched AI. I like Kia, I think. Oh and those two best friends. I like the brunette. The blond seems like a bitch.
those two girls were from point pleasant! i go there all the time :mrtarver: it has a public beach. :) and a boardwalk.

i wish i could change my username on IDF. right now it's Crazy4Idol o_O it should be NOT CRAZY FOR IDOL.

i wish i could change my username on IDF. right now it's Crazy4Idol o_O it should be NOT CRAZY FOR IDOL.

no more american idol love?

those two girls were from point pleasant! i go there all the time :mrtarver: it has a public beach. :) and a boardwalk.
Awesome!

those two girls were from point pleasant! i go there all the time :mrtarver: it has a public beach. :) and a boardwalk.
Bossier has a boardwalk, too

I suck.

I want a salad and I'm too shy to ask my grandfather to drive me to get oneee

those two girls were from point pleasant! i go there all the time :mrtarver: it has a public beach. :) and a boardwalk.
lol it showed them at the beach

lol it showed them at the beach
yeah that was point pleasant i would guess. i have to root for them now lol. they're my HOMETOWN GIRLS. well close enough.

yeah that was point pleasant i would guess. i have to root for them now lol. they're my HOMETOWN GIRLS. well close enough.
Awesome, dey yo homegurls/ghetto person :lol:

yeah that was point pleasant i would guess. i have to root for them now lol. they're my HOMETOWN GIRLS. well close enough.
Eh I don't really like the blonde. Seems like to much of an *******. And the brunette was def. the better singer and seemed like the sweeter girl. And also was prettier. I didn't like the way the blonde just ran out after getting her ticket. It was rude. Her friend was in there with her she could've stayed in there with her friend. The burnette even looked as the blonde ran out.

Oh and I like Kia cause she's a good singer and it was hilarious how emotional she got after getting her ticket. I don't know if she's one of the best, but she's good. I don't have any real favorites yet because I haven't seen everyone who made it through sing.

IDF IS PINK!

WHOAAA OFFICE DEPOOOT CAN LEND YOU A HAAAND

WHOAAA OFFICE DEPOOOT CAN LEND YOU A HAAAND
They can also lend you supplies.

WHOAAA OFFICE DEPOOOT CAN LEND YOU A HAAAND
:o

They can also lend you supplies.
wow, you sure are a bright one! :eek:

my hands are cold o.0

rfrr

not referfring to you in particularn though, ashlee - you can go pop em out all you want.
:lol: got ya

http://i90.photobucket.com/albums/k274/i-grec-man/0012.jpg

thurr she iz.

http://i90.photobucket.com/albums/k274/i-grec-man/0012.jpg

thurr she iz.
don't think i remember her. :lol:

http://i90.photobucket.com/albums/k274/i-grec-man/0012.jpg

thurr she iz.
She is an African American.

don't think i remember her. :lol:
She was the one who got emotional after getting her ticket. How can you not remember that? LOL she fell on the floor outside the auditioning room and everything.

She was the one who got emotional after getting her ticket. How can you not remember that? LOL she fell on the floor outside the auditioning room and everything.
i just don't. LOL hm..

She is an African American.
No ****? :confused:

i just don't. LOL hm..
~_-

She is an African American.
Jackie liking an african american. :eek:

http://i90.photobucket.com/albums/k274/i-grec-man/0009.jpg There's the otha oneeee

Jackie liking an african american. :eek:
She has a good voice. :grr:

:lol: got ya LOL

http://i90.photobucket.com/albums/k274/i-grec-man/0009.jpg There's the otha oneeee
she was alot better than her friend. :lol: her friend was annoying.

She has a good voice. :grr:
i'll take your word for it. :grr:

she was alot better than her friend. :lol: her friend was annoying.
I agree. In fact I said that earlier in this thread. Like 2 pages ago!1

http://i90.photobucket.com/albums/k274/i-grec-man/0009.jpg There's the otha oneeee
Shes HOT

i'll take your word for it. :grr:
Cause I have good taste in knowing if ppl can sang or not

http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b240/foreveryoursxo/hot.jpg
my fav so far.

http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b240/foreveryoursxo/hot.jpg
my fav so far.
Yeah he was good. And that guy who they said looks a little like Justin Timberlake but I have to disagree when they said he sounds like JT. That's going overboard. That guy was a better singer than JT.

Are you gonna be a fangirl over him if he makes top 10, Lynn

Yeah he was good. And that guy who they said looks a little like Justin Timberlake but I have to disagree when they said he sounds like JT. That's going overboard. That guy was a better singer than JT.
i didn't care for him. he reminded me of elliott from last season. :x probably the song.

Are you gonna be a fangirl over him if he makes top 10, Lynn
PERHAPS. unless i find another guy to oogle over. too early to tell, and who knows if he'll make it that far.

I suck.

I want a salad and I'm too shy to ask my grandfather to drive me to get oneee
maaaan... these ruufies are BARELY even WORKING pissed:

i didn't care for him. he reminded me of elliott from last season. :x probably the song.
I don't remember Elliott

PERHAPS. unless i find another guy to oogle over. too early to tell, and who knows if he'll make it that far.
OOGLE. This is about talent. :grr:

I'm gonna choose a FAV. Once top 10/12 is here. Cause I need to see everyone.

OOGLE. This is about talent. :grr:
not in MY eyes. it's about finding a good-looking guy who can also sing decent/well. LOL i'm just being honest. that's all i care about.

not in MY eyes. it's about finding a good-looking guy who can also sing decent/well. LOL i'm just being honest. that's all i care about.
Well, for me it's about talent. There will be no oogling. -_-

I'm gonna go eat. Be back after.

N/m. Food isnt' ready yet.

Well, for me it's about talent. There will be no oogling. -_-
i have to have both. :happyface

i have to have both. :happyface
That's so sad. -_- This is not what AI is supposed to be about.

You didn't even mention PERSONALITY. o.O Only good looking with a decent voice.

Ok. I'm going to go eat now.

That's so sad. -_- This is not what AI is supposed to be about.
AI is supposed to be about finding America's next popstar. :grr:

You didn't even mention PERSONALITY. o.O Only good looking with a decent voice.
ok, personality is right up there too. LOL honestly. because i won't root for a jerk even if he's hot and/or has a good voice.

Ok. I'm going to go eat now.
:wave:

Eh I don't really like the blonde. Seems like to much of an *******. And the brunette was def. the better singer and seemed like the sweeter girl. And also was prettier. I didn't like the way the blonde just ran out after getting her ticket. It was rude. Her friend was in there with her she could've stayed in there with her friend. The burnette even looked as the blonde ran out.
i definitley liked the brunteete (Antonella) a lot better then the other one.

http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b240/foreveryoursxo/hot.jpg
my fav so far.
Antolella is my favorite so far i think.

LYNN DIED.

brb

i definitley liked the brunteete (Antonella) a lot better then the other one.
Ditto!

brb too :happyface

k back

uhhhhhn

brb too :happyface
:wave: