Do you ever wondered if this is the life that oyu really wante? Or as a kid or teen ager did you ever wondered how your life was going to be,for those who live in rich families average familes what kind of famikys, did you turn outto be like your parents or you took another route? I think you no what I am saying.


For me my life is ok,but,it's not fullfilled yet,I have many other things to do in my life. I know I was born to be something more then what I am right now. When I was a baby I had to ohave open heart surgery,that was in 1963 I was one of 14 babies that survived,it was a new thing back then, I had a ring around my heart, the story goes when I was on the operating table the Dr's took my heart out and the machine shoorted out, but they fixed it somehow. I was # 14 and the rest of the babies had not survived this new techineq,any h ow, The dr's told my mom that I was not going to survive this was at the Mayo's Clinic they did this kind of stuff,but,my mom did not want to hear it,,and hear I am today. Yeds I did have problems growing up but,I over came them. I am also worte up in a medical journal for being the babie that survived. I will have to look that up someday, I don't know where to begin. Getting off tracked,but I still have a lot of years left and I will find out in life what am I going to do what I like. Or what God tells me to do.

I'm pretty sure I was meant to have siblings. But I don't.

I know there's gotta be something more...I'm about 65% content for now, but there's so much more that I want and that I know I can do, but I don't have the courage to just do it!!

There are some things that I really, really want in life, and I REALLY hope that God wants them for me as well. In the Conversations With God books, He said that He wants for us what we ourselves want for us. Sometimes I have trouble believing it, since it sometimes seems as though He doesn't support me on what I want, but I'm convinced that those books record actual conversations with God, so I'm also sure it must be true.

I'm not too thrilled with life right now. I feel like I should be doing something more meaningful, but I don't know how to approach it.

I dunno, I pretty much screwed up about 85% of it.

Some parts yes, other parts no.

There are, however, some of my past choices/decisions that I regret very much. Had I felt then the way I feel now about those choices, I think I would have had some more personal experience. I F'ed it up!! :mad:

Great question!

To quote U2: ".....I still haven't found what I'm looking for."

See, when I stop and think about stuff like that, i get depressed.

A little denial goes a long way kids!

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No, I don't wonder if this is the life I wanted. I know for certain that it's not. I also know that all my chances to get the life I wanted were stolen from me before I grew up!

What a Deep question. I'm not content with my life yet, I have my days when I am. I think that there's much more for me to do. Like another poster said, I think it was meant for me to have other sibblings, but my moms body just couldn't handle it, as result I'm an only child.

But Yes I think this is the life I was meant to have.