AngeFaitore
03-01-2004, 07:37 PM
I'm not exactly the perfect bag of common sense and sometimes I get a little out of control, so I've decided to leave.
I know I've been a right bitch lately.
First of all, I'd like to apologize to my biggest offence, Mrs. Thomas Haden Church. Things haven't been right since the beginning. I should have known how to better handle things between us. No two young women should fight over a man, even if he IS Thomas Haden Church. No man is worth a ladies' anger and tears.
Double apology for calling you a troll, Churchie.
I acted more the troll than you did.
I know this may sound silly, but there really is a human behind the text and I really do feel bad when I've hurt someone, no matter if I can see them or not. Unlike people who get pleasure out of the anonymity of the internet and hurt people just for the fun of it, I've been going around real life for the past few days with a knot feeling in my stomach because I know that I've hurt a human on the other end. I mean, literal anxiety. I decided that I wouldn't feel better unless I apologized and told everyone that I'll punish myself by leaving for a while until my heart is really ready to treat everyone equally.
Maybe it's possible that my crush and fanatasism Thomas Haden Church -a guy I don't even really know- has gotten too unconditional and my natural instincts are to defend, so that's where the whole "You don't know anything about Thomas... No! You don't know anything about Thomas! You're not really a fan..." thing came in.
BTW: MrsTHC (sorry, not finished), I should have never challanged you to tell me if I were a Thomas Haden Church fan or not, like I said, the only person who should tell me if I AM a fan is myself and leave it at that. It's that whole 'Be True To Yourself' thing. I hope that sometime in the future we can reconsile and have a good ol' discussion about Thomas' works, because after you told me off, I felt bad, went to my room and noticed how many VHS tapes and DVDs I have packed with Thomas Haden Church shows and movies in my bookcase :) I was only wishing that I could convince you that it was true on the internet, but when we saw our user names, we saw the color red more than we did common sense, so we never really got to talk civilly (except for in the beginning when you were... was was it? MsMeow?). Hey, maybe when I come back after my who-knows-how-many-months away, I'll call myself
AngeFaitore-Quesada and we can become "Thomas's Girls".
Anyway, I guess this is goodbye.
I'll still be lurking about but I probibly won't let myself post.
When I was doing well, we had alot of fun, but I guess that all good things...
I know I've been a right bitch lately.
First of all, I'd like to apologize to my biggest offence, Mrs. Thomas Haden Church. Things haven't been right since the beginning. I should have known how to better handle things between us. No two young women should fight over a man, even if he IS Thomas Haden Church. No man is worth a ladies' anger and tears.
Double apology for calling you a troll, Churchie.
I acted more the troll than you did.
I know this may sound silly, but there really is a human behind the text and I really do feel bad when I've hurt someone, no matter if I can see them or not. Unlike people who get pleasure out of the anonymity of the internet and hurt people just for the fun of it, I've been going around real life for the past few days with a knot feeling in my stomach because I know that I've hurt a human on the other end. I mean, literal anxiety. I decided that I wouldn't feel better unless I apologized and told everyone that I'll punish myself by leaving for a while until my heart is really ready to treat everyone equally.
Maybe it's possible that my crush and fanatasism Thomas Haden Church -a guy I don't even really know- has gotten too unconditional and my natural instincts are to defend, so that's where the whole "You don't know anything about Thomas... No! You don't know anything about Thomas! You're not really a fan..." thing came in.
BTW: MrsTHC (sorry, not finished), I should have never challanged you to tell me if I were a Thomas Haden Church fan or not, like I said, the only person who should tell me if I AM a fan is myself and leave it at that. It's that whole 'Be True To Yourself' thing. I hope that sometime in the future we can reconsile and have a good ol' discussion about Thomas' works, because after you told me off, I felt bad, went to my room and noticed how many VHS tapes and DVDs I have packed with Thomas Haden Church shows and movies in my bookcase :) I was only wishing that I could convince you that it was true on the internet, but when we saw our user names, we saw the color red more than we did common sense, so we never really got to talk civilly (except for in the beginning when you were... was was it? MsMeow?). Hey, maybe when I come back after my who-knows-how-many-months away, I'll call myself
AngeFaitore-Quesada and we can become "Thomas's Girls".
Anyway, I guess this is goodbye.
I'll still be lurking about but I probibly won't let myself post.
When I was doing well, we had alot of fun, but I guess that all good things...